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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1126314 ID: 39a511
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when is it supposed to start?
has it started already?
is... is this it?
either ive been gifted a special unique power to hear wisdom and advice of varying quality from Multidimensional Beings, and i cant control it for shit cause im a moron, which is causing my psyche to grow more unstable due to all the noise,
OR im just finally going insane. but not even in the fun way where it stops hurting. im just going through psychosis and everything is worse.
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No. 1126315 ID: 39a511
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either way, i dont know if im even upset, i just dont understand. even BEFORE this voices in my head stuff, the story just doesnt make sense. why is it like this?
fuck, has the story even started?
be it Big G in the sky, or an underpaid writing team in hollywood, or whatever, someones in charge of this story. and for all the years ive been alive, its just been... its just BEEN this.
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No. 1126316 ID: 39a511
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and one day something FINALLY happens, and i.. i just feel the same?
different places, different scenarios, got launched out a front windshield, and. and im still just in front of the mirror again. theres no escape from this mundane hell. and everything feels as blurry as before. days pass in seconds and seconds pass in months, and even after it all, it doesnt feel like…
i mean, im elsewhere, yes, but, but its still just ME. and i thought

i thought id feel alive.
is THAT what the story is?
is that all?
is the story about a girl named maya just about a girl made to vaguely suffer?
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No. 1126317 ID: 39a511
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No. 1126318 ID: 39a511
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is that all im good for?
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No. 1126319 ID: 39a511
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.youre not me
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No. 1126321 ID: 39a511
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i said earlier today that i was done being tired. how many hours has it been? has it even been an hour?
i wasnt lying when i said that.
i just hadnt realized what made living so hard.
if you're all able to be here, then it makes sense that others could be too, right?
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i. i cant believe i hadnt REALIZED IT until now
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No. 1126323 ID: 39a511
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the. tthe ffucking. the bitterness. the idiocy. the,, the wrong thoughts. the bad ones.
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No. 1126324 ID: 39a511
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theres something else in there too, isnt there?
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No. 1126325 ID: 39a511
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as your words break your way in and trespass the corridors of my mind, theres ANOTHER there too, isnt there?
it makes sense. its been hard for me to differentiate your voices from my own, i wouldnt be surprised if it was hard for you to notice them, either.
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No. 1126326 ID: 941768

maybe they spoke in your voice.
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No. 1126327 ID: 39a511

maybe they spoke in mine.
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No. 1126328 ID: 39a511
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but theyre not like you. theyre not trying to help me. theyre,,, they came to balance it out.
if youre the good in me, then theyre the bad.
but they dont have to be. they dont have to be me.
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No. 1126329 ID: 39a511
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1126329

DO YOU HEAR ME?!
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No. 1126330 ID: 39a511
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YOURE. YYOURE NOT.
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No. 1126331 ID: 39a511
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YOURE NOT
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No. 1126332 ID: 39a511
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Maya:"YOURE NOT ME!!!!!!!!"
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Maya: "y,,yyyoure nnot mme"
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No. 1126336 ID: 941768

"I'm your manifestation of everything wrong you deny is you, Maya! I'm your tupla that you formed to cope with your loneliness, Maya! I'm yet another embarrassing metaphor for your depression, Maya! I'm a demon haunting you for your sinful wretched ways, Maya! I'm your mother, and all the scars she burned into you, Maya! I’m your excuse. I'm your evil dark side, Maya! I'm your subconscious trying to wake you from your coma, Maya! I'm the one who's pretty, Maya. I'm what you want to call trauma, Maya! I'm what you don't want to call trauma, Maya."
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No. 1126337 ID: 941768

"And yes, I am also all of your bad thoughts."
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No. 1126338 ID: 941768

"Every time you feel something that you shouldn't,"
"or do something that you wouldn't,"
"that's me!"
"I'm Not Maya."

