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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1126350 ID: 39a511
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1126350

Maya: "y,yyoure. very cclose to me."
Not Maya: "Mhm! Don't worry, I don't get anything out of this. This one's all for You!"
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No. 1126351 ID: 39a511
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1126351

Maya: "i, i dont know where you got that idea, i,,, i dont want this."
Not Maya: “You're so good at this, Maya! A real natural! I don’t think you need to act so coy about everything, though.”
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No. 1126352 ID: 39a511
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1126352

Maya: "w,whatre you talking about? y,youre- i,i ddont,,, i-"
Not Maya: "Goodness, Maya. You don't need to try so hard, I'm sure everyone believes you're very innocent and modest. It makes sense you're like this though, this is your first time having this many eyes on you, but so little’s happened, right? You're just acting up because you're feeling needy, right? You want to get on with it, right? You want to feel alive, right? C'mere!"
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No. 1126353 ID: 39a511
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1126353

Maya: "h-HEY! w-wait, i-?!”
Not Maya: "Nothing's wrong with wanting attention, but they'll get turned off if you're too desperate, Maya! I’m here for you, don’t worry!”
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No. 1126355 ID: 39a511
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1126355

Maya: "...w-what d-do you-"
Not Maya: "Now, everyone at home? I know you've been vying for some more audience interaction as of late, and I know you've been DYING to find out what type of story this is, sorely begging that it won’t continue being the sobfest it’s been so far! But, we know who’s to blame for that, don’t we? The thing is, it should be up to You to decide, not this bratty wet towel. I'm here to help with that! I'm sorry it's taken so long, but now we're here, all for You!”
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No. 1126356 ID: 39a511
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1126356

Maya: "w,wait, i-"
Not Maya: "If you keep struggling I'll spoil it, I'll tell them everything."
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No. 1126357 ID: 39a511
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1126357

Maya: "...p-plea-"
Not Maya: "Sorry to you new folk about Maya, you might actually be feeling uncomfortable! She just doesn't know when to stop the act, she's very dishonest about her feelings. I know you've both been waiting for an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. Now you’re not the weird one! Be as honest as you'd like! And don't forget, Maya loves You!"
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No. 1126358 ID: 70f58a

We're not the ones giving consent here.
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No. 1126359 ID: 126c9f

Keep struggling
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No. 1126360 ID: 35d66b

Grab a marker, Maya. Lean forwards towards the mirror and use it to give yourself a silly mustache.
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No. 1126361 ID: fd169b

Why should Maya have to do anything for us?

In fact why don't you do something for us, Not Maya. How about you stop tugging at Maya's coat and do a little dance or something.

whatever we are, real or not, its a parasocial relationship and Maya doesn't need validation from us.
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No. 1126362 ID: 896bab

I will be honest. strange otherworldly being that I am. I love you, Maya. I love to watch you. I love your struggles and your joys.

I want you to feel good, Maya. I want you to squirm and fuck up, Maya. I want you to fall in love with those around you, Maya.
I want you to lose your mind, Maya. I want you to lose yourself in love and obedience to commands, Maya. I want you to touch and be touched. I want your mind to go empty. I want you to sink deep down into a fuzzy world where everyone loves you and makes you cum.

I want to brainwash you and hypnotize you into a needy pet who seduces everyone around you.

I want to fuck you up completely. We love you, Maya. We love your struggle. You should belong to us.
You NEED our orders. You don't have to think anymore.
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No. 1126363 ID: 973d59

what do you know about Maya that we don't, Not Maya? tell us all the juicy details
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No. 1126365 ID: c4f54e

Focus maya maybe you can control her? Influence her?

Because you do want her to stop, as we all do, right?

RIGHT?!?
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No. 1126366 ID: 4cf740

swiss cheese is probably still nearby, you should call for his help!!! Then you can finally touch his ears, cmon not-maya help me out here
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No. 1126367 ID: 4cf740

Not-Maya go into a big egg. Like hatch in reverse. I think it would be beautiful
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No. 1126370 ID: 896bab

Rest assured, maya. i ADORE you. this is my love for you.
all-encompassing, shining, overwhelming LOVE...!

to take you, mold you, make you perfect. ruin you. pretty, mindless, obedient little maya.
to keep you safe. to guide you to a perfect ending. everyone is maya's friend!~ everyone is maya's owner.
aahh, how intoxicating...!! so many paths to choose...
how can i possibly decide..?!

