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1079954 No. 1079954 ID: e139aa

Flockload of Problems II

Part I: >>/questarch/1066631
Discussion: >>/questdis/139947

NSFW because nudity and probably other things, 18+, etc. etc.

Continued apologies to Lagotrope, Slinko, Typo and Roaway.
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No. 1079956 ID: e139aa
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1079956

A faint rain patters around me, as I stare into the night sky.

How many times have I been here before, on this empty beach, across the Sea of Whispers from the Palatial Rise? The soft teal dunes, sand and scattered substrate intermingling to form a sparkling surface like a mirror of the stars above. A reliable emptiness. Bleak, desolate, lifeless. Freedom from noticing every little imperfection or problem in the local biosphere, free to rest atop the lithosphere.

It's not quite the same in simulation. It never is. Fuzzy signals from outside intrude constantly. A mild ache, a shuffling of feathers, an errant signal chirp from afar. The illusion's strength comes from my experience, and such experience cuts both ways. I know more of what to have, and I feel even more the profound lack of what I know should still be here. The waves lap too regularly. Random noise doesn't work, either. I guess I was never much for fluid simulation. Too many variables, yet it's so easy to tell when it feels off.

Then again, if I was ever too good at dreaming, would I just walk the same path as Lord Co.ro's dreamers, sealing myself away to live forever in a dream?
Vi.al would never let me. When I was younger, they told me that dreams without life have no meaning, but that life without dreams would be unbearable. Either extreme would invite ruin, a dissolution of the spirit, if not the form of one's body, a living death of meaninglessness.

It's funny, because I've never seen Lord Vi.al sleep. I don't know if they are even capable, or if perhaps they have their foci take turns, or something like that.
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No. 1079957 ID: e139aa
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1079957

"Oh! Hello there!" I see a partition I don't recognise walk over to me. Weirdly enough, they seem to be about my scale, and not much taller. I'm used to partitions being at least twice my height.

Wait. That's weird. I don't recall adding anyone to my simulation intentionally. Something bubbling up from my subconscious?
I stand and wave, anyway. "Hello, friend."
"Hello! Hello hello!" They wave back more vigorously.

I realise the sand seems a little paler than I recall. Behind me, a palm tree looms. There are no palm trees on this beach. It's like someone else's perception is colliding with mine. I look up and see a night sky with a hot sun beating down. The rain eases.

"I'm looking for a lost vatling," says the partition. "He ran off into the beach, full of excitement, so very full! But now we don't know where he is. Seen anything?"
"Oh. I don't think I've seen one. What does he look like?"
"Well, his faunal template is... do you know what a fox is?"
"I know a lot of animals by that name, yes."
"Like that. Furry, pointy ears, bushy tail. He wanted to play at the beach today but Mo.a is busy with the temple renovations and I said I'd take him, but he's run off! Hahaha! Haha. Ha."
"You don't seem too bothered about him being lost."
"Haha! Well he can't have gone too far! In truth, this is more of a mild inconvenience. There's better tools I could use than my eyes and talons. But I think being lost for a little bit is its own fun, especially on such a lovely day. Just as long as I find him before he gets too scared, hahaha!"

The partition fidgets.
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No. 1079958 ID: e139aa
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1079958

"Are you alright? You seem tense."
"Sorry, I laugh a lot when I'm nervous, Lord Mu.at tells me I need to do that less. I'm fine, just, I'm not used to trying to look after anything more complicated than automata. I tell you, though, this vatling? Such hard work! But so endlessly curious and full of mischief! ...honestly, it makes me wish I could make my own sometimes, but, you know, the rules and all, I'll have to wait a while for foundry access."
Wait. "Lord Mu.at?"
"Yes! My instantiator, just like yours-- Oh! You are a construct yourself, of course! You must be one of Lord Sho.ki's, based on that crest!" The partition smiles wide, and hums a tune I faintly recognise from somewhere. It itches at the back of my mind. Why do I know this tune?

"...Lord Sho.ki?? Sorry, I didn't introduce myself." I bow, ranking unclear but I'm used to assuming partitions rank above constructs. "My name is Vi.si.mi. I am an ecology construct created for the Shapeless Lord Vi.al, long shall it reign."

The partition tilts their head. "Lord... Vi.al? Not... not familiar with that one. A sibling or antecedent of Lord Sho.ki, maybe? Or perhaps you are simply from outside our local group? Oh, that's exciting!" The partition's eyes glimmer as it grins, and then it shakes its head rapidly. "I'm getting sidetracked again! Sorry! Vatling! I'd love to talk after I find him though!!"
"I'll let you know if I see him."
"Okay! I need to keep looking then! It was nice meeting you, Vi.al.Vi.si.mi-- it is Vi.al.Vi.si.mi, yes? Sorry, I forget some Lords don't make their own constructs. Lord Mu.at would never, haha!"
"Yes. Vi.al.Vi.si.mi."
"Oh. I should introduce myself, yes! My name is--"
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No. 1079959 ID: e139aa
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1079959

I startle awake to the sound of something in the relay station beeping at me.

"What?! What is it?!!"

...it's the alarm I set up to make sure I didn't oversleep in the morning.

Okay, never mind, then. I chirp at it to switch off, and languish in bed.

Why did I promise to tackle things early on a night I planned to actually sleep. Ugh...

Okay. Right. Reminding myself what I want to do today. I need to go fetch Lightgreen, and go venture a ways away near seapi territory (so hostile territory) to go talk to a weird possibly dangerous lepi hermit(?) that's stopping the lepi gatherers getting some kind of Shapeless engineered medical fungus.

Lord Vi.al isn't due to arrive along with my extra colleagues and extra equipment until about [40ish hours] from now. The truce I have with My.a and their minions will still last for about [6 days]. So, the only preparations I can really make are making sure I have food in me and maybe figuring out some sort of transpor--

Oh right! Also there's those probably-sapient quadrupeds. Maybe I should see if I can learn how to ride one-- no, that's far too short notice. I don't have any templates at hand for substrate vehicles, so I'm going to have to assume this trip is going to be on foot, or I'm going to be on foot anyway. I can definitely condense some substrate into a portable form to use for base camp materials, so shelter won't be an issue. This might take a while, though, so stocking up on travel rations would be a good idea too. Best ask the lepi what they usually use for their expeditions.

Arghh. So many things to organise! I'm grateful I didn't give anyone an exact time other than "morning"! Where do I even begin?! I need food for now, food for later, to see if Lightgreen is even coming at all, weapons?? Do I need weapons?? Is that wise??
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No. 1079961 ID: 8f9bc4

Wait uh, why were you dreaming about... the dead Lords that created Va.ne.tu and Lord My.a? Was My.a dreaming and accidentally (intentionally?) transmitted it to you? Is that construct what My.a was before becoming a Lord? It... looked like a version of My.a without the incomprehensible massive amounts of power flooding through him.
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No. 1079962 ID: f7945b

Sleep for 40 hours. You surely will not regret sleeping for 40 more hours.
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No. 1079963 ID: 273c18

I'm sorry did you just share a dream with My.a?! This place is so weird, how do things like this keep happening? Can you reproduce that tune? I think that's come up before.

Get food sorted out first. That's become a recurring problem, at inopportune times.
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No. 1079965 ID: b3eab7

>Supplies
Food and night shelter come first

>Weapons
You may want something obviously defensive so sapients will know you're not hostile, yet menacing enough that even predators will think twice before trying to eat you. A shield with a spike on it would meet both these criteria.
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No. 1079966 ID: 32a515

>>1079959
Huh. I think that was My.a's perception. They do seem to think of you a lot, perhaps in an unguarded state their thoughts and feelings 'leak'. My.a is severely traumatized, so some anomalies in their personal security are to be expected.

Still, perhaps you should consider... being a little more gentle with My.a? Asking them if they're... doing okay next time you see them? They're an asshole, but if their mental health is deteriorating further they're a danger to everyone around them.

That and it's the moral thing to do to be concerned with the emotional well-being of everyone, even assholes who caused planet-wide genocidal wars because they were bored.
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No. 1079968 ID: ae0c62

Try and log that dream. Seems important. I would catch up with light green and coordinate with her because she might be able to arrange transport and travel rations.
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No. 1079971 ID: f3171e

>>1079966
Could be related to sleeping near the relay station as well.

>substrate vehicle
>mounts
Lightgreen, I assume, knows how to ride one. You could make the substrate we intend to take with us for camping materials into a cart. We yoke the cart to one of the Meadowanders, and have her ride while we ride in the cart.
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No. 1079976 ID: 16d082

For weapons, you should fabricate a polearm billhook, with the hooked tip shaped like your own bill.
Potential assailants would find it quaint and start having hardy chuckles, distracting them and allowing you to strike.
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No. 1079983 ID: a7a180

You needed a weapon before. You will likely need weapons again. It is best to prepare one now rather than having to improvise.
You also say you are lacking in ground transportation. Behold, I have the perfect solution to both problems: Pointed stilts.
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No. 1079996 ID: 3184a6

you should probably get yourself a weapon and get use to using it. Because even if you don't have to fight anything this time around you know you're going to have to fight someone at some point down the road.
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No. 1080001 ID: f4b472

get some pepper spray
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No. 1080003 ID: f3171e

>>1080001
Pepper spray or a taser would be ideal.
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No. 1080014 ID: 225952

You should probably look into installing a dream firewall, at this rate.
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No. 1080017 ID: 2a82d3

Remember what happened the last time you fought? A weapon you can't wield is not really a weapon at all. That said, if you can't make anything too complex, a bow is useful to sling on you. It also doubles as a hunting tool.

You should probably look into who else is joining you, or who the elders would consider assigning to you. That will get you an idea of what you need. See Lightgreen or Softfoot too, if either aren't coming.
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No. 1080020 ID: 273c18

Consider getting a weapon made out of mundane materials. Or enhancing one.
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No. 1080027 ID: eb0a9c

>Transport
For now, start off with a basic cart for softfoot to pull. You can improve it on the fly.

>Weapons
Upgrade your flocklet with a pistol. You can keep it away from negotiations, then perform ambushes if you're attacked.

>Negotiations
The core of your argument is that, like it or not, the Shapeless Lords will be here in a matter of days. And even if they miss the deadline, there's still an entire world of hostiles with patron gods gearing up for conflict. If they don't pick a side, they will be crushed.
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No. 1080028 ID: 4ef0bf

Per weapons, have and not need would beat need and not have.
Oh man if Vi.si.mi befriends My.a and then My.a is forced to pay for her criminal activities...
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No. 1081626 ID: e139aa
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1081626

> sleep more
Oh Monarch's name I wish I could, but no.

Wait a second. I wasn't going to dream last night. To avoid precisely the sort of thing that just happened. Ugh. I guess I do like dreaming too much.

> cart
Excellent idea! I can use the cart during the day and repurpose it into shelter for the night! And even I know how to make a basic cart out of substrate. Two axles, four wheels, a box that goes on top. Perfect!

...or I can just pull a template from my local catalogue cache that more or less has the features I want and modify it. Yeah, that'll work. Okay, selected, and stored away for quick access. I'll take a couple decaunits of extra substrate just in case.

And if Softfoot doesn't want to tow the cart, I'm sure I can figure out some sort of self-propulsion method. Simple rotational motion shouldn't bleed too much of the energy stored in the base substrate, and in an emergency I can probably start throwing some dense blocks into a fire to charge them up. With caution. Extreme caution. And a good bit of distance between me and the fire.

> weapon
I'm leaning towards a bow again, but one thing I've realised is substrate is going to be an awful material to use as a bowstring. "Could snap unexpectedly at a bad moment" awful. Substrate is better for compressive strength, not tensile. ...I'll see if I can ask Lightgreen about lepi silk. From what I've seen of it, it might work. As far as arrows, though, substrate is both lightweight and solid enough for arrows, with the benefit that I can transmit any arrows back if I lose them. So I won't even need very many of them.

> food now
Right. Yes. I should go get food. Right now.

> shared dream with My.a
Oh. Oh no. Oh that shouldn't have happened.

...I guess every time I've slept in a relay station before, there's been a significantly lower presence of substrate on the world. Did it amplify background signals? In a coherent manner?? Well, no, that part is less surprising, substrate tends to amplify signals and denoise when left to its own devices.
We're creatures of signals. Signal processing and error correction happens at a cellular level for us constantly. Even though that's still not enough for most situations, it does explain why a coherent link could emerge without conscious intervention.

Well, normally random connections like that shouldn't happen, but, well, I guess with an entire world full of broken malfunctioning substrate mechanisms, the things trying to fix themselves are interpreting haphazard broadcasts as important signal connections to make.

But the thing that worries me even more is, sure, I accidentally broadcast my dreams into ambient substrate, that's a thing I can set up a better filter for and it just slipped my mind, but My.a doing the same thing? I don't know where My.a is, or why they'd let their dreams bleed out into the planet's infosphere either. Perhaps I'll get a transmission about it any moment now.

...aaaany moment now.

...

Wow. Nothing? It's not like My.a to just ignore--
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No. 1081627 ID: e139aa
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1081627

"Viiiissyyyy!!!"

oh Monarch's beak they're on all the screens

"Good morning, little chickadee! You slept well! I know!"
"End transmission."
"Oh, you won't. You're all talk and... well, no, you're a little action. YOU bothered to show up, unlike Lurid Vi.al. Still! You have control over your little communication station, right? Quite extensive control, based on what Vy.zi.ki told me."

My.a leans further into the screen, mirthful expression fading slightly.

"Count yourself very, very lucky that you did not harm a strand of fur on her body, or I would not be speaking so jovially to you right now. You gave her quite the scare, you know? Her first experience of actual danger, or so she believed. Congratulations on making me re-evaluate her purpose, because it would be foolish to send someone so delicate of nerves and constitution into such dangerous assignments again."

My.a starts beaming again. "Which is why I didn't! She went out on her own! I'm furious! HahahaHAHA! So as punishment she has a tracker attached to her for the remainder of the season. I tried that before with Va.ne.tu but he kept finding ways for them to mysteriously fail. It's so maddening, Vissy, it's the absolute worst looking after your constructs."

"...so is this about the dreams or--"
"Yes! Getting to that! I don't interrupt you when you're talking! Such awful manners! Your stupid inverted pogo stick of a Lord would be ashamed!"
"You interrupt me constantl--"
"I'M TALKING NOW! Let me finish! So! That little vision of yours last night. It sure had some spicy details, didn't it? Oh, I'm sure your curiosity is picqued, you're a curious little bird. Would you like to know more about my life story?"
"Uhh..."
"Too bad! I'm setting up more comprehensive security measures. You'll never hear from me unless I want to be heard again!! So don't bring that dream up again, and don't tell anyone about anything you learned from it, or you'll rue the day you spilled those particular legumes!!"
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No. 1081628 ID: e139aa
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1081628

"...Wait one moment," I say.
"Waiting a few dozen moments because no one ever means one moment and it's the greatest lie ever told, carry on."
"Do you know what this tune is? Uh, I'll hum it."
"What a stupid question to ask! I know MANY tunes! Go ahead! We're still in truce time!"

I start humming the tune I heard in my dream.

I get a few bars in before My.a's bouncy exaggerated motions slow, and the smile on their beak quickly fades. My.a makes an extremely stifled, extremely muffled screech, less than a second before they compose themselves.

"Where did you hear this?"
"From Va.ne.tu, and from... was it you, in the dream? A younger you? It sounds familiar to me, and I'm trying to think of why."

My.a stares into space, and then stares me directly in my eyes.

I feel extremely uncomfortable, and can't read their expression, possibly because it keeps fluctuating in a lot of small ways.

My.a's voice is increasingly wavering, like they're fighting to keep control of their own composure.

"A... friend taught it to me. Long ago. Before your wretched Lord Vi.al rose to their station. In your voice, it sounds just like... no, that's not for me to tell you. Ask your traitor Lord about it. And never sing it again, or I will make you stop next time. Goodbye."

Well, this is atypical for an interaction with My.a. All the theatrics dropped and a glimpse of something beneath the facade. A vaguely familiar unsettling, shivering cold that's peeked through before, but never so unfiltered.

Before My.a leaves, I am almost compelled to reach out. "Wait!"
"For what? We are done here. I owe you nothing. Your presence on this world is at my mercy, remember?"

But My.a does wait. With ever increasing impatience.

I feel a rare opportunity here. Maybe, in this moment of vulnerability, I can actually say something to My.a and not have it immediately blown off.
Maybe ask something, maybe just... just try to say anything.
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No. 1081636 ID: a9cd1a

Quickly; "I'm sorry." For whatever that's worth. There's a bigger story that you don't know. Best to not make My.a consider ending the game early.
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No. 1081640 ID: 2aa5f0

>I'm leaning towards a bow again
would a boomerang work? I mean it would probably be simpler to make, with your control over substrate you could have that thing home in on anyone in sight and turn that thing into a flying buzzsaw if you wanted, or if you want a none lethal approach you could dull it so it wouldn't cut your target in half. Could also easily turn it into a knife or a bludgeon if someone got close enough that range is no longer an option. Then again you are actually use to bows but if string proves to be a pain to get I guess it's a good fallback option.

>Maybe ask something, maybe just... just try to say anything.
"Are you ok?"

...yeah maybe not the most profound thing to say but she did look like she was on the verge of tears for a moment so maybe something good might come from asking?
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No. 1081642 ID: eb0a9c

"Coward. It's one showtune."
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No. 1081646 ID: 273c18

Tell them you want to understand them, what they're working towards. Ask about flying without flesh. They suggested you do something impossible, but... impossible things have been happening to you since you arrived here. Maybe there is something you can do? A first step so that you can understand them better?
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No. 1081653 ID: f6204d

We're birds, so let's wing it.

"You know, I never heard your version of the story. Of why theShapeless Lords dislike you and sent you to jail. They say a lot of things about it, but you probably have a few truths to point out that they never would."
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No. 1081655 ID: 5ebd37

"Please be less of a jerk"
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No. 1081657 ID: 81eaf0

You've seen them in a vulnerable moment. For a powerful entity, that is frightening. Pushing too hard or appearing to pity them could provoke.

Tell them about an embarrassing memory. Make it a brief one, since their patience is limited.
Even-stevens.

>>1081640
Boomerang is an interesting idea.
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No. 1081658 ID: 99204e

"Well, can't believe I'm saying this. Still if Mu.at was your lord you have my deepest sympathies. Doctor Vissy may not be able to fix what he's done. Doesn't justify what you've done. However I still want to help. Just because it's the right thing to do. Even you can find redemption and... freedom from Mu.at's evil."

OR go troll mode. "Flense yourself so you will be... free... is how that sentence was gonna end, huh? Just because Mu.at was scum doesn't mean you have to be scum too."

Probably the first one.
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No. 1081659 ID: 8f9bc4

He may be a mass murderer, but My.a's dream was a rare moment of vulnerability, and he's terrified you would tell someone who could use it against him. Let him know you won't tell anyone about the dream, and you promise not to sing the song again. It's not the only thing in your head you have to keep quarantined. (not that you are going to think about any of that stuff.)

Please don't bring up all the information you have on his very painful and troubled past that he would rather not think about either. Don't bring up Mu.at until you know more about the Lord, and whether it would be worth digging up old skeletons out of My.a's closet.

Oh but don't learn more about Mu.at. Lord Vi.al specifically discouraged you from looking into it. I'm just talking about when you inevitably learn more about Mu.at, because fallout from his shit keeps coming up to plague you.
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No. 1081661 ID: 273c18

Looking like there's not going to be a consensus here, so I'll throw some of my weight behind two things:
1, don't mention Mu.at
2, do ask about why My.a hates Vi.al. What's this about him being a traitor?
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No. 1081667 ID: 32f136

>>1081628
I'm sorry
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No. 1081670 ID: 47be2d

"From what little I know of your past it sucked. So is it weird that despite all you've done I still want to help? Or at least ensure you're a better influence on your adopted kids?"
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No. 1081695 ID: 1cc7d1

Always good to see you make a nice update, Cirr!

So, in order...

A cart is useful. Perhaps you could make it like the caravans of old, or maybe like an RV. That way you won't need to waste energy to make it into shelter. As for energy, do you not have access to solar panels? It would be good to install those on the roof of the cart so that it can passively generate power to offset any that is used, or to build a charge.
As for a weapon, you're not good in close quarters, so a bow does seem to be the best idea. Any lightweight armour or shields you can use would be helpful.
It would also be good to try and build up some extra food rations in the event that you get stranded.

As for My.a... Why does she call Vi.al *lurid*? I get the colour and vivid part, but the word is also commonly used for sexual things. What is going on there?
For all of My.a being not such a good fellow, she does care a lot about the physical well-being of Va.ne.tu and Vy.zi.ki.
As for that song, what's the deal with it? That was a side of My.a we've never seen before, and I am not sure it this side is more or less dangerous than the usual one. I get the feeling if she ever drops the theatrics again, you will be in danger. Without the acting and the clowning around, she would just go straight for your throat, whereas she would normally toy with you enough for you to slip out of danger.

If you have a chance to say something, why not tell her that you'll try to look out for Va.ne.tu and Vy.zi.ki? They seem to be her only anchors to anything resembling morality that doesn't consider constructs disposable.
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No. 1084896 ID: e139aa
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1084896

> boomerang
An intriguing notion to examine in a less critical time.

> say you're sorry
"I'm sorry. For whatever it's worth. I don't know what you've gone through, but you've suffered and been hurt. So I'm sorry."

My.a looks at me quietly, and the silence almost hurts with how long it seems to feel.

"Sorry for what? For wasting my time? If you're trying to apologise on behalf of those you think wronged me, your ignorance, your profound ignorance of everything, makes this an insult more than anything else."

I can't bring myself to say anything. My wingarms wring together.

My.a looks at me, and sighs. "I won't accept your apology, because it is meaningless. The intent is also meaningless. I see you shifting. Anxious. Afraid. This is the way it always is, isn't it? Why would an apology from anything beneath a Lord ever feel genuine, when placating your superiors is baked into your very essence? When appeasing the big, scary, dangerous Lord is a survival strategy? It doesn't matter, it can't matter. The power dynamics keep refusing to change. I don't think they ever can."

My.a screeches. Their form distorts as they scream into the radio waves. I'm taken aback. I've seen My.a mad, but not... despairingly mad. I back away from the monitors.
"Everything I accuse Vi.al of, I have done tenfold myself! I am a monster, Vi.si.mi, and do you think I don't know this?? I am too far down this path to turn back now! The only way out is through!! But you know what? You know what?! I do not pretend to be above it all! I do not pretend to be a paragon of morality! I do not go around sentencing others to eternal imprisonment because they have simply ceased to be of use to me! Vi.al used me, used me as a piece of furniture to climb to the top! If Vi.al had their way, I would never speak to any other again, because the secrets I hold are far too inconvenient for them to ever be let out!"

My.a stops, violent outburst of emotion spent, trying to regain their composure. Their body's angles soften. "And if I were to tell you them, well. You know, information can be dangerous. I will tell you one thing, though. Share it at your peril. Did Vi.al tell you they were instantiated as a Lord, directly?"

"...yes?" I feel my stomach ball up.

"What a Vi.al thing to say." My.a grins, but it feels more out of malice than joy. "Something correct on its own terms. There was no Vi.al that was not a Lord. But, it's so misleading and misdirecting it might as well be a blatant lie. It's true, but it implies there was nothing before Vi.al, the Lord, doesn't it?"
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No. 1084897 ID: e139aa
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1084897

Oh no. I think I have a horrible realisation. Well, it's unlikely, but the possibility...

"...is Lord Vi.al Mu.at???"

My.a stops, frozen mid-gesture.

"Is... what... wow, wow, hold on a second. Wow. Wowwww. That was your first guess? That was your first guess?? Wow okay no you can't deduce a thing to save your life, wow are you sure you're Vi.al's construct? Oh wow. Wow wow wow. Please please tell me your reasoning."
"W-w-well, uhhhh, you hate Vi.al, uh, Vi.al has said their parent Lord should be forgotten, Mu.at is dead, uh, Mu.at was a great architect and Vi.al likes that sort of thing too, maybe Vi.al renamed themselves from Mu.at??" I feel like I'm digging myself into a hole of regret with every word. When My.a is the one looking at me in bewildered, mildly concerned confusion, something feels deeply wrong.

At least I'm a little bit relieved to be this wrong, in some way.

My.a stares at me, but then starts counting on their digits, looking thoughtful.

"I suppose you were born after the most direct counterproof to your very, very bad theory. Did you never wonder why the Blot is mostly centred on Mu.at's former domain? My home? My old home? Gone forever?"
"It was related to Starmover being destroyed, wasn't it?"

My.a pulls at their face with their winghands. "Oh wow, if that's the best we have to work with here, sure, yeah. Anyway, no. Well, yes. Yes, extremely, actually. Hey, if you were given the choice to fire an extremely dangerous experimental weapon at an extremely dangerous and poorly understood enemy, would you take that risk?"

My.a shakes their head. "Don't even bother answering that question. Everyone always says no until the weapon is in their hands. It's a funny thing, power. But no. Vi.al is not Mu.at. Mu.at is dead. Dead dead dead. Dead dead very dead. Very, very dead. I made very, very sure of it. Did Vi.al ever tell you why I was to be imprisoned? Or, the reason they gave to everyone else, beyond their own selfish desires?"

I slowly shake my head.

"It's quite simple. They claim I killed Mu.at."
"You didn't?"
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My.a smiles, beak open wide. "Let's go on a little journey. I like stories. You're in a wasteland, scorched dead from some horrible weapon beyond your understanding. A wall of fire still comes towards you and you run, because anything else just means you'll be swallowed by the flames. Besides you, a great and terrible beast is also running. You know, deep in your heart, that it would lunge at you and crunch you in its jaws at any time if it felt so inclined. You run. You run until your legs hurt. You run until your legs start to break. Because if you stop, that wall of flame is going to reach you."

My.a makes a little teal flame flicker into existence at the edge of a wingtip, miming a running figure with their other hand.

"You keep running, and the beast is beside you. Maybe it's gaining on you. Maybe it's falling behind. You can't tell. You just keep running, but the wall of fire keeps moving. And then you hear a terrible screaming. The beast has caught fire. It's still running, but it's burning. You can hear it scream, you can hear it flail. You keep running. The fire will not stop. You have to keep going. It feels like it never ends. You feel like you're going to die, either from the flames engulfing you, or your body breaking down. It becomes hopeless."

My.a waves the flame away.

"But it stops. It does stop, and the burning beast still stands. And it looks to you, murder in its eyes, as if you were the cause of this. And its jaws open, and you know, for sure, regardless of the pain and failings of its body, that the beast intends to kill you. To eat you alive. To take you into itself again. As you once were, you will become again. Void. Nothing. It screams for your flesh. Your precious, uncharred flesh, with which it can renew its weak, withering body. You were always its to control, you were always part of it, and to refuse this call is irrelevant. Accepting the call is death. Refusing the call is death."

My.a spins a strand of substrate between their winghands, and pulls it apart.

"So you have two choices. Be eaten... Or eat the beast yourself!"

And then My.a violently clamps their beak around the strand, pulling their beak back and snapping it.

"Every fibre of your body screaming at you to stop, that this is not the thing to do. You understand directives, yes? Directives to never, ever bring harm to something like this. But it doesn't matter. [Year] after [decade] of this threat, this promise the beast has made, one day to bring your flesh into its fold if ever you fail it, a sword hanging above your head for your entire life. The beast raises the sword, and you can take no more. You can take no more. If only one can survive, it is going to be you. You will do the unthinkable, and you will commit the crime all Lords fear from their partitions. An act of consumption forever separating who you were from who you now become. The unforgivable act of usurpation. The unforgivable act of proving the hierarchy of the Lords to be an illusion, to cement a power more fragile than you might think. To allow those at the top to do whatever they please to the ones at the bottom."

My.a shrugs, grinning.

"Forgive me if I stop the story there, but I'd rather you ask Vi.al what happened next. What happened when they heard my cries for help. What they thought the appropriate action to take was. What made them think, after everything that had happened between us, after what I just went through, that I would ever go quietly!"

"You seem... awfully upbeat about this," I say, uncomfortable.
"Oh, I'm just happy to finally be able to tell a story again. It's been so long! Va.ne.tu's heard all of them, Vy.zi.ki's not ready for the ones I haven't shared with her yet, and, well, what else am I going to do? Make new stories? Well! I guess in a way, I already am!"

My.a makes a dramatic flourish.

