mayaquest (18/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)21:55 No. 1126314 ID: 39a511
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when is it supposed to start?
has it started already?
is... is this it?
either ive been gifted a special unique power to hear wisdom and advice of varying quality from Multidimensional Beings, and i cant control it for shit cause im a moron, which is causing my psyche to grow more unstable due to all the noise,
OR im just finally going insane. but not even in the fun way where it stops hurting. im just going through psychosis and everything is worse.

mayaquest (19/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)21:55 No. 1126315 ID: 39a511
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either way, i dont know if im even upset, i just dont understand. even BEFORE this voices in my head stuff, the story just doesnt make sense. why is it like this?
fuck, has the story even started?
be it Big G in the sky, or an underpaid writing team in hollywood, or whatever, someones in charge of this story. and for all the years ive been alive, its just been... its just BEEN this.

mayaquest (20/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)21:55 No. 1126316 ID: 39a511
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and one day something FINALLY happens, and i.. i just feel the same?
different places, different scenarios, got launched out a front windshield, and. and im still just in front of the mirror again. theres no escape from this mundane hell. and everything feels as blurry as before. days pass in seconds and seconds pass in months, and even after it all, it doesnt feel like…
i mean, im elsewhere, yes, but, but its still just ME. and i thought

i thought id feel alive.
is THAT what the story is?
is that all?
is the story about a girl named maya just about a girl made to vaguely suffer?

mayaquest (22/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)21:55 No. 1126318 ID: 39a511
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is that all im good for?

mayaquest (23/52) me 2026/05/04(Mon)22:00 No. 1126319 ID: 39a511
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.youre not me

mayaquest (24/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:01 No. 1126321 ID: 39a511
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i said earlier today that i was done being tired. how many hours has it been? has it even been an hour?
i wasnt lying when i said that.
i just hadnt realized what made living so hard.
if you're all able to be here, then it makes sense that others could be too, right?

mayaquest (25/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:01 No. 1126322 ID: 39a511
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i. i cant believe i hadnt REALIZED IT until now

mayaquest (26/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:01 No. 1126323 ID: 39a511
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the. tthe ffucking. the bitterness. the idiocy. the,, the wrong thoughts. the bad ones.

mayaquest (27/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:01 No. 1126324 ID: 39a511
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theres something else in there too, isnt there?

mayaquest (28/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:01 No. 1126325 ID: 39a511
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as your words break your way in and trespass the corridors of my mind, theres ANOTHER there too, isnt there?
it makes sense. its been hard for me to differentiate your voices from my own, i wouldnt be surprised if it was hard for you to notice them, either.

maybe they spoke in your voice.

maybe they spoke in mine.

mayaquest (31/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:02 No. 1126328 ID: 39a511
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but theyre not like you. theyre not trying to help me. theyre,,, they came to balance it out.
if youre the good in me, then theyre the bad.
but they dont have to be. they dont have to be me.

mayaquest (32/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:05 No. 1126329 ID: 39a511
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DO YOU HEAR ME?!

mayaquest (33/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:05 No. 1126330 ID: 39a511
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YOURE. YYOURE NOT.

mayaquest (34/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:05 No. 1126331 ID: 39a511
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YOURE NOT

mayaquest (35/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:05 No. 1126332 ID: 39a511
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Maya:"YOURE NOT ME!!!!!!!!"

mayaquest (37/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:07 No. 1126334 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "y,,yyyoure nnot mme"

"I'm your manifestation of everything wrong you deny is you, Maya! I'm your tupla that you formed to cope with your loneliness, Maya! I'm yet another embarrassing metaphor for your depression, Maya! I'm a demon haunting you for your sinful wretched ways, Maya! I'm your mother, and all the scars she burned into you, Maya! I’m your excuse. I'm your evil dark side, Maya! I'm your subconscious trying to wake you from your coma, Maya! I'm the one who's pretty, Maya. I'm what you want to call trauma, Maya! I'm what you don't want to call trauma, Maya."

"And yes, I am also all of your bad thoughts."

"Every time you feel something that you shouldn't,"
"or do something that you wouldn't,"
"that's me!"
"I'm Not Maya."

mayaquest (41/52) Not Maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:10 No. 1126339 ID: 941768
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Not Maya: "Does that sate You?"

mayaquest (42/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:13 No. 1126341 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "GGHH!"

mayaquest (43/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:14 No. 1126342 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "I-i dont- what do you WANT? i… w-why…"
f.ffuck. mmy hand. ttheres. theres glass
Not Maya: "You wanted me. You did what you do best, and begged. Only difference is, today you finally got it. I'm here for you."

mayaquest (44/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:14 No. 1126343 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "hhere? here to do what??"
Not Maya: "You've been waiting, Maya. You've been wanting for someone. To give it to you. You've spent so long stagnating. You've spent so long weak. You've spent so long dead."