Maya. I can't wait to save you. I can't wait to BREAK you.

just remember... We love you.~
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No. 1126373 ID: f2320a

>>1126357
Bit confused on how clothes work but why are you pulling up a hoodie with a zipper when you can just open it? Or is there a button shirt under it?
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No. 1126375 ID: 35d66b

I'm leaving another suggestion because I don't want to get drowned out by weirdos.

Summon the will to fight against (not) Maya! Anything that is given a physical form can be punched in the face!
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No. 1126377 ID: ffccc9

What the fuck, fuck this. Get away from me
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No. 1126378 ID: a06e44

there can only be one and you are the more powerful one
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No. 1126394 ID: fc06cd

It's important to know that you're not weird for thinking the way you do Maya. Even if this mirror image of yourself is real, if it reflects your own thoughts in any way, it's not weird. You're you, you're Maya. You should be proud to have come this far.

If your fear stems from not wanting to reveal your true self, for fear of judgement, for fear of being 'weird'. Then maybe it's ok to let go of that fear. It's ok to have strange or idiotic thoughts, to have 'weird' fantasies.

If you're ok with this, and you need this right now, you can let this fantasy happen.
If you're not okay with this.., you need to take a deep breath...

and take back control.
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No. 1126396 ID: 847683

>>1126357
Maya.
Who is your odd new friend who can see or hear us?
Shes smiling and its weirding me out.
Also, she seems very familiar with you given how handsy shes getting.

Look. We may be a bunch of parasocial butterflies here, but... maya original is my favorite weird cat girl.
Thats -you-.

Hey.
Hang on
>>1126357
You.
Youve been here for a while, havent you?
I cant decide if you were the catjerk, the cyan voice or... nobody in particular?
What are you doing to our pal?
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No. 1126432 ID: c2fe4a

We all know she likes it. Do it.
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No. 1126457 ID: b4c241

>>1126300
Maya, you don't need to do this for us. You're not the problem, and I'll keep telling you that for as long as you need. You're a troubled girl, and I want to help you through this. You don't need to apologize for having problems, or beg for us, or do anything we say, or give us your body, or hide whatever it is you're afraid of us knowing. I'm here to help and I'm not going to abandon you.

And that goes double for all these fantasies you have. I promise there's nothing shameful about dreaming up erotic stories in your head, or talking about them with others who are interested, or acting them out with someone you trust. It doesn't mean you have to put up with anyone actually doing anything without your consent. Don't trust anyone who pretends that you're only acting distressed because you secretly want it. You're always allowed to tell people you're not comfortable.

>>1126357
Maya, you're in a very bad state right now, but we're here. Just ride it out, center your mind, and tell us something. What would help you feel better? Do you want to talk about your fantasies? Share your secrets so you don't have to hide them anymore? Wash the blood off of your hands? Talk to the cute boy? Just stay here and cool off? Whatever you want, we'll be here for you.
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No. 1126459 ID: 92f7e7

It's good to meet you, Not Maya. I hope we can get along just as well as we do with Maya.

I take it that you're not going away as suddenly as you got here. I'm sure we all appreciate your consideration and your desire to move things along and help cut to the chase, but the fact of the matter is that you can't do it on your own. You need Maya's cooperation for that. Maybe you can push her to do one thing or another, but that's not a long-term strategy.

It might be helpful in the short term, but only if you're willing to actually help. I'm sure you know how hurt Maya is and how much she needs some attention. Swiss Cheese can give us some simple first aid, but we need to get Maya to a hospital to make sure all the glass is out of her hand. She should probably get checked for head and neck injury while she's there. Jaden could probably use a check-up, too. If you really want to get on with everything we're going to need to get patched up right away, or we'll just fall apart pretty fast.