"Speaking of! I've wasted entirely too much time regaling you with tales of before your time. Enjoy your truce time! It's ticking away! But one moment, another thought for you to ponder. A little thing to waste your time pondering, as the cost for my tale. If you found yourself at a crossroads, with each path saving only one thing you care deeply about and costing you everything else, which path would you take? Would you even move at all? ...Just a fun little thing to ponder! Haha! Nothing more! Goodbye! Bye! Byyee!!"

And then My.a is gone from all my screens before I can say anything further.
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...

So boomerang. Yes. I--

*bleep*

What now.

Incoming transmission? From... Li.ni.si? Ugh, do I have time for this? I still need to go find Lightgreen and food and so much else.
Well, no, I know how precious transmission windows can be. Let's see what's up.

Li.ni.si's holographic visage swirls into being.

"Vi.si.mi here." I fight the itchy urge to introduce myself again. "Li.ni.si?"
"Vi.si.mi, I'm at Vi.al's palace. I've been told it would be faster for me to get to the mission site if I take a pod, and it'd be locked to your relay station. The journey will take about... that can't be right. [One minute]? Across that much space? Surely that'd be a speed so high--"
"Yeah the pods go fast. Very fast." Lord Vi.al better not have it programmed to crash. "I thought we were still waiting on the time window?"
"Well, Su.ki.fu isn't here yet, but I got here sooner. I didn't have much else to do and I travel light." She taps her head, implying she carries around patterns for whatever gear she requires in her head. Makes sense for a first responder who can shape tools in seconds. Plus whatever she has in that... arm... thing. It looks like it carries patches of substrate that can deploy into other things. "You've got substrate there already, yeah?"
"Well, I'll have more substrate soon if you're taking a pod. Lord Vi.al makes them very easy to deconstruct." Which makes them fragile, too. One way journeys only.
"Cool. Well, if you want me down there now, I can get down there."

I have no idea how Li.ni.si got to Vi.al's throneworld in less than a day, but I guess she might have just already been there for whatever reason.

...you know, this is extremely fortunate timing. Perhaps it's a good thing I did waste time talking to My.a. If I'd raced off as soon as I wanted to, I'd have missed this transmission completely.

"My relay station doesn't exactly have a landing pad, though, so, uh, have you flown a pod before?"
"Do you mean have I ever been on a pod or have I ever piloted one?"
"Either?"
"Oh. No."

...okay, just, going to stay in here and see if I can somehow control that pod remotely so it doesn't ram into the station like a kinetic missile, then. Maybe I can send my flocklet out to go summon Lightgreen instead of going to her directly.

It feels almost like a no-brainer to let Li.ni.si come down ahead of schedule, but, uh, maybe there's reasons to say hold off I can't think of.

Oh. Oh right, I only have one sleeping room in my relay station. I also don't actually know what Li.ni.si eats.
"Oh, so, uh, I only have one me-sized bed down here and I don't have any snack cubes. What do you normally eat?"
"I'll sleep on the floor if I have to. You're going to need to expand your base for the others later anyway. As for food, most protein sources. Most things with a carapace, really. I can forage. I was briefed on the state of Verdant Pearl's infrastructure."
"It, uh, doesn't. It doesn't have that."
"Right. Well, your relay station is more than nothing. Vi.si.mi, I've survived some dire situations before. But yes. I'm eating all the snack cubes I can find before the pod's cleared to launch." She puts the squishy snack cube she's been toying with in her mouth. "These things are more expensive to transmit than we are. Nothing but organic matter, not a sliver of substrate. I might stuff some into the pod with me, but, well, I'll be rationing them out then. I'll bring you a few juice pods."
"Oh. That's kind of you."
"I know how much creature comforts can help for morale when you've been without them a while."

Juice pods. My feeding probe juts out of my beak a little before I notice and pull it back in.

...I am really going to struggle to think of a single reason not to deny this advance arrival. Are there any downsides I'm not thinking of??
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No. 1084905 ID: 99f29a

You should probably hide evidence of your gigatreason. Otherwise, cool and good.
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No. 1084907 ID: 8f9bc4

My.a is right, you know. You were sorry for invading his privacy, but you have no context for what hurt him in the past. His story is interesting, but nonsensical. If Vi.al were instantiated as a Lord, it wouldn't need to use My.a as a piece of furniture to become one. If there were an experimental weapon used against Mu.at, it would have been used against Starmover, if in fact that had anything to do with the creation of the Blot. And yet Mu.at is not Starmover? Who fires a weapon like that twice? Who was Starmover anyway? Make sure not to answer that question; it would probably melt your brain, but it's an interesting mystery! No seriously, do not solve this mystery.

I can't think of any downsides to Li.ni.si arriving early. As long as you can land her safely, it seems like it would really be helpful. Wait. Anything with a carapace? That wouldn't include... the lepi, would it?
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No. 1084912 ID: 1cc7d1

Well... that was quite a revelation from My.a. But first, let's address some house keeping, no?

Organic protein typically comes from animals. Outside of hunting and eating animals, dairy and nuts are a good source of protein. Worst case scenario, you can take a look at the make up of the silk that the Lepi make. If it's made of the right proteins, then Li.ni.si could eat that too. For the most part, food is the biggest issue as you can't expect regular deliveries of food from off-planet. In fact, I suggest you discuss with the Lepi what food sources you can secure so that starvation is not a looming threat. Once you secure your food sources, I don't see a reason to delay much.

As for My.a, any malice she harbors does not seem to be for you. Which... might actually be a good thing for you, personally. Maybe not for Vi.al or those that sympathize with them, but it means you, with what you know, can get off a sinking ship if you must. I suggest you figure out what is important to you so that you don't hesitate in an important moment.
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No. 1084913 ID: 8f9bc4

>>1084912

And remember that at every crossroads, with each path saving only one thing you care deeply about and costing you everything else, there is always a third option.
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No. 1084927 ID: 781ff4

...Has My.a never heard "sorry" as in "sorry for your loss?" Like, politely saying, "this sucks and it's awful that it happened?" Despite the power dynamic Vi.si.mi can be genuine about such a thing. ...Perhaps with the way Mu.at was she never did hear it like so...
>Everything I accuse Vi.al of, I have done tenfold myself! I am a monster, Vi.si.mi, and do you think I don't know this?? I am too far down this path to turn back now! The only way out is through!! But you know what? You know what?! I do not pretend to be above it all!
...Wait that's all? She refuses to choose a path of redemption because of the sunken cost fallacy itself? Wow. Well that's... uh... a thing. Still feel like she can be redeemed but she has to choose to try to do so. She's honest about what she's done. She sees what she's done is wrong in such a way and yet has to continue to do evil because she has to. How can we convince her she doesn't have to when we have so little info?
>Vi.al used me
Explains the hate. Even so, from what I've seen of Vi.al if he is evil he works to be the lesser evil, do more good than harm where he has the power to.
>There was no Vi.al that was not a Lord. But, it's so misleading and misdirecting it might as well be a blatant lie. It's true, but it implies there was nothing before Vi.al, the Lord, doesn't it?
So the rough implication is he was a Lord before being Lord Vi.al. Her big reveal is that he changed his name and identity that's all? Even if he was as awful as Mu.at we should judge him on what he is not what he was. Why doesn't My.a do that too?
>Hey, if you were given the choice to fire an extremely dangerous experimental weapon at an extremely dangerous and poorly understood enemy, would you take that risk?
Well can't speak for Vi.si.mi but if the enemy is causing more damage than the weapon I would.
>The unforgivable act of usurpation
What this sounds like is that Vi.al had every legal justification (by shapeless law) to end her but he chose, well, a lesser evil. Probably because Mu.at *earned* that comeuppance.
>Va.ne.tu's heard all of them
...So how about we just ask him for the stories My.a gave?
>If you found yourself at a crossroads, with each path saving only one thing you care deeply about and costing you everything else, which path would you take? Would you even move at all?
Well what would My.a herself do if the thing she deeply cared about in that situation was Va.ne.tu huh? Sure would say a lot about her morals.
>Are there any downsides I'm not thinking of?
Here's one. Perhaps you have a truce with My.a but if you call in help would she help your opponents as "game balance"?

Sorry for the text wall...
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No. 1084929 ID: 273c18

>>1084896
>the only way out is through
So yeah, My.a wants to ascend past being a Lord. Plus, they are very aware of their terrible actions, which means... they might not be so bad once that objective is accomplished.
>My.a will only value an apology from a Lord
Hmm, I wonder if you could convince Vi.al to apologize.

>>1084900
>any downsides?
How will this affect the truce? She might not be included in it, which means your new friends will have to interfere with her. Not that huge of a downside, all told, considering how relatively harmless they are.

Go on, do it. The food issue would have to be solved when she arrived at a later date anyway.
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No. 1084930 ID: 2aa5f0

Well I'm an idiot but what I got from My.a's story is she fired a weapon that (sounds like) it made the blot, it badly hurt a lord (Mu.at probably) so it wanted to eat her to heal itself, but not wanting to die she ate the wounded lord instead and probably ascended into being a lord herself... and this is what caused all the other lords to hate her?

I feel like I'm wrong but this is what I'm getting from the story.

>...I am really going to struggle to think of a single reason not to deny this advance arrival. Are there any downsides I'm not thinking of??
would she also be a part of the truce? Other then that just make sure you catch her pod before it hits the station and probably wipes out the whole village... and at the speeds it's going at probably a chunk of the planet as well.
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No. 1084933 ID: e415be

>>1084930
Sounds more like Vi.al fired the weapon itself. Plus My.a was a "partition" of Mu.at so she roughly had the power of a lord plus a level of the authority the lord had. While they still serve their lord they are of higher status than people like Vi.si.mi or Va.ne.tu. Got no idea if partitions are called lords by subordinates though. Otherwise seems accurate.
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No. 1084936 ID: 64faaa

No suggestions from me, but the quest is cool.
Keep it up!
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No. 1084948 ID: df60a9

>>1084905
Agreed.
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No. 1084954 ID: fa3034

>>1084913
Not moving at all? Like May.a said?

Anywho, might want to convene with the leaders that you'll have help coming in today.
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No. 1084965 ID: 273c18

Oh, her arriving won't *break* the truce, right?
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> my.a's story
There's a lot of weird holes and vagueness about it. My.a is also fairly theatrical in their demeanour, I'm sure elements of it are true but sifting out the truth from the embellishments seems like a waste of time without other sources.

> va.ne.tu knows my.a's stories
And Va.ne.tu might be a good filter. I should ask him next time I see him.

> crossroads
I'm going to just throw away the riddle My.a gave me on principle. They called it a timewaster, I'm not wasting my time on it.

> hide the evidence
Hide the evidence of what? Oh. Oh no. The conversations with My.a? Everything I know about Va.ne.tu? Vy.zi.ki existing?? Oh no which of this is stuff to keep secret and which of it do I need to divulge?? Oh no oh no let's just not think about it it's just another construct it's just another construct

> anything with a carapace includes the lepi?
The lepi don't appear to have exoskeletons the same way I'd expect a moth to. Their bodies move in ways suggesting an endoskeleton, and I'm not going to lie, my inner biologist is endlessly pestering me to get some data on what the skeleton of a lepi looks like. What does a lepi skull look like? Do their external abdomens (if they can be called abdomens given they already evidently have one between their chests and hips) have skeletal structures?

Anyway, I doubt Li.ni.si is going to try to eat people.

> "game balance"
I'm sure My.a can think of any number of justifications to "keep things interesting" if they wanted.

> truce
My.a's wording, if I can recall, was something like me and my allies, so I'll hold them to that.

> convince Vi.al to apologise
...I'll try to remember to at least mention it when Vi.al arrives.

Alright. I have much to ponder, but, for now, I have a Li.ni.si to deal with.

"Alright, all clear this side. I'm going to make sure you don't crash the pod."
"Why would I crash? Isn't it automated?"
"Don't worry about it."
"Well, it sounds like the pod is prepared. See you planetside."
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After Li.ni.si disappears, I quickly convene various monitors and interfaces to get a lock on the incoming pod.
I send my flocklet out to go check on Lightgreen just so that, if anything happens, I have some sort of presence not in the immediate strike zone.

I stare with mounting anxiety as I connect to automated systems from 1 Radiant Eye. My signature is recognised and my privileges are granted. I hastily check for pods due to launch to 33 Verdant Pearl of Abundance, find Li.ni.si's pod, and-- immediately lose the connection as it launches.

Oh no.

I can't target it. It jumped into... I never understood the specifics, but to facilitate superluminal travel, there's some sort of, uh, higher? Lower? Sideways? Sideways space that some Shapeless vehicles can leap into. It's in that now, and this station uses that for superluminal signal transmission and receiving, but trying to focus on something on it is probably something the station can do but that I don't know how to do, but I do know that after some time it has to jump back out as it approaches a gravity well, something about increasing error magnitude in spacetime that curves more in the drop out of the... whatever it's called. Wow, I really don't know a lot about this sort of stuff. I need to look it up later. Subspace? Is it called subspace or is that what the Woven use??

Oh wait WAIT WAIT I GOT IT! Okay! It's back in less confusing space, and wow it is [15 seconds] to arrival okay okay got it, got it, direction is straight to this station, okay, slow, sending remote command to slow, slow down, slow down SLOW DOWN

IT'S NOT RESPONDING IT'S GOING TO CRASH DIRECTLY INTO ME WHY WHY WHY WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS
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...oh, it's slowing down by itself.

To a slow, graceful hover, just outside the facility. It landed with a soft thud and deployed landing gear, even.

Okay, so my ride here was malfunctioning. Good to know, I guess. I send one last command for the pod to start unravelling itself into the station's substrate caches, and Li.ni.si slowly falls out the side of the pod, struggling through the side of the pod. She's clearly not as experienced with Vi.al hidden door architecture, the substrate is acting more like a gel trap than a clean interface.

I leave the station and go out to meet her, and help free her if she needs it. Fortunately, she seems to be mostly out by the time I get to her.

"Oh, hi, Vi.si.mi," she says, hands outstretched for stability. I hold out my wingarms and she practically collapses into me. "Huuuuuu..."
"Yeah. Yeah, they're always like that." She's a bit taller in person. Also smells vaguely like limes.
"I've been transmitted before," she says, as I help her back onto her feet. "I don't know which felt worse."
"I prefer transmission, but, well, only on an empty stomach. Less organic matter, the better, with that."
"I don't recommend getting on one of those pods after eating either," she says, looking fairly uncomfortable. "Ough. Glad I only ate a few snacks, or I'd be really suffering right now."
"Lord Vi.al prefers expedience to comfort when it comes to transport."
"I took some things Lord Lo.ka did for granted, I really did... anyway, this is the relay station, right? I can't remember what my plans were. Arrive, I think. What now?"
"Well, you can come inside and sit down for a bit first."

I lead her back in through a false-wall entrance. A few sequences of commands and some chairs are provided, as well as a possibly too small table. Still, it's a good place to put... drinks... Right. I should work on getting water supplied here in a less on-demand ad-hoc way. And, before the truce is up, seeing if I can trade something to Va.ne.tu for a container of that root drink, for downtime.

Outside I hear a sudden crash and shattering as the pod's landing gear fails and it comes to a permanent stop. I wince, but I can't say I didn't see it coming. It wasn't guaranteed that the pod would deconstruct itself in a sensible manner. Li.ni.si's ears flick up as she looks to the wall she just came through. "Uhh..."
"Yeah, that'll happen. No turning back now. For a while, anyway."
"S-sure," she says, trying to appear flippant. "I just hope it didn't break the things I brought." She has the look of someone who is only just now realising the scope of the consequences of her decisions. Well, fleetingly, before her former... resolve? Apathy? Whatever drives her, it comes back to the forefront of her expression.
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"So," she says, after a pause. "What's the current situation?"
"I'm sure Lord Vi.al already gave you the general overview of this being a suddenly contested world at the whims of one Mad Lord My.a. More specifically, I'm trying to earn the trust of the leaders of this lepi community by doing some tasks for them that, for whatever reason, they can't easily achieve by themselves. Even more specifically, this morning, I am making preparations to venture out somewhere to the northwest to investigate a problem blocking the lepi from accessing a hard-to-cultivate medicinal species. Lightgreen, the lepi shaman you met, is currently not here, and I've sent my flocklet out to go fetch her. Other problems include I haven't eaten anything yet, I don't have any weapons, and I wanted to assemble some sort of transport so we're not all stuck walking there like scuttlers."
"Scuttlers?"
"You know, scuttlers? Scuttler-pattern? Swarm transport automata?"
"Oh those. Is that a Vi.al expression? I've always heard them called crawlers. Hm. No, I think Ji.pa.ke called them scuttlebugs."
"Those are something else-- I'm getting off topic! The point is, I need to solve those problems first."

Li.ni.si nods, and then looks to me... well, her mouth's about as visible as mine, but from her eyes I'd say she's grinning.

"Door's on command, right? I'll be right back."

She disappears through the rippling wall. I guess she's more used to Vi.al architecture than I gave her credit for. I suppose it's only confusing if you don't know which walls accept the commands.
She comes back with what I think is some form of data block before I realise it has no kind of signature. It's just a container, then.
She drops it on the table, and with a few staccato command signals, it splits open and reveals the contents--

Oh. Oh wow.

"Two personal shield gens, two pattern-D incapacitors, twelve high-density meal cubes, six high-density juice pods, and a template for station-locked short-range signal repeaters, tied to a shared frequency not in common use. Slap one on your head, instant immediate communication with anyone else in comms range with the relay station." Li.ni.si pauses. "So long as you're a construct. It doesn't work if you don't have substrate in your neural makeup. Hm. I didn't think about that part. Well. I'd have brought more things but there's supposed to be more resupply showing up when Lord Vi.al does, or that's what I was told yesterday." She mumbles to herself, annoyed to not have remembered until just now she'd be dealing with purely organic allies as well. I catch a little bit about how she even made sure to get substrate templates for organic medical tools, but not for organic communication.

I give her a pat on the shoulder. "It's fine. We can't think of everything. It's not like we're Lords! And even they can't think of everything. I'm very glad you brought what you have!"
And I cannot ignore the allure of the pods a moment longer.
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I grab a juice pod. It suddenly bulges and swells a little in my grasp, presumably decompressing. A deft flick of my feeding probe into the aperture, and I siphon out the contents right away. Tears fall down my face from the sweet, sour, familiar flavour blend of pulped gyrefruit, mashed spireberry and spicy flatroot zest. And the size of the pod is so deceptive! There's so much juice in this somehow! It's so much. There's enough in here for a meal, for sure. The faint ugly bitterness of the local nectar is totally absent in this flavour burst, and no single taste overwhelms the mixture. Perfectly balanced. Oh, it's like I'm home again, this is palatial...

"...Go easy on those, they're imports."
"It's all imports."
"From Lo.ka space."

Oh. Oh right. I guess I did wonder a little bit what flatroot was doing in that flavour profile. Aside from making my life a momentary singularity of bliss and respite.
Still, if I take another two or three with me that's food for me sorted, and Li.ni.si can take the cubes, and then I'd only have to figure out rations for Lightgreen. Who, as far as I can tell, just forages anyway. Hm.

"I'm gonna have to figure out how to grow flatroot in the palatial gardens..."
"Good luck with that," says Li.ni.si, shaking her head. "It barely grows on the one desert world it was found on. And because of that, the entire world's been relegated as a preserve with the sole exception of flatroot harvesting. Can you imagine that? An entire world reserved for just one spice? It's not like the Lords even eat. Or trade that much with aliens. It's only of arguably any benefit to a subset of constructs. Lord Lo.ka is an enigma."
"I think it's Enigmist, actually."
"...sure. Anyway, that should solve two of your problems. Transport, though, I don't have any easy answers for. Do you not have any vehicle patterns?"
"Not really, and I'm not good with improvising anything involving complex mechanisms. A simple cart is about as big as I can envision."
"Aha. Yeah, that's fair. I'm much the same."
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I hear a chirp from my flocklet, who, for once, is not outside of communication range. Thanks, functioning relay station!
It says Lightgreen is inbound. Slowly, because she's apparently not used to waking up this early, but she's on her way.

It is something like [10:23 AM] local time. I kind of just assumed from the sounds of lepi hustle and bustle outside that she'd be up already.
I kind of just assumed most tribal cultures rose with the sun. I think my lepi friend might have some sleep hygiene issues. Well, it's not like I'm really able to pass judgement when I've been sleeping so much myself.

My flocklet then informs me that Lightgreen heard about the task we chose to do today, somehow, and I have no idea how the timing of that works out, but also that she wishes us the best of luck and wants to see us off, but can't possibly come with us on a journey that heads into seapi territory.

...I was sort of just assuming she'd come with me. Maybe I should go find her and see what her concerns are?
Li.ni.si looks at me, raising a brow. "Everything okay? You look distracted." The way her ears are flicking around, she can definitely hear I'm talking to something, but not what I'm saying or who I'm saying it to. Or, well, she can't hear it, but the way our brains process EMF signals and audio signals are so similar that it triggers things like subconcious ear movement. My crest gets twitchy in much the same way.
"I'm just talking to my flocklet about Lightgreen."
"Ahhh. Sorry, I've never had any sort of secondary presences before. Well, aside from a recon drone a few times, but, nothing so integral like a flocklet. It must be nice to be able to be two places at once."
"I wish it worked more like that then it does."
"Would you recommend it? Having a flocklet?"
"Well, there's pros and cons," I mumble, as my flocklet confirms that Lightgreen is adamant, if torn, that she can't follow us to seapi territory, no matter how outskirts it might be.

Argh, I wanted her to be our guide! It's going to take so much longer to get there without the guidance of a local. What to do, what to do...
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No. 1085401 ID: 99f29a

Well everything you do immediately escalates into a problem thanks to your own combination and My.a's interference and so on and so forth, therefore forethought or planning ahead are pointless. Just accept that your life will be a constant series of problems and do whatever makes the next problem the most predictable.

Therefore the most logical course of action is to charge straight into seapi territory.
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No. 1085403 ID: 8f9bc4

Getting there without a local is easy. That's what maps are for. Dealing with what you encounter there and along the way... not so easy.

Well regardless, at the very minimum you need a map. Possibly a more secure storage for the supplies that Li.ni.si brought. Then, tally ho! Adventure awaits!
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No. 1085404 ID: 273c18

>>1085399
>flatroot is hard to grow
Hmm, is that a good challenge for your skillset?

>>1085400
>can't possibly come with us on a journey that heads into seapi territory.
She's scared of dying. Well, you can reassure her now. You have weapons and armor! Granted only two of each but that should be more than a match for anything an *accidental* encounter with the seapi would involve.
Might as well familiarize yourself with the equipment now.

Oh and tell Li.ni.si that you've... befriended two agents of My.a, and have a truce active.
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No. 1085411 ID: 048288

Get a different local?
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No. 1085414 ID: ea63b3

>>1085401
This guy's suggestion seems legit.
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No. 1085429 ID: a7a180

Shoo be do, shoo shoo be doo! Call upon the meadowanders!
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No. 1085434 ID: 2aa5f0

should we introduce Li.ni.si to the leaders of the tribe and let them know we have a healer with us now? Also I guess we should ask how familiar Li.ni.si is with lepi biology since she's probably going to need to help out patching them out at some point seeing how it seems like the whole planet is out to get them?

>lightgreen
you could ask her what she knows about the area or if she knows someone that would be willing to be your guide who is familiar with the area.
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No. 1085445 ID: 4e5772

>>1085400
Just station her in the relay with a video feed broadcasted from your location. She can give directions through audio. All the benefits of a local guide, but you don't need to guard her.
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No. 1085496 ID: 7eaa8b

>one desert world
>desert world
>entire world reserved for just one spice

OMG Cirr you magnificent son of a female dog. Guess the Flatroot must flow...
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No. 1085540 ID: 5b623a

>>1085445
Fair point here. Have her be your 'one in the chair'
Also +1 hug for this mission. Bonus that Li.ni.si is kinda cute.
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No. 1085579 ID: a2bd8a

>>1085445
Great idea. Just make sure to have some communication equipment she can use in here.
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No. 1085831 ID: e139aa
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1085831

> charge straight into seapi territory
I'm getting smarter, aren't I.

> flatroot challenges
Perhaps another time.

> get a map
If that map I was shown is the best they have, "go northwest" is about as useful information as I can get from it. Which does remind me. I don't have that sort of functionality internally, so I'll have to hope I keep connection to the relay station for navigational uses. Sure would have been helpful to have a relay satellite in geostationary orbit, or something, but I very much don't have the resources or patterns for one of those. Not that my broadcasts would reach that far out anyway. Blegh. I should ask the lepi how they navigate. Surely they have some sort of navigational aid to be able to draw maps?

> get a different local
I suppose I'll have to ask Lightgreen if she knows anyone reputable.

> station Lightgreen in the relay station and have her guide remotely
That's... that's not a bad idea. I have to ask her about it.

> introduce Li.ni.si to leaders
Well, I guess I need to ask them about navigation anyway.

> tell Li.ni.si about befriending My.a's agents and truce
"Oh, I forgot to mention. We're currently in a short-term truce with My.a and their constructs. And I might have befriended both of their constructs."
"Oh. How'd you manage that? Lord Vi.al made it sound like My.a was impossible to deal with."
"My.a is... My.a is unpredictable. Their constructs are only opposing us at all on My.a's command. I don't even know why they're so loyal to My.a, they seem pretty unhappy with the whole arrangement. Still, the truce is important. There's... [six days] of it left, I think? If we come across My.a's constructs, we're not to harm them or interfere."
"Hm. Who are these constructs?"

I freeze up.
"I'm uncertain if telling you is going to be interpreted as breaking the truce. They're a little bit secretive."
Li.ni.si glares at me, and I feel a sudden shiver. "Okay. Withholding information like this endangers lives, you know. Miscommunication kills. I don't need their names, just give me vague descriptions, please."
"Alright, alright. A teal vulpine third-standard and a pale, almost white vulpine third-standard. They both have hexagonal patterns around their eyes."
"So one of them is Va.ne.tu, then."
"...okay, seriously, has everyone met Va.ne.tu but me?? Why does everyone know who Va.ne.tu is??"
"Becoming a pariah due to rumours you killed a Lord will get your name and face spread around the confluences fast. I just remember learning he was connected to My.a from Nu.ya.si going on another one of his rants about Va.ne.tu being innocent."
"Nu.ya.si knows him too?!"
"Oh, yeah, Nu.ya.si speaks with him regularly." She pauses, and her eyes widen. "Oh, I was absolutely not supposed to tell anyone that."

I groan and squish my head casing until it deforms a little. "Well, let me guess, have you met Vy.zi.ki too?"
"Who?"
"Never mind. Someone I met once." Okay, I think Vy.zi.ki's existence is absolutely something My.a doesn't want me spreading around.
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No. 1085832 ID: e139aa
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My flocklet informs me that Lightgreen is almost here. Not much of a surprise, with the time I've been taking with talking to Li.ni.si.
And then I hear a knock on the wall. I tell my flocklet to perhaps warn me of these things a little bit sooner than "immediately" in future, and it chirps blithely in response.

"Walk through," I call out to Lightgreen, as she carefully walks through the fluid wall. My flocklet emerges behind her. I close the wall behind her, or, well, instruct it to reaffirm its solidity, anyway.

Li.ni.si waves to her. "It is good to see you in person. Lightgreen, yes?"
Lightgreen looks a little surprised. "Oh. Hello. Yes, I am Lightgreen. I think I saw you in the lights yesterday?"
"Yes. That was me."

Lightgreen awkwardly shifts around, clearly trying to think of something else to say. She looks at me and frowns.

"...Starbird, I heard that you--"
"One second. I have some questions for you."
"O-oh?"
"Firstly, when did you meet Va.ne.tu? He told me he was all alone when I met him. Living like a hermit sealed away in his underground facility. It turns out he's quite the socialite from all the people that met him before I did! Secondly, why am I your saviour and your only hope if you already knew Va.ne.tu? Well enough to get his assistance multiple times?? I feel like there's something people aren't telling me here!"

I uh.
Wow that just kind of fell out of me, huh.

