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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1128444 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "e.heeheh,,, i bet all that g,gross creepy weird stuff was you too, wasnt it?"
Not Maya: "..."
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Maya: "ehhe, you expected wworse from them, didnt you? YOURE the one who wanted an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. but people were nicer than you expected, right? you just had to add some more to the mix, right? youre pathetic."
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Maya: "...and yet, you couldnt even go through with it. thats,, thats the part i dont get. you were right about to flash me, and you,,, you went to all the effort to add... gross weird stuff, and for what? just to make everyone feel creeped out?"
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Maya: "cause i mean, bravo! you sure SHOCKED everyone! is that all you have?..."
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Maya: "you were all chatty earlier, what happened?"
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Maya: "ANSWER ME, are you a demon, or just some pathetic weird creep?!"
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death
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No. 1128457 ID: 39a511
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Not Maya: "It's cute."
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Not Maya: "You so quickly convinced yourself. You told yourself you figured it all out, and before you even realize what you've done, you've already made yourself feel superior to what you believe is happening."
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Maya: "i,,, i already TOLD YOU, IDIOT! i, i already know youre just trying to trick me with all this weird babbling. hell, it doesnt even mean anything, does it?"
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Not Maya: "AGAIN, YOU'RE STILL NOT LISTENING!"

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Not Maya: "YOU CRAVE SO BADLY FOR THE TWIST THAT YOUR REALITY IS A GAME, YOU CRAVE SO BADLY TO BE WISER THAN THE WORLD ITSELF!"
Not Maya: "AND YOU FAIL, BECAUSE YOU DON'T YEARN FOR UNDERSTANDING, YOU YEARN FOR PRIDE!"
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Not Maya: "THE TWIST OF THIS STORY IS THAT IT'S ALL REAL, MAYA. YOU'RE ALIVE, MAYA."
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Not Maya: "YOURE ALIVE AND YOUVE BEEN DEAD A LONG TIME AND HAVE BEEN RESURRECTED AND YOURE STILL DEAD AND YOU NEVER EXISTED AND IT WAS ALL A BAD DREAM AND YOU MADE IT ALL UP AND YOURE IN HELL AND YOURE ALIVE"

YOU'RE ALIVE

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Maya: "g-GAH!"
Swiss: "Maya?!"
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Swiss: "Maya, are you okay?! I heard noise, so I-"
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Maya: "i,im ssorry i ttried hurting you and was mean i i shouldnthave ill ill-"
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Swiss: "M-Maya, it's- it's okay! It-"
Maya: "a,and im ssorry i. i shouldnt have yelled and i sshoudve trusted you and-"
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Swiss: "Maya, look at me. Breathe, okay?"
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Maya: "i,im ssoryry i im ssorry"
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Swiss: "I- if you want me to forgive you, then breathe with me!"
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...
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Breathe in.
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...
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breathe out...
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...
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Swiss: "I'm sorry I scared you, Maya. I didn't mean to."
Maya: "n,NYO! it was m-my fault, i sshouldve just llet yyou-"
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Swiss: "I messed up my duties as a Cliffside Pathfinder! It's my duty to protect, love, and care for others! I was so focused on your body, I hadn't realized to take care of your heart!"
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Maya: "h,hhuh?"
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Swiss: "The manual says when coming into contact with an injured feral cat, they're likely to be frightened and defensive, and to not make any sudden movements! I should've been reading of your reactions better!"
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Swiss: "I'm very very sorry!!! Please, let me try again!!"
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Maya: "pff,ff,,,ppPPAGAHAGAHHAA!!! y,yyou,,, ffuckin weirdo,,,,"
Swiss: "H-huh?..."
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Maya: "o,okay,,, just,,, just nothing under the hoodie, alright? ill wash those on my own."
Swiss: "Oh! Yay!!"
Maya: "and let me play with your ears too."
Swiss: "Deal!"

...my cheeks hurt.
im hesitant to lower my guard slightly, but...
a part of me really, really wants to hope things can change.
ill be better, and ill listen better, alright?
things can change.

Maya: "..."
Maya: "thank you..."
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No. 1128489 ID: 342137

Maybe everything will e fine, just try to enjoy life and the friends you've made for now.
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No. 1128492 ID: 896bab

...
dude, i told you he was cute. and chill.
maybe things are gonna be alright.

