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1108603 No. 1108603 ID: 39a511

(discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/143911.html)

i. i only just noticed.

the bus was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago.

the morning traffic of cars has passed.
realizing that,
everything suddenly feels colder.

why do i feel so afraid
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No. 1130795 ID: 39a511
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1130795

Swiss: "W-wait! Don't you want to hear more about my knotting?!"
Maya: "i. uh."
Swiss: "Look, I can even show you!"
Maya: "i, llisten, you-"
THIS IS ALL YOU GUYS' FAULT DAMNIT
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No. 1130796 ID: 39a511
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1130796

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No. 1130797 ID: 39a511
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1130797

Maya: "y,,,yYOU JUST HAVE THAT THERE??!?!??!"
Swiss: "Yaya! For emergencies!"
Maya: "WHAT EMERGENCIES?????? pPUT THAT UP??"
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No. 1130798 ID: 39a511
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1130798

Swiss: "Nothing wrong with preparing ahead, Maya..."
>>1130049
Maya: "i. okay. whats the one next to it? the dog and cat."
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No. 1130799 ID: 39a511
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1130799

Swiss: "Oh, my Animal Care Badge! This one was fun, I learned a lot! I got it from caring for animals, along with taming them!"
Maya: "... i presume you mean ferals, right?"
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No. 1130800 ID: 39a511
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1130800

Swiss: "Or... you might be talking about the cat on my Wrestling Badge!"
Maya: "YOU CANT JUST IGNORE MY--THATS A WRESTLING BADGE????!"
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No. 1130801 ID: 39a511
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1130801

Swiss: "Yaya! I don't think it's for specifically cats though, I think they just put a random animal on there."
Maya: "i . im trying to process that you have a wrestling badge. they teach that there? headlocks? suplexes??"
Swiss: "Mhm! Exercise is important, Maya!"
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No. 1130802 ID: 39a511
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1130802

Swiss: "...For everyone, I mean! Not just you specifically!"
Maya: ". please stop elaborating"
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No. 1130803 ID: 39a511
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1130803

>>1129999
>>1129993
>>1130029
Maya: "im. im nyot even going to ask about the kissing one."
>>1130127
i. actually forgot about the quests (>>1120754) i had in mind. a lot happened in like fifteen minutes. i guess if hes an expert in kissing he'd be an expert in not kissing too, right? two in one.

Swiss: "The... the kissing one?"
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No. 1130804 ID: 39a511
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1130804

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No. 1130805 ID: 39a511
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1130805

Swiss: "Are you talking about the one with the lips?"
Maya: "y. yes????"
Swiss: "That's the one for CPR, Maya."
Maya: "you guys really need a better graphic designer, man."
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No. 1130806 ID: 39a511
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1130806

Maya: "like. what is that one, then? a wiwi?"
Swiss: "Huh? No, that's my Cliffside Badge!"
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No. 1130807 ID: 39a511
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1130807

Maya: "oh. i get it, like Cliffside Pathfinders! is that just for climbing n' hiking and stuff?"
Swiss: "Hm? No, it's for knowing the town's history, silly!"
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No. 1130808 ID: 39a511
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1130808

Maya: "w.what?"
Swiss: "Hm? What do you mean?"
Maya: "i mean... why is there a picture of just some cliff, if it's about the town?"
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No. 1130809 ID: 39a511
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1130809

Swiss: "It's not just some cliff, Maya!! It's OUR cliff!"
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No. 1130810 ID: 39a511
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1130810

Maya: " "
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No. 1130811 ID: 39a511
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1130811

Swiss: "Y'know... Cliffside! Where Cliffside Pathfinders came from? The town of Cliffside?"
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No. 1130812 ID: 39a511
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1130812

Maya: " "
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No. 1130813 ID: 39a511
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1130813

Swiss: "Cliffside? The town where you and I live? The little town located on top of a cliff? Where we are now?"
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No. 1130814 ID: 39a511
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1130814

Maya: "THAT'S our town's name??"
Swiss: "Yes-yes! I'm surprised you didn't know!
Maya: "w.well. im just nyot really much into boring ol' politics! im like... street-smart."
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No. 1130815 ID: 39a511
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1130815

Swiss: "Ooh... 'street smart'... I bet you know a bunch of cool stuff!"
Maya: "y.yyeah.. like. um........"
i think ive walked on maybe three streets in my life. i dont even remember their names. how do i look less stupid
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No. 1130816 ID: 39a511
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1130816