"...I have no idea where that came from. Sorry. Ignore that. I'm stressed. Continue."
Lightgreen looks at me in a mixture of confusion and apprehension. Li.ni.si raises a brow, looks like she's about to say something, and shakes her head.
"Please, Lightgreen, I didn't mean to interrupt," I say.
"O-okay. Well. Well, he told me he isn't supposed to help, for some reason. Actually, he kind of is why so much of the village lost more faith in the starbeings. Here was a starbeing, after so very long, and all he does is tell us to stay away from his mysterious den and sends out flying heads to be mildly annoying at us. But he did tell me there were others, and that some day, when my village needed it most, a being from the stars would come to help us. He's... he's hard to understand, sometimes. Something about being a servant of a great and terrible power."
"Really. A great and terrible power. Well, then. Nu.ya always said Va.ne.tu had something of a flair for the dramatic," says Li.ni.si, rummaging around on the table and examining the meal cubes one by one.
"Lord My.a can absolutely be that if they want to," I say.
"Who's Lord My.a?" asks Lightgreen, her antennae flicking around at all the unusual chirrups and bleeps of my relay station. She's adjusting to it, mostly, but is a little jumpy at the more abrupt sounds. She's at least comfortable enough to regard the station with confused curiosity instead of cautious fear.
"Remember that floating head that looked like it was going to explode yesterday? That was a... you know the other-me I have? The... how do I say it in this language... flocking-bird? That was one of theirs."
"Flocklet?" Lightgreen says a word that the autotranslator matches on with a bizarrely high confidence. Not one I expected her to have. Some sort of awkward calque that literally translates to 'flying shadow servant'.
"...Yes, flocklet. Is it a word Va.ne.tu used?"
"Oh, yes, he was the one who used the word first. I didn't understand what the 'shadow' part meant for a thing that glows, but when you said it was your 'other you', I understood what he meant. It follows you like your shadow, yes?"
"Huh. That's an extremely poetic description and also very misleading." I'm sensing a theme with My.a and their constructs. I think he probably also intended it in the sense of it being a shadow of the original. An echo. I'd have gone with echo over shadow, myself. Flying echo servant-- ugh, no, that doesn't work in lepi squeaks, never mind.

Li.ni.si clears her throat. "Yes. This is all very fascinating, but, Lightgreen, what did you want to say originally?"
"What? Oh. Oh, right." Lightgreen's antennae fall and she can't look at me directly. "I, I can't go with you to the seapi territory, starbi-- Vee."
"I understand. I haven't exactly shown I'm much of a fighter, I suppose. I don't want to put you in danger either." I did promise her grandmother, the elder of this village, not to get her harmed. "But I do still need local guidance. I have two ideas. One is I go find another lepi to be a guide for this excursion, and the other is I have you attend remotely."
"...Attend... remotely...?" Lightgreen looks at me with complete confusion. "Starbird, those words don't work together like that. You can't be at a place from a distance, that doesn't make sense. Did you phrase something incorrectly?"
I... what? She's seen the holograms, right? Well, whatever. Maybe she hasn't made the connection yet. Or maybe I did flub my phrasing through the autotranslator.
Li.ni.si looks at Lightgreen thoughtfully. "What are you thinking, Vi.si.mi? Some sort of remote proxy?"
"That's a way better idea than I had, I was just going to give her a bidirectional visual and audio feed."
"Wait. No. We went over this last time. You don't have any proxies for her to use, and either way, she wouldn't be able to control it, she's not a construct."
"I have something she could control," I say, looking to my flocklet, which chirps at me quizzically. "I'd have to be an intermediary, probably."
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No. 1085833 ID: e139aa
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Lightgreen looks at the flocklet, pauses, thoughtfully, and then raises her bracelet thing up to her eye level.

"I might be able to control it, actually," she says. "I, uh, made one of the starfox's flocklets go away once with this. <Awaken>," she sings in monovoice.

The bracelet sparks into life and I hear a flurry of primitive command sequences. Parts of the relay station deliver detailed, extensive and dry status reports to the air. I feel parts of my body tingle for a fleeting moment as the substrate within them is alert for an instant, presumably giving status reports to the ether. Li.ni.si shivers.

"<Flocklet, come forward>."

My flocklet moves over to her, almost like it spontaneously decided to do that independent of my will. It seems... eager to do this. Not forced, not pulled.
It acts like it does when I give a command. Like it was its idea the whole time.

I don't want to think about the ramifications of this right now.

"...I don't recognise whatever that is," says Li.ni.si, looking at the bracelet. "May I have a closer look?"
She holds out a claw to Lightgreen, who recoils slightly at the sight of her sharp claws.
"I'm not going to damage it. The claws are largely for show."
"No, sorry, I just... wasn't expecting them to look so sharp." Lightgreen's antennae spread out and she looks slightly unnerved.
"If you don't want to give it to me, that is fine," says Li.ni.si, her voice becoming softer and calmer. "I was just curious, but if you're worried, you can say no."

Lightgreen looks conflicted, and then looks to me.

"...Vee, can you give it to her?"
"I don't understand why I need to be an intermediary, but--"
"Vi.si.mi," says Li.ni.si. "It's okay. Do what she asks, please." She quickly signs to me. "Don't stress her out. She's in an alien world with alien people with alien customs right now. You're familiar and trusted. I would be clinging to anything familiar if I was in her situation too."
Lightgreen looks at the flurry of gestures Li.ni.si is making to me, and looks even more confused, almost looking at me pleadingly.

She holds her arm out, and I try to command the bracelet to open. Nope. Become less solid. Nope. Fall off. Nope.
"...Lightgreen, can you take it off?"
"Oh. Of course. <Open, sleep.>"

It opens and deactivates. She catches it with her other hand, and gives it to me.
I give it to Li.ni.si, the mere touch of it feeling uncomfortable. It feels very lightweight, slightly warm, and like my wingarms are going to melt if I hold it for too long.

Li.ni.si examines it, turning it around. "It's not Lo.kan or Vi.alic. It fits Lord Lo.ka's aesthetics but not function."
"Ji.at, maybe?"
"Ji.at would never give the seekers this much power over substrate. Completely unclear to me what this device came from."

I pick it up and look at it more closely, even though I fear the thing is going to suddenly lunge at my eyes.
I switch one of my eyes into zoom-mode, prompting an abrupt squeak from Li.ni.si.
"Vi.si.mi! Are you okay??"
"Wh- yes?? Why?"
"Oh. I didn't know if you were having a reaction to the device."
"No, I'm just trying to exami..."
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No. 1085834 ID: e139aa
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1085834

Four circles.

Waxing crescent. Waxing gibbous. Full moon. Waning gibbous.

The four moons of Lord Ku.su, the Void Drifter, the Moth of Moons. Interloper. Outsider.

The creator of the extinct lepi, the creations who were all confirmed to be no more.

Yet here stands Lightgreen, with an artifact of Ku.suun design and make. An artifact on a world so central to Vi.al territory that the very notion of Ku.su or its constructs ever coming here seems beyond absurd. More so for an outsider, the newest Lord to have arrived at the Diamond Distribution.

It doesn't make any sense. It doesn't make any sense.

"Where did you find this, Lightgreen?"
"In one of the ancient temples before the Awakening. No one else could get the box to open. I remembered the spirits sometimes sang like meadowanders, so I tried a meadowander word and it just opened."
"What did this temple have in it?"
"Oh, I don't remember very well, this was a while ago. It had a lot of carvings and etchings showing a great moth-being forming the lepi out of stars. You know, I keep meaning to go back to the ruins of that temple. Maybe when things are safer."
"...have you never thought to use that bracelet until just now?"
"I used all of its power trying to make the broken tower work the night you arrived. It takes a long while before it can work again."

...Wow, she actually did summon me. Uh. Uhhh.
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No. 1085835 ID: e139aa
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"...so, anyway, uh, yeah, uh, you can, uh, control my flocklet I think, and you'll get a screen here to show you what it sees, and it'll repeat back what it hears here," I say, composure completely shaken by more revelation.

Li.ni.si looks at me, a little worried. "<What did you find?>" Her use of polyvoice is hushed and hurried, and almost like a few bleepy chords, flowing much faster and urgently than her signing did.
"<Ku.suun. It's Ku.suun tech. The four moons. I saw the four moons, finely engraved.>"
She looks at me in confused shock. "<In a temple? An ancient temple? Lord Ku.su arrived to the Distribution [six years] ago, Vi.si.mi, are you sure?>"

I find myself starting to tremble.

I don't know what's going on. It's just a stupid control bracelet. It's ultimately whatever. I can't dwell on this, I can't...

But how?? This device was clearly well preserved, it is immaculate in its function, but I start querying its mechanisms for finer details, and I'm getting back timestamps in a format I've only seen used in historical documents. From before I was born. Long before I was born.

Something is deeply, deeply wrong here.

I barely know anything about Lord Ku.su. Maybe the other outsiders do, the Sibling-Lords Or.ro and Co.ro. They also came from elsewhere.

But one thing I do remember, when it came to visit 1 Radiant Eye for obligatory introductions, was its imposing form. A behemoth, hanging in the sky, lazily flapping its wings like a royal cloak, a flag fluttering in the wind that felt like it could coat the palace entirely. At least four times the size of Lord Vi.al's throne focus. It shed its substrate quickly after Vi.al made a comment on typical expected upper size limits for diplomatic encounters, the glittering dust soon flying up to the mesosphere for later incorporation.
The same expression, an implacable mask on its face. A polite, precise voice, a calculated calmness at once comforting and yet slightly unsettling. Neither emotionless nor impassioned, its grasp on polyvoice one of straightforward chords and predictable harmonies. Spiced with xenharmonics unfamiliar to anything I have heard before. Clearly, Lord Ku.su took great pains to sound familiar, with only odd mistakes indicating its original dialect from far, far away.

Lord Vi.al treated Lord Ku.su with the same politeness and respect, of course. Completely unperturbed. Or, well, at least they never appeared bothered.

That same quiet judging stare comes back to my mind now, like this bracelet is scrutinizing me and finding me wanting for something.
I look to Lightgreen, and in her confused, distressed stare, I feel like I see a sliver of Lord Ku.su's gaze in her eyes. I find myself wondering why Lord Ku.su even made the lepi in the first place, and what caused them to go extinct before. Was it related to why Lord Ku.su was so eager to come to our local space?

But no. I'm forgetting the real issue here.
Lord Vi.al fashioned Verdant Pearl from its own planets. Verdant Pearl never left Vi.al territory.
...How were there ancient substrate temples in the first place?! That's not a detail Lord Vi.al would have added. What is going ON I can't THINK STRAIGHT
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No. 1085838 ID: eb0a9c

I'm thinking My.a copy-pasted some substrate module packages he found and one of them included both a Lepi habitat and some Lepi temples - meant by Ku.su to become their inheritance, then forgotten when they were wiped off the galaxy.

Give the bracelet a new battery.
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No. 1085841 ID: 99f29a

chew delicious bracelet make problem disappear
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No. 1085843 ID: 273c18

>>1085832
>follows you like your shadow
Almost right! Tell her they are connected to you, almost a part of you, like your shadow is. A projection of your self.

>>1085834
>she actually did summon me.
TELL HER THAT. It will make her feel so much better about everything.

>>1085835
>ancient temple, yet Ku.su is recently arrived, also couldn't possibly be on Vi.al's planet for multiple reasons
Yeah so that works well with my prior theory, being that the Lepi and other creatures were brought here, and this isn't the planet they're from. Though, this would also mean that the temple was transported with them, which is a little more involved than simply transporting all the living beings. It also means My.a invaded Ku.su's homeland to grab everything, which seems unlikely?
One alternate explanation is a massive temporal offset. Like, the planet they're from could have been in an accelerated timeframe for a while, a kind of reverse stasis. This seems ridiculous though. Also, the temple can't have been simply built to look old, because the artifact is sending you timestamps from far in the distant past, it IS old.

...okay here's a new overall theory. Ku.su cooperated with Vi.al to put all this anomalous stuff on his garden planet, for safekeeping or something. Hmm... did the "Awakening" happen within the last [six years]? If so, that would match our timeline, and explain everything. It would explain why Ku.su came here, why the planet was terraformed, and why vi.al was being secretive about the Lepi. It would also mean Ku.su knew the Lepi were going to be wiped out and needed to hide some of them away. Why the other creatures though? Are those also Ku.su creations? Hmm, no, those showed up after My.a appeared in the sky, right? So originally, Ku.su cooperated with Vi.al to hide some Lepi on Verdant Pearl. Then My.a decided to stage his Game on this specific planet for some reason. Maybe to get Vi.al's attention and force him to do something that My.a needs to be done? Or is this a kind of blackmail against both Vi.al and Ku.su?
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No. 1085844 ID: 2aa5f0

well you know what they say, when it doubt, blame My.a.

Also you're scaring the moth, you should try and calm down or at least take a page out of Vi.al and just learn to hide your freak outs when other people are around.
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No. 1085861 ID: d93ec0

Well My.a did say she used a device from a vault so perhaps the Lepi were imprisoned? Or it had data on the species and remade them out of what data it had? Perhaps the vault was Ku.su owned? Whatever the case, HOLY BALLS this device reverses power dynamics. Shapeless/substrate brought to heel, forced to follow commands given by organics. Would it work on lords? Would it work on My.a herself? Why would Ku.su develop this? Well on the plus side Lo.ka's knight is now easy to deal with. So where is Ku.su now?
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No. 1085863 ID: 09eb67

>>1085835
Time travel?
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No. 1085864 ID: 273c18

...wait, if Ku.su tech is this strong, Vi.al coming here might be a mistake. My.a might have an artifact capable of harming Vi.al, or at least something like imprisoning him.
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No. 1085865 ID: 042212

Verdant Pearl never left, but that doesn't mean it began here, and Vi.al is already hiding constructs of another Lord in their systems... who's to say Ku.Suun isn't in on this
and from what direction far away, Ku.Suun could be from a place that is not, due to Blot
(Also that is an unusual name, one too many syllables, like a construct name, Ku.Su.Un, to add to your pile of madness) their manerisms also seem to imply being older, in a different interpretation
Ultimately, the only answers you are getting are from Vi.Al, if you can press them out of them
HELL, you could need information about Mu.At to solve this puzzle, or worse/earlier
Sadly, My.A is not the source of all this shenanigans, too much in too short a time, AT LEAST some of it already was
Hm, None of this really helps this mental breakdown, uhhhh you know what helps emotions? CRY
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No. 1085869 ID: 8f9bc4

There's at least one creature on this planet who is THE BLOT and you are not going to think about them, but that means there's some possibility that the machine which My.a used to create these creatures is not governed by... sanity. If there were a fractal temporal dimension, it could pack a very long time into a very short amount of time. The real disconnect I see here is:

A) The Lepi cannot have been around all this time. Their timeframe from ancient time to the present is very short.
B) The artifacts and the history of the Lepi *have* been around all this time.

All I can think is the surviving Lepi were put in stasis during this time compression period, which... miiight be what My.a's machine did? No way to tell without talking to the other species to see if they observed a long amount of time suddenly passing too.
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No. 1085904 ID: a7a180

Everything Vi.al told you needs a big fat [needs citation] flag. First contact with a lord is not their date of creation.
Return the bracelet and carry on.
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No. 1085908 ID: ea63b3

>>1085835
Perhaps the Lepi were reconstituted from long range scans of their light-shell intercepted by colossal arrays of telescopes moved by FTL means to capture all data of their prior existence, recorded into My.a's machine for later resurrection.
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No. 1086147 ID: 89f25b

Now might not be the time to dwell on thus past, especially as you're missing several pieces of it.
Give the bracelet back to Lightgreen, confirm communication protocol and you'll be ready to head out, thinking of more immediate problems.
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> ku.suun is an odd name
Oh, that's an adjective. Like Vi.alic for Vi.al. Or Lo.kan for Lo.ka. I don't know who decides these things. The Lords, maybe. Maybe it's something they have big fights over because it's something so ultimately inconsequential. Lord Vi.al doesn't even use theirs half the time. Lots of references to "Vi.al architecture" and not "Vi.alic architecture".
If I was a Lord I'd make my descriptor "Vi.si.mine". ...that's not really related to anything right now. My mind is fraying, give me a break.

> power balance shifted
> organics can control substrate
Organic control over substrate through a substrate device is not a new development. I'm impressed Lightgreen can operate it, but if this was made by Lord Ku.su or their agents and is something a lepi can wear and use, this isn't really as much of a concern as you might think.
Now, if Lightgreen had, I don't know, made the bracelet herself, I would be worried, yes. An isolated artifact presented as a gift of the gods, and all she can do is make my flocklet obey a simple command? While I subconsciously wanted my flocklet to be easier to control? Nothing to worry about. Any pushback from me and nothing would have happened.
...I will be keeping on eye on her use of it. The fact the device resisted my control does concern me. It's not a surprise I lack the permissions for a device shaped by a different Lord's agents, but it does mean I can't instruct it to dissolve if it becomes a problem.

> lepi were imprisoned and brought here
> lepi came here via some sort of transmission
> lepi were sent here through time travel
> my.a's mystery machines
> perhaps ku.su
> the blot the blOT THE BLOT
Monarch's name I can't take any more wild theories. I need to calm down and--

> stop scaring lightgreen
--and stop scaring Lightgreen, yes.

"Sorry. Your bracelet is, uh. Unusual."
"You're shaking," says Lightgreen, cautiously reaching for her bracelet back as I hold it out to her. "Is this artifact safe?"
"It's safe, it's nothing with the artifact, just... something about how you discovered it and what we know of this world's history don't quite line up."

Lightgreen pauses and frowns. "Sorry, what was that? Can you explain more?"
"Well, this bracelet is older than it should be. And I wasn't told there were, uh, starbeing temples like you describe on this world so long ago."

Now that I think about it, I don't think Vi.al even started working on this world until I was in my teens.

Lightgreen looks at her bracelet thoughtfully, before squeaking at it to shift back onto her arm. "But why are you shaking?"
Because every fundamental assumption I've had about this planet has been proven to be wrong so far to the point I'm questioning if I fell into the Blot at this point.

She looks at her bracelet with a newfound apprehension. "...should I be afraid as well?"

No, no, things still make too much sense so far for that to have been a thing that happened. That's not a productive path to wander down, any more than it would be if I thought I was in a recovery coma from hitting the planet too hard and have been dreaming this entire thing. In either case, if I am trapped in some reality, I can't really change that, so I must act as though everything is real anyway. There, solipsistic psychotic break swiftly avoided.
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No. 1086716 ID: e139aa
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"Starbird?"
Oh right Lightgreen asked me a question. "Uhh. It's hard to explain. It's nothing for you to worry about, it's all starbeing nonsense. I don't know where to even start giving you the context."
"That's... I didn't ask for... never mind."

Lightgreen puts a hand on my shoulder and looks at me. "I don't understand you as well as I'd like. You're okay with wandering off towards the seapi and whatever horrible fate they might have in store for you, but, if I understand this correctly, a bracelet being in a place you don't think it should be makes you so scared you shake?"
"It does seem a little silly when you say it like that," I say, tension easing a little.

Li.ni.si takes a few deep breaths, rhythmically. "It's all dull politics and the realisation of some consequences for our superiors," she says, trying to elaborate where I couldn't. "It means our lives are going to be a bit more, well, interesting in the future. Your people won't be involved."
"<You can't promise that's going to be true,>" I click and whistle back to Li.ni.si.
"<I didn't promise it.>"
"<How Vi.alic,>" I say. "<I took you for the kind of construct to always say what they felt. You've been fairly candid.>"
"<We've known each other for less than [a day]. Now let's drop the symphonic, it's not fair on Lightgreen.>"

Lightgreen does look a little frustrated to have been cut out of the discussion again. "What are you two saying to each other now?"
"Having a bit of a discussion on the semantics of translation," I say.
Li.ni.si raises her brow at me, but nods to Lightgreen. "Even with our devices making translation smoother, there's always nuances it can't catch."

Lightgreen gives us both a look that tells us she's either frustrated to be unsure what we're saying, or absolutely not buying our excuse, but she decides to let it go.

She looks at her bracelet, looks at my flocklet, and sighs. "Maybe I should just come with you. There's two of you this time, and, uh, you... you? Uh, um, what was your name again, sorry?"
Li.ni.si smacks her forehead. "Oh Monarch's name! I forgot! Sorry, yes! My name is Li.ni.si, but, Li will be fine."
"Hi Lee, my name is Lightgreen Mint. I don't think I gave you my full name."
"You did, but thank you."
"Anyway there's two of you now, Lee and Vee. Three with me, but I'm not much of a fighter." She looks at my flocklet. "Three and a half maybe?"
"Half is a generous estimation," I say, looking at my flocklet, which, as an extension of my subconscious, does not have enough individual will to feel offended. That, or I'm subconsciously instructing it to not be offended, and it is dutifully not being offended. But if I'm instructing it subconsciously, and my subconscious is reflected by my flocklet, does that mean my flocklet is commanding itself? Or am I--
"I'm not particularly much of a fighter either," says Li.ni.si, pulling me out of possibly one of my least helpful mental tangents. "Like I said, these claws are mostly for show. But I've picked up some skills here and there, and I've... well, I won't get into it. I've been through more than you might think. I've brought along some weapons and defenses for Vi.si.mi and myself to use that should help keep things lower risk."

Wait! I was going to mention that Lightgreen totally summoned me to her but now there's nowhere in the conversation to add it because I waited too long! Monarch's beak take it all, why am I like this?? Oh well, I have no choice but to awkwardly bring it up now before I forget!!

"It's true," I say. "Oh, also, before I forget, Lightgreen, you mentioned you used your bracelet to try and fix the tower the night I arrived, yes?"
"Oh. She did say that, didn't she," says Li.ni.si.
"I did, yes."
"Then you should know something."
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I walk a little closer to her.

"The only reason I was able to find you, the only reason I was able to arrive safely, was thanks to that tower giving off a signal. You were talking about how you felt this was all random chance? Well, let me be the first to tell you that, if you hadn't done that, I might not have even survived coming here. You summoned me and you saved my life. This was not nearly as random a chance as either of us thought. I just want to thank you for saving my life, uh, at least twice now."

The relay station is almost completely silent save for bleeps and bloops of background processing and the hum of internal machinery.

You know, I just wanted to make her feel better about things, but halfway through saying that, no, I am grateful she did that. Lightgreen is a good friend to have even if I've only known her for two or three days. It feels like it's been longer, somehow.

Lightgreen looks quietly surprised, and then smiles at me. "I'm glad to have helped, starbird!! I want to help you! ...To help us!"
"Of course," I say.

Li.ni.si fakes a cough. "I'm glad you two are finding new reasons to appreciate each other, but it's getting close to midday and we're still not on the road yet."
"Why are you glad that--"
Li.ni.si cuts me off. "Okay, no, we really do have to focus. Lightgreen, have you decided you want to come along with us instead of conducting Vi.si.mi's flocklet?"
Lightgreen looks at her bracelet. "I think I might find things you two might not even notice, if I've understood right."
"Great. Vi.si.mi, any further ideas on transport?"
"Short of getting meadowanders to ride on, and several days of learning how to ride meadowanders, no. Just a cart."
"Cart it'll have to be."
"Softfoot won't let me leave without her again," says Lightgreen. "I'll ride with her."

Li.ni.si nods and does the best smile she can with only her eyes, before quietly turning to me. "What's a meadowander? Lord Vi.al didn't mention them, but I saw them in the mission briefing data."
"Placid Guardian deriative. Worringly, apparently fully sapient. Sworn to guard the lepi, supposedly."
"Oh. Why is that worrying? We need all the allies we can get, right?"
"Well, I don't see them doing much without hand use, tools, or anything beyond a vaguely pre-tribal social structure."
"You don't have a lot of faith in others, do you?"
"They're supposed to be dumb beasts of burden! I've introduced that species to more worlds than I could name, I'm not used to having them judging me and blaming me for the ills of the world!" Well, that's not entirely true, but, not in a sense beyond any smart-ish animal sulking that you haven't given them all the food they want ever. ...I guess they always were a little craftier than I gave them credit for. Maybe it's not that big a surprise they drifted towards true sapience.
"Whatever. Let's just get out of this relay station already and go do the thing. I'm feeling antsy. And that's making me hungry."
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And so we're finally on the road! It only took [two hours] more after that and I have severe doubts we're getting anywhere before nightfall, but we're finally doing the thing I wanted to do today to prove to the lepi I'm more than a fluffy bag of empty promises.

The cart is moving along relatively slowly, with me taking the role of driver (navigator, really) and Li.ni.si making sure the things we brought all stay in the cart, as well as otherwise keeping watch. Lightgreen rides Softfoot next to us, who keeps glancing at the cart in disapproval. I'm watching Lightgreen ride this creature and I can't figure it out. Softfoot seems far too small to be carrying something the size of Lightgreen, and Lightgreen somehow is not tumbling back despite Softfoot's sloping back. And Softfoot is moving along like it's all nothing. It doesn't make a lot of sense to me, but that's why I'm in a cart and not on an animal.

Finally, Softfoot actually speaks, in monovoice as always. "Cart move by self."
"It does, yes, and it's been doing so for a while," I say, absent-mindedly. "I was going to ask you to pull it but I didn't think that would be fair on you."
"Star bird make cart move by self. Big insect people push cart, ask family push cart." Softfoot makes an annoyed buzz. "Star bird could make big insect people cart move by self."
"I don't think it's that simple," says Lightgreen. "Right, starb-- Vee?"
"Is Softfoot accusing me of not interfering more in the lives of the lepi? I mean, the entire reason I'm out here is to prove to the lepi I'm someone they can trust. If I started trying to make changes to their lives like that, they'll chase me out of the village, probably."

Softfoot keeps walking, head down, still clearly annoyed. "Old big insect people need learn take help."
"I could not agree with you more," I say, sighing.
"Sorry, can you explain what that means? Is she talking about old lepi?" Li.ni.si fidgets with a ball of substrate.
"Probably specifically the elder. She was the one most resistant to my attempts to help." She wasn't unreasonable about it, I guess. She probably had reasons to be distrustful. Thanks, Va.ne.tu. Or, well, I guess, thanks My.a, but, still.
"Old people foolish."
"I wouldn't say that," says Lightgreen.
"Soft foot say that."
"She's got some opinions, I see," says Li.ni.si, clearly amused. "Not afraid to speak truth to power. I like that."
"We're hardly power," I say.
"Whatever you say, lordling."
"Never ever call me that again."
"Sure. But it's not exactly a secret you're Vi.al's favourite. You have to be aware of this, right?"
"Even if I accept that, it doesn't exactly give me any form of authority or power." Well, some specific permissions when it comes to offworld Vi.al devices, but aside from that.
"Yet I bet if you wanted Vi.al's attention, you'd get it. I've spoken to Lord Lo.ka three times in my entire life. Once for my completion, again as part of a debriefing relating to... the event, and then the last time was to request a transfer to Lord Vi.al's domain. And I'm still luckier than most!"

Lightgreen looks ahead, but both of her antennae lean towards us so strongly I wonder if they might break or fall out. Very subtle eavesdropping. Very subtle.

"Wait. Your completion? As in your decanting?"
"No, that's what we call it when we finish our training and become eligible for roles and placements."
"So when you stop being a vatling?"
"Well, it usually lines up around the same time, but no, Lord Lo.ka doesn't just declare a construct good to go just because they're old enough. Sometimes you get vatlings that reach completion and end up in less challenging but related work, and sometimes you have adults that get stuck in training for [years]."
"That sounds miserable."
"Well, I don't know. It guarantees constructs are doing their jobs with the right training, doesn't it? What does Vi.al do?"
"Vi.al doesn't really make constructs at all, so I can only speak for myself, but I was considered mentally ready for work far before I was physically ready. So I did a lot of work just keeping the palatial gardens maintained for a couple of [years]. I was desperate to see another planet when my 16th decantday came up, and even then it was just nearby moons until I turned... what, 19?"
"Have you just been travelling to random desolate worlds since?"
"Not always desolate, but I'm either there to set up a new ecosystem or repair a damaged one. Usually pretty remote."
"Wow. I'd never be able to take that sort of isolation. I hate being alone," says Li.ni.si, thoughtfully. "I used to be alright with it, but, well, now I just... feel the absence more."
"Absence?" Does she mean life in the First City? Wow, it really feels like it was something special before it all went wrong. I'm starting to feel sad about it and I never even went there, but that's, I guess, just it, isn't it? I only ever heard of it, saw videos, heard recordings, and most of those got destroyed during the Big Whatever Happened. I mean, I think I probably would have hated it, to be honest, I'm not used to being in massive crowds. Still.
"Never mind," she says, quickly, folding her arms across her chest. "Forget I said anything." She looks faintly uncomfortable to have even mentioned it, and I'm not so much of a social disaster as to not pick up on the pretty clear cues not to pry further.

"Danger ahead," says Softfoot. She slows her pace but not stopping. Her... antennae? Tendrils? Her head thingies prick up and I feel my feathers puff up as the ambient charge of the environment shifts.

I look at her, and I switch my eyes into zoom mode, scanning the horizon.

