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Lucky Song
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>>575943
>bullet tooth
Wait, you don't have anything like that.
>>575943
>lick eye
I don't care if she's not real. I'm not going to do something cruel to my own mother like that.
>>575981
>So wait, not all cap crawlers look like you and Mayli's? How would you know that anyway?
>deny
"Mother... there's so much wrong here. And you're not even acting like yourself anyway. You would be more surprised to see me than you are. It's not you. I know it isn't."
She frowns. I shake off my hesitation and almost walk away when she responds.
>"You're right. Of course it's not me, Lumin. And you know that it's your own fault, too, don't you?"
"Yes."
>"You want to believe that it's really me. You wish it were that simple, for me to have something that would just lead me to you."
"Why wouldn't I wish it were that simple?"
>"Because it's foolish. You know it's foolish, Lumin, to grasp at every possible solution, every possible idea that may let you find me. In the very back of your mind, Lumin, in a place with secrets that lie only with you, the disappearance of your mother still obsesses you. Every piece of information that enters your head, you immediately think about how it might possibly help you find me. Even when you aren't aware of it, it happens."
"Yes, I know. I know all of this. Stop tormenting me."
>"You're tormenting yourself. Lumin, what's the real reason you didn't want to take your father's locket?"
"...Because it's his. It meant a lot to me that he had it."
>"No. That's not the true reason."
"Alright... It's because I was afraid that... keeping a picture of you might cause me to forget what I'm supposed to be doing. It might cause me to stop with the mission so I can try to find you."
>"Where would you even look, Lumin?"
"I don't know! Just stop! I don't need this!"
I angrily rip the torch off the wall and start to walk away with it. No, I don't want to look at her any more. I hide it well, but what she says is true. Listen, Big Boss, if I ever try to look for my mom, no matter what reason I may have, then stop me. Please, I want to keep my mental health.
Just... gotta find Mayli. Don't think about mom. Don't turn around. Don't think about her. Just get out of here.
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