Maya: "for instance! im able to discern that since there's a Cliffside badge, there's likely a Pathfinder one too!"
pause for the gasp...
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No. 1130817 ID: 39a511
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1130817

Swiss: "...Yeah. There is."
huh?
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No. 1130818 ID: 39a511
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1130818

i feel his hand tense for just a moment as he moves from my bruised eye to the cut by my ear. time passes in silence.
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No. 1130819 ID: 39a511
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1130819

he keeps his eyes fixed on my cut as his tail drops to the floor. did... did i say something wrong?
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No. 1130820 ID: 39a511
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1130820

i. i only just realized, i somehow didnt notice him lifting up my pant leg. i dont even feel an inclination to jolt away. as dumb as its been, talking to him actually did make me feel safer...
does he feel safe?...
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No. 1130821 ID: 39a511
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1130821

Maya: "so... uh. e,eheh... um."
cmon, maya...
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No. 1130822 ID: 39a511
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1130822

Maya: "you... obviously have your first aid badge. lol."
Swiss: "I don't, actually. I'm... still working on it."
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No. 1130823 ID: 39a511
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1130823

Maya: "wait. actually?"
thats surprising, considering how,,, intricate his movements are. rigid, almost. like he's memorized them by heart.
he does seem like a studying-type guy, i suppose.
...maybe he just hasnt had someone to practice with?
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No. 1130824 ID: 39a511
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1130824

Swiss: "Y-yeah, sorry. I should've mentioned that..."
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No. 1130825 ID: 39a511
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1130825

Swiss: "You... should still go to the hospital afterwards anyways, just in case. Get someone who knows what they're doing."
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No. 1130826 ID: 39a511
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1130826

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No. 1130827 ID: 39a511
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1130827

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No. 1130828 ID: 39a511
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1130828

Swiss: "I... I think I got everything."
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No. 1130829 ID: 906890

encourage him you **** ****
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No. 1130831 ID: f2320a

>>1130828
He is so good am certain he is a certified doctor.. he is so good he can even look under our hoodie and continue the treatment so come at me doctor, nurse me to health with your mighty arms.
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No. 1130832 ID: 101e93

Do you have ANY idea how much sexual assault goes on in the scouts? Like, ANY idea at all?

Everything surrounding this boy is suspicious. He is not the suspicious one - but whatever he's following... it's not teaching him the right lessons.
He's the bait.
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No. 1130833 ID: 98a3c2

>>1130832
thats why you should take it maya its literally right there
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No. 1130835 ID: a466fa

From his sudden change in tone, I think he has a deep-seated issue that the word 'pathfinder' is reminding him of.

Like, maybe he keeps trying to become one but keeps failing desite his best effort. An 'unreachable dream' situation. Being reminded of what he cannot achieve is depressing him, especially if its due to a medical/mental condition. Could also be traumatic memories associated with a pathfinder. A family tragedy, an accident he feels guilt over?

Thank him for the medical care, for helping you feel safe despite your issues, and apologize for upsetting him unintentionally with your words.

And then take his advice and get yourself to a hospital. Call 911 / ask for him to call it and have an ambulance pick you up.
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No. 1130836 ID: a466fa

>>1130819
Either the word pathfinder made him relive a very traumatic/painful memory...

...Or that wound behind your ear is somehow very unsettling / out of his depth to treat. Go to a hospital and do not poke/prod that injury until a doctor looks at it and confirms its not life-threatening.
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No. 1130842 ID: 2f01aa

Give him some encouragement and remind him that you're not exacty the best of patients either.

But yeah maybe hit up an ER or a free clinic or something because that reaction was not exactly great
>>
No. 1130843 ID: ce8213

seems like he's doing a good job. Tell him that
>>
No. 1130848 ID: f1106e

all of you need to, like, chill. you'll make maya paranoid. have some sense? he's clearly just insecure about something. he was proud as peaches about every other part of being a Cliffside Pathfinder!
He might be really struggling to get better at medicine. Or maybe he messed up on someone and it still eats at him.

We don't know *what* made him feel this way, but he clearly needs some encouragement.

Tell him you're feeling a lot better with his help, actually. That you actually feel much safer with him than strangers at the hospital. You'd rather him stay, and help more, too. Use puppy-kitty-eyes if you have to. He's gotta have some faith in himself.

plus, remember the quest. "find a friend your age"!
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No. 1130849 ID: 266d07

Yeah lets not jump to assumptions, nevermind i did just that last time...
I think feeling safe around someone is something really special. Especially for some one like you. Be graveful and thank him as sincerely as you can
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No. 1130853 ID: a1326b

>>1130828
Tell him you think he did a great job.
Thank him.