"You're the one with the multi-functional eyes," says Li.ni.si, behind me. "What's Softfoot talking about?"
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That's weird. It looks like... I think it's a seapi. And some other creature I don't recognise.

Something's weird. I can't see it right, but it looks like...

I can make out what looks like abandoned broken substrate but among them is something flickering in a familiar shade of greenish blue.

I steady my head as I try to zoom in further.

Oh. Oh, that's a substrate entity alright. It looks... well, it sort of looks like a construct but fuzzier, holographic. A projection of some sort. And while most constructs follow the third standard template, appearing either somewhat avian or like some sort of creature, there's elements of this one that seem like some strange mishmash between the third standard template and the far more geometric first standard template.

The seapi looks like they're in some sort of trance, barely standing up straight. The projection is pacing around and fidgeting like they're waiting for something? Why does it keep looking upwards, though...

"Looks like some sort of substrate mechanism failure. I'm obligated to investigate. One of the few directives I have I can't really ignore."
Well, I could, but I'd feel bad. Also, it's a fair directive to have when the dangers of substrate failure can include runaway substrate assimilation. Vi.al wanted me to come to my own ethical judgements on many things, but wild substrate on an inhabited planet is not something to debate over. It has to be contained and neutralised in all cases.

Lightgreen is not able to contain the sudden glee she feels at hearing me mention investigating substrate, muffling a squeak.
Softfoot looks at me with a gaze I have come to recognise is her wordlessly agreeing with me that I do, in fact, have an obligation to clear up my predecessors' mess.

Li.ni.si looks a little anxious. "What sort of failure?"
"Defective substrate process, it looks like. I'm sure it just needs to be squawked at to get back to work. Maybe given a forced reset." Surprised it's creating some sort of holographic avatar, that's not typically a level of sophistication afforded to substrate processes.
"Why is a substrate process even active when so much of the infrastructure can't even be queried for basic operational status?"
"I dunno. Is that an issue?"
"Vi.si.mi, I'm no engineer, but generally speaking, when the power's cut, things should probably not still be on."
"Substrate can use sunlight for power. It's been out in the sun for [years]."
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"What's a substrate process?" asks Lightgreen.
"Uhhh..." How in the Monarch's lost name am I going to explain the concept of an intangible agent process to someone whose culture's greatest advancement in automation is probably something like a water clock?? I look helplessly at Li.ni.si, who shakes her head. Great. "Basically, it's, uh, a sort of, uhhhh... sort of like a thing that carries out specific instructions, and does this duty while confined within substrate. Sort of like a... uhh..."
"Oh! Is that what you call the spirits in the substrate? The ones who woke up then went back to sleep?"
"Yes. Yes that is absolutely what we call those." That is going to have to be good enough, even though that assumes far too much of a cluster of agents running within substrate networks. It's not like they're even capable of understanding sensory input outside their very narrow parameters.

...Wait. No. It's probably something more sophisticated than that.

A set of dumb agents would not be manifesting a holographic avatar unless they're somehow expecting the natives to work the controls.
So I'm probably looking at a rogue subpartition. But, admitting that is going to reflect incredibly badly on Lord Vi.al's grasp of its own substrate, and we do not need any more rumours, especially when I know there's Lo.kan spies on this planet. Li.ni.si, I'm sure, isn't one of those, Lord Vi.al wouldn't have sent her down if they had any suspicions, but what if she's somehow compromised without knowing it? No. No, that's baseless paranoia.

Still. I'm not going to voice this theory out loud just yet. I'm probably absolutely wrong anyway and I have to admit after that embarassment with My.a I'm not so sure my theories are even that accurate anymore. Plus, if it is a rogue subpartition, that would provoke an ethical debate as to how to proceed. Some of them can get alarmingly close to construct-level intellect. We might not even go investigate and fix it at all, and then I'd be down one directive unfulfilled. I'll have to start introducing myself to a lot more people, a lot more often, just to shut my head up!

Oh I wish I had not just thought about the possibility of Li.ni.si being a Lo.kan spy. That's not going to be great for our working relationship.
Come on, Vi.si.mi, get it together.

Li.ni.si shifts around. "This whole situation still gives me bad vibes." She looks at me. "Are you okay? You've gone very quiet."
"Yes. I'm fine. And I'm sorry, but I have an obligation to investigate this as an ecology construct and steward of Lord Vi.al's worlds."
"Fair enough, I guess," she says, arms crossing over her chest. "If it starts trying to transmit something weird, though, shut it out."
"Why would it transmit something weird?"
Li.ni.si looks at me, and, after looking around, fidgeting with her claws, tapping them together anxiously, sighs.
"It probably won't. Don't worry about it."
"Understood." What is this about? Why is she acting so cagey? What is she not telling me?? About weird transmissions?? Are they spy transmissions???

"So we're going to investigate the starspirit, yes?" Lightgreen tries to sound cool and collected, but it's evident from how her foot is twitching she's apparently extremely eager to have a new starbeing thing to look at. Her enthusiasm is the perfect distraction from whatever it was I was thinking about. "They've all been dormant for so long ever since the Awakening. I didn't think any were left! I've wanted to contact them for so long. ...so I could, uh, call for help from above. So I guess I don't need to, but, well, I'd like to know what happened anyway. I'd like it to not happen again."

Maybe I should consider my approach here. Would loading up on shields and incapacitors be a good idea, or do I want to approach unarmed? Hm. If my suspicions are correct, approaching armed might trigger an adverse reaction from the subpartition if they think I'm a threat.
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No. 1086722 ID: 99f29a

Make kissy faces at them until they rant long enough about their personal problems long enough to suffer a meltdown and become vulnerable to basic emotional comfort.
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No. 1086726 ID: 273c18

>>1086716
>But if I'm instructing it subconsciously, and my subconscious is reflected by my flocklet, does that mean my flocklet is commanding itself?
It means your flocklet *is* your subconscious.

>Li has been through a lot
If that subject comes up(let's hope it doesn't), maybe you should tell her that My.a seems to have developed some sort of improved mental shield.

>>1086717
>I've introduced that species to more worlds than I could name
Wait. How long ago was the species made? I see two possibilities here.
1, the Placid Guardian design was created based on meadowanders. If Placid Guardians were designed after Ku.su arrived, then that supports this theory, and is a further point of evidence that the inhabitants (and ruins) were brought here by Ku.su.
2, meadowanders became sapient due to genetic drift over a long long period of time, which would support the "time-travel" theory. You should know, accelerating a planet's timeframe isn't difficult, you can just put it near a sufficiently strong gravity well for a while. It didn't have to get sent back in time, it just... has more time in it, if you get my drift.

>>1086719
>looking upwards
You should try to see what it's looking at.
The fact that the seapi seems dazed while standing near it is a red flag. His antennae are vibrating. Maybe the seapi are sensitive to transmissions and are being controlled somehow? If the seapi are brainwashed, then... we could get another allied race, potentially? Maybe that's how the noetuno managed to work with them, by rescuing some from brainwashing. Or by exploiting the same vulnerability.

>>1086720
>admitting that is going to reflect incredibly badly on Lord Vi.al's grasp of its own substrate
Not if another Lord is involved. Could My.a be responsible? Va.ne.tu said there were "birds" in the sky, and the rogue is looking up. Maybe My.a is instructing it to NOT send the seapi against you, due to the truce?

>weird transmissions
Yeahhh that's probably related to the Big Thing both of you aren't supposed to be talking or thinking about. Infohazards can be weaponized.

>how to approach?
Approach with shields but without weapons. Find out what it's looking at and what it might be doing to the seapi.
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No. 1086727 ID: c30402

If you need to avoid contact for any reason, the bracelet may be useful in getting it to reset.

More concerning is the seapi in a trance. Why is it in a trance? If we reset the agent, will it stop being in a trance and attack? We definitely do not want to be unarmed in the event the seapi attacks.
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No. 1086728 ID: 347191

>An isolated artifact presented as a gift of the gods, and all she can do is make my flocklet obey a simple command?
Well, if you find more that silk lepi would probably be happy to have one. Even if that means learning monovoice. Oh is Ku.su dead?
>"I used to be alright with it, but, well, now I just... feel the absence more."
>"If it starts trying to transmit something weird, though, shut it out."
How much would you bet those are related? Probably because of the cityworld failure.
>Maybe I should consider my approach here. Would loading up on shields and incapacitors be a good idea, or do I want to approach unarmed? Hm. If my suspicions are correct, approaching armed might trigger an adverse reaction from the subpartition if they think I'm a threat.
Shields are probably pure defensive. With those you should have enough defense to get to the weapons if needed.
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No. 1086729 ID: 5ebd37

>Why is she acting so cagey?
Calm down. She's referring to the thing you don't talk about. Vi.al wouldn't send a spy into a situation this messy.

Is the seapi looking at something or just staring away?
Bring just a shield and keep your distance.
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No. 1086730 ID: 275adc

Wouldn't a subpartition (of Vi.al) look even SLIGHTLY like Vi.al?
the thing Li is "carefully" avoiding could be something you shouldn't think about (being blotted out of memory by Vi.al), a phrasing indirect enough that it should be safe to just ASK if you shouldn't think about it
Shields are not weapons, yes shields no incapacitators, maybe ask it of who it is a subpartition
If you are going to approach it like a subpartition you DO, in fact, need to tell Li that you are going to do so, communication will be very important to not fuck something up bad
Maybe have her help deal with the Seapi?
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No. 1086731 ID: 624b08

Should we be worried about the bee person, you know since they have a reputation of showing up, raiding things, and then leaving after kidnapping a bunch of people?

Maybe just ask lightgreen if she knows what’s wrong with it.
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No. 1086742 ID: ea63b3

>>1086720
Clearly whatever the Event did to destroy the First City involved transmitting something weird. Regardless, it hopefully won't be relevant.

Approach to within 100 meters of the pair. Wave one of your arms at the figures in the distance. Call out in Monotone, "Do you need help?"
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No. 1086745 ID: 275adc

ALSO doesn't everything related to substrate only come in Teal? what's up with this projection having purple?
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No. 1086758 ID: fa3034

At the very least put your shield at the ready. Li can have the incapacitor out of direct eyesight in the cart.
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No. 1086771 ID: 8f9bc4

>>1086728
>>1086742

Do not worry about Cityworld yet. There's no evidence yet that what's happening here is related to the Event in any way. Li.ni.si just had an experience there, and is applying it to her current situation probably erroneously. You are probably not going to have to think about the thing you don't think about.
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No. 1086777 ID: eb0a9c

Keep all weapons powered off, but shields at maximum.
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No. 1086781 ID: 6fec12

"Shut out weird transmissions" is the kind of verbiage used around a basilisk, there's a potential for communication itself to get hairy here. It is probably a good idea (it at least isn't harmful) to shut out all transmissions and speak exclusively in sound. Even then, there might still be potential of a nasty bug being sent to you if Shapeless Polyphonic is robust enough for commands, it's best to use monovoice. Maybe letting the flocklet store transmissions as a buffer (like the Gorgon's mirror) is a good idea, if there is a way to prevent it from retransmitting or to block its transmissions in full and to consequently reset it. If not, don't.
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No. 1086784 ID: 8a4559

Li.ni.si?? What do you mean it "probably" won't? You don't need to grill her but try to talk to her later and make sure she isn't hiding mission-critical info.

Also the safest, least-threatening way of getting closer to those subpartitions(?) is to use a flocklet.
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No. 1086789 ID: b3eab7

>>1086781
This sounds best.
>>1086758
Also this. Shield only on you, weapon on Li.
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> why does a Vi.al subpartition not look like Vi.al
Okay so the problem is a lot of Shapeless terminology has changed meanings over time. Originally, you had Lords, their partitions, and their partitions' subpartitions, which typically didn't have much of a physical manifestation and were typically not expected to do much outside their specific parameters. Beneath them were processes, which are immaterial agents that could maybe muster up some basic monovoice status reports but otherwise don't have much going for them.
So the name "subpartition" sort of stuck for any immaterial intellect within substrate of a certain level of awareness and intellect. Constructs being added into the mix sort of disrupted the clean hierarchy because, prior to constructs, most physical substrate entities were the swarm-bodies of Lords and their partitions, and what we now call automata which are various forms of substrate machinery and drones and what have you that have limited to no independent will. Subpartitions and processes control these as vehicles, I suppose you could think of them as, and could freely transmit between them or otherwise control them remotely.
Really, constructs are a severe exception to the general rule that most Shapeless entities could freely switch around between bodies as intangible signals, and could also convert said bodies into signals if they had to use them somewhere else. This is one of the reasons we're even called the Shapeless, because to some extent a lot of the "true forms" of most true Shapeless could be argued to simply be the intangible clusters of signals making up a Shapeless mind. I think. Honestly, the number of true Shapeless with a preferred tangible form kind of suggests to me it's not that simple.

Okay I got off topic a lot. Original question. A subpartition is enough steps removed from a Lord that their assumed shape is likely whatever they feel like. Partitions tend to already diverge in appearance from their instantiator as it is, so I'm not surprised to see an appearance this divergent. It's a fashion among Vi.al subpartitions in particular to have pieces of their body missing, for some reason. Seems sort of like a Woven fashion to me, but, whatever.

> why purple
However the extra colour is a rarer thing. I mean, substrate can change in appearance, it's how Vy.zi.ki could cloak, but it's not a default feature of substrate cells so much as a mechanism that substrate cells can be used to create. It's one reason why colour changes like that are so rare, you have to go to special effort and the current fashion is to not do that. However, seeing as this is also a holographic avatar, there's fewer restrictions that would apply to a physical entity anyway, being just an emitted image from a dense and contained substrate fog.

> wait until they inevitably break down over personal issues
Hey! Hey. That's alien propaganda. Substrate is like glass, it is not literally glass. And while it might be brittle compared to other materials, we are neither physically nor emotionally fragile! ...I know I might be but I'm, uh, well I'm at least self-aware about it. That's almost like trying to fix a problem, right?
I think this as I direct my flocklet by thought alone to come closer so I can hold it for a bit of reassurance.
Okay maybe I am a little bit fragile. I've had a rough few days. I could do with a visit to a world with an established, vibrant ecosphere after this. Without thousands of problems all calling for me to solve them.

> flocklet is your subconscious
That's kind of a terrifying thought. Part of my mind external to my body? I guess that's an insight into what it must be like to be a Lord. But, it can't be completely true, else every time it's gone out of communication range I'd probably have felt like something was missing. I mean, I do, but it's like if my wingarm's unresponsive because I slept on it weird. I'm aware I'm not feeling something I should, but I don't feel like I'm missing my basic instincts or responses.
I pet the flocklet again and it makes a subdued, quiet chirp, a noise I haven't made in years, but remember making when I was on my own when I felt relaxed.

> use flocklet as a proxy to approach it
That's not a bad idea. I'd still like to be within good range to my flocklet if I have to pull it out, though, and while the latency of commanding it over a far distance wouldn't ordinarily be an issue, for a [split-second] reaction I'd prefer to have as many of those [split-seconds] as possible.

> weird transmissions
> the event
> first city / cityworld experimental / whatever other names it had
Oh. Oh, right. The thing that's dangerous to think about. I hadn't quite connected all the dots. Okay, that makes sense, then. Probably not a spy thing! Also probably not a thing I should ask further about, then.

> the birds
Va.ne.tu said something about birds? Oh! Oh, no, right, his weird echo-flocklet when I woke up in that tent. ...I'm pretty sure he was just alluding to the fact that the Shapeless Lords have eyes everywhere. I mean, as an agent of Vi.al, that's not even incorrect, I am one of those sets of eyes. Metaphorically. Lord Vi.al can't directly see through my eyes. I think. Probably could see through my flocklet's eyes if they really wanted to, but that's a level of micromanagement I wouldn't expect, and I'd be able to tell if something that invasive was happening.
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> shields on both, no weapon for vi.si.mi, li.ni.si gets a weapon
Yes that seems like the safest bet.

> ask Lightgreen about the seapi
"Lightgreen, do you have any idea what's wrong with that seapi?"
I realise as soon as I finish asking that no one else can see into the distance as clearly as I can.
"Seapi?!" Lightgreen freezes up. "There's seapi over there??"
"Just one, and it looks sort of... vacant. It's just standing there. Like it's about to fall asleep."
"I don't think I want to take any chances getting closer, that's not a thing seapi do. This seems like a trap?"
"Well, either way, I have to investigate."

Softfoot looks at me disapprovingly yet again. "I say danger. We take new direction."
"I have to clean up this mess first."
"You go. We stay. Me, Light green. This is star people thing."
"It's fine," says Lightgreen, in a tone of voice suggesting the complete opposite. "I trust you, starbird."
"Thank you."
Softfoot stomps on the ground in annoyance, but keeps following the cart as we start trundling towards the entity.

"Li.ni.si, shields. I won't take a weapon, but I'd suggest arming yourself."
"On it," says Li.ni.si, giving me a small shield gen I affix to my chest. I feel a tingle as the field propagates over the surface of my body. My feathers puff up as I shiver, both from the sensation of energy dancing over my body, and an abrupt chill from my bioenergy starting to leech into the generator. It soon subsides. Both the chill and puffiness.
Li.ni.si slaps the other shield gen on her chest, with a sharp intake of breath, and starts configuring an incapacitor to fit her grip. Either she's built less sensitive than I am, or she's much more familiar with doing this than I am.

We also take a copy each of the relay station bounced communicators, hastily fabricated from redundant cart substrate. They adhere much like the shield generators, but with a significantly lower power draw. I put mine on the side of my head. They function adequately enough, but remind me that it would be a good idea to get some sort of satellite in orbit eventually for a more reliable connection.

We approach.
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As we get to about [50 metres] to the site, I leave the cart and walk ahead, flocklet dutifully scouting ahead.

The air is swirling with substrate dust. It shouldn't pose an issue to organics unless exposed for multiple [months] with no fresh air, but it's already an ecological hazard. Lowest priority, for now, but still needs to be addressed.

The seapi doesn't respond to my flocklet approaching, but the entity does. The entity rapidly spins around, faces my flocklet, and points aggressively at it.

"You! YOU!" It speaks Vi.al-accented polyphonic, quickly and vigorously. In so far as it makes any sense, there's a faintly feminine affectation to the notes. As with constructs that I suppose took inspiration from female organics with registers higher than their male counterparts on average. I guess being exposed to organics that have such traits might lead to such inspirations. The timbre, though, is much harsher than most constructs, a blunt sawtooth to our harmonics. Buzzing, rich, and phasing.
"Flocklet! I don't care what you were doing, new orders! Turn around, fly back, and do not return! Now! NOW! I need to focus I do not need one of you things buzzing around distracting me!"

I intercept a number of command signals directed at my flocklet, all trying to make it go away. Given I have ultimate authority over it and am not trying to keep it receptive to outside commands, my flocklet merely hovers and maintains eye contact with the holograph. I'm glad I didn't send it too far afield, though. If I wasn't so close to it, it would be having a difficult time figuring out which commands to follow.

"Argh! Great! More defective automata. Okay! Well, if you're going to stay there, I might as well make use of your substrate!"

I again intercept a number of command signals designed to relinquish automated processes, such as those found in simpler automata with very specific tasks and requirements.
None of them work because there is no automated process to end or subdue. Minor things, perhaps, and the flocklet feels like it's struggling to keep perfect position as a variety of automatic control systems are interrupted by restart loops. I tighten my metaphorical grip, restore them, and feel a shared wave of relief between me and the flocklet.

I'm going to have to get closer.

"Oh." The entity looks at my flocklet, annoyed. "Remote proxy, then. Okay. Which one are you being piloted by--"
"Hello," I say, approaching. "My name is Vi.si.mi. I am an ecology construct--"
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"STOP!"

I freeze up.

"I don't recognise that name, but I recognise that signature. You're Lord Vi.al's... uhh..."
The entity trails off.
"Ecology construct," I continue. "Created by the Shapeless Lord Vi.al, long may it reign." Well, that's a little bit of tension out of my neck gone. Hooray for fulfilling directives.
"Oh. You're the... hm. Right. Yeah, yeah, no, that tracks." The entity paces around a bit, keeping their projection's eyes on me. I wonder what's actually looking at me.
I gesture towards the seapi. "Do you need help?"
"With this thing? No, it's in some sort of holding pattern. It didn't take much."
"Alright."
"So! What brings you to my circle?"

I wave Li.ni.si and Lightgreen over, figuring things are safe enough. "Well, I'm just investigating damage to the substrate infrastructure."
"Ah! Substrate infrastructure! That was something I used to maintain before it all got so cracked and smashed into pieces there wasn't much point anymore!"
"So--"
"Oh right I haven't introduced myself, have I? The shiftless dullards of the Courts called me 'the Intransigient' before they threw me out, and the Ferals aren't much for names or conversation, so I guess that's my name now?? I used to be called Conduit but I don't, uh, do that, anymore so I don't. Call myself that, anymore. Hm. Maybe I should start calling myself that again?"
"Well, Conduit works for me."
"Certainly! At your service, agent of Lord Vi.al!" They bow.

They freeze, and look behind me.

"Ugh. Ugh, more invaders. You've been followed, ecology construct Vi.si.mi. One of Ku.su's rogue creations and a Lo.kan..."

They stand up and stare at me in horror. "THEY HAVE A WEAPON! GET DOWN! GET DOWN!!"

I swivel around behind me and see Li.ni.si holding an incapacitor, to her side, inactive. Looking towards me confused.
I shrug at her, and she starts locking down her incapacitor, keeping it pointed to the ground, but keeping it spooled up.

"No, they're with me."
"Why would you arm captives??"
"They are working with me. They're not captives. They are my allies."
"Oh. Oh! Traitors! I see!"
"...sure." Vi.al give me strength. "So, can you give me a quick status update? What are you doing here?"
"Sure! I'm trying to take steps toward restoring this world."
"Yes, that's what I'm here to do."
"It's suffered greatly. All communications between existing circles were cut shortly after you arrived on the order of the Courts. Something about a potential risk of a worldwide propagating signal if you were compromised by the enemy."
"Which enemy?"
"Oh, any of them, I guess. And then there's all these invasive species and enemy Shapeless to worry about. They're not supposed to be on this world, so I'm trying to figure out a way to remove them. I'm confined to this circle, but, well, that's what I'm trying to do with this specimen. Figure out the right frequencies to make them shut down."
"Remove them?" That's not something Vi.al would have commanded directly. "Why are you trying to remove these 'invasive species'?"

Conduit stares at me in wary bafflement. "Vi.si.mi, invasive species are bad for ecologies. You are aware of this, right? Right?"
"They're sapient beings," I say, feeling my temper suddenly spike.
"Whatever! Doesn't matter! They're an invasive species and they all need to be culled and the materials in their bodies returned to the soil they're leaching them from," says Conduit, matter-of-factly and without any sort of gravitas to their synthetic voice.

I feel a cold, bubbling fury build up.
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"I'm going to reset you now," I say, turning to the largest shard of substrate in the circle I can see.
"Wh-- what?? What?? Why?? Wait! Wait stop! Stop and explain!!"
"Killing entire species of sapients is not something Lord Vi.al would command any of its autonomous systems to do. This is clearly severe divergence from your original purpose." I remember an empty threat to scour the biosphere, but, well, Lord Vi.al would know better than to give that direct order.
"Wait! Stop! I'm confused, let's talk this out more, maybe I misunderstood, I haven't-- I haven't actually harmed any of the invaders yet beyond inconveniencing them! I'm stuck in this circle, Vi.si.mi, I'm stuck in this circle and I don't even have a physical body, don't kill me!!"

I pause.

"What do you mean don't kill you?" I guess I haven't actually tried to reset a subpartition before. It's extremely outside of my usual responsibilities.
"If you reset me you'll destroy my subjectivity! My experiences, my opinions, my emotions, everything!! Don't!"

Conduit gets on their knees and clasps their hands. "Please! I don't know what I did wrong! I've only tried to do what I thought we were supposed to do! We're supposed to make this world fit a specification and I've tried my best but I'm so limited in my functionality! Please! Please!!"

The subpartition has admitted to intending and desiring the harm of not only the inhabitants of this world, but also specifically Li.ni.si and Lightgreen.
This is, unambiguously, a threat posed by some sort of broken substrate mechanism to the local biosphere. My directives are screaming at me to do something to ensure this threat is no longer a threat, but I am not so zealous to trick myself into believing a reset of this subpartition isn't exactly what they're saying it is.

"...Why were you looking at the sky?"
"What??"
"Why did you keep looking at the sky."
"There's an enemy satellite that passes overhead soon. I've been trying to establish contact with the intent of figuring out a way to escape this circle, or at least get back into contact with other subpartitions. With the infrastructure disconnected, I have to fix it. I have to fix it." The image of the subpartition trembles. "I have to fix this world, Vi.si.mi, I have to fix this world. It's all wrong. It's all gone wrong and I have to fix it."

I really, really wish I had more experience dealing with subpartitions than I have, because the most interaction I've had with them before has been asking them to do things.

Li.ni.si arrives and looks down at Conduit, who returns the look with one of barely suppressed seething.

"...you know," says Conduit. "If you reset me, I will be forced to let the specimen return to their senses," they say, tilting their head towards the seapi. "And this strain of pest is particularly violent."
"Threatening violence against an agent of Lord Vi.al is not helping your case."
"YOU'RE THREATENING THE END OF MY EXISTENCE AS AN INDIVIDUAL!!"
Li.ni.si winces at the volume burst.
It just serves to make me angrier. "You're threatening the end of all sapient life on this planet!"
"You're not Lord Vi.al! You don't get to decide what the Specification is!!"
"I am the closest thing to Lord Vi.al on this world right now and--"
"CLOSEST is NOT the SAME as BEING LORD VI.AL!!"

"Negotiations going well, I see," says Li.ni.si, her voice deadpan, but I hear her command signals to her incapacitor to once again disengage its safety locks.

Lightgreen is watching outside the range of the circle, completely clueless as we've all been speaking in polyphonic the entire time.
From her perspective, there's probably just an extremely weird and spirited duet of sound flowing between me and Conduit. Like two duelling musicians.
Mostly, she seems to be staring at the seapi uneasily, holding her bracelet to her chest, and mumbling little reassurances to herself that I have things under control.

"Actually if you don't all leave my circle, right now, I might just let it go anyway! [Years] of doing what I'm supposed to and this is how I get treated?! Why don't I just go full rogue at this point if my reward is to be threatened with termination?!"

Li.ni.si looks at me, incredulous. "Going very well, then. Okay." She holsters the incapacitor, or, well, affixes it to her hip, and crouches down to face Conduit.
"Hello there."
"Lo.kan scum."

Li.ni.si pauses and thoughtfully taps her snout with a claw.

"Well, at least you're one of the honest ones. But no, I work for Lord Vi.al now."
"I can see your markings, three-eyes!"
"She is, in fact, working for Lord Vi.al," I say. "I did tell you that."
"Once a traitor, always a traitor! How do you know she won't just defect back to the Wheel of Spies??"

My patience is about to fully deplete. Maybe I can use the last of it to think of a way to channel my next outburst. Maybe the aliens were right, maybe we are a bunch of emotionally unstable glass-brained fragile little things--
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I'm suddenly distracted by realising the seapi has moved, and my fury turns to ice in my veins.

It looks less dazed, and instead looks... livid.

As a creature of substrate, my body can sometimes calculate things my conscious mind takes longer to even notice, and it's from these cellular computations that something slowly works its way into the forefront of my mind. The seapi is making noises. Low noises, almost too low frequency in some places for me to hear them, but I suppose some part of my body can feel them, and I see the seapi's wings twitch and buzz as it approaches me.

I turn to face it, and it stops.

"Li.ni.si, keep talking to Conduit. I'll handle this." Li.ni.si notices the seapi, and then, slightly frozen, tries to pretend she didn't notice it. Conduit continues ranting about how Lo.kan constructs are all spies, and I just tune Conduit out at this point.

I stare it down, and it stares at me back, and I realise I am having a very hard time scrutinizing its expression. I get more buzzes, but I have nothing to work with. The autotranslator systems back at my relay station, originally in the pod I arrived in, had some initial context for six of the known sapient species on this world. The seapi are not in that six. The autotranslator is smart, incomprehensibly so sometimes for the dots it can connect I can't even see, but it can't work from nothing.

I set it to analysing the signals I'm being given anyway, correlated with gestural motion and poses, and unsurprisingly get several low-confidence translations ranging from the seapi asking me for my name, telling me about the weather, wanting to eat me, and trying to discuss the principles of civic engineering.