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Not Maya: "Does that sate You?"
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Maya: "GGHH!"
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Maya: "I-i dont- what do you WANT? i… w-why…"
f.ffuck. mmy hand. ttheres. theres glass
Not Maya: "You wanted me. You did what you do best, and begged. Only difference is, today you finally got it. I'm here for you."
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Maya: "hhere? here to do what??"
Not Maya: "You've been waiting, Maya. You've been wanting for someone. To give it to you. You've spent so long stagnating. You've spent so long weak. You've spent so long dead."
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Maya: “y.youre not real. youre not real. this… this is just all in my head.”
Not Maya: “Maya, I thought you of all people would know better than to think something is ‘fake’, all because it resides in someone’s head. You’re affected by me. You see me. You feel me.”
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Maya: "y,yyoure. very cclose to me."
Not Maya: "Mhm! Don't worry, I don't get anything out of this. This one's all for You!"
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Maya: "i, i dont know where you got that idea, i,,, i dont want this."
Not Maya: “You're so good at this, Maya! A real natural! I don’t think you need to act so coy about everything, though.”
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Maya: "w,whatre you talking about? y,youre- i,i ddont,,, i-"
Not Maya: "Goodness, Maya. You don't need to try so hard, I'm sure everyone believes you're very innocent and modest. It makes sense you're like this though, this is your first time having this many eyes on you, but so little’s happened, right? You're just acting up because you're feeling needy, right? You want to get on with it, right? You want to feel alive, right? C'mere!"
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Maya: "h-HEY! w-wait, i-?!”
Not Maya: "Nothing's wrong with wanting attention, but they'll get turned off if you're too desperate, Maya! I’m here for you, don’t worry!”
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Maya: "...w-what d-do you-"
Not Maya: "Now, everyone at home? I know you've been vying for some more audience interaction as of late, and I know you've been DYING to find out what type of story this is, sorely begging that it won’t continue being the sobfest it’s been so far! But, we know who’s to blame for that, don’t we? The thing is, it should be up to You to decide, not this bratty wet towel. I'm here to help with that! I'm sorry it's taken so long, but now we're here, all for You!”
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Maya: "w,wait, i-"
Not Maya: "If you keep struggling I'll spoil it, I'll tell them everything."
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No. 1126357 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "...p-plea-"
Not Maya: "Sorry to you new folk about Maya, you might actually be feeling uncomfortable! She just doesn't know when to stop the act, she's very dishonest about her feelings. I know you've both been waiting for an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. Now you’re not the weird one! Be as honest as you'd like! And don't forget, Maya loves You!"
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No. 1126358 ID: 70f58a

We're not the ones giving consent here.
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No. 1126359 ID: 126c9f

Keep struggling
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No. 1126360 ID: 35d66b

Grab a marker, Maya. Lean forwards towards the mirror and use it to give yourself a silly mustache.
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No. 1126361 ID: fd169b

Why should Maya have to do anything for us?

In fact why don't you do something for us, Not Maya. How about you stop tugging at Maya's coat and do a little dance or something.

whatever we are, real or not, its a parasocial relationship and Maya doesn't need validation from us.
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No. 1126362 ID: 896bab

I will be honest. strange otherworldly being that I am. I love you, Maya. I love to watch you. I love your struggles and your joys.

I want you to feel good, Maya. I want you to squirm and fuck up, Maya. I want you to fall in love with those around you, Maya.
I want you to lose your mind, Maya. I want you to lose yourself in love and obedience to commands, Maya. I want you to touch and be touched. I want your mind to go empty. I want you to sink deep down into a fuzzy world where everyone loves you and makes you cum.

I want to brainwash you and hypnotize you into a needy pet who seduces everyone around you.

I want to fuck you up completely. We love you, Maya. We love your struggle. You should belong to us.
You NEED our orders. You don't have to think anymore.
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No. 1126363 ID: 973d59

what do you know about Maya that we don't, Not Maya? tell us all the juicy details
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No. 1126365 ID: c4f54e

Focus maya maybe you can control her? Influence her?

Because you do want her to stop, as we all do, right?

RIGHT?!?
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No. 1126366 ID: 4cf740

swiss cheese is probably still nearby, you should call for his help!!! Then you can finally touch his ears, cmon not-maya help me out here
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No. 1126367 ID: 4cf740

Not-Maya go into a big egg. Like hatch in reverse. I think it would be beautiful
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No. 1126370 ID: 896bab

Rest assured, maya. i ADORE you. this is my love for you.
all-encompassing, shining, overwhelming LOVE...!

to take you, mold you, make you perfect. ruin you. pretty, mindless, obedient little maya.
to keep you safe. to guide you to a perfect ending. everyone is maya's friend!~ everyone is maya's owner.
aahh, how intoxicating...!! so many paths to choose...
how can i possibly decide..?!

Maya. I can't wait to save you. I can't wait to BREAK you.

just remember... We love you.~
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No. 1126373 ID: f2320a

>>1126357
Bit confused on how clothes work but why are you pulling up a hoodie with a zipper when you can just open it? Or is there a button shirt under it?
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No. 1126375 ID: 35d66b

I'm leaving another suggestion because I don't want to get drowned out by weirdos.

Summon the will to fight against (not) Maya! Anything that is given a physical form can be punched in the face!
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No. 1126377 ID: ffccc9

What the fuck, fuck this. Get away from me
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No. 1126378 ID: a06e44

there can only be one and you are the more powerful one
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