Ask him if you said anything to upset him and that youre sorry if you did.

Hes a sweet, cinnamon bun.
And you do feel safe, because he bandaged the leg and youndidnt freak out.
Well done maya.
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No. 1130864 ID: 75108d

ask him to show you the cool knots he knows
>>
No. 1130874 ID: e065e1

Ask him if he can escort you to the hospital. Both to be a safe presence/person and so he can explain to docs what first aid he already did / your injuries.
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No. 1131207 ID: 39a511
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1131207

Maya: "im, im sorry"
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No. 1131208 ID: 39a511
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1131208

Swiss: "Huh? For what? You haven't done anything wrong."
Maya: "im sorry about all of this. you having to waste all this time on me... me fighting back, and... i. i feel like. i said a lot wrong. i dont know."
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No. 1131209 ID: 39a511
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1131209

Swiss: "Maya..."
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No. 1131210 ID: 39a511
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1131210

Swiss: "I don't really know what you mean, but I'm not going to be upset at you for being weird while you're in pain."
Maya: "w.wha?"
thats not funny
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No. 1131211 ID: 39a511
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1131211

Swiss: "It's pretty clear you're in a lot of pain, Maya."
Swiss: "I'm not going to be upset at you for that."
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No. 1131212 ID: 39a511
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1131212

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No. 1131213 ID: 39a511
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1131213

i dont remember the last time i felt close to crying. it feels scary. i feel like a little girl
if i take his hand i might never be able to untake it
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No. 1131214 ID: 39a511
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1131214

>>1130848
>plus, remember the quest. "find a friend your age"!
does this even count?
do i even deserve that?
does he even deserve this?
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No. 1131215 ID: 39a511
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1131215

should i...
...gghh...
...fuck it.


i feel my body hesitate with instinct, sensing something odd, but i dont analyze it.
because then at least
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No. 1131216 ID: 39a511
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1131216

Maya: "was..."
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No. 1131217 ID: 39a511
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1131217

Maya: "was it really that obvious i was hurting?"
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No. 1131218 ID: 39a511
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1131218

Swiss: "Well, yeah! I'd be sad with those cuts, too!"
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No. 1131219 ID: 39a511
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1131219

Maya: "... y,yyeah."
the light flickers.
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No. 1131220 ID: 39a511
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1131220

Swiss: "Now, let's see if we can get you to a hospital!"
nno
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No. 1131221 ID: 39a511
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1131221

>>1123851
n.,nno
>>1123863
>>1126459
c.ccan. wwwe
>>1129390
>>1130003
>>1130270
please
>>1130835
>>1130836
>>1130842
>>1130874
ppPLEASE
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No. 1131222 ID: 39a511
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1131222

Maya: "STOP TALKING ABOUT THE HOSPITAL!"
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No. 1131223 ID: 39a511
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1131223

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No. 1131224 ID: 39a511
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1131224

Swiss: "Why?"
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No. 1131225 ID: 39a511
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1131225

Maya: "..."
Maya: "i should be honest to a friend, right?"
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No. 1131226 ID: 39a511
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1131226

Swiss: "...Yes."
>>
No. 1131227 ID: 101e93

You should stop being a butt to the bunny
>>
No. 1131228 ID: 39a511
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1131228

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No. 1131229 ID: 39a511
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1131229

Maya: "because then at least something would finally happen."
>>
No. 1131230 ID: 39a511
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1131230

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No. 1131231 ID: 39a511
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1131231

Swiss: "W-What do you mean? Maya, you need a professional to take a look at-"
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No. 1131232 ID: 39a511
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1131232

Maya: "i know you want to trust them, im sorry. believe me, i did too. but you dont understand, they, tthey wont actually help me."
Swiss: "They won't?"
Maya: "no."
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No. 1131233 ID: 39a511
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1131233

Maya: "they want to do JUST enough so i look taken care of. because that's what they care about. thats what they ALL care about. they want to SAY they took care of me, and that im better now, because now you can't see it on me unless im naked, or you look me in the goddamn eyes, and they never do, they'll never look in the eyes of a hurt 'little girl'."
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No. 1131234 ID: 39a511
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1131234

Maya: "-GGGHhh-ffFFUCK!!"
Swiss: "Maya, don't strain your eye, it's bruised! We should really-"
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No. 1131235 ID: 39a511
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1131235