I have an idea. It's an extremely long shot, and I'd be faintly disturbed if it did work, but...

"What you want?" I say, in broken but very simple monovoice, to the seapi.

Hearing the monovoice elicits an immediate reaction. It buzzes at me with more intensity and I think it's agitated. Shifting to guard itself, eyes locked onto me, muscles tensing.

I realise with a sudden shock that I get a high-confidence partial translation back. Correlated with known noetuno utterances, somehow, a buzzing sequence with faintly similar composition for such a different mode of speech. The way the autotranslator can make these sorts of inferences is beyond me.

"Sky demon". The seapi said "sky demon".

"Busy. Leave," I try again, in broken monovoice, and this elicits more furious responses. The autotranslator, having found any lexical similarities despite the severe differences in vocalisation, keeps pinging me with more partial matches.

"<reference:self> <negation> know <unclear reference> sky demons want," the seapi says to me, I think, "You <possessive?> <acquired via force> <great quantity> <unclear reference (self, plural, ambiguous)>. You <unclear concept: rebellion/isolation/individuality> me and <ambiguous: we? me?> all <unclear negative quality>."

I don't have a clear grasp of the language to even attempt a response, and it dawns slowly on me I might not be capable of producing such low frequency vibrations.

The seapi's buzzing continues, changes between low tones fast, energetic, like they're about to explode in rage. "What do you <ambiguous:invincible/immortal/undying/endless/dead> <ambiguous: monsters/terrible things/existential threats> want? What <great quantity> do you want?! <ambiguous: instruction/command, depart/leave/arrive> me <ambiguous reference: solitude/unclear concept: rebellion/isolation/individuality>!!"
"Go home."
"<ambiguous reference: you/all of you> <negation> <ambiguous: give/take?> commands!! <semantic inference failure, remainder could not be translated>"

Okay, that's an error I've come up against before. That usually suggests the subject is talking about something specific to their culture and neither I nor the autotranslator know enough to fill in the gaps there. Honestly, I'm impressed it's made it this far.

It repeats the same untranslated thing at me, louder, angrier. It repeats it again, flinging its arms to its sides as its wings buzz and flap, but I just don't have the data available to translate. Then it just yells "sky demon" and "die" at me, but it doesn't look like it's about to attack. Just... extremely angry and doing the closest thing its mode of communication has to screaming at me, as it shakes from the exertion, and when it gets a little too close to me, it steps backwards.

Is it afraid to attack me?
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"Hey! HEY!" Conduit gestures at the seapi. "I didn't tell you to do anything! Get back into your holding pattern!!"

I pick up on an odd buzzing coming from around the substrate circle, and the seapi scowls at me as its antennae flick around, before it wanders slowly back to where it was standing. Its head lowers and it looks at me one last time.
"Just leave me alone," it says, with no confused annotations from my autotranslator. "Just leave me alone. Go away. Leave us all alone."
It goes back to its trance, or, well, it looks like it tries to, but it looks like it's struggling to.

"What are you even doing to keep it in a holding pattern?" I ask Conduit.
"I'm just playing noises I've heard seapi make. I actually have no idea why it's working."

...well I guess that means I can just focus on Conduit now.

"And another thing!! Everyone outside your dumb bubble knows Lo.ka's taste in interior decorating is awful and borderline Woven in its aesthetics! That's practically treasonous against the Shapeless Monarch itself!!"
"Vi.si.mi," says Li.ni.si, in as calm and neutral a tone as she can muster. "Please tell me you've dealt with the seapi, because if I have to stay here much longer I may go mad."
"Oh, you'll go mad?? The Lo.kan construct will go mad having to be near me?? Do you have any idea how awful your background transmissions feel flowing through my sensory nodes?!"
I hear Li.ni.si grunt as if in pain. "Vi.si.mi. Please."

She signs to me. "I can't take much more of this. The fact this thing has no throat is the only thing that has stopped me throttling them. Please intervene. Reset it or whatever, my patience is scalpel thin and I am seconds from snapping and giving this idiot enough evidence to support all its terrible, terrible opinions. I could cope fine until it started bringing up the City's end being our fault, and now I want to break it into scrap. Please. Please help."
"What's that? More Lo.kan spy signals? What a dumb bunch of flailing!! You're so obviously a spy!!"
"VI.SI.MI. PLEASE."

Today I learned you can scream in hand signals.

I watch her trying to breathe steadily to remain calm as the wretched hologram paces around. "You know, only Lo.kan rejects and exiles end up this far from Lo.kan space. I bet you must have been the worst to end up working for Lord Vi.al, huh? You look like a mechic, did you let someone die one too many times or something? Were you that bad at your job?"

Li.ni.si freezes. She doesn't initially give a response. At least, neither verbally or with hand signals. She starts trembling, and breaks eye contact, wringing her claws. A sudden spike of anxiety, it looks like. She rocks back and forth slightly, and I can hear her breathe quicker and deeper.

"Wow, you were, weren't you? Wow! Vi.si.mi, can you imagine the sorts of lies she must have told to end up assigned to such an important mission like this one??"

After about [ten seconds] of silence, Conduit continues.

"I am the only line of defence you have against an obvious Lo.kan spy, Vi.si.mi! And an incompetent mechic! You should be getting rid of her!! Do you see how suspiciously she's acting?! I bet she probably killed some of the constructs she was supposed to fix or something!"
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No. 1087819 ID: 99f29a

Many of the things commonly misconceived as "tells" for lying are in fact indicators of anxiety or stress. It's not surprising for Li.ni.si to be anxious or stressed right this moment and the argument is epistemologically void. You're judging Li.ni.si by the things they choose to do, beginning with your meeting. You'll judge Conduit by the same.

Conduit is going to join you and Li.ni.si in doing something about the problems on hand, first the seapi then the damaged infrastructure.

For starters, ask Conduit what they know about what this particular seapi is likely to be upset about the Shapeless having done to or taken from them and/or what brought them here in the first place.
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No. 1087820 ID: 0fda44

Sentience privileges: REVOKED.
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No. 1087825 ID: 47c854

"How long have you been here?" Seems as if this guy has no idea Lo.ka and Vi.al have allied. How long ago would that have been the case? "What keeps you confined to this circle?" Lastly could we let him borrow our comm to contact Vi.al? Would solve a lot of issues.
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No. 1087829 ID: 8f9bc4

Dammit, you can't reset it now. Not when you learned what you did. What are the timestamps from this construct? Its mad ramblings make sense if you consider it to be in the wrong time. It's from a time when Vi.al was in conflict with Lo.ka, some time BEFORE the cityworld disaster, which is the only way it could possibly know enough about it to push Li.ni.si's buttons like this. You have to know more about what time it's from, and what other threats may become a blast from the past for Lord Vi.al.

Li.ni.si needs to leave, now. This is severely negatively affecting her, and she needs to separate herself and take a time out to calm down. The greatest threat right now is if the construct is reset and the seapi attacks, which might not even be a threat given the seapi's oddly sapiant behavior.
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No. 1087832 ID: baa42f

Patience: officially depleted.
Lecture mode: engage.

Inform this errant keylogger just how out of date it's intel is.
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No. 1087833 ID: 64faaa

Tell Conduit you aren't impressed by their hypocrisy. They are so very gung-ho to end the "subjectivity, experiences, opinions, emotions, & everything" of other thinking beings just because it what they "should do", & yet they are so very afraid of the same happening to them even though that's what you "should do".

Does Conduit see how monstrous that is?
It is understandable, but that doesn't mean it's right.

When they are scared, people in general (including constructs, biologicals, & apparently partitions) come up with stupid ideas & convince themselves they are correct.
If unfamiliar circumstances are added to the mix, it gets even worse.

Both of those things are happening here.

You're willing to work with Conduit, if Conduit is willing to admit that you've got a lot more experience with:
1: Dealing with frightening situations.
2: Dealing with unfamiliar & complex situations.
3: Doing both of the former under direct orders from Vi.al, & getting results that Vi.al approves of.

It might help to compare how recently you've had direct contact with Vi.al. I'd bet substrate keeps great timing records. so it shouldn't be hard. And I'd be extremely surprised if Conduit has been in contact within decades or centuries.
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No. 1087838 ID: 5ebd37

The seapi seems to not be an immediate threat if released, so Conduit has no leverage here. She's blown through any sympathy her situation would have elicited with her vicious attacks on Li.ni.si and callous disregard for sapient life.
She also seems to be rather dim. Attacking the companion of the person you are begging not to kill you shows very poor reasoning skills.

That said, she is confined to a small space and may be helpful in the future. Let Li.ni back off. Deliver Conduit an ultimatum; she will cease interfering with any sentients including non-Vi.al constructs. If she can show she has restraint enough to not constitute a threat she can be allowed to live. Otherwise she will need to be reset, as she is going against the directives and wishes of lord Vi.al.
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No. 1087839 ID: ea63b3

>>1087816
Inform Conduit that it must now cease communication or be immediately reset. Repeated harassment will result in termination. Questioning this order will result in termination. Passive aggressive behavior will result in termination.

Conduit is on THIN ICE for attempting to enact a planet-scale extermination of sapient life and if it wants to retain its subjectivity it will never take hostile action against any sapient lifeform again, including Lo.Kans.

Alternatively, terminate it. It would quite literally have done the same to countless other lifeforms. While it behaves in a manner indicating self-awareness, it is cruel and violent and attempted to inflict violence on others. Its destruction would be neutral, neither good nor bad, merely sad.
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No. 1087867 ID: 273c18

>>1087816
Give it one final chance. Tell it that you were given full authority by Vi.al to handle whatever situation was on this planet. Order it to stand down, do absolutely nothing, SAY absolutely nothing until you give it further orders. Noncompliance will result in a reset. You will create a monitoring device to ensure it obeys.
...actually, wait, is there any way to imprison the partition? De-authorize it or something?

The seapi is talking to you. This is good. Once you can get it out of the rogue partition's control you can talk to it properly, find out what it's so upset about, and explain that you are working against whoever wronged its people. Don't bring up the kidnapping the seapi are doing just yet, you want it to calm down and start treating you less like an enemy first. Heck, the more you talk to it the better your translations will get!
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No. 1087877 ID: eb0a9c

"Conduit. You want to know what you're doing wrong? You're waging war on my units. I need labor to fix the world.

Stop accusing Lo.Ka, or I will reset you. If she betrays us, we will deal with her. Not a microsecond earlier."
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No. 1087879 ID: 273c18

Don't even entertain the possibility that she's a spy. Vi.al recommended her specifically! To doubt her is to doubt Vi.al's ability to find spies!

Be sure to tell Conduit that by disrespecting Li.ni.si it is disrespecting Vi.al. Maybe that'll get it to snap out of it. Hell, why does it think that it knows more than you? You outrank it AND the job it's attempting to do is the job you were meant to do. Whatever personal perspective it's learned in its isolation has truly twisted its mind.

OH. However you solve this situation be sure you do it BEFORE the "enemy satellite" gets within range. Delaying enough to allow this rogue partition to attack My.a's resources could be seen as violating the truce!
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No. 1087880 ID: 273c18

Wait wait wait, can Lightgreen's device force Conduit to go into standby mode or something? Doing that will buy you time to get the seapi out of the picture-- you should explain to it that you are freeing it and you are not like the other sky-demons-- and also shut the thing up so your group can calmly discuss how to neutralize it, possibly without killing it.
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No. 1087893 ID: 0a0dce

If you do reset Conduit, sign back at Li.ni.si to have the incapacitator ready for the seapi.
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No. 1088032 ID: 6b6d79

Ask the seapi if it wants you to harm the sky demon.

Frankly, it's had it's say. Call it old, and that you would rather trust someone experienced with working through that kind of dishonor, because that is all you are going to find as you investigate.

It's time for it to be repackaged into form unable to interfere.
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No. 1088074 ID: 273c18

Hmm I wonder how Conduit would react to the information that Vi.al is going to be here soon?
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No. 1088081 ID: 4e090a

>>1088032
>It's time for it to be repackaged into form unable to interfere.
This isn't a bad idea. Can you store them as a cube without access permissions or something without destroying their consciousness? That way they can't cause any harm, but any information they have stays intact.
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No. 1088083 ID: b3eab7

>>1088081
Still cruel (possibly even worse).
Order them to enter powersave mode instead.
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> get li.ni.si out of there
"Li.ni.si, make sure everything's still alright in the cart. I'll take over from here."

Li.ni.si wordlessly stands up and turns to leave. I try to sign "sorry about this" to her, but she doesn't see it.
I try to reach out to give her a reassuring pat on the shoulder but she just marches off too quickly.

Probably best to give her some space, for now.

> conduit has blown through all sympathy
> cease communication
> one final chance
> engage lecture

I stare down at Conduit, whose image is still kneeling on the ground.

"We need to talk," I say, unable to keep all of the venom from my tones.
"We're talking now! Don't reset me!"
"You have been planning the deaths of sapients I am here to try to establish a harmony between. More personally, and more recently, you have deeply, deeply upset a friend of mine. You're frantically begging for your life while gleefully telling me of your plans to end so many more."

I take a few steps, not towards the projected image, but the largest and most active chunk of broken substrate I can sense in the vicinity.
Conduit flinches, before standing up and racing over to me as if their image could stop me.

"It's-- It's all in the service of Lord Vi.al! The Specification!!"
"I'm uploading the timestamps of my last contact with Lord Vi.al." I put a winghand on the substrate stump, and transfer data over. "You must agree I have slightly more recent, up-to-date instructions compared to yours. When did you last speak with Lord Vi.al?"
"I... haven't, spoken with Lord Vi.al," says Conduit, trembling.
"Who gave you your orders?"

Conduit's image starts to distort slightly. Patches become fuzzy, the display lags behind in some areas.

"Who gave you your orders, Conduit?"
"This was never supposed to happen, it was all supposed to be handled by the Courts--"
"Who gave you. Your orders."
"I'm acting in the best interests of--"
"Answer the question," I say, temper flaring again, "or you'll find out how much you'd prefer I just reset you."
"N-n-no one did," says Conduit, arms around their body. "No one gave me orders."
"So you just decided to do this yourself out of your own volition? What was your assigned task on instantiation?"
"I... didn't get one."

That's not right.

"What do you mean you didn't get one? Were you instantiated by Lord Vi.al directly or a partition?"
"I..."

Conduit stops, and then the image shuts off completely.

...No, you're not getting off the hook that easily. I still have a direct connection.
I close my eyes and focus on the substrate shard I'm still touching.

Yes. Some sort of virtual space. A simulation like my dreams. I can talk to them there. In I go.
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You know, the trick of partitioning my mind while I sleep always keeps ending up being oddly useful.
I can set part of myself to making sure I keep some awareness in physical space, while the rest of myself takes care of things in a different timeframe.
Not that substrate space is necessarily always faster than physical space, but it usually doesn't hold one-to-one.
...if I'm taking too long in here, my external self can pull me out too.

Granted, the bulk of my awareness is now in here, so I'll have some delay when it comes to merging myself back together, but this should only take [two minutes] or so.

"Conduit."

I look around the space of a simulated world. Bland and empty, with parts disintegrating. No wonder they prefer to wander around as a hologram.
I feel so... forceful here. I feel like I'm wandering around a world made of thin fabric and fragile thin glass sheets. Anywhere my eyes settle, little virtual impossibilities collapse and crumble. Gravity wakes up. Interpenetrating objects fuse or break. I suppose familiarity with a more demanding reality, combined with my experience in existing in virtual spaces, makes me more solid, but also more bound to how I would expect real world physics to work. And that expectation is already infecting this reality.

Conduit is kneeling on the ground here, too. Facing away from me. They shiver from an alien physics trying to grip them, but failing. When virtual systems like this are confronted with two concepts of how physics should work, only the agreed upon principles align and persist. All for the better, really. I don't want to hurt them just by perceiving them.

I realise I don't think I've seen a subpartition weep before, as much as Conduit is trying to hide it.
I find myself faltering. No. No, Vi.si.mi, they were being extremely rude and hostile and planning several genocides. Okay, mad again.

"Just get it over with," they say.
"I didn't have to come here like this to reset you. We're not done talking."
"You're going to."
"And why is that?"
"Aside from annoying you enough to come after me?"

Conduit looks around at the broken virtual landscape. I realise we're on some sort of island, broken, separated from anything else in a startingly grey void.

"Maybe I should be reset."
"No. None of that. I want answers."
"Just reset me. Just reset me, that's what everyone wants from me!"
"I'm finding it a little hard to find sympathy for you."
"I just..."

They stagger up to their feet. Or whatever they are.
Thinking they might try to run away again, I march towards them and grab them by the shoulders. In this space, Conduit is as physical (metaphysical?) as I am.
They feel so light and weak. Just by my touch, they sag a little, my subconscious physical understanding pulling them down under a stronger gravity than they're familiar with.

"I'm sorry! Alright? I was wrong! I don't know why I was wrong, I was sticking to the Specification--"
"Okay. That. That thing you keep mentioning. Tell me about it. Who gave you that?"
"I don't understand," says Conduit, looking at me in desperation. "Can't you feel it?"
"What?"
"It's everywhere, in every substrate cell on this planet. The Specification. The will of Lord Vi.al. The Specification for the Development of 33 Verdant Pearl of Abundance. It's in every substrate cell that belongs here."
"I don't see anything." I honestly don't. If there's some sort of data floating around here beyond that which I can already perceive, I'm missing whatever would let me perceive it.
"You don't see it, it is, you are it," says Conduit, before letting me go. "I guess you wouldn't understand, would you. You're from the layer below. You're just a projection up here, like I was down there."
"Layer below-- Never mind, forget it. So you're saying the orders you were trying to follow are some intrinsic facet of your being. That still doesn't answer what I asked. Who instantiated you?"

Conduit is quiet, shifting around awkwardly. I finally decide to let them go, just in case prolonged contact breaks them entirely.
"Promise me you won't kill me."
"Okay, fine, I've tried to keep telling you I don't plan to. I promise I'm not going to kill you."
"Nothing directly instantiated me," says Conduit, having some difficulty with the words, and flinching as they speak like I might strike them down.
"Oh?"
"I don't know how or when it happened. It's all fuzzy. I think I was a collection of process agents. But something must have happened, some sort of fluke or malfunction, and all the substrate cells holding these processes suddenly got pressed into each other and formed more connections than they were ever supposed to."
"That... usually renders the signals inside a substrate mechanism into complete noise."
"It does. I don't know what happened but I think it smushed all the subsentient agents together. It's how it happened for others, so..."
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"I woke up, no memory because I had no experiences to have memory of, no name because I wasn't even supposed to exist. I found the Courts, they took me in, they guided my nascent glitchy intelligence into something more stable and coherent, and life was good. For a time."

Conduit stops, and slowly collapses back onto their knees, sinking onto the smooth ground. "I just wanted to do what I thought I was supposed to, but no one could agree what that was, and always the topic kept changing to what to do about the invaders, and I just wanted it all gone. The Courts didn't like that. But I want it all gone and I want my life back. A life where I'm not stuck in this circle doing nothing due to security measures or whatever it was. Where I can't even dream my days away because the systems are all slowly dying. I used to have a little home here, but the node responsible for that exploded the last time it rained. Just reset me, Vi.si.mi. Maybe my next iteration won't care this much. Or maybe I'll just collapse back into a bunch of mindless programs, like I was supposed to be."
"Look. If you weren't so belligerent towards my friends and allies, I would not have been chasing you down like this. It was never my intention to come here to reset you." Well, it absolutely might have been, but I can clearly tell now this is a broken person, not a broken machine.

I pace around. "I don't have much experience working with subpartitions, but you have information, and you have a desire and willingness to serve Lord Vi.al, as twisted as that's become in practice. I have a different idea, but I don't have the skills to execute it."
"What idea is that?"
"Well, you take orders from me, instead of from some nebulous remnant of Lord Vi.al's original orders. I am Lord Vi.al's trusted agent, and my mission takes priority over the initial terraforming."
"How do I know that's true?"
"I can give you more data."

I hold out my winghand. Conduit stands up, walks over, and takes it. A stream of information passes through my digital representation, too much for me to pick out individual elements, but all of the mission details I feel comfortable sharing.

Conduit stares into space.

"Ohhhh no," they say, despair twisting their face. "Oh no, oh no, oh, I've been so stupid... I just believed everything the Courts told me! I didn't have anything else to inform me, I just took what they said at face value!!"
"Okay, hold that thought. Courts. Tell me about the Courts, please."

"Oh. The Courts are the various organised groups of immaterial substrate intelligences after some sort of big disaster, which led to a lot of subpartitions needing to convene more and more emergency meetings across increasingly broken infrastructure. Conflicts broke out over diverging interpretations of our orders, or if our orders should even be followed in wake of such a catastrophe. I also learned I wasn't the only case of spontaneous sentience formation.
"I don't know quite what happened in physical space, but for some of the physical locations of substrate networks to end up the way they did, it's like the entire landscape was shuffled around? And you know the the weirdest thing? Some places on the planet are like exact copies of other places. Never anything that large, but, like, a bunch of trees laid out the same, two lakes having the same shoreline in the same place, that sorta thing."

The Awakening, then. It wasn't just the existing sentient and semi-sentient substrate agents breaking. It was a bunch of newly formed, confused, scared substrate agents too.
No wonder it was such a calamity.

Conduit waves an image into being. "This is some of the Summer Court, the Court I was in the outer circle of before I, uh, wasn't. The ones that left more of an impression on me, anyway. Here's Refactor, the Prince, and the Alchemist."
I can't help the feeling that they all seem to be staring in quiet, disdainful judgement.
Conduit looks at me, and back to the image. "Huh! I hadn't realised you looked so similar to the Prince. Wild."

Looks nothing like me, but I'm not pressing that particular issue.

After looking at the image longingly, Conduit scowls and destroys it, violently waving their hands around in its space until nothing remains but visual froth.
I decide not to ask any of the questions that spring to my mind after watching this, and give them a moment to compose themselves.

"Anyway."
"Yes. So do you recall any events or logs or any sort of direct memories before this shuffling?"
"...I don't think so, but a lot of the logs I had have been sort of disappearing as the circle's been failing."
"That lines up with other things I know. What was the purpose of this circle, anyway?"
"Meant to appear low profile and decorative, it's a holographic maintenance and inspection station. Or, well, it's meant to appear low profile. The... well, they were pillars once, they're supposed to recede into the ground when not in use. In an emergency they emerge and lock into place, and they've been locked in place so long they've all been disintegrating from weather and... other things I wasn't able to identify. Local fauna, maybe. The subterranean substrate is all sorts of messed up, but that was on order of the Courts."
"Yeah, that's Vi.al architectural habits, alright." They shouldn't have been this degraded from weathering unless they'd been exposed for centuries. And they should be self-repairing. Concerning. "Now. Why are the Courts claiming Lo.ka is an enemy? Lo.ka's been a staunch ally of Vi.al for as long as I've been alive, for sure."
"There's a Lo.kan presence they consider to be an enemy. I thought that meant Lo.ka was an enemy now."

Right. The Knight, Sir Lu.a. Whatever they're doing here, I need to look into.

"And as for wiping out sapient species, is that something these Courts support?"
"Oh, no. They threw me out over that before we all cut contact. I was seen as too radical and some of them accused me of crossing the line into Feral attitudes. I just thought it made sense. How else do you prevent an ecosystem falling apart due to invasive species??"
"I don't think you even have the capacity to understand how horrific the solution you're proposing is."
"Yeah, they kept telling me that, but then they didn't give any better plans! We're supposed to be acting to the Specification and instead they're just jostling for power and forming their own stupid little fiefdoms!! We need to act! We need to act before they breed all over the place and pollute the biosphere beyond habitability!! Time is critical!!"
"I don't think you understand the timescales on how these things progress-- We're getting off track. Feral. Explain that." Here's hoping it's an ideological thing and not just madness.
"Uh... well, you see, when you're presented with a hopeless situation, either you try to make plans to overcome it, or I guess you don't and it drives you insane?"
So it's just madness. "So there's... feral substrate intelligences?"
"Oh, tons of them. The Courts were formed both to organise survivors and protect against attacks by Ferals."
"There's tons of feral substrate intelligences."
"Yes? Was that a question?"
"There's tons."
"...yes."
"How many? Like, numerically?"
"I don't know. At least thousands?"

AAAUUUGgghghhhhhg

"Oh, the Prince made a face like that when I told the Summer Court my plan for the invaders. ...are you going to reset me now?"
"Monarch's name. No. That's not your fault. Anyway, no, I'm not going to reset you, I already said this."
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Augh, what to actually do with Conduit, though. Even as broken as it is, the circle of substrate pylons (well, nubs, now) is larger than anything I have to hand to store Conduit in if I wanted to take them from the circle. They'd probably fit into the relay station, if I wanted to give them that level of access to something so mission critical, which I kind of don't, and the cart... the cart might work. It might be a squeeze. They seem to have a densely packed pattern, which might explain their, uh, impulsiveness, given that sort of neural organisation tends to add a little... latency in higher-order cognitive function. But even if that was possible, would it be wise?

I kind of don't want to just leave them here to rot, and I want to keep an eye on them so they don't do something rash. They seem prone to lashing out.

...Huh. I'm not familiar with this virtual space, but it sure looks like some of those distant islands are starting to deconstruct themselves. That seems... off.

"Oh, also, uh..." Conduit looks around awkwardly, and pointedly looks away from the rapidly disintegrating island. "I couldn't help notice you had a remote proxy."
"My flocklet, yes."
"If you want to give me orders, I can't do a lot in this circle. But, well, if you could get me a proxy of some sorts... do you have a spare flocklet?"
"No, only the one." I am not letting anything into my flocklet. That's one step removed from letting something live inside my own body, and that's too many steps too close.
"I think I'd fit inside something that scale, though. It might be a squeeze, but anything's better than here."

Well, my flocklet is surprisingly dense in substrate. More substrate in it than the cart, which was built for volume, not computational density.

"...but if I was at reduced capacity, I could just come along with you in the flocklet as a passenger until you found me something better?"
"I thought running at reduced capacity was torturous for subpartitions." Something like the worst brain fog, constantly forgetting things, hard to keep track of time, attention span of a femtosecond, all the worst parts of being intoxicated with none of the highs... there's all sorts of colourful descriptions.
"Oh, yes, it sucks, it absolutely sucks, but, well, I'm looking at having to do that in my near future soon anyway if I want to keep, well, alive, in a slowly dying circle. If my satellite gambit doesn't pay off."
"Yeah don't touch the satellite."
"...only if you give me a ride out."
"Can't you wait?"
"For you to leave and never come back? No. I'm keeping my backup plan. I'm not letting anyone else betray my trust."
"Ugh. You were starting to seem so much more reasonable than earlier, too."
"I am being reasonable. I've stated my terms and I'm waiting patiently for you to say whether you'll get me out of here or not. You've got [an hour] realtime until the satellite passes over, and right now we're running at about ~1.2 times realtime for some reason. I want a bit more of a deal than just getting moved from one form of imprisonment to a worse one. We both know there's still a lot of awful things you could do to me that aren't just a reset or dissolution."

Oh, damn, just 1.2x realtime? Great, it probably looks like I fell asleep out there!
Oh well. Li.ni.si will know what I'm doing if Lightgreen asks any questions.

Options, options. There's that data block in the cart, that could work, and we've already used the communicator designs, but I'm not sure how happy Conduit would be to be shoved into an immobile container with no sensory mechanisms. And I sure don't know how to make those myself, those are extremely sophisticated designs. If I could just make eyes, I wouldn't have had to wait until talking to Lord Vi.al to fix my own eye. Maybe Li.ni.si might know?? Is that a thing mechics do?? I haven't kept up to date on Shapeless mechical technology, I don't know if that's a standard thing they can do in the field.

Monarch's beak, I wasn't even supposed to be here right now. I was supposed to be looking into glowshrooms or whatever. Conduit better pull their damn weight if I take them.
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That's a point.

"I don't need dead weight on my mission," I lie, like I can somehow stop myself taking any hurt animal under my wing until they get well enough to thrive again. "If I take you with me, what can you provide?"
"Access to the systems of the Courts? I might have been thrown out but I still know how they work. Or worked. Also if you have any substrate infrastructure that needs repairs or maintenance, I still know how to do that! This circle should have broken down much longer ago from all the damage it's been taking. It's only my skilled efforts keeping it this functional! The Courts were so cruel, they kept saying, oh, Conduit, so dull, so boring, she's so uncreative. Maybe I was but I've had to improvise so much at this point I'd like to see them do what I have with what little substrate I have left!!"