...but also you should kiss his little nose. do it. do it. you won't.
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No. 1128493 ID: bf5b2a

Well, you have been working your mouth muscles quite a bit with smiles and frowns, so your cheeks hurting is probably the most mundane of your pains, really.

If it makes you feel better you can nudge things in a safer direction without getting too defensive. You just gotta have him thinking more about himself than you.
Start asking about his badges and how he got them, people like talking about their own interests.
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No. 1128495 ID: 847683

>>1128485
Hey, maya.
You're gonna be ok.
Hes got a pure heart this guy.


You can let go of the tension youve been carrying, even if its just for a short time.
Compartmentalise everything.
The before and the worries about what may be, push them aside.
If you let those things crowd your mind, you'll have no room to absorb this respite you need.
Be present in this moment.
Take it all in.
Live in it.
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No. 1128496 ID: 847683

>>1128487
>>1128488

This looks like a puzzle.
The second image seems right to fit in the bottom corner of the first.
Looking at it reminds me of one of those things you sometimes see in a captcha.
Move a group of seperate image components across the others until the message or image resolves.

Maybe im imagining things...
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No. 1128509 ID: ce8213

I don't know if I can unpack all that but, you're alright Maya.

and this guy seems alright too

But for the love of gods get the glass picked out of your hand!
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No. 1128553 ID: b4c241

>>1128485
...You got through it. I'm glad that you're feeling better, Maya. And you said you were getting better at handling it; that's a good sign! Not for our sake, I'll never blame you for your problems, but if it's getting easier to deal with, that means you'll get a handle on it sooner or later. And we'll always be here to help if you need us.

While the cute bunny is treating your injuries, would you like to... talk about things? Anything you want to get off your chest? Something we can do to help you feel better? Whatever it is, don't be afraid to ask.
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No. 1128613 ID: e058aa

It's going to be okay, Maya. Take things one step at a time. It's okay if you ask for boundaries from Swiss or anyone if you need them!! He seems to genuinely want to help you, but if you get scared or worried about stuff it's okay to say you're scared, too. I think he'll understand that at least.

Probably let him know about your hand first also... That one might be the most important wound to attend to at the moment.
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No. 1128985 ID: b18212

Maybe you could ask him to walk through what he's doing, like the first aid stuff, might ease your mind if you ask him to explain it while he's doing it, instead of assuming the worst and running with it until you have a panic attack.
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No. 1128987 ID: e8d2a9

Tehehe, you should kiss himmmmm

I mean he's being so nice and kind, and it's a good way to show thanks to a nice boy! Im sure he'd appreciate his efforts being appreciated even if your words don't work so good right now, it's a good compromise especially after breaking his bathroom mirror <3

YOU SHOULD KISS HIM

It's a good way to start this new friendship! First impressions matter the most y'know and he's still being so nice even after you tried to stab him! Im sure you can still make it even better with a big kiss! He's so cute too tehehe! He's so dumb he'll basically do whatever you want at this point without even questioning it tehehe!!

KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM KISS HIM
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No. 1129070 ID: f2320a

>>1128987
He may not be as hot and brave as Jayden but he is soft and smells good and disarmingly naive and decivable could have him do anything innocently, but he can also overpower us completely and hold us down pressing against us with a clueless smile
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No. 1129205 ID: d9edf9

>>1128987
>>1129070

Maya.
I think the intrusive thoughts are back.
Well.
The other ones.
Not the mostly benign ones.
I guess im an intrusive thought too.
Wow.
Heavy.
Anyway, while im having non-existential crisis here, or whatever its called when your imagination starts doubting its reality, you focus on one little set of things.

Dont hump the bunny.
Dont kiss the bunny.
Let him help you.
Thank him.
Make a new, slightly naive friend who was kind enough to want to help you without getting something from you.
Be at peace for a moment.
Heal.
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No. 1129208 ID: f2320a

>>1129205
I am not the thought of humping. i am the thought of passively sniffing the air, observation and objectively true statements with rose tinted glasses or terrible scary truths, i am also the thought of snacking between meals like a small tortia chip with salsa and cheese in a microwave so it has that perfect crunch and elasticity that you can eat in 4 minutes 2 of those is letting it cool.

Its less scary to think about then the fact this little boy can completely and utterly overpower us with no effort at all without a clue, and he is cool but not as cool as Jayden who is as shown by actions and words ready to kill for our well being, and tolerates our weirdness which is pretty amazing like he dropped everything for us. Forgiven us for causing a crash more concerned about our well being.
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