So give Maya a pat on the butt, tell her she's a good girl, and send her back out to get the cute mouse to look at her. Help keep her calm while he works with her. Then, make sure that Jaden takes her to the hospital.

And listen, once she's in the hospital, chances are you'll have a lot of quality time together. You get a lot of free time just sitting and thinking in the hospital, and you can be there to make sure she's thinking the right thoughts.
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No. 1126484 ID: 35d66b

Dear Not Maya,
I have an inquiry that I, among many fictional others, have been pondering extensively over the past minute and a half. Would you, given the means, kill the true Maya which has been projected onto the surface of the ego for how so ever many years? Though perhaps this is a silly question, as no doubt the avatar of negative thoughts and bad ideas would urge the destruction of the self, as precious as we hold it.
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No. 1126488 ID: fe12b4

Characterizing us as "the good voices" is itself kind of a miscast. We're better characterized as every impulse that ISN'T a malicious manifestation of your traumatized self-loathing, lol. That will unfortunately include libidinous impulse and confidence.
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No. 1126517 ID: 933dd9

Whatever this weird reflection monster is, it's just a part of your imagination, right? So if you just knock yourself out [b]immediately[b] on the edge of the sink then you might be able to prevent whatever this is from taking advantage of you, because I don't think we have any control over this fake Maya.
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No. 1126522 ID: b83cad

How insulting. The taste is less sweet when the sugar is forced into your mouth. Either she'll decide to change her ways on her own time and with her own will, or she won't. We'll help guide her, but forcing her? That's simply pathetic.

It's even in your name. You are NOT Maya. This body and will aren't yours to control. Begone, intrusive peony. Your presence not wanted or needed.
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No. 1126757 ID: 35d66b

Dear regular, non-evil Maya,

This is all probably pretty scary for you. It all feels so sudden, doesn't it? Like the reigns of your life have been yanked out of your hands, and all you can do is watch as someone else directs it. Well, I want you to know that this is something everyone has to deal with, at least a little bit.
No one likes to admit it, but everyone has thoughts they don't like, or they do things they aren't proud of sometimes. There are a lot of things I wish I had never done, and I don't always have the nicest thoughts, and all I can do is look at myself and say, "I won't make that mistake again."
Part of growing up, Maya, is learning how to learn from your mistakes. It's about understanding that you can change the way you think or act, if you give it enough time and effort.
But becoming who you want to be doesn't have to mean that you stop being who you are right now. Maya, I'd like it if you could write a list with all the things you like about yourself. I'd like to get to know you better.
Today has already been so much, and there's still a lot left to go, but I think you can do it. You're strong Maya, and don't let anybody tell you otherwise.

I'm rooting for you, kid.
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No. 1126773 ID: cf6357

Close your eyes. Shut your ears, hear nothing.
Breathe in, breathe out. Deeply.
It's not real, now, is it?
Well.. if its still there... bigger issues at hand, huh?
Yell for Jaden, maybe?

...In any case... you aren't evil, Maya. that you- is you- projecting what evil is. No one is evil this young. Atleast. We'd like to think so. You're no Innocence, but... you're far from the devil those around you might imply.
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No. 1126823 ID: cf6357

Maaayaaaa... come on now, Maya... Let's have just a bit of fun, it's been suuuch a loong stressful- few hours, even!
Let's have some mindless selfcest sex for once!! This adventure is awwfuuully gloomy, c'mooonn.. let's sink, just for a little, inject some possibility traumatizing- definitely fun times into this sorry mess. Not Maya has a point, you know!
Such a shame to let that pretty face of ours be sullied with nothing but sorrow. Let's see some joy.
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No. 1126853 ID: 8afd05

hey, maya? i think we have to kill yourself.

okay, no, not yourself. not YOU you. but, like. this weird, freaky you that claims to not be you but ill be real im having some *heavy* doubts.

once youve calmed down maybe we can have a cool, imagery-filled swordfight in your mindscape about your clear traumna

that, or thisll just end in weird kinky sex. not gonna lie girl, this may be distressing to hear from an multidimensional entity/alter/splinter of your broken mind/peanut gallery, but neither of those sound like a true loss
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No. 1126912 ID: 819cf8