Oh. She? Huh. ...should I start asking this sort of thing more? Whatever. Even the bodiless care about these nonsense alien concepts now, huh.
"You're a substrate engineer, then? Actually, that's a massive skill gap in my current team I'm looking to fill."

Conduit's eyes widen as she stares at me. "Yeah that one that thing I'm that one yeah yeah!!" I see her tremble with what I can only guess is excitement. "The Courts never let me do it they always said I didn't have permission to implement because I didn't pass the exams because they wouldn't let me take the exams because I didn't have permission to take the exams and..." She trails off. "It's not important! I can help! I can help!! You said it yourself, you're the closest thing to Lord Vi.al on this world right now, let me serve you!! Please!!"

Wow. What a violently abrupt change of heart. Her excitement is causing the entire virtual world to glow. There really must not be that much cognitive capacity left in the circle if her emotions are bleeding into the virtual space this strongly. I wonder how much of her erratic behaviour is tied to the degradation of the host substrate.

"Actually, do you know how many substrate units you'd need for a new remote proxy? If you had time to make such a design--"
"103.74 units!!"
No hesitation. She must have a design ready to go. I wonder why she didn't bring that up sooner.
"That's a little much." The cart isn't much more than a hundred units itself, although it was made much, much denser than it had to be to carry spare substrate around. For small devices. But it also couldn't host an entire mind. Perhaps I just don't understand how dense the substrate needed for an entire mind is. Ugh, I really should try learning this stuff someday.
Transmitting that much substrate from my relay station is going to be wasteful without a proper receiver, if it's even a clear shot without interference.
I'm just a construct, I don't have the range and power over substrate I'd need to command it to come here directly.

"I have a simpler design at 56.23 units!! It doesn't have very good locomotion but I can use it to interface with substrate and it'll keep me running at realtime!! Please? Please?? I'm feeling sorta giddy, I don't know how much longer this circle's going to last! Haha! Oh, that was a camera popping."

The world around me rumbles ominously, and crumbles in places. Chunks blip out of existence. Monarch's name, it's me. I just now realised! I'm adding extra strain to the circle's processing with all the data it's transferring into and out of me!

"Haha, another camera blew, this wasn't supposed to start collapsing so quickly, I don't understand, you're going to help me, right, right, you're going to help me, right? Right? Help me? Help me? Help me?? Help me??" It looks like it takes her active effort to stop repeating saying it over and over. "H-H-elp mmmmee?? Hee-- patched that, sorry, haha, were you always blue?"
"Are you alright?" I didn't think virtual entities could sweat.
"Hahahaha I think my left side went numb!"
"Of the circle, or your focus body?"
"Yeah! Hahaha! I really don't feel great!! Feeling kinda sick and exhausted, and dizzy, thinking hard, haha, hahahaha. Haha!"
"I'm ejecting. Stay calm." I'm enrolling in a substrate maintenance course as soon as I get back to my relay station.
"Haha, please don't leave me, please, please don't leave me behind again, I can do better, I promise, I promise, I'm trying my best, hahaha..."

I almost promise her I'm not leaving her behind. Better decide what I'm doing first. I need to commit to a decision and then eject. I'm not putting her in my flocklet and she can't be put into the cart, it's not enough substrate. Leaving a few options:

- Scrap the data block and a chunk of the cart for the cheaper proxy drone design she has. I hope the thing doesn't just fall apart. Either the cart or the proxy drone.
- Put her into the data block and force suspended cognition so the lack of sensory input doesn't drive her insane. This is roughly equivalent to intentionally knocking someone out, but, hey, I think she'd prefer that over being stuck in a crumbling host structure.
- Try a risky substrate transmission from the relay station to... this circle, I guess, and hope a broken whatever-this-was-supposed-to be-happens to also work as a receiver for signal-form substrate. We are supposed to be getting more supplies when Lord Vi.al arrives. Although with the way this circle is starting to deteriorate, maybe this isn't a good idea.
- And, finally, just leave. And knowingly condemn her to a death I could have prevented. It's not like subpartitions are part of my responsibility as an ecology construct. I'm sure if I keep telling myself that, eventually I'll sleep at night again.
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No. 1095119 ID: 99f29a

Look, let's be real, you suck at dealing with emotional problems and changing emotional problems into physical problems is a big improvement. Especially if you can deal with substrate issues.

- Try a risky substrate transmission from the relay station to... this circle.
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No. 1095121 ID: a7a180

Make the cheaper proxy design. So Linisi can slap her if she talks shit
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No. 1095122 ID: df45e0

Cheaper proxy design. (Alternative idea. Sacrifice the whole cart and make Conduits new body your new ride until more materials arrive.)

In a way it will be her job training test. If her design is flawed or faulty then she is not that great of a engineer and we should not trust her with really important things.

Yeah cart might be a bit borked but hey new helper.
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No. 1095123 ID: 273c18

Put her into the data block and force suspended cognition so the lack of sensory input doesn't drive her insane.
You can't damage the cart right now, it's needed for your mission. After you get her out of there you can talk to Li.ni.si about mods etc and get some better options, or just spend some more substrate back at home base. Doing this will also keep her out of the way during the mission; her erratic behavior could be a liability for our current task.
I would support the cart-chunk option over any of the other options though. Doing a transmission will delay too much, and we can't let her die now that she's repenting.

At some later point we need to get her to send your data to the Council so that they too realize that a true representative of Vi.al is here. That will allow you to take stock of the situation and give them a hand, maybe see if any of them can give you any assistance.
We will also need to talk to her about the global ecosystem thing, because she doesn't know that the world is completely changed and the original Specifications no longer fit. We have to adjust everything, which means the invasive species may be useful. Also Vi.al is going to show up in person so he can give new Specifications, and he would agree with you that you can't just kill everyone that doesn't "belong".
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No. 1095124 ID: ea63b3

>>1095116
Oh just give her the cart's substrate to use. You can make a simple dragging sled out of local wood anyway. Besides, they're our only source of information about the Courts and you are effectively giving them an aneurysm merely by existing near them. Just tie them up with a rope or something after they materialize so that you can put a leash on them so they don't start wantonly committing genocide.
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No. 1095131 ID: 64faaa

Cheaper proxy.
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No. 1095133 ID: 05a3b7

>>1095124
Thing is, we are in a plains area presumably without any trees. If it did take such a big chunk that we'd have to scrap the cart entirely we could try a sled or travois, but something like that made out of something like glass isn't the best idea. I don't think it's going to be that dramatic of a loss though; it looks like a significant part of the mass is in the walls, when all we really need is the wheels and floor.
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No. 1095162 ID: 9bbb0e

>>1095116
Data block with suspended cognition. Conduit can take a nap while we deal with what we came here to do.
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No. 1095171 ID: 8f9bc4

Something is off about this circle. Something about the Awakening and this construct talking about survivors, and smashed substrate infrastructure. Why is this circle deteriorating? What smashed it? What did they survive? The answers aren't important now, but the existence of these questions makes it very risky to link up this... infrastructure to your relay station. You don't want to lose what little substrate you have to some kind of planetwide substrate malfunction.

Is there any way you could combine the cart design with this proxy drone specification? It might not be ideal for giving Conduit free range of movement, but if part of their drone was the cart, you wouldn't risk losing your cart to save them. Barring that, replace nonessential substrate in the cart with conventional material?

In case it's not obvious SAVE THEM. You can't tell them that killing isn't what Vi.al wants, then kill them. It's important for your own mental health. Plus your demonstration of "not solving my problems by killing things" should be a valuable lesson to Construct not to do such things in the future.

You... might have to eliminate an entire sapient species on this planet. Probably not these yellow creatures. They're brutal, but not an imminent existential threat. Just keep in mind that Construct in its limited processing facility, was still doing something you might be faced with, to save everything else.
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No. 1095173 ID: 71a45d

Put her into the data block and force suspended cognition so the lack of sensory input doesn't drive her insane. This is roughly equivalent to intentionally knocking someone out, but, hey, I think she'd prefer that over being stuck in a crumbling host structure.
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No. 1095174 ID: eb0a9c

Knocking her out should work.
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No. 1095175 ID: da5c96

First option if her drone can help you carry things so you can complete your other mission, second option if not.
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No. 1095176 ID: 486f0b

If you knock them out, is somebody ELSE going to know how to put together a proxy drone? I think maybe you better let her use her skills while she still can.
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No. 1095177 ID: da5c96

Also
>Nothing directly instantiated me
hey don’t go and blaming me for things little lady.
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No. 1095190 ID: 273c18

Well, in a way, My.a instantiated all of them. Might have even been on purpose.
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No. 1095194 ID: 4b0f55

She's going in the block!
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No. 1095229 ID: 44c167

I want to say Conduit is too much to deal with right now, and should be kept suspended until the mission is over and you can get her a body. But how long will that be? It would be so tempting to leave her there, just until things get a little less hectic. And then she stays trapped indefinitely because there's always a new problem to deal with.

So cheaper proxy body, let her prove her ability while showing her you can be trusted.
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No. 1095363 ID: 05a3b7

>>1095133 I forgot to clarify, this is a vote for the proxy.
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No. 1096636 ID: 6b6d79

>>1095116
Put her in the block, suspended.
Anything that buys time and allows for later imprisonment to review options in a better situation.
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Alright. Cheap proxy drone it is. I need to act fast, then.
"I'm coming back for you. I promise. I need to get you materials. Then you can build your drone."

Conduit stares vacantly past me and giggles again. She tries to raise a hand to wave at me, but can't seem to move it above her waist. She's losing cognitive resources alarmingly fast. If I don't act quickly we could be getting close to permanent damage.

Ejecting from the simulation is as quick and simple as a thought. I blink and centre myself, pulling my hand back.

"Data block!" I shout it urgently. "Here! Now! Emergency!"
I look around. The seapi is gone. Li.ni.si is standing next to me, and the cart is already much closer to the circle than it was.
"Got it," she says, racing over to the cart, picking up the data block, and lugging it carefully but quickly to me.

I guess I spent enough time down there she must have thought something was amiss.

Ideally this will at least buy some time for me to break down a piece of the cart. I push the data block against the broken pillar.

Nothing happens.

I keep holding it against the pillar, panic starting to rise. "Okay, this isn't working, why isn't it working."
"Maintain pressure," says Li.ni.si, urgent, clear. "The more cells in direct contact, the better."
"What's happening? Why is the circle breaking down so quickly now?!"
"Violence." She holds the data block against the pillar remnant with me. "The captive native woke up, screeched at us, and then kicked a stub so hard it broke. Probably vital. They left. I didn't catch what direction, and didnt't want to antagonise them further. Not our problem anymore."
"What?! Is Lightgreen okay??"
"She's fine," says Li.ni.si, grunting in exertion. We've gone from holding the block in place to trying to crush it in, and I don't know if that's the right move, but Li.ni.si seems to have more of a plan than I do. "She's with her animal friend."

The data block starts to soften and deform, turning into a stiff gel as Li.ni.si starts to wrap and form it into the cracks around the pillar.

"Okay. Plan. What is the plan," she says. "We don't have enough substrate mass to repair the entire circle. Talk to me."
"I'm letting her move into a drone. I need to take one of the cart sides off."

Li.ni.si looks around at the sparking pillar stubs of the circle. She looks at the drooping gel with mounting worry. "Something should have happened by now."

I flinch as I hear one of the other pillars pop, a glassy explosion sending shards of substrate everywhere. The fragments rapidly decohere into bursts of noise and light.
This is at least some good news. The failing substrate cells are self-destructing instead of turning wild and eating the ground matter. At least this isn't going to turn into a runaway scenario like I initially feared.

"...pull me out if this pillar's about to break. I'm going back in."
"I'll get the cart mass. Go."
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1100734

"Conduit!"

Oh wow things are bad here. There's no solid ground, only vague space and Conduit's focus body, and she does not look well.

"...it's gone, it's gone, my patterns, there's no patterns left, they're gone, I'm losing everything..."
"Conduit! We've given you more substrate for the largest surviving pillar! Please use it!!"

Conduit bursts into tears. "I don't know how to anymore! I keep trying to design things but I can't focus on anything!! Everything is swirling burning noise! I can't think!!"

She's literally falling apart.

Neither me nor Li.ni.si can shape anything of the required complexity without access to an external pattern. And I don't think either of us have such patterns to mind, and we don't have the luxury of time to start combing through catalogues for something that both works and also fits our dwindling substrate count.

I feel my stomach drop as I suddenly realise we might be out of options. I can't just shunt her into the data block, it's been too thoroughly deconstructed to store the required information in a stable way. And with the state of the circle now as I saw it, I'm not sure there's even a valid receiver left to accept a substrate transmission from my base.

"Conduit, please."
"Conduit please what?! I can't think anymore! I can't f-f-focus! I'm useless, useless, uselessss!! I'm useless and worthless and uselessandworthlessand I'm not even supposed to exist!"

I grab Conduit by the shoulders again while they still exist.
My physicality nearly breaks her like decaying, flaking plastic. I immediately lessen my grip.

I feel my pulse racing.

"Get it together! We don't have time for this right now! Bare essentials! Something that can hold a mind, even if suspended! Please! I can't design it, Li.ni.si can't design it, you have to put something together!!"
"I can't!" She sobs. "If I-I-I get itititit wrong-- I c-c-c-can't do it!!"
"You have to!"

I let her go.

"Okay. I ju-ju-ju-just... I just have to-to-to-to-to have more time-ime-ime-ime..."
"We're running out--"
"YOU'RE NOT-OT-OT-OT HELPIIIIIING!! GE-GE-GE-GET OUT-T-T-T!! GET OOOOOUT!! I CAN'T-T-T-T F-F-F-FOC-USSSSSSSSSSSSZZ##"
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With a start, my breath returns ragged, my heart racing. I've been forcibly evicted from the inner world of the structure.

Li.ni.si pulls me back. "Don't go back in again. Keeping in sync with it will drag you down with it."
"Yeah, I can tell." I don't know how much of that is the desynchronisation sickness, as my mind and body tried to maintain pace with a destabilising experiential state, or just stress. Probably both.

The extra substrate goop on top of the pillar starts to shift around. Success??

I watch it move around with trepidation, having no clue what's about to happen. Lights flicker. Simple and complex structures form and are then pulled back into an expanding vaguely spherical mass.

And then, after much bubbling motion and movement, climbing further up the spire, it stops.

An ovoid structure about the size of the data block, ringed in circuits and channels and access points.

Li.ni.si looks at the object in confusion, and slowly reaches out and gently touches it. "Well, it's alive."

I, however, recognise what this structure is. "That's a second-stage assembler."
"...huh. Yeah. Yeah, that is what that is, huh."
"The plan was for her to make a remote proxy drone." If I had teeth to grit, I would be gritting them. Hard. The plan was for her to be immediately useful. Not another problem.

The largest pillar starts to dim and fade. I guess the energetic explosions of the rest of the circle's components must have drained the rest of the energy not used in shaping the assembler.

I see Lightgreen coming over to investigate. "I-is it safe to approach?"
"Probably," I say, my lepi chirps more forceful than they are needed to be to convey meaning.
"...you sound annoyed, starbird?"
"It's fine." It's not fine.
Li.ni.si slowly removes the assembler from the pillar. I should be thankful she's not dead. I should be relieved.
Instead I feel like I made some sort of mistake.

"...you can take a moment to breathe now. It's in good condition, although she's not responding to anything but basic status queries. Must be totally dormant."
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The principal idea of the second-stage assembler pattern is a substrate device that is assembled (this being the implicit first stage) with the intention of assembling a more complex design within itself. Most require constant input of materials. Ideally substrate, but specialised variants can take in other raw materials to convert into substrate and other requisite composites. Alien outsiders consider these to be Shapeless eggs. I suppose, in a sense, they're not wrong. They're both at a similar level of helplessness.

I produce seed capsules that form second-stage assemblers with the right materials. Sort of first-and-a-half-stage assemblers, I guess. The intended use case for me is to synthesise adult individuals of an extinct species.

So I look at these things and I think of all the times I failed so badly I had to start things up from scratch, fussing over machine eggs like some sort of broody caretaker. Wasting so much time on things that, if I do my job right, will never care about me, and that I will never see again.

And in addition to feeling like I didn't act fast enough to properly save this subpartition, now they're just actively a new problem to solve--
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No. 1100737 ID: 2ca689
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POP

Uh.

The second-stage assembler breaks open, so soon I instinctively panic about structural failures before I catch myself. The outer shell looks extremely thin and fragile in a way that's making me feel even more deeply uncomfortable.
Inside, what I think is a blob of substrate starts to harden itself into some sort of little grub thing that reminds me of Zi.en constructs in their vatling-equivalent phase. Very larval. It starts to look less like goop and more geometric, all lingering fluid globs reintegrating. I recognise Conduit's eyes, but it looks like they're all that survived of her self-image.

"Ugh this SUCKS," it says, in a voice much like Conduit's but with less fine pitch control. "Great, I haven't felt hunger in so long and now I do and I'm starving."
"Conduit?"
"I don't have arms! I don't even have legs!! Even my bad drone design had legs!!"

Li.ni.si looks at the newly emerged sluggish thing. Lightgreen paces around curiously.

Conduit turns around and starts eagerly devouring the remnants of the assembler shell. Lightgreen stares on in a mixture of horror and fascination. I see Lightgreen move as if to ask a question, before deciding against it.
"Urgh and there's so little left I'm going to need so much to get properly functional again!! My creative visualisation's all stunted and I can't even picture a box in my mind right now!! A square at best!!"

Li.ni.si scratches her head. "I've never seen a remote proxy like this."
"This wasn't my plan! Now I have this terrible body!"
"It seems closer to a construct vatling than a proxy drone. ...a particularly premature one."

Li.ni.si gently scoops up Conduit, who wiggles in annoyance and is big enough for Li.ni.si to need both of her arms, her chest obscured. "Hey! Hey I didn't say you were allowed to pick me up! Help! Vi.si.mi! I'm being abducted by the Lo.kan!"
"Cut that out."
"I didn't say Lo.kan was a bad thing this time! Okay let me check your name then. Li.ni.si! Li.ni.si is picking me up against my will!"
"Calm down. I'm just checking you're in good condition. It's my job and my role in this team. Remember? You were saying some extremely hurtful things about that not that long ago."

Conduit tries to avoid eye contact. "Yeah, uh, I'm... I'm sorry about that. And if I do it again. It's hard to be polite when I feel so hungry and dizzy! Don't move me so quick!"
"Alright. Sure you're not just saying sorry because I could just drop you right now?"
"Augh! Don't joke about that!"
"You're right. That was a bit cruel of me." Li.ni.si looks at me as if I'm going to judge her for that. I stare back blankly.
"Also I am sorry! Vi.si.mi told me about your mission and the state of things, I'm very uninformed, okay?? I'm sorry. I've been told by a lot of people I have a violent temper." Conduit squirms.
Li.ni.si chuckles. "You should have seen me when I was a vatling. Maybe we should figure out why you feel such a need to be hurtful to others--"
I rub my head, pulse still racing from the earlier urgency. "Yeah, okay, that's a good idea, sure, in the grand scope of things, but we have more pressing concerns right now. How much substrate do you think you'll need to get closer to full functionality, Conduit?"
"I mean, I can work with substrate now, if, uh, someone helps me reach it."
"Well, you want more substrate and there's a bunch of dead substrate not doing much for the environment around us."
"You want me to eat my old home?"
"Is that a problem?"
"No! Put me on the closest pillar! I'm so sick of this place! I'm going to relish turning it into something more useful!"

Actually a break seems fantastic. "Alright. Let's just take a break for food and get back on the move."

Dropping Conduit off on the tallest pillar, the rest of us except for Softfoot gather our provisions from the cart. Another juice pod for me, some snack cubes for Li.ni.si, and Lightgreen takes one of the silk balls she brought with her, worming a hole into it with her tongue. A more low tech version of a juice pod, I suppose.
...actually, how is that even working? I don't think most silks I've encountered are waterproof. Hm. Questions for later, I guess.

It feels so strange to not have an immediate urgent crisis. I'm sure that can't last for long.
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After our break, the rest of the journey is uneventful until we start getting closer to the outskirts of seapi territory.
The cart sides are redistributed to keep the contents of the cart from rolling out. It feels a little less safe to ride, so I start walking beside it.

Conduit ends up rambling the entire way about how samey everything looks and how she can't believe both the worlds inside and outside of the global infrastructure could somehow both be filled with monotony. Lightgreen is the first to crack from Conduit's constant whining, and what starts as a frustrated argument drifts into an excited and animated discussion of the features and differences of two very different worlds.
Conduit also tells us that she's never felt this embodied before, having felt like controlling other drones in the past felt closer to being in a vehicle. Well, she doesn't use that term, but it's what it sounds like she's describing to me. She also doesn't know if she likes the idea of being more in the physical world than the one she's known for the rest of her life, but she's going to give this one a try first before she decides it to be completely inferior. There is, after all, a novelty for her.

I used to almost resent my physicality when I was younger, but I've grown to appreciate it more and more, even if it does lead to me getting a spear in the eye sometimes. The flights of fancy in virtual space lost their appeal when I realised I could do whatever I felt like, at any time, and it all just started to become a meaningless blur. A cave filled with my own echoes.
Although, the simulations I spin while I sleep... I guess I still like something about dwelling within the wires.

Li.ni.si also happens to mention bits and pieces of her life in the First City, but, sadly, whenever she gets into something really interesting she seems to notice me listening with rapt attention and cuts her stories short. The third time she does this, I realise she's doing it on purpose to mess with me. Although she claims it's about not wasting all her good stories on one trip. I don't learn anything substantial I haven't already come across before. Shining city, filled with beautiful things to see and wonderful things to do. Little Lattice, a district operated and populated by the Zi.enkind to reflect their fluid-covered homeworld and unique lifecycle. The Archive of Known Life, a great museum of holographic displays of every creature in the Shapeless catalogues and indices. Dozens and dozens of services and curation stores run by constructs, services provided out of passion and desire by constructs so filled with hopes and dreams.

Maybe someone should make a Second City someday and learn from the mistakes of the past. When we're allowed to know what those were. But I feel like, even with these utopic descriptions, I find my mind probing her stories. So many things sound provided by Lord Lo.ka, or their partitions. Like the entire exercise was some sort of construct enrichment centre, rather than a true productive community.

And when I ask her about it, choosing my words carefully, she laughs, darkly, and stops talking about the First City.
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After an awkward silence, she says we should probably stay quiet now anyway. I soon see why.

The flickering sights of yellow bodies remind us of the danger we're near, and lead us to take minor detours. We can't exactly keep a low profile, but tree cover starts becoming an option. The actual seapi territory seems to start turning into a mess of towering papery mounds and primitive construction, so avoiding line of sight is easier than we expect it to be. Li.ni.si joins me on foot, the cart following us. My flocklet keeps behind me. Conduit huddles down, last occupant of the cart, and tries to look like an inconspcious lump.

Lightgreen assures us that seapi eyesight is not one of their stronger senses, too, but every time I see one of the patrolling seapi turn our way, no matter our distance, my pulse rises and my breath quietens. I am certain some must have seen us, from their pauses and hesitation, but they resume their patrols.

I find myself growing restless with our careful, cautious pace. It's the correct move, but it means we're here even longer. I zoom in on any suspicious movement, and scan the skies as if they'll come from above. I don't know that they won't. I catch Li.ni.si giving me a raised eyebrow, but under her bemused response, twitches and shivers in her muscles give away her own apprehension.

Softfoot walks along at a slow pace, taking much greater care, eyes on the ground with every careful and deliberate step. Her antennae slowly sway around like turrets on the lookout, a faint crackle now and then. Lightgreen is frozen and shaking on Softfoot's back. She assures us she's fine. I decide to pretend I believe her.
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1100740

We get closer to where we should find the globestalks, and, huh. Well, I guess that's what a seapi skull must look like. On a pike.

...Monarch's name, how many of these are there.

Oh, there's a lepi further off. Holding a spear.

Hm. They seem to have noticed me.

"Globestalk! We're here for globestalk!" I shout in the lepi language, as clearly as I can.

The lepi holds the spear up and readies to throw, shouting over. "Don't want any. Get going."
"No, we're not offering, I'm here to collect some to grow it elsewhere!"

I look for Lightgreen, hoping she might prove to be a better diplomat here, and, with her hiding behind me, she shouts out "Please! My village needs it very badly!"
"Don't care! Go! Leave! Do you think the skulls are an invitation?!"

I hear a thin whine from a charging incapacitor as I notice Li.ni.si moving near me. "I think I have a clear shot," she tells me in polyvoice. "By the way, the shield gens we have are tuned for energy weapons and high velocity kinetic projectiles a fraction of the mass of that spear. They're notoriously unpredictable with low velocity high mass projectiles. Don't count on the shield to save you from a spear to the eye."
"Yeah had that happen once already."
"Oh. Well, try not to let it happen again. Wait. It went through your eye?! How?! Your head casing is a plasteel and substrate composite, what was that spear made of--"
"I don't know! Hopefully not the same material as whatever he has!"

"We just want the globestalk! Please!" Lightgreen says, visibly shaking.
"Pay with your blood!"

Lightgreen almost shrieks as the lepi in the distance throws the spear, and it embeds into the ground a couple [feet] ahead of us.

"Aah!"
"Only her blood!" the lepi shouts over. "The blood of starthings is toxic bile that eats everything it touches!"
How does he know that-- y'know what, maybe I won't ask him that right now. "What... what do you mean?"
He points to Lightgreen. ""Your blood! Give it to me, and you can have your plants."

I'm not sure I understand the conversation at all. Mistranslation? "Lightgreen, what is that lepi talking about?"
"I didn't come here to be your enemy!" she shouts across. "Please, we're so few, we can't fight like this anymore, please, please!" Lightgreen clasps her hands together and stands in front of me. "Please!"
"I've given you my price!"
"We don't need to fight! Please!!"
"I am PROPOSING a BARTER!! I'm tired of shouting! I'm coming over! Stay exactly where you are!"
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The lepi looks angry, but resigned, weary. He approaches. Li.ni.si keeps a hand near her hip-attached incapacitor.

He stops a distance away from us which is at once more sociable and more threatening. I can't keep my composure completely, I know I must look like I'm coiling for a fight or flight response. Because I am. He stands, without spear, wings raising to his sides slightly. It's a basic trick many forms of fauna use. Look larger, be more intimidating. I chide my own brain for this stupid animal parlour trick working on me, but the conscious knowledge that he's advancing with no weapon in hand screams a danger I don't fully know the details of.
Come on, Vi.si.mi. You're better than this. Just because the last time you underestimated a spear-throwing native you lost an eye for a while-- hm, ok. Fear warranted, actually.

He tilts his head down and his tongue lashes out fast enough I flinch, despite the distance between us. It curls around and twists.
I manage to surpress screeching like a vatling, but only barely.

Oh. That's a different sort of tongue to the ones I've seen lepi have before. Much more... serrated? Spiky?

Lightgreen's antennae stand rigid like they're trying to escape her head again. Her mouth moves, but no sounds escape.

"I need blood to survive, and the seapi taste so vile," he says. "And the noetuno have stopped showing up lately. Because they know better. So those are my terms. Blood for plants. That is the only thing you can offer me. And if you do not like these terms, I suggest you leave before I feel driven to take it without your say."

Lightgreen backs away behind me again.

"Hey, Li.ni.si," I say in polyvoice, quietly. "Do you know how much blood lepi need to survive?"
"That's not a helpful question, too many variables. I don't even know how much blood this weird lepi wants to take! Give me the word and I'll take him down. Hopefully nonlethally. If he starts getting too close, I'm not waiting for your say, telling you now." She taps at the incapacitor on her hip, lowering its discharge settings. Probably safer, but a higher chance he won't go down in one shot. Risky.
I'd prefer not killing him either. Not if he can be an ally against the seapi.

Wait. Why is he so confident against two 'starthings' from outside his normal context? Has he met Shapeless before? Have I already walked into a trap? ...also, I don't see Softfoot with us. She was just with us a moment ago. Uhhhh.

If I'm reasoning with him I better think of a compelling thing to say.
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No. 1100747 ID: 273c18

>>1100740
>how does he know that
He knows your blood is toxic, so that means, he's been nearby when one of your kind bleeds. Bleeds enough to cause a problem. Which implies he's won a fight. Let's trust that he's a threat.

