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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1131210 ID: 39a511
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Swiss: "I don't really know what you mean, but I'm not going to be upset at you for being weird while you're in pain."
Maya: "w.wha?"
thats not funny
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Swiss: "It's pretty clear you're in a lot of pain, Maya."
Swiss: "I'm not going to be upset at you for that."
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i dont remember the last time i felt close to crying. it feels scary. i feel like a little girl
if i take his hand i might never be able to untake it
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>>1130848
>plus, remember the quest. "find a friend your age"!
does this even count?
do i even deserve that?
does he even deserve this?
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No. 1131215 ID: 39a511
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should i...
...gghh...
...fuck it.


i feel my body hesitate with instinct, sensing something odd, but i dont analyze it.
because then at least
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Maya: "was..."
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Maya: "was it really that obvious i was hurting?"
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No. 1131218 ID: 39a511
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Swiss: "Well, yeah! I'd be sad with those cuts, too!"
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Maya: "... y,yyeah."
the light flickers.
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Swiss: "Now, let's see if we can get you to a hospital!"
nno
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>>1123851
n.,nno
>>1123863
>>1126459
c.ccan. wwwe
>>1129390
>>1130003
>>1130270
please
>>1130835
>>1130836
>>1130842
>>1130874
ppPLEASE
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No. 1131222 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "STOP TALKING ABOUT THE HOSPITAL!"
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No. 1131224 ID: 39a511
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Swiss: "Why?"
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No. 1131225 ID: 39a511
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Maya: "..."
Maya: "i should be honest to a friend, right?"
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No. 1131226 ID: 39a511
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Swiss: "...Yes."
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No. 1131227 ID: 101e93

You should stop being a butt to the bunny
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Maya: "because then at least something would finally happen."
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Swiss: "W-What do you mean? Maya, you need a professional to take a look at-"
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Maya: "i know you want to trust them, im sorry. believe me, i did too. but you dont understand, they, tthey wont actually help me."
Swiss: "They won't?"
Maya: "no."
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Maya: "they want to do JUST enough so i look taken care of. because that's what they care about. thats what they ALL care about. they want to SAY they took care of me, and that im better now, because now you can't see it on me unless im naked, or you look me in the goddamn eyes, and they never do, they'll never look in the eyes of a hurt 'little girl'."
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Maya: "-GGGHhh-ffFFUCK!!"
Swiss: "Maya, don't strain your eye, it's bruised! We should really-"
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Maya: "i,im fFINE. it doesnt hurt nearly as bad as the fear of losing EVERYTHING, DAMNIT!"
Maya: "y,you know what they'll do after their 'treatment'?"
Swiss: "W..wha-"
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Maya: "theyll put me right back to sleep."
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Maya: "and then next morning ill be in my room."
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Maya: "and then the bus will be on time, and pick me up for school, and ill go to school."
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Maya: "and then ill go back to the house, and then ill be in my room, and then ill go back to my mattress, and then"
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Maya: "and then next morning ill be in my room."
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Maya: "and then the bus will be on time, and pick me up for school, and ill go to school."
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Maya: "and then ill go back to the house, and then ill be in my room, and then ill go back to my mattress, and then"
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Maya: "And then next morning I'll be in my room."
Maya: "and i. i."
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Maya: "i cant even scream like a maniac and cry about how fucked it all is. because i had before. ive done it so much it's become boring, i've become tired of it. because i had been tired of being tired of being tired of being tired and-"
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Maya: "I CANT KEEP LIVING A LIFE WHERE THOSE ARE MY ONLY FEELINGS"
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Maya: "i. i thought i had gotten used to it.
Maya: “maybe everyones already noticed and just. doesnt careMaya: “ive tried but nothings changed. i just want to go back. i want to go back. before it was like,,, this."

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Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed. “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings
im going to break free from this
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No. 1131248 ID: 39a511
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"But then, something changed."
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Maya: "there was something new. i found it. an escape."
because i found it
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Maya & Jaden: "An escape from this mundane hell."
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Jaden: "You're looking better!"
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No. 1131255 ID: a775c7

Desiring change isn't wrong, and you already caused a change. Befriending Swiss is a good, positive, lasting change. A tiny step away from what is torturing you, getting a bit farther every time.

But you shouldn't hurt yourself for the sake of change. There needs to be a way that won't hurt you, or leave you with permanent, irreversible pain. Steps towards change, not painful limping.
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No. 1131256 ID: a775c7

Something as simple as the bus not arriving seems to have been the chaos butterfly in your life that led to befriending Swiss. It was a terrifying unknown path but you got this far.

You still need to visit or find someone who can treat your physical wounds - add that to as a goal. 'Fix the ouchies'

And Swiss can help. It's what friends are for, right? Be a change in life. Someone who can help you walk the unknown.

The H----tal isn't your only solution if you fear a 'reset'. Maybe the scout group who taught Swiss his skills have someone better at medicine.

Or if you can reach your school, you can go to a school nurse. They're better trained for serious injuries you might have sustained.

As for immediate actions: You are feeling better for sure - physically at least. Ask what what Jaden was talking about? Sounds interesting.
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No. 1131257 ID: 2f01aa

Don't worry, Maya, we'll break this time loop.

We're real good at breaking things.
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No. 1131262 ID: a775c7

>>1131257
Don't think it's a literal time loop so much as an existential / mundane one. Stagnation, being a shut-in. And lets not break Maya.
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No. 1131272 ID: 0eecb9

>>1131252
Focus on the dogboy for now. Aren't you dying to know what went on on his side?
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No. 1131275 ID: f1106e

new quest: hug jaden cuz he's new and different and cool and you miss him

go for belt grab it

and hug swiss after you hug jaden and grab his belt cuz hes also different and new
and you like different and new things

youve got two new boy-friends!!! the world dosent have to be mundane anymore ok??
you can do like anything you want. do something crazy and different. kiss him. which one? doesn't matter. DO IT !!!
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No. 1131281 ID: a1326b

>>1131250
Huh.
Weird.

Lots to look at elsewhere but...

What was jaden talking about?
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