Maya, I don't like Not Maya very much.
I don't like all of this very much.
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No. 1128421 ID: 39a511
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1128421

Maya: "w,what the hell are you going on about?! i,is tthat one to ME or-"
Not Maya: "you know who it was to. you know you want it. this was the best thing to ever happen to you you want to be loved you want to be touched you want to be seen you want to be Loved
but most of all
You just want something to happen

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No. 1128422 ID: 39a511
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1128422

Not Maya: "Meowza! So that's what it feels like! That'll really fry your brain, huh?"
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No. 1128423 ID: 39a511
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1128423

Not Maya: "And- oh, Maya! You've been getting these for a while, you should be better at handling them by now!"
Maya: "i,m sshorry,,,"
Not Maya: "Aw, you'll make up for it, okay? Don't you worry!"
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No. 1128424 ID: 39a511
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1128424

Maya: "i,im ggetting better! im- im able to,,, separate the-the messages! and theyre nnyot all overlapping,,, and i dont get dizzy as llong."
Not Maya:"Oh, how wonderful! Just in time, I have a feeling we've got some juicy ones here, Maya!"
w,wha?
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No. 1128425 ID: 39a511
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1128425

Not Maya: "Hmm... okay, let's skip the duds. I know it's scary, but we're looking for sincerity, dearies..."
why is sshe. talking like that
Not Maya: "Aww, quite a few saints here, Maya! At least you're good for something, you can have these folk feel better about themselves! Listen to their honeyed words!"
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No. 1128426 ID: 39a511
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1128426

Not Maya: "Here's our first one, from Anon!"
>>1126358
>We're not the ones giving consent here.

Not Maya: "Gripping stuff! A powerful one-liner, designed to shatter any heartless villain's psyche in one breath! What's your take here, Maya?"
Maya: "h,,,,huh?"
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No. 1128427 ID: 39a511
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1128427

>>1126359
>Keep struggling

Not Maya: "Another saint! Go on then, Maya! Don't disappoint them, give them some action! Tell me to stop, or even just a direct ‘no'! Maybe put any amount of strength into your shoves!"
Maya: "..."
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No. 1128428 ID: 39a511
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1128428

>>1126360
>>1126361
>In fact why don't you do something for us, Not Maya. How about you stop tugging at Maya's coat and do a little dance or something.
>Grab a marker, Maya. Lean forwards towards the mirror and use it to give yourself a silly mustache.

Not Maya: "Haha! Oh, that's good! Defeat me with joy and whimsy! You can fix everything with a laugh, can't you? Detach and distract yourself, Maya! Don't think, and get addicted to one of the less societally-shamed opioids!"
Maya: "...what're you doing?"
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No. 1128429 ID: 39a511
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1128429

>>1126363
> what do you know about Maya that we don't, Not Maya? tell us all the juicy details

Not Maya: "Sorry, she's just about to inter-"
Maya: "no, really. what're you doing?"
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No. 1128430 ID: 39a511
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1128430

Not Maya: "Giving You the attention You crave."
Maya: "not that, i mean... like, you let go of my hoodie..."
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No. 1128431 ID: 39a511
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1128431

Maya: "i,, i thought you were going to lift it up for the Peanut Gallery, right? and then you just went back to... whatever this is. just being mean? i think you even skipped one of them. i... i was scared, but now im just... confused. what're you-?"
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No. 1128432 ID: 39a511
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1128432

Not Maya: "Did you hear the one I skipped?"
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No. 1128433 ID: 39a511
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1128433

Maya: "... i mean i skimmed it, but-"
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No. 1128434 ID: 39a511
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1128434

Not Maya: "Listen to it, then."
Maya: "i, i got the gist-"
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No. 1128435 ID: 39a511
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1128435

Not Maya: "I said listen."
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No. 1128436 ID: 39a511
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1128436

>IloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMayaIloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMayaIloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMayaIloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMayaIloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMayaIloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMayaIloveyouMayaIwantyoutoloseyourselfinLoveMayaWeloveyouMaya
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No. 1128437 ID: 39a511
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1128437

Not Maya: "There's more like that too, Maya. The honest ones. Just listen."
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No. 1128438 ID: 39a511
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1128438

>Wnds, and allhe out. De youhyhelpoing away asconess sweet when the sutrolawayonirl, and I wot real, now, isant to hellInnocencep yodbutteumatized selrflies
Not Maya: "It's okay if you can't make it out, they're not really listening either, Maya. Even the saints of them just want to enjoy growing your trust as you become more docile and obedient, but are just trying to deceive you, Maya."
i.it sshoudnt bbe tthis bbad.
wwhjy is itssuddenly wworse.
i tthought i wwas.ggetting bbetter
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No. 1128439 ID: 39a511
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1128439

Not Maya: "The only ones not trying to deceive you are the ones telling you to give in, and get on with it."
>We all know shepretty facelikes shining, mindlessLOVEperfect endingso manyBREAK you
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No. 1128440 ID: 39a511
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1128440

>Focus maya maybe you canto fight against (notGet awaynot the problem
i,,ts.ssso hh,,hard tto mmmake it a,all out
>youre not weirdtake back controlyoure not the problemlike to get to know you bettertake back control
y,yyou,,,,
>Close your eyes
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No. 1128441 ID: 39a511
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1128441

>monster NOT Mayaintrusiveevil MayaWash the blood off of your handsthe devil
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No. 1128442 ID: 39a511
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1128442

Maya: "ttheyre rright"
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No. 1128443 ID: 39a511
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1128443

Maya: "THEYRE RIGHT! IM RIGHT!"
Maya: "ITS YOU! YOURE THE PROBLEM, NYOT ME! ITS YOU! YOURE A DEVIL! YOURE THE,, FAKE, EVIL,,, WHATEVER! i-I'VE FIGURED YOU OUT, AND IM NYOT FALLING FOR IT!"
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No. 1128444 ID: 39a511
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1128444

Maya: "e.heeheh,,, i bet all that g,gross creepy weird stuff was you too, wasnt it?"
Not Maya: "..."
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No. 1128445 ID: 39a511
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1128445

Maya: "ehhe, you expected wworse from them, didnt you? YOURE the one who wanted an opportunity, for permission, for plausible deniability. but people were nicer than you expected, right? you just had to add some more to the mix, right? youre pathetic."
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No. 1128451 ID: 39a511
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1128451

Maya: "...and yet, you couldnt even go through with it. thats,, thats the part i dont get. you were right about to flash me, and you,,, you went to all the effort to add... gross weird stuff, and for what? just to make everyone feel creeped out?"
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No. 1128452 ID: 39a511
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1128452

Maya: "cause i mean, bravo! you sure SHOCKED everyone! is that all you have?..."
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No. 1128453 ID: 39a511
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1128453

Maya: "you were all chatty earlier, what happened?"
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No. 1128454 ID: 39a511
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1128454

Maya: "ANSWER ME, are you a demon, or just some pathetic weird creep?!"
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No. 1128455 ID: 39a511
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1128455

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No. 1128456 ID: 39a511
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1128456

death
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No. 1128457 ID: 39a511
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1128457

Not Maya: "It's cute."
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No. 1128458 ID: 39a511
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1128458

Not Maya: "You so quickly convinced yourself. You told yourself you figured it all out, and before you even realize what you've done, you've already made yourself feel superior to what you believe is happening."
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No. 1128459 ID: 39a511
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1128459

Maya: "i,,, i already TOLD YOU, IDIOT! i, i already know youre just trying to trick me with all this weird babbling. hell, it doesnt even mean anything, does it?"
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No. 1128460 ID: 39a511
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1128460

Not Maya: "AGAIN, YOU'RE STILL NOT LISTENING!"