mayaquest (45/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:14 No. 1126344 ID: 39a511
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Maya: “y.youre not real. youre not real. this… this is just all in my head.”
Not Maya: “Maya, I thought you of all people would know better than to think something is ‘fake’, all because it resides in someone’s head. You’re affected by me. You see me. You feel me.”

mayaquest (46/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:17 No. 1126350 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "y,yyoure. very cclose to me."
Not Maya: "Mhm! Don't worry, I don't get anything out of this. This one's all for You!"

mayaquest (47/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:17 No. 1126351 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "i, i dont know where you got that idea, i,,, i dont want this."
Not Maya: “You're so good at this, Maya! A real natural! I don’t think you need to act so coy about everything, though.”

mayaquest (48/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:18 No. 1126352 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "w,whatre you talking about? y,youre- i,i ddont,,, i-"
Not Maya: "Goodness, Maya. You don't need to try so hard, I'm sure everyone believes you're very innocent and modest. It makes sense you're like this though, this is your first time having this many eyes on you, but so little’s happened, right? You're just acting up because you're feeling needy, right? You want to get on with it, right? You want to feel alive, right? C'mere!"

mayaquest (49/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:18 No. 1126353 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "h-HEY! w-wait, i-?!”
Not Maya: "Nothing's wrong with wanting attention, but they'll get turned off if you're too desperate, Maya! I’m here for you, don’t worry!”

mayaquest (50/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:20 No. 1126355 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "...w-what d-do you-"
Not Maya: "Now, everyone at home? I know you've been vying for some more audience interaction as of late, and I know you've been DYING to find out what type of story this is, sorely begging that it won’t continue being the sobfest it’s been so far! But, we know who’s to blame for that, don’t we? The thing is, it should be up to You to decide, not this bratty wet towel. I'm here to help with that! I'm sorry it's taken so long, but now we're here, all for You!”

mayaquest (51/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:20 No. 1126356 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "w,wait, i-"
Not Maya: "If you keep struggling I'll spoil it, I'll tell them everything."

mayaquest (52/52) maya 2026/05/04(Mon)22:20 No. 1126357 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "...p-plea-"
Not Maya: "Sorry to you new folk about Maya, you might actually be feeling uncomfortable! She just doesn't know when to stop the act, she's very dishonest about her feelings. I know you've both been waiting for an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. Now you’re not the weird one! Be as honest as you'd like! And don't forget, Maya loves You!"

We're not the ones giving consent here.

Keep struggling

Grab a marker, Maya. Lean forwards towards the mirror and use it to give yourself a silly mustache.

Why should Maya have to do anything for us?

In fact why don't you do something for us, Not Maya. How about you stop tugging at Maya's coat and do a little dance or something.

whatever we are, real or not, its a parasocial relationship and Maya doesn't need validation from us.

I will be honest. strange otherworldly being that I am. I love you, Maya. I love to watch you. I love your struggles and your joys.

I want you to feel good, Maya. I want you to squirm and fuck up, Maya. I want you to fall in love with those around you, Maya.
I want you to lose your mind, Maya. I want you to lose yourself in love and obedience to commands, Maya. I want you to touch and be touched. I want your mind to go empty. I want you to sink deep down into a fuzzy world where everyone loves you and makes you cum.

I want to brainwash you and hypnotize you into a needy pet who seduces everyone around you.

I want to fuck you up completely. We love you, Maya. We love your struggle. You should belong to us.
You NEED our orders. You don't have to think anymore.

what do you know about Maya that we don't, Not Maya? tell us all the juicy details

Focus maya maybe you can control her? Influence her?

Because you do want her to stop, as we all do, right?

RIGHT?!?

swiss cheese is probably still nearby, you should call for his help!!! Then you can finally touch his ears, cmon not-maya help me out here

Not-Maya go into a big egg. Like hatch in reverse. I think it would be beautiful

Rest assured, maya. i ADORE you. this is my love for you.
all-encompassing, shining, overwhelming LOVE...!

to take you, mold you, make you perfect. ruin you. pretty, mindless, obedient little maya.
to keep you safe. to guide you to a perfect ending. everyone is maya's friend!~ everyone is maya's owner.
aahh, how intoxicating...!! so many paths to choose...
how can i possibly decide..?!

Maya. I can't wait to save you. I can't wait to BREAK you.

just remember... We love you.~

>>1126357
Bit confused on how clothes work but why are you pulling up a hoodie with a zipper when you can just open it? Or is there a button shirt under it?

I'm leaving another suggestion because I don't want to get drowned out by weirdos.

Summon the will to fight against (not) Maya! Anything that is given a physical form can be punched in the face!

What the fuck, fuck this. Get away from me

there can only be one and you are the more powerful one