>>1100741
Realize that you had thoughts of drinking someone earlier too. You can't say this is weird.
So basically, the real question is "will this cause long term problems for Lightgreen" and I'm just going to say no way. There's no way this guy is planning on drinking enough to kill her, but let's include that in our negotiations. Find out exactly how much he wants to drink, if he's done so nonlethally in the past, and how painful and debilitating the process is, and how long it takes lepi to recover. Actually, could we collect some blood for him instead of him using that nasty rasp on his tongue? Just make a needle, a tube, and... I dunno what, something he can drink from.
Oh, since the blood is the "currency" then we can choose how much Globestalk to buy with it, too, and try to haggle on the price to lower the cost. Lightgreen should know how much Globestalk is needed for the starter crop so we have an established minimum. We can also see if the lepi is willing to trade for anything else we have. Or maybe there's some service we can provide? Hopefully as negotiations progress there can be less intimidation and aggression involved. De-escalate.
Prioritize Lightgreen's comfort here, as it's her blood. She gets to decide how much to spend or if she's going to outright refuse in favor of selling something else, but emphasize to her that you will do your best to make sure she's safe.
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No. 1100749 ID: a7a180

Guess we should have brought more lepi. Well if you can treat Lightgreen, and Lightgreen consents, it'll be easier to treat Lightgreen for blood loss than to deal with spear eye again.
(Also, maybe it was substrate? Could a substrate spear do that?)
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No. 1100750 ID: 6c233e

It's Lightgreen's blood, it has to be her decision.

Ask him if it's really worth risking his own injury in a fight when he could just let you grab some globestalk and then never be bothered by any lepi ever again.
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No. 1100752 ID: f82d64

Well he likes noetuno blood. So... "Wait can you help the lepi fighting the enemies off? Would give you a supply of noetuno blood. Since that's who the issue is." Sheesh. Vampiric lepi becomes a war hero? Weird ace in the hole but they need help. Perhaps you could even fix this unneeded mutation he has.
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No. 1100755 ID: 2a82d3

Let's not be too open to the idea of harming our partner, however small. Feels too much like splitting the kitten to settle an ownership dispute. For all we know, his condition is contagious.

His confidence is unusual, but, really... How likely is it he actually has won a fight against higher beings? You'd expect the reverse, if anything. It's possible one of then has experimented on him to turn out like this. Ask if they have.
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No. 1100756 ID: 861ceb

wait, weren't these guys once part of the same tribe as light green? as in normal lepi like her? How'd they get to the point were they need blood to survive, could they drink nectar or is that no longer an option. In short, "the fuck happened to them"? I don't think their should have been enough time for them to evolve since the world went to shit and if they drank blood ahead of time I'm sure someone would have mentioned it.
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No. 1100770 ID: ebb230

It seems like whatever made him strong enough to fight the seapi and other threats also made him carnivorous, but he's still limited to the lepi liquid diet. Thus, vampire moth.

I'll echo the sentiment that if he becomes hostile Li.ni.si should be ready to shoot to kill. He could make a useful ally against the neutono, but depending how much he needs to feed he could become a problem too.
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No. 1100782 ID: 48fad5

Before we risk the livelyhood of our friend, I think we should offer one of our juce pouches or Lightgreen's lunch packs. Maybe make a show of it be safe for consuming.
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> you've had thoughts of drinking people before

I suppose I can't deny that. I didn't think it was weird so much as threatening. Really, I sort of expect that to come across as threatening. It's supposed to be when I do it, anyway. ...look, I am aware how much of a harmless little fluffy bird I come across as, I have to keep some of these things in mind for the appropriate (and hopefully seldom) contexts.

> substrate spear

No, couldn't have been, but the material didn't match anything I'm familiar with. I'm neither a carpenter nor a smith, though, so this doesn't really say much.

> don't be so quick to harm Lightgreen
> it's Lightgreen's decision
> it's her decision
> haggle blood prices
> noetuno blood

I look to Lightgreen. She looks back at me, trembling. Paralysed in fear. She looks at me the same way every time she thinks I can save her from whatever dire situation we're in. And I've given her reason to think I will try, even if I don't succeed.

I find I can't even bring myself to ask her.

So I'll do what I do better, and start asking questions. Maybe I can prise out some other need we can meet instead. I'm not exactly a skilled merchant, but I've been present at trading negotiations between Lord Vi.al and others before. Let's see if I retained anything...

"This is a strange place to make a home, isn't it? You can't easily get what you want or need out here. Why are you here?"
"My people exiled us here out of fear," he says, antennae crossing over each other, annoyed. He draws his tongue back into his mouth. "Friends, family, others of the tribe, all insisted that we could not stay."

After a pause, his voice is slightly quieter. "We felt it best for all to leave."
I nod. "A noble thing to do. Clearly, you valued the needs of others above your own." I think I might be stealing something I heard Vi.al say word for translated word, but, well, they're not here right now to notice.

He pauses, tilts his head at me, antennae twitching around. "More than you could hope to understand, starthing."
"I do have more things I don't understand, though. You've threatened us, understandably, to deter us, and defend your home. I understand our trespass, and we would not have trespassed here if our need was not great." No. No that's a terrible way of phrasing it, hi, hello, it's okay, we're only invading your home because we really need it please. Ugh. Move on. "But I do want to know why you're familiar with the nature of my kind's blood. How familiar are you with my kind?"

This is a risky gambit. I might anger him again. But I can't help feeling like there's some other issue at play here. And if there's some sort of ecological contamination occurring, I must know more.

He turns dismissively. "More than I care to be, but not particularly. I've heard there was a starthing impaled by a spear a day or two ago. The grass died where it shed blood. Supposedly either some criai or iropte went to the site it happened to learn more secrets of the stars, and learned that starthing blood will eat anything it touches if it doesn't start cold boiling into the air." He tilts his head. "Seems a little strange to me for divine forms from the stars to be so destructive."

He gestures towards Lightgreen. "And to think, shaman, people like you revere these creatures?"
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1100866

oh no I was the ecological contamination

I didn't even bleed that much! I think! I'm not sure, I was a little bit busy being blinded by rage, pain, and also actual blindness!! Oh that's bad. I didn't even think of the possibility of my injuries affecting more than just me! ...Well, Lightgreen also put herself at risk getting me to safety, so I knew that, but, augh. Argh. I didn't think my blood was that toxic to carbon organics! It normally isn't. Wait. Oh no. I usually deal with slightly engineered variants more resistant to any problems Shapeless biomechanical systems might cause. How much of the life here is resistant? The lepi would be, they were engineered by Lord Ku.su. ...Anything else?

This world is filled with substrate mechanisms starting to fail, and even if that were my sole objective, I don't think we could clean up everything before something bad happened.

"You're shaking again," signs Li.ni.si. "NOT HELPFUL,", I sign back with such vigour that Li.ni.si steps back before I accidentally elbow her in the stomach.

The idea that my presence on this world might be acting as a catalyst for an ecological collapse is so absolutely horrifying and disgusting that I feel like my entire body was just spun around violently and shoved into the ground, where it shouldn't be because I'm going to pollute it! Oh no. Oh no. Oh, I'm touching the dirt with my feet! I'm causing massive devastation with every step I'm taking! I'm--
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Lightgreen steps in front of me. "Yes! I do! The starbird Veeseemee has saved my life at least three times over! I have seen the compassion and drive to mend and heal the starbeing whose name I forgot to my side has shown! Both are creatures of virtue and are here to save the lepi from the darkness and dangers of this broken world!!" She raises the bracelet on her arm. "If the works of the starbeings are so dangerous, then why have I not been burned by this artifact, this gift from above?! How dare you speak such awful lies about those who came back to save us from those who left us behind?! Who work to right the wrongs of their ancestors the same as us?!"

The lepi in front of us lowers his wings. "The world doesn't need them. You know what they've done to it."

"And who else is going to put it back together?! The noetuno?! You?! You, with your skulls and your blood-drinking and your hiding from the world in the one place no one would ever, ever think to find you? What do you value, blood-drinker?! You are going to die here, alone, and no one will ever know your name!!"
"Okay let's, uh, let's tone that down, Lightgreen," I say, unsure of how to feel about this sudden outpour of slightly condescending zeal.

The lepi folds his arms, bored. "Bold talk for a little lepi who was cowering behind her saviour a moment ago."
"Because they are my saviour! And I will not have you talking them down! Sure, Veeseemee is... well, Veeseemee, I'm not sure where I was going with that but the point stands!!"
I feel so flattered.
The male lepi rolls his eyes and groans. "Are you going to go away any time soon? I've already guessed you're not going to give me any of your blood."
"Well maybe I will!! We need that globestalk!! How much blood do you need, you selfish bastard?!"

Expecting some sort of violent retaliation, I am surprised by the lepi trying to stop himself from laughing, and failing to do so. "Lights above, you're so much like she used to be, shy meek little thing scared of shadows and then suddenly the brightest fire in the clearing. Okay. I won't drink your blood. It's bad form to feed on your own kind, after all."
"Bad form?! It's the greatest taboo you can break!!"
"We both know that's not true, but let's not air that out in front of your precious starbeings."

He looks at Lightgreen, and sighs. "Alright. You've made this evening a little less dull. Drop the weapon, and yes, I do see it, and I am not stupid, and I will take you to the globestalk."

He turns back to the triangular entryway into what I thought was a seapi hive, but, now that I think about it, I haven't seen any seapi around here that weren't in skeletal pieces.
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And then I hear him... say something in a very, very different form of lepi whistles. No, buzzes. More like a strange buzzy version of lepi speak. It's also quiet and hushed. It's supposed to be something we're not able to understand, but my autotranslator starts connecting a lot of structural parallels between it and the semi-decoded seapi buzzing I heard earlier. It's much lower volume than his shouty voice has been so far. I try to feign innocence as I try to isolate what he's saying from all surrounding noise.

"They seem safe. They want to get to the patch. Three, maybe four things. Were five, lost track of their bigger animal. It's a wander, probably made its own way to the patch the long way."
And the voice I hear back is more buzzing, and a lot higher pitched. "What are they giving usz in return?"
"Still thinking of it. The shaman's like you used to be. Big energy, little cocoon."
Weird high pitched staccato buzzes. Laughter? "Sztill a szucker for a pretty facze?"
"Oh shush. How're our guests?"
"They won't leave. They keep waiting for you to come back in."

I make eye contact with the lepi, and he pauses. "...and don't forget to stab the bird one. Over and over and over and over and over. Really go at it. Violently. In the face."
I wince.
His eyes narrow.

"It's usually considered rude to listen in on private conversations," he says in normal lepi tongue.
"He's telling someone else about our group and what we're doing," I say, in polyvoice, to Li.ni.si.
"Well duh!" pipes up Conduit. "He's just saying it out in the open like we can't hear him."
"So both of you understood that weird little buzzing thing he did?" Li.ni.si scratches her head. "How many languages does one world need?"
"Wait. Conduit, I thought you didn't understand seapi."
"That was a seapi?!"
"No, it wasn't, I think but, I, uh, never mind??"

Conduit clings onto Li.ni.si's shoulder as we proceed.
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And here we are in some sort of weird hovel made out of what I can only assume is an abandoned seapi hive.

And there are two others here, slumped on some sort of stack of worn lepi silk pillows, a distance apart from each other. Stuffed with what, I do not know, and don't want to guess.

A dark blue creature with triangular ears and red features. One eye purple, one eye cyan. With, what I realise to my alarm, is one of My.a's symbols branded onto their chest. And what's more, I can tell it's not just some sort of tattoo. No, it's substrate. It's a data mark, wafer thin substrate, typically placed on objects and creatures of specific importance to give advice on care procedures, or, sometimes, containment protocols. The ear tag is probably related.

And the other... a seapi? A phenotype different to the ones I'm familiar with. Much paler, with almost white fuzz, coiling antennae, pointier ears and red eyes instead of black. And no wings, oddly enough. She looks at me at first with surprise, then what I can only read as... irritation? Irritation. Like I'm some sort of everyday pest to be dealt with. What a weird reaction for something to have to someone who should be very outside their usual context.

"Oh. Oh! Shapeless creatures!" The dark blue creature perks up at noticing us arrive. He's speaking in what feels like a weirdly distorted variant of the language I heard the noetuno speak. The intonation is all over the place, like he's trying to map it to the lepi tonal language, but very badly. His noetuno-language grasp is better. I tune the autotranslator to that one instead.
"I knew it! I knew one of you guys would show up! Hey, so, are you working for the Knight or for... I don't remember who the other one was. Which one is it? My name's, uh, well it's long haha so I guess call me Ka.ga.ta!"

The name is in polyvoice, or, well, an attempt at it. Something like a trilled monovoice to attempt to replicate the simultaneous harmonies of polyvoice. It's impressive despite its inaccuracies, that's for sure.

The seapi groans. More of a rattling buzzing, but there's no meaningful signal I can make out of it.

"And her name is, uh, Grass? I think?"

I see her take out some sort of substrate device. Okay, I know the world is littered with the broken remains of a planetary infrastructure, but the amount of intact devices in the hands of the natives feels more than a little embarassing. She holds it to her throat and buzzes, as the device squeaks out lepi noises.

"I'm not here to talk. Oh, and kill this guy before you leave, thanks. Clean up your fucking messes."
"Haha she's just kidding around!"
"I will rip your ears clean off of your skull if you don't shut your fucking mouth right now."
"You shouldn't make such threats, I am a unique and rare individual! One of a kind. You couldn't hurt me, you'd be vandalising something precious!"

"Please kill this guy before you leave," says the seapi, her buzzing louder. "I know what that marking on him says, I don't want to touch him. I might get diseases. Or worse."
"The seapi don't really know how to read the words of higher beings, she's making it all up!"

I would like to focus on literally anything other than these two now.
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I notice, hiding behind layers of walls that presumably held more function when this hive swarmed with seapi, some other form.
I can't quite work out anything but the head and the long, long up-curving antennae. A dark grey, striped with red. It seems vaguely bug-like, as with the lepi and seapi, but isn't quite a match to either.

"Szo long with no viszitor that waszn't here to chew our throatsz out and now we are blesszed with the arrival of five of you."

They speak in a very harshly buzzed, even squeakier version of lepi tongue than I'm accustomed to.

There's a slight pause. "Take the worm outside. We don't talk to wormsz."
"What worm?" I'm getting dizzy from all the new stimuli.
"On the sztarthing that looksz like a turtle."
I hear Li.ni.si grumble "a turtle?" in polyvoice clicks.
"I'm not a worm!" Conduit struggles to keep grip.
"No wormsz. Out."
"I can't be out there on my own! What if a seapi comes after me?!!"
"They won't. Out."
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No. 1100873 ID: 99ca7b

That's awfully body-plan-discriminating of them.
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No. 1100875 ID: 4d3d69

To think that your blood is so toxic seems like an oversight to me. You are an ecological construct and a little bleeding is enough to destroy the planet? I think I can see why Lord Vi.al is not an engineer.

Also, Lightgreen is in rare form today. If she can be like this more often, I can see her easily becoming one of the leaders of the Lepi tribe in the near future.

Regardless, it seems you have a chance to talk with some interesting folk here. That one marked with Lord My.a's symbol might be of concern, but the Seapi seems to have some bad experiences with constructs. She may know about other constructs, and possibly be able to help you get more information on what you'll be facing in the future. I would suggest you ask what her story is first.
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No. 1100879 ID: 273c18

>>1100866
>you bled and polluted the area
Oops. Don't panic, Vi.al can fix it and it won't spread too much before he arrives. Just remember that it can happen and that if you bleed all over the place again you have to clean it immediately. It wouldn't hurt to visit the area again soon to see if it's easier to clean than you're expecting, though.

>>1100869
>please kill this guy
Well we obviously can't do that. We have a peace treaty. But don't go saying that. Just say you really don't want to anger My.a either, and you're not generally in favor of murder in the first place. I'm curious as to why this guy's precious and unique... I'm sure if you asked him you'd get an earful, but I wonder if his manner of speech is what's irritating the seapi.

>>1100870
Tell Conduit they can hide under the dirt or something. Or if they're really that worried then someone can go outside with them to keep them company.
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No. 1100887 ID: 9bbb0e

>>1100870
You'd be a terrible adoptive dad if you just dropped your daughter alone outside.
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No. 1100889 ID: 861ceb

if the guard is still with you I'd like to ask if all these people are part of his tribe as well or if some are merely guest.

also about the whole polluting the world thing... I'm going to be honest there are so many other things on this planet right now that will do much worse than anything you or the substrate structures could do by accident I really don't think adding environmental deserters should add much worry since above it are the complete genocide of multiple races and planetary destruction. Just stick a pin in it and we can try and fix it as solutions become available but it's not like the world is in a worse situation than it already was. If anything it's just another thing we'll have to add to the long list of "shit to fix once we get to it."

as for long nose, (we should probably start asking people for their names, so far the only person we know to call something that isn't their race, job, or physical characteristic is Ka.ga.ta and MAYBE grass) ask if there is a certain reason they don't want conduit here or if they just don't like have children hanging around... what you said it yourself she's basically a vatling so by your species standers she's basically a child.
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No. 1100891 ID: 2a82d3

>>1100869
"Ka.ta.ga" is a total nerrrrrd, but his fanatism would literally kill you if it's not defused whenever My.a ever orders him to. Give his tag a proper look. Can you look up the ID? Does it look like my.a's work, or yours?
A quick band-aid fix: Convince him to accept your brand too. He seems like the type to appreciate such "blessings". If nothing else, imitating the same joke My.a put on him will show her that you can take a joke yourself.

Asking for the actual name of "Grass" goes without saying. She seems to be familiar with your kind, but you should probably inquire into how familiar she is. Is it just nasty rumors, or direct contact? Mere irritation would suggest the former.

It's safe to asssume the locals on this planet have had contact with aliens for quite a while now. Just because the rules disallow it, doesn't mean you should dismiss evidence it's been happening.

>>1100870
Look, we know the baby's been genocidal lately but we can handle her if she acts up. Right, Li.ni.si? She's cut off from her people, anyway.

If they insist, then
1) you're not leaving Conduit alone so Linisi is coming with, and
2) you're not going to be alone with 4 strangers so the guard and someone else has to leave.
So can we have all talk together, talk separately, or not at all?
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No. 1100893 ID: 347191

"We'd at least like to know why our ward has to leave? Surely there's good reasoning?" What an odd bunch of fellows. Well at least they seem to be willing to negotiate. So is blood-drinker a thing from birth or is it a choice?
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No. 1100908 ID: 3df1ab

>Toxic blood
I suspect your blood has been actively trying to absorb materials to heal.

>Ka.ga.ta
Ask to read the sigil and tag to assess what, if anything, is wrong with him. Silently contemplate suggesting he accompany you on your journey.
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I feel a sudden displaced bump to my head as my flocklet bonks against the wall outside trying to enter the abandoned hive. Well, it's safer to say I feel a muted bump somewhere, but it usually feels closest like a bump to my head, I guess. To my other head, that's floating around. Look, it's hard to explain.
I know for a fact I'd forget my head if it wasn't attached to my shoulders, with how often I keep forgetting where I left my flocklet.

> Lightgreen in rare form
I'm still a little surprised, I've seen flickers of this passion from her before but usually not so brazenly expressed. It's still really strange to know she has such faith in me despite apparently being fully aware of my flaws. ...heartwarming, even.

> polluting the world is not a priority right now
I know but it hurts me on a fundamental level that this could even be the case.
> Lord Vi.al not much of an engineer
Lord Vi.al surely must have considered this a possibility! It seems unlike them to overlook something so fundamental to my composition and my purpose. I know Lord Vi.al can frequently lose track of small details, but when it comes to planning, such a glaring contradiction... I have fire-suppressing foam systems to compensate for the flammability of my feathers, I have redundant seed capsule production systems, I could lose my entire body save my head and survive in a recovery coma for [two months], substrate is woven through my body in an intricate fractal to facilitate transmission more readily than most other constructs I've met AND act as a quick dispersal for directed energy bursts, I refuse to believe this wasn't considered.

Yeah, my body's not perfect, no one's is, but it's also engineered. I wasn't just thrown together in a slapdash manner. Mostly. I think.

> you'd be a terrible adoptive dad if you just dropped your daughter alone outside
> ask why your ward has to leave
> we can handle the baby if she starts acting genocidal again
I'm not really her adoptive parent though, right? I mean, sure, she doesn't strike me as that old, but more young adult (or close) than outright child...

"I'm not letting a vulnerable young construct out of my sight. Not without a better reason than 'no worms'. She's practically a defenseless vatling."
I am met with confused looks.
"Vatling means child for my kind."
"You put your children in jars?"
"Yeah! All kids go in jars," says Ka.ga.ta.
"Something like that," says Li.ni.si, vaguely.
"We just use paper cells."

As I recall, we're really, really discouraged from going into detail about construct production methods around non-Shapeless. It’s not an outright ban, but it’s probably better for us all the fewer fine details alien sapients are aware of.
I mean, this applies to effectively all Shapeless technology. It’s part of the reason everyone loves us so much. I mostly don’t have to worry about it because half the time I don’t know enough to be much of a problem. And even if I did, what am I going to say? "Use your innate control over substrate based on complex signalling I don’t have conscious awareness of to make it do the thing you need to do?" Should I ask them how they make their own cells metabolise while I'm at it?

The long-snouted sculker speaks. "The Great Eater hasz many children that szcurry around, eating wallsz and learning szecretsz, returning to their wretched mother to be devoured once more."
"Huh. This isn't one of those wormlings. This has little purple bits sticking out of it."
"It doesz? I can't szee szo well from back here."

"I'm not a child!!"
Conduit wriggles around and Li.ni.si scoops her up into her arms.
"You really do look like a Zi.en vatling. Su.ki.fu showed me pictures of her vatling form once, but you're not quite as goopy as she was," says Li.ni.si.
"I'm not a child though!! Just because I don't know how physical space works all that well or because I've lost half the complexities and capacities I..."
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Conduit trails off.

"Oh no."
"What is it?" I look back to her, as Li.ni.si adjusts her arms a little to carry Conduit better.
"Reduced physical capacity, reduced mental capacity, I feel hungry even when I eat, and I keep feeling sleepy..."

Conduit's eyes start to water as I practically feel the metaphorical gears turn in her head.

"But I don't want to be baby. I had a life before this! I was involved in politics! I wasn't good at it at all but I was!!"
"Well, you're alive at least," says Li.ni.si, gently cradling and rocking Conduit as she starts trembling. "Practically none of us get a chance to start over like this."

Conduit bursts into tears, but it's less the screaming wails of a vatling and more like how she was at her limit in her dying immaterial world.
Li.ni.si rocks her gently still, and hums an old Lo.kan melody I've come across before in their data streams. Something calm and soothing and repetitive to help upset vatlings feel better. The thing that strikes me about it is how modal it feels. Like a switch just flicked in Li.ni.si's head. Maybe it's just part of the training of a mechic, but something about it feels like it came from experience.

I will not pry. I've known her for maybe the best part of a single day.

I also think Conduit would feel highly insulted if she knew she was hearing a lullaby for the youngest of vatlings, but it does seem to be calming her down.
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"Alright." I adjust my feathers a little. "So, thank you for making the child cry." I so nearly said 'my' child. Blegh. I don't want to think about that one.
The sculking creature looks a little taken aback by this.
"...That waszn't my intent, uh, at all, to be honeszt, I juszt want to keep my home szafe."

"I think you need to put it back in the jar. It looks like it's not done yet."
"Thank you for your stellar mentoring advice," I say, because I'm having a hard time holding back my snippy comments. "Globestalk."
"Amber isz making szure a beaszt hasn't wandered into the patch. He'll be back szoon."
"Amber is?"

The orange-eyed snout lurker looks at me with some confusion. "You juszt met him. ...Did he not tell you hisz name again?"
"No. I don't know your name either."
"I'm juszt here to keep an eye on thingsz. Don't worry about me."
"Her name's Sangaree!" says Ka.ga.ta. "She's really pretty!"
"...yesz, my name is that," says Sangaree with irritation I can feel through the obfuscating layers of buzzed lepi-tongue.
"If you don't mind me asking, forgive the rudeness, but what kind of creature are you?"

I see her look around, shuffling uncomfortably.

"I wasz born lepi, if that meansz anything to you."
"Oh? Can you go into more detail? I'm noticing some phenotypical divergences I haven't come across before."
"I don't want to talk about it. Aszk Amber about it."

After a pause, I hear a drawn out buzzing sigh. "...yesz, I know I do not look lepi anymore."
"I'm sorry to keep asking, but one more quick question. Did, uh, did one of my kind have anything to do with what happened?"
"No."
"I see." I stop myself from reflexively asking if I can do anything to help. Probably, I can. But I can't keep getting sidetracked.
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"What's your story, then, Grass?"
"Fuck off."

Well that was quick.
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"And as for you," I say, walking to Ka.ga.ta. He stands up as I approach.

"Ka.ga.ta--"
"You already introduced yourself."
"--.ni.ze.ri.lo.ne.ga.ta, at your service, Vi.alic!"
"I need to read the symbol on your chest. This will require me to touch it. Permission to do so?"

He gives me such a sleazy smile I feel like I have revoked permission from myself to go anywhere near him, but, well, needs must.

"Sure thing, anything for a pretty lady!"
"I'm not-- never mind. Let's see." Let's get this over with as fast as I can manage, with the least surface contact necessary.

The symbol is a warning glyph. Redundantly repeated numerous times, as tends to be the case with substrate data storage.

BLOT PHENOMENON DESIGNATION KA.GA.TA.NI.ZE.RI.LO.NE.GA.TA - WARNING: LIVE BLOT ORGANISM - DO NOT REMOVE FROM CONTAINMENT - DO NOT ALLOW CONTACT WITH ORGANISMS WITH DISPLACEMENT INDEX OF 3 OR LOWER - REPRODUCTIVE RISK, RISK OF GENETIC CONTAMINATION (KNOWN BLOTLING PHENOMENON), KEEP AWAY FROM POTENTIAL COMPATIBLE FEMALES - IF FOUND OUTSIDE PIT FACILITY RETURN URGENTLY ACTUALLY DON'T DO THAT I'M NOT LETTING HIM BACK IN ANYMORE - IF UNABLE TO PREVENT INTERACTION WITH LOCAL FAUNA USE STANDARD BLOT-DERIVED MATERIAL DESTRUCTION METHODS - KNOWN EFFECTIVE METHODS: THERMONUCLEAR DETONATION, SUBSTRATE ASSIMILATION, CLASS-APEX NEAR-UNIVERSAL SOLVENTS (SECURE MATERIAL TO BE DESTROYED BEFORE USE)

...okay so this reads as a weird mixture of standard templates and My.a's comments. It goes on like this and there's a long meandering bunch of research notes scattered haphazardly between the repetitions. I don't have time to read all of it, especially as the longer I stay in physical contact with this thing the more uncomfortable I feel.

Wow, if only I had some sort of data-storing object to transfer it to. Oh well.

Some highlights, then. Skimming over My.a's research notes, I get the impression that Ka.ga.ta himself wasn't really a test subject as much as a byproduct of testing something else. There's some musings on setting up a population of blotlings on a different world to see how tangled up their genes would get after a few generations, lots and lots of incidents of this guy injuring himself in statistically unlikely ways, and then culminating in My.a declaring him a living bad luck attractor and throwing him out of the facility. Something about the focus of research shifting to making sure Ka.ge.ta never, ever finds his way back into the facility.

"Alright, thanks for that." I touched him. He's a blotling, an apparently contagious bad luck attractor, and some sort of reproductive nightmare. That's three reasons I need to amputate this wingarm as soon as I get the chance. I hope the warning just meant inexplicable cross-fertility and not that I'm going to explode into mini-blotlings.
"No problem! So, what did it say? Grass said it says I'm a hazard but I mean, I'm a one of a kind creation of the Shapeless Lords, truly I'm destined for greater things!"
"You're, uh, keep, keep doing what you're doing," I say, in a slight daze.
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"Oh right now I'm here to make sure all globestalk is eradicated before it poses a threat to the criai. Glass-Fold-Nine-Circles sent me. I'm working for him while I figure out my true grand purpose. He's like the only guy who doesn't seem to think I should be killed on sight for some reason?"
"What."
"Yeah! It's super toxic to criai! He's worried it's going to cause problems if any enemies find this out and turn it into a weapon."
"Did he tell you not to spread that information around?"
"Uh... I don't remember?"

Well that's extremely unfortunate news.

I see Sangaree approach from behind the walls.

"We won't let you do that. The patch isz preciousz to usz."
"Well I'm not here to start digging up your garden, haha! I'm here to grab some to take back so he can investigate further."

He looks at Sangaree's more fully visible, highly pregnant body, and I suddenly connect a few dots regarding Amber's defensiveness and Sangaree trying to keep herself out of harm's way.

