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Evening Dancer
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it feels surreal, walking here. just one block down from the bus stop and one turn out of the suburbs.
a perspective ive never seen before. its mundane, but just any change from routine can be groundbreaking if.
yeah.
im used to seeing these buildings from a car, which are now sparsely populating the streets, and yet the feeling of loneliness isnt sated.
the WPharmacy lies down past the small hill next to me, a few cars parked, probably workers, or. something. i dont know why i feel the need to justify these things.
next to it, the 'the blurger', a grumble from my stomach betraying my feelings on this dump, *way* overrated, and that stupid-ass ironic name feels like its trying to pander way too hard to... well, lame kids like the ones standing next to the dumpster outside, doing god-knows-what. probably meth or planning their next rape or whatever shitkids do nowadays.
im. im not hungry. well, not a significant amount. maybe later. but. while im On My Way, itd probably be fine just to grab something, right? i dont want to consider the burger joint, but itd likely be more filling than just whatever snacks i grab from the pharmacy, but i also really dont want to support blurger's business practices. i. im talking like ive already decided im going to grab something to eat, eheh...
>>1108621
am. am i interesting? thats. i dont know how to answer that. i hope so, but im not entirely sure why id hope so. um, im maya. i go to school, im a *developing mind*,,, i. i guess i kinda like video games? horror especially, even if most are shit. i want to say i like reading books, but that feels like lying considering i havent finished a book in ,,, god knows how long. i like stories but reading is difficult. i, i um i used to develop games when i was younger bbut i kind of. lost the passion to do that. i, i dont know why im trying to sell you on myself???
>>1108622
shit, you shoulda told me earlier!!! all the other voices were telling me just to dash to school!! but uh, yeah, ill try to take a bus along the way if i spot one. not particuarly sure what you mean to 'tell someone ill be late', though. like, just text a friend and ask them to explain to each of my teachers my bus didnt come? or. do you mean calling my parents. because im. im not doing that. preferably i can get through this without them even knowing anything happened.
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