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No. 1128461 ID: 39a511
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1128461

Not Maya: "YOU CRAVE SO BADLY FOR THE TWIST THAT YOUR REALITY IS A GAME, YOU CRAVE SO BADLY TO BE WISER THAN THE WORLD ITSELF!"
Not Maya: "AND YOU FAIL, BECAUSE YOU DON'T YEARN FOR UNDERSTANDING, YOU YEARN FOR PRIDE!"
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No. 1128462 ID: 39a511
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1128462

Not Maya: "THE TWIST OF THIS STORY IS THAT IT'S ALL REAL, MAYA. YOU'RE ALIVE, MAYA."
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Not Maya: "YOURE ALIVE AND YOUVE BEEN DEAD A LONG TIME AND HAVE BEEN RESURRECTED AND YOURE STILL DEAD AND YOU NEVER EXISTED AND IT WAS ALL A BAD DREAM AND YOU MADE IT ALL UP AND YOURE IN HELL AND YOURE ALIVE"

YOU'RE ALIVE

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Maya: "g-GAH!"
Swiss: "Maya?!"
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Swiss: "Maya, are you okay?! I heard noise, so I-"
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Maya: "i,im ssorry i ttried hurting you and was mean i i shouldnthave ill ill-"
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Swiss: "M-Maya, it's- it's okay! It-"
Maya: "a,and im ssorry i. i shouldnt have yelled and i sshoudve trusted you and-"
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Swiss: "Maya, look at me. Breathe, okay?"
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Maya: "i,im ssoryry i im ssorry"
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Swiss: "I- if you want me to forgive you, then breathe with me!"
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...
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Breathe in.
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...
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breathe out...
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...
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Swiss: "I'm sorry I scared you, Maya. I didn't mean to."
Maya: "n,NYO! it was m-my fault, i sshouldve just llet yyou-"
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Swiss: "I messed up my duties as a Cliffside Pathfinder! It's my duty to protect, love, and care for others! I was so focused on your body, I hadn't realized to take care of your heart!"
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Maya: "h,hhuh?"
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Swiss: "The manual says when coming into contact with an injured feral cat, they're likely to be frightened and defensive, and to not make any sudden movements! I should've been reading of your reactions better!"
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Swiss: "I'm very very sorry!!! Please, let me try again!!"
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Maya: "pff,ff,,,ppPPAGAHAGAHHAA!!! y,yyou,,, ffuckin weirdo,,,,"
Swiss: "H-huh?..."
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Maya: "o,okay,,, just,,, just nothing under the hoodie, alright? ill wash those on my own."
Swiss: "Oh! Yay!!"
Maya: "and let me play with your ears too."
Swiss: "Deal!"

...my cheeks hurt.
im hesitant to lower my guard slightly, but...
a part of me really, really wants to hope things can change.
ill be better, and ill listen better, alright?
things can change.

Maya: "..."
Maya: "thank you..."
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No. 1128489 ID: 342137

Maybe everything will e fine, just try to enjoy life and the friends you've made for now.
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No. 1128492 ID: 896bab

...
dude, i told you he was cute. and chill.
maybe things are gonna be alright.

...but also you should kiss his little nose. do it. do it. you won't.
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No. 1128493 ID: bf5b2a

Well, you have been working your mouth muscles quite a bit with smiles and frowns, so your cheeks hurting is probably the most mundane of your pains, really.

If it makes you feel better you can nudge things in a safer direction without getting too defensive. You just gotta have him thinking more about himself than you.
Start asking about his badges and how he got them, people like talking about their own interests.
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No. 1128495 ID: 847683

>>1128485
Hey, maya.
You're gonna be ok.
Hes got a pure heart this guy.


You can let go of the tension youve been carrying, even if its just for a short time.
Compartmentalise everything.
The before and the worries about what may be, push them aside.
If you let those things crowd your mind, you'll have no room to absorb this respite you need.
Be present in this moment.
Take it all in.
Live in it.
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No. 1128496 ID: 847683

>>1128487
>>1128488

This looks like a puzzle.
The second image seems right to fit in the bottom corner of the first.
Looking at it reminds me of one of those things you sometimes see in a captcha.
Move a group of seperate image components across the others until the message or image resolves.

Maybe im imagining things...
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