Maya: "i,im fFINE. it doesnt hurt nearly as bad as the fear of losing EVERYTHING, DAMNIT!"
Maya: "y,you know what they'll do after their 'treatment'?"
Swiss: "W..wha-"
>>
No. 1131236 ID: 39a511
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1131236

Maya: "theyll put me right back to sleep."
>>
No. 1131237 ID: 39a511
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1131237

Maya: "and then next morning ill be in my room."
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No. 1131238 ID: 39a511
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1131238

Maya: "and then the bus will be on time, and pick me up for school, and ill go to school."
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No. 1131239 ID: 39a511
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1131239

Maya: "and then ill go back to the house, and then ill be in my room, and then ill go back to my mattress, and then"
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No. 1131240 ID: 39a511
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1131240

Maya: "and then next morning ill be in my room."
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No. 1131241 ID: 39a511
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1131241

Maya: "and then the bus will be on time, and pick me up for school, and ill go to school."
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No. 1131242 ID: 39a511
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1131242

Maya: "and then ill go back to the house, and then ill be in my room, and then ill go back to my mattress, and then"
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No. 1131243 ID: 39a511
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1131243

Maya: "And then next morning I'll be in my room."
Maya: "and i. i."
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No. 1131244 ID: 39a511
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1131244

Maya: "i cant even scream like a maniac and cry about how fucked it all is. because i had before. ive done it so much it's become boring, i've become tired of it. because i had been tired of being tired of being tired of being tired and-"
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No. 1131245 ID: 39a511
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1131245

Maya: "I CANT KEEP LIVING A LIFE WHERE THOSE ARE MY ONLY FEELINGS"
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No. 1131246 ID: 39a511
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1131246

Maya: "i. i thought i had gotten used to it.
Maya: “maybe everyones already noticed and just. doesnt careMaya: “ive tried but nothings changed. i just want to go back. i want to go back. before it was like,,, this."

>>
No. 1131247 ID: 39a511
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1131247

Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed. “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings changed.Maya: “ive tried but nothings
im going to break free from this
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No. 1131248 ID: 39a511
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1131248

"But then, something changed."
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No. 1131249 ID: 39a511
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1131249

Maya: "there was something new. i found it. an escape."
because i found it
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No. 1131250 ID: 39a511
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1131250

Maya & Jaden: "An escape from this mundane hell."
>>
No. 1131251 ID: 39a511
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1131251

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No. 1131252 ID: 39a511
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1131252

Jaden: "You're looking better!"
>>
No. 1131255 ID: a775c7

Desiring change isn't wrong, and you already caused a change. Befriending Swiss is a good, positive, lasting change. A tiny step away from what is torturing you, getting a bit farther every time.

But you shouldn't hurt yourself for the sake of change. There needs to be a way that won't hurt you, or leave you with permanent, irreversible pain. Steps towards change, not painful limping.
>>
No. 1131256 ID: a775c7

Something as simple as the bus not arriving seems to have been the chaos butterfly in your life that led to befriending Swiss. It was a terrifying unknown path but you got this far.

You still need to visit or find someone who can treat your physical wounds - add that to as a goal. 'Fix the ouchies'

And Swiss can help. It's what friends are for, right? Be a change in life. Someone who can help you walk the unknown.

The H----tal isn't your only solution if you fear a 'reset'. Maybe the scout group who taught Swiss his skills have someone better at medicine.

Or if you can reach your school, you can go to a school nurse. They're better trained for serious injuries you might have sustained.

As for immediate actions: You are feeling better for sure - physically at least. Ask what what Jaden was talking about? Sounds interesting.
>>
No. 1131257 ID: 2f01aa

Don't worry, Maya, we'll break this time loop.

We're real good at breaking things.
>>
No. 1131262 ID: a775c7

>>1131257
Don't think it's a literal time loop so much as an existential / mundane one. Stagnation, being a shut-in. And lets not break Maya.
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No. 1131272 ID: 0eecb9

>>1131252
Focus on the dogboy for now. Aren't you dying to know what went on on his side?
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No. 1131275 ID: f1106e

new quest: hug jaden cuz he's new and different and cool and you miss him

go for belt grab it

and hug swiss after you hug jaden and grab his belt cuz hes also different and new
and you like different and new things

youve got two new boy-friends!!! the world dosent have to be mundane anymore ok??
you can do like anything you want. do something crazy and different. kiss him. which one? doesn't matter. DO IT !!!
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No. 1131281 ID: a1326b

>>1131250
Huh.
Weird.

Lots to look at elsewhere but...

What was jaden talking about?
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