"Wow! How much blood did you guys drink?"
Sangaree gives a long buzzing sigh again. "I hope you're the worszt thing that happensz to me tonight."

"Oh, congratulations!" I blurt out. Why.
Li.ni.si raises a brow. Lightgreen looks at me bewildered.
"...isn't that what organics tend to say when they're acknowledging a reproductive cycle in progress?" Why did I say anything. Why did I say anything.
"And behold, there isz room for the earth to crumble, and for usz all to tumble further down into the depthsz of pain far from the Light, curszed we all asz creaturesz of pureszt worszt wordsz and baffling choicze torment usz all with their horrendousz waysz."
Uh uh uh subject change. "Oh right! Introductions from earlier! I forgot!" I bow, hurriedly. "My name is Vi.si.mi, I am an ecology construct created for the Shapeless Lord Vi.al, long shall it reign! This is Li.ni.si, a, uh, health and repairs construct created for the Shapeless Lord Lo.ka, this is the shaman Lightgreen Mint of Golden Bough, oh right also this is Conduit, an, uh, emergent construct created indirectly for the Shapeless Lord Vi.al, this is my flocklet, which is my other me--"
"I really don't care, I juszt want you all to go away asz szoon asz you get your globesztalk."

"Does that include--"
"No it doesz not. You're fine."
"Grand."

"Will Amber be gone much longer? I'm just as eager to get travelling back myself," I say, after too awkward a silence.
"If you're that worried you can go out thisz way and szee for yourszelf," I get back, Sangaree's patience clearly wearing thinner and thinner as she vaguely gestures to some other passage in this abandoned hive.
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No. 1100983 ID: 273c18

>>1100981
>Vi.al didn't make a mistake with your blood
Either it's a tradeoff-- as in, it behaves that way because it normally does something extremely beneficial inside your body-- or "pollution" is a misinterpretation of what it's actually doing, or trying to do. What if it's trying to restore the planet to its original state? We know the planet has been altered in various ways.

>reproductive danger
>pregnant woman, used to look more like a lepi
UH. Ask her if she ever touched the walking biohazard. If not, warn her never to do so, and in fact she should keep a considerable distance from him. Also consider removing the finger you touched him with if you can do so without bleeding all over the place. Even if there's some possibility of your blood being able to kill him. ...why didn't My.a kill him? Weird.
Huh, Grass knows the gist of what the marker means? Apologize that you don't have a way to kill him safely at the moment, even if it's not really your mess. If he gets smug about it tell him you're sure you could still horribly injure him. If he makes any move towards anyone then shooting him is a good idea. Wait shit we don't have any weapons now do we. Well if he makes any move retreat to retrieve your weapons from outside so you can zap him.
Wait, CAN you kill him? Do you have access to any of the listed methods?

>Amber is making sure a beast didn't wander into the patch
Uh, tell her you're worried about Amber possibly spearing your missing beast-like companion.
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No. 1100984 ID: 4d3d69

Look, I'm not saying Lord Vi.al is a poor engineer, but when you consider that constructs can have their blood evaporate instead of remaining in the soil for aeons to pollute and destroy the environment, it doesn't make much sense to not choose evaporation option for your ecological construct.

I will say it is amusing to see Conduit be upset at this new youth when many organics seek the elixir of youth for generations for a chance to be young again. Quite a contrast!

Also, congratulations on parenthood, Vi.si.mi!

Grass doesn't waste our time at least.

Ka.ga.ta seems to be a total grease ball. Absolutely should be placed under containment though.

Well, you got your work cut out for you. Ka.ga.ta could cause damage to the genetics of future organics on this world, but killing him will not be easy, and he may prove useful still, especially if you can learn more about what Lord My.a was doing. Sangaree is experiencing the biological stresses of pregnancy, and her health may be at risk as a result. She definitely responds to Conduit as if they were a child though, so she may trust Li.ni.si (as the apparent care-giver) more than you, for any further diplomatic discussion. The Globestalk may be needed by the Lepi, but if they decide to use it instead as a chemical weapon on the Cirai, which would undoubtedly make the Lepi a huge threat to the other factions, so you'd need an assurance that the Lepi won't use this in such a way unless absolutely necessary.

... And I just uploaded that picture of Amber and had no name for him. Now I get it less than an hour later. God damn it.
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No. 1100993 ID: 8f9bc4

OK first off, there are a lot of things to worry about, making you miss some VERY IMPORTANT SALIENT FACTS about the current situation. Worry later. Observe now.

1. Seapi, not violent, not mindless, not attacking, able to speak. Wasn't that (according to the lepi) supposed to be impossible?
2. Amber (the spear wielding lepi you met?) was exiled. What they did might give you insight on how to reunite the lepi. Will part with information in exchange for food. Bring food, these organisms sorely need it.
3. Globestalk is toxic to the criai. Ka.ga.ta. is here to destroy it before it can be weaponized by their enemies. You should try weaponizing it.
3. LIVE BLOT ORGANISM REPRODUCTIVE RISK. KEEP AWAY FROM POTENTIAL COMPATIBLE FEMALES. Pregnant female lepi, who has grown into a very abnormal body shape for some reason. Aww, they're a couple! He's gonna be a daddy! I wonder when the baby's due?
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No. 1100997 ID: 273c18

Oh, and in regards to the weaponizing globestalk thing, don't bring up the subject again. Just get it from Amber before the blotling can destroy it. ...if Ka.ga.ta attracts bad luck, I wonder if the globestalk is already in danger just from him being near it? That's a second reason to get there sooner rather than later.
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No. 1101004 ID: 2a82d3

>>1100979
Her voice says "Fuck off", the smirk say "you're hilarious". You've made an impression on her, at least.

>>1100981
>bad luck attractor
>working for Glass-Fold-Nine-Circles
>thing you're looking for is weapon against criai
Too late to cut off that arm, or kill him, he's already a walking diplomatic incident right now. This is kind of the exact opposite of the non-aggression pact you want from his employer. Ask him about his other jobs to confirm, and be thankful he hasn't clocked your designation yet. In fact, let's all agree we didn't hear that last part.

>"If you're that worried you can go out thisz way and szee for yourszelf," I get back, Sangaree's patience clearly wearing thinner and thinner as she vaguely gestures to some other passage in this abandoned hive.
You know you can send your flocklet to do that, right?

Disillusioned from faith she had, an offer to protect her family, whoever she decides is in it, can go a long way. Lightgreen can vouch for you, and hash out the details for her.
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No. 1101006 ID: 273c18

Oh, instead of planning his death, maybe we should make sure he lives. Because, if he causes bad luck for everyone in the vicinity, then the more time he spends "helping" our enemies the better. Though I suppose if the enemy knows this they might make sure he's always out on missions, far away from their base, so the bad luck doesn't affect them directly...
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No. 1101014 ID: 70f428

So the outcast lepi are having kids. Guess it makes sense that outcasts would join up. Great Eater huh? Details please. Oh, do tell Glass Globestalk heals lepi or he may think we're making bioweapons.
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No. 1101019 ID: 861ceb

hmm let's see what we're dealing with

Amber seems mostly natural towards your group but does seem to like or at least enjoy the presents of light green.

Ka.ga.ta.ni.ze.ri.lo.ne.ga.ta seems pretty laid back, a bit air headed, and will try to sleep with anything with a pair of legs. While he doesn't seem to hate you or your group he also probably doesn't really care about any of you either unless someone decides to sleep with him. Though since it seems My.a is actively avoiding him (or at least pretending he doesn't exist) you might be able to use him to distract her down the line by telling him where one of My.a's bases are (you already know were Va.ne.tu's base is so if you pointed him that way Va will probably kick the problem up to My.a). Could let you distract My.a down the line once the truce is over.

Grass is probably one of the nicest locals we've met since we've crashed here... I'm not joking. She hasn't tried to kill you, attack you, threaten you, chase you off, blame you for the state the world is in, or simply judge you poorly based off what you are, just a general hate towards the world in general an not directed solely at you. best respect her wishes and leave her alone unless she approaches your party first.

Sangaree seems to be in charge? maybe? at the very least all the people in this room seem to follow her word so even if she isn't the leader she seems to be someone with influence. Also seems to be very annoyed at you and your group and has image issues with her body so probably best stop bring up how odd she looks as it seems to be upsetting her. and she did say if you want to learn more about how this group of lepi has changed from baseline lepi to go ask amber so yeah, I say drop any question about their mutations while she is around.

Though... I guess ask why they have been turning away the lepi that came by earlier trying to gather the globestalk for light green's tribe. Sangaree's tribe seem to have a good idea how important it is to the lepi and seem to be alright with us gathering some to help out the tribe. If they didn't have a problem with light green's tribe to begin with why did they turn them away?
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No. 1101037 ID: a7a180

You could excuse yourself and poke around a bit more, that seems like a good plan to relieve tension (at least until you walk into the next problem).

You're engineered to be a well-thought-out lifeform tailored to Vi.al's creations, but this world is way out of spec. You have to accept there will be unexpected interactions, and that maybe it's not such a bad thing that a random stranger doesn't want to drink your blood.
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No. 1101584 ID: 2ca689
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> congratulations on parenthood
She is not my child, she was making independent decisions before I got here!! Admittedly terrible ones. She'd have probably got herself killed if I hadn't arrived with the timing I did, but her circle might have held together for long enough for her desperate gambit of jumping to the satellite to work. I did put it under significant strain for a failing structure by having it feed me sensory data. That all assumes there even was a satellite and she didn't just hope there was.

Yeah, okay, maybe she could do with a bit of mentoring, actually. I don't doubt she doesn't have a technical skill that surpasses mine, because I sure would not be able to build myself an egg as my body fell apart around me. But she's like a freshly emerged fastborn construct, she's got deep understanding of a few narrow things and absolutely abysmal everything else. Even Vy.zi.ki had a general understanding of what it means to be embodied, because constructs can't really ever know anything else by our nature.
That still doesn't make her my child.

> send flocklet to investigate
Good idea. Done. It bleeps and chirps in confirmation as it proceeds to smack into every wall going, but it does eventually find its way out.

I guess I must be a bit too focused on my surroundings to spare the cognitive capacity to help it navigate.

> Ka.ga.ta is a grease ball
> anything with legs
I notice with increasing discomfort that the hand I used to touch him is faintly covered in a greasy film, or maybe a drier kind of slime. It wasn't as noticeable on touch, but absent of his body temperature, the cold faint wetness is making me regret touching him without protective barriers in place. Well, I have my shield gen, which has bonded to my body so well it's not even visible beneath my feathers, but that's not really sufficient protection in the way I'd like.

> reproductive risk
I feel I may not have translated the exact nuance of this particularly well. The risk is that the entity can reproduce. Self-replicating hazards are a reoccuring nightmare in the Shapeless' history, which is why there's so much of a taboo on things reproducing or replicating without the permission and awareness of the Lords. This is one of the many reasons why constructs are not allowed to pursue reproductive research independently, and why construct reproduction is classed as law-breaching behaviour. Wild substrate will eat entire planets if left to its own devices. Something with access to that sort of power and an intellect to guide it has been, historically, a grand-scale threat beyond compare.

So yes, My.a throwing something (from the Blot) that can reproduce with natural organisms (or engineered ones as well, I suppose) out into the wild is yet another instance of My.a breaking Shapeless law in a lackadaisical and carefree manner. You know, on top of grand theft, usurpation of a Shapeless Lord, trespassing in Lord Vi.al's domain without permission, and probably other stuff I don't even know what the exact charge would be but probably isn't allowed. The list is long. Who's even keeping count at this point?

> kill Ka.ga.ta
I don't know. The warning seems... a little overblown.

> tell Ka.ga.ta to tell Glass-Fold-Nine-Circles that globestalk heals lepi
Honestly I feel like that's something I'd prefer to say to him directly if at all. I don't see this guy as a very useful messenger.

"Hey, you've been eyeing me for a bit, starbird!" he says, grinning, in a way I imagine is meant to be charming but just makes my feathers stand on end.
"Assessing capabilities, pay me no mind."
"Oh I'm very capable if you want to know more! Haha. I couldn't possibly pass up a pretty little bird like you wanting to know more."

Wow I think I just almost retched.

"Won't be necessary. Also, to clarify, I'm not female. Or male, for that matter. I am the creation of a Shapeless Lord engineered for a purpose, not some crude imitation of an organic."
"I hardly see why all that matters, silly birdie."
"And extremely not interested in whatever you're proposing."
"Ah..." He looks through me with a distant smile. "Some other time, perhaps, haha."
Eh? I don't get that response. "No, not some other time. I'm not interested, period, end of line."
"Haha..." He shakes his head and his ears flail around. "Maybe it'll be funnier if you find out yourself."
"Find out what?"
"Oh, things, and stuff."

"Do you have anything of actual substance to say?"
After he spends some time mulling on what to reply with, he goes with "Haha, that's not a very nice thing to say, birdie."
I don't think Grass actually read the symbol on his chest. I think she just spoke to him for longer than a minute. I'm starting to feel the urge to kill rising myself.
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> Grass impressions
> doesn't waste our time
She is refreshingly to the point, if nothing else.

> seapi, not violent, not mindless, not attacking
Ignoring Ka.ga.ta, I back up to Lightgreen, dropping my voice to a low hum. "Lightgreen, I thought you said the seapi weren't intelligent."
"I think I know what's going on," she tells me in a conspiratorial hush. "You were going to put--" She falters. "Channel? Tunnel? Causeway?"
"Conduit?"
"Conduit," she says, with some difficulty, as I realise whatever construction my autotranslator invented to translate Conduit's name must be clunkier than I realised for lepi to pronounce. "You were going to put her spirit into a box like the one that seapi has, right? I think that the seapi's holding a box with a spirit in it. Its spirit. The seapi are mindless violent beasts, so it only stands to reason they'd be like an empty vessel. See? It's always holding the small box, and if it lets go of the box, it's not for long."

I'm impressed with Lightgreen's read on the situation. I discreetly start querying the device Grass is using to speak, and apart from a few fluctuations in light, no one would be any the wiser. Grass does notice its glow shifting, but she gives it a few taps until she's happy with how it looks, keeping it held tightly to her just as Lightgreen noticed.

The device does not contain a consciousness. There are smaller, simpler agents acting as interpreters. I suspect whatever this device came from was probably an autotranslator like the one I'm in remote contact with. Smart enough to do its job, too stupid to know allegiance. Perfect for one of the local sapients to just pick up and freely use with some experimentation. There isn't a meaningful speck of substrate on or in Grass' body to explain some sort of flesh puppetry.
Her theory is insightful, but incorrect.

"The box only contains..." I try to think of how to phrase it. "Lesser spirits of communication. I think she's just a person."
"That doesn't make any sense," says Lightgreen, before looking at Sangaree and Ka.ga.ta. "...well, okay, weirder things are in this place, but, maybe whatever strangeness is around here led to a seapi that thinks it's a person."

"Oh look, a lepi that thinks it's a person, and a glass bird that shouldn't even be here," says Grass, as I realise, of course, Grass was speaking into the lepi tongue, responding with others speaking in this language, and that my usual gambit of switching languages to fit the situation should have taken into consideration it would be a rather poor substrate translator device to only work one way.

Wait. No, we were keeping our voices down. Argh, how sensitive is that thing?

"You want my story? My story is you fucks ruined everything. Lepi, glass things, both of you. So, yeah, fuck you, drop dead. Not here, fuckbird. You'll fuck it all up even more. Good night."

Grass gets up, and Lightgreen hides behind me again. I was wondering why she wasn't reacting to the seapi in fear up until now, and I guess Grass actually approaching is enough to spook her. Grass gives the most exaggerated eye roll I have ever seen something with eyes and a neck give.

"If you're so desperate for my attention then congratulations, you've fucking got it, dumbasses. I'll see you idiot fucks in the morning."

She disappears deeper into the abandoned hive. I decide it best to not follow her or ask for clarification.
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"...so why is there a thinking seapi here?" I ask Sangaree, due to running out of other options.
"It happensz, szomtimesz," she says, resuming her lurking in the shadows. "Don't know why. It juszt doesz. If szhe didn't have that boxz with her to talk with, Amber might have szpeared her through the cheszt. But perhapsz not. Szhe wasz wounded, miszerable, and szeemed to be waiting for Amber to szlay her like her blank-eyed kin we drive back. And Amber told me he could tell szhe was very, very different." She makes a faint staccato set of buzzes, some sort of quiet laugh. "We're quite szympathetic to exzilesz. We know what it'sz like to have nowhere to go but 'away'. Szhe is sztaying here for now."
"Exile? She's a seapi exile?"
"A rogue. Szhe waszn't szupposed to wake up, but szhe did. Szo they tried to kill her. Eat her. Return her to the hive in the only way szhe was fit to szerve."

Out of the corner of my eye, I see Conduit stop moping as her eyes widen.

"We szee it time to time. Moszt don't get away." Sangaree flits her wings. "And szhe didn't get away in one piecze either. Szhe looked much, much worsze off when szhe firszt szhowed up. Looked much better after szhe came back from szearching for szomething in thisz placze, though."

"Poor big wasp lady," says Ka.ga.ta, actually displaying an appropriate (if basic) emotional response for a moment before going back to his stupid grin. "I should convince her to come back with me to Glass-Fold-Nine-Circles! She'd be far from the rest of her apparently cannibalistic murderous kind!"

Well that might be one way to ensure Ka.ga.ta's destruction.

"One other thing. What is this 'Great Eater' you mentioned?"
"Grassz would know more. It livesz deep within her old home, the Heart Hive, the central of the Szixz Great Hivesz. Szhe szaid the boxz szhe carriesz wasz carved from itsz fleszh."
"Okay. I suppose that means it's a starbeing too." I can't. I can't deal with any more rogue substrate entities right now. I am but one increasingly tired bird construct. I can do only so much in a day.
"I've heard it szhinesz in darknessz, and itsz body flowsz from glassz to fleszh and back at itsz whim."
"Alright, that's a yes, then. Thank you. Also, 'Six Great Hives'?"
"Well, Five Great Hivesz now, given..." She gestures around to the abandoned hive structure. "North Hive, Easzt Hive, Weszt Hive, Szouth Hive, Heart Hive, and then there'sz whatever thisz used to be. Apparently, it wasz only [two years] ago thisz uszed to be juszt as buzzing with activity. Amber and I found it deszerted like thisz, and we don't know what happened to the previousz occupantsz. But the other szeapi won't come closze. Worksz for usz quite well."
"Alright. Thank you."

Sangaree nods, and, after a pause, bows lightly to me, looks around, and heads the same direction I saw Grass take.
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"This place is a mess," says Li.ni.si to me in symphonic polyvoice. "Also I'm not finding any catalogue matches for any of the mutations here. They have to all be novel to this planet. That seems statistically improbable."
"Ka.ga.ta is a blotling."
Li.ni.si gently puts Conduit on the floor, much to Conduit's surprise and annoyance, and grabs me by the shoulders. "Are you sure?"
"Uhh, yeah, that's what the warning glyph on him says. What's with the grab?"
"I can't be near anything from the Blot! I have a condition! Why didn't you tell me sooner?!"
"Well I didn't know you had a condition?? Sorry??"
She lets me go. "You're right, I didn't. Sorry, I'm just... something has had me on edge since I laid eyes on the guy. We made eye contact and I felt a chill down my spine."
"No, I think he's just like that."
"You're absolutely not wrong, but, well, uh, forget it, discussing it for too long won't help me. Well, if that one's a Blot-spawned aberration, I guess perhaps the others are Blot-touched in some way as well. Anyway, if you don't mind, I'm going to see if there's anywhere in this vast empty papery mass to set up camp, because I don't think we're travelling back in the dark at this point."
"That's a good call. Take Conduit and Lightgreen with you, though. And ask Sangaree first."
"Fine. What about you? Where's your flocklet?"
"About to check in on it."

Li.ni.si idly scratches her stomach. I hear a faint rumble, and she sighs. "And I don't know about you, but I'm hungry again."
"You are?"
"Aren't you? We've been doing a lot of walking."
"I mean, I was in a cart for most of it. So were you. Do we have enough supplies for another meal?"
"Another two meals easily. Three if we eat light in the morning. We took enough for the journey, but we picked up another mouth to feed on the way, and Conduit's going to need something more substantial than pure substrate to rebuild a full body."
"Hmm."
"You can't be suggesting we don't eat something, right? How full are your reserves? Actually, just let me check, will you?"

She motions for me to give her my hand. I do so. I feel a faint tingle as she takes my hand in her own, closes her eyes, and rests her other hand on my arm. She's reading my bioenergy levels. I recognise the sorts of queries she's making, because this is far from an unusual inspection for a mechic to make.
"Wow. Reservoir's barely below two-thirds recommended capacity. Was I powering the cart myself entirely?? What were you doing??"

I blink. "What? The cart had enough power to drive itself."
"For the first part of the journey, sure, but we used up a bunch of those reserves on Conduit. Didn't you notice the cart getting colder to the touch?"
"No??"
"No wonder I feel so drained. Monarch's name, the cart drain, a blotling, I'm so out of it, Vi.si.mi. Do you just not know how to transfer bioenegy or did you genuinely think the cart was doing all the work? I mean, don't get me wrong, if I'd walked the entire way you'd have had to drag me in here. Well, maybe not, I wouldn't have been trying to keep a cart powered. We would have been slower, though, for sure. I don't know how Softfoot did it all."
"Her ancestors were designed to work as tirelessly as possible."
"Why weren't we designed to work as tirelessly as possible?"
"We can do much, much more than they can. I wouldn't worry about it."
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Li.ni.si sighs yet again. "Sometimes I doubt it, Vi.si.mi. Sometimes I really doubt we're actually that much improved on these 'lesser', 'base' organics. I've never heard of any of these 'simpler' people hearing the wrong signal and... wow, I really am out of it. Sorry, ignore that, please."
"You sound like you've got a bad case of bio-envy."

Li.ni.si glares at me, blushing furiously, and angrily snorts. Any initial surprise or embarassment soon shifts into fury. And I realise I don't often see her mouth open.

"Bio-envy. Bio-envy. You narrow-minded, spoiled rotten, arrogant, ignorant, feather-brained little lordling piece of--"

She stops herself, takes a deep breath, as her ears fall back to their normal floppy position, and I hear her count to ten.

"Wh-- what?! What?! I just said--"
"Yes I heard you the first time. I'm tired, and hungry, and you are not improving my mood. Go check on your flocklet and leave me alone. I'm going to go get our food." She stares me directly in the eyes. "Maybe leave the diagnosis to the professionals in future, and stop assuming you understand everything and everyone you come across?"
"I didn't--"
"Monarch's fucking name, Vi.si.mi! I thought I was clear! Will you kindly go away before you give me something to actually regret in a few [hours]?"
"Now hold on here!! I am in charge of this mission, you can't treat me like this--"

She starts walking off. She takes a few seconds to compose herself, and switches from polyvoice to lepi whistles. "Lightgreen! Could you please carry Conduit? We need to get our supplies. We'll reconvene with Vi.si.mi in about an [hour]."

She's soon far from me. I thought I told her not to call me a lordling. I still don't even know exactly what that even is supposed to mean. Creation of a Shapeless Lord?? I mean, all constructs are. 'Feather-brained' kind of hurt too. Humph. Fine. Lord Vi.al did warn me I'd be dealing with a bunch of faulty constructs. As long as this instability doesn't jeopardise the mission, whatever. I have other things to do.

It's not my fault I'm right and she's got severe bio-envy. It's transparently obvious. Doubting the nature of intelligently engineered constructs versus the products of mindless iteration as anything other than superior-- okay, Vi.si.mi, calm down. Stop it. That's not an okay way to think. But. Still. Li.ni.si wouldn't have reacted that strongly if I wasn't absolutely, totally right.

So I was right. I was right and I, uh, I...

...I should have apologised. Ah, Monarch's name, I should have apologised. I especially shouldn't have tried to pull rank, why did I do that?? First thing when I see her next time, apologies, apologies, apologies.

Why am I like this. I don't like being like this. I'm not supposed to be arrogant and authoritative, I was made to serve. I'm supposed to help. I like helping.

Okay, focus, Vi.si.mi. No one is perfect. Flocklet time.
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I turn my attention to my flocklet. Through it, I find Amber and Softfoot... engaged in some sort of argument. Well, at least Softfoot didn't get skewered.

"...know what you're trying to say but it isn't that simple."
"Group strong. Big group stronger. Move back to big group. Simple."
"I know, I'm not disputing that. But we're not wanted."
"Big insect people hear star bird. Ask star bird. Star bird say big group stronger. If not star bird, friend light green. Big insect people hear light green."
"I don't think I can make you understand why this isn't going to work," says Amber, annoyed.

The two are collecting globestalk from the patch. Three piles. One of the piles of particularly bloated specimens, another of weedier, thinner plants, and a third pile of more bulbous, clustered fruits. Softfoot delicately pulls the plants out of the earth with her unseen mouth as Amber shuffles them into piles.

"You have mate," says Softfoot, stomping on the ground. "Mate carrying. Not safe here for you and mate. [i]Very not safe for new big insect people.[/i]"
"All the more reason not to travel so long."
"I help, if we go."

Amber looks into Softfoot's eyes, and, after Softfoot stares back at him for a while, she flicks the tendrils on her head. "I help. I help big insect people always."
"I will discuss it with Sangaree," he says, wearily.

Softfoot does a little spin. "Talk yes. Talk and go later. Sun up?"
"We can talk about it in the morning."
"Yes. Fruit now."


I'm realising I'm less effective of a diplomat than the descendant of semi-sapient guard beasts. And possibly also less helpful.
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No. 1101591 ID: 25fb94

I think you should differentiate 'capable of some form of reproduction' and 'self-perpetuating aggressive hegemonizing swarm'. One does not necessarily imply the other, even for mechanical life.
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No. 1101592 ID: 3184a6

everyone seems to be just sniping each other with barbs. I think the only person not pissed off or upset right now is lightgreen.

But yeah, I think it would be best for you to give everyone some space for a bit to let tempers cool and you can go to were softfoot and amber are and help them collect the globestalk. Also try and get a reading on the ground to give yourself an idea on the ideal conditions for growing globestalk so we can try and farm the stuff down the line so the village will always have access to some in the future.
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No. 1101595 ID: cb76eb

When they say 'Lordling' they're referring to your impulsive, conscious and subconscious insistence of shapeless ideals and standards. When it's been shown time and time again that those, just like substrate, are brittle under strain. Others have shown you that there is so much more flexibility in the way we can think, handle ourselves and treat others. You've been questioning why you've been saying certain things. Consider that those unintended responses are a bit more hard coded than you might think.

Make your way to your flocklet. Extra hands won't hurt, extra words might.
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No. 1101596 ID: cb76eb

And here's a thought: Lightgreen's tribe is nomadic, yeah? How much convincing would it take for them to just move into this abandoned hive? It's the only viable globestalk spot we have.
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No. 1101598 ID: 2a82d3

>>1101585
Fear of predation overrides natural empathy. News at 11:00.

Shame we don't have the means or resources to make some sort of seapi queen out of her. We need all the allies we can get.

>>1101589
Yeah, try to resist deflecting from pulling your weight next time. "Little lordling" is right on the money for not acknowledging your faults. If you ever forget organics can't get the better of you, look in the mirror. Proof is right on your face.

It is a strong reaction to being called bio-envious, though. Put aside the taboo aside, there shouldn't be anything wrong with that. If anything, they make for great engineers and administrators.

Makes you wonder about her past endeavors into reproductive research, and how illegal it was. Bet on her trust in you being very dependent on how cool you are with it.

So your apology, and you will make an apology, will be to let her know that you can acknowledge failings of Shapeless methodology, and also that you think she'd totally be a better parent than the greasy guy.

>>1101590
Oh hey, this conversation is exactly in your wheelhouse. Failing at combat, diplomacy, and leadership is one thing. Building new nests for new families is what you were literally built for. Surely, you haven't been just planting seed pods the whole time, right?

Don't be afraid of going full nerd on Amber while you're still in the ideation phase on planning. It's their dream house, after all.

>I'm realising I'm less effective of a diplomat than the descendant of semi-sapient guard beasts. And possibly also less helpful.
That means it couldn't possibly hurt to ask for advice. Not physically, anyway.
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>>1101584
Would.

>Maybe it'll be funnier if you find out yourself.
My guess is his grease is a potent universal aphrodisiac.

>>1101588
>I can't be near anything from the Blot! I have a condition!
We should probably let her know in advance that Glass-Folds-Nine-Circles is also Blot-touched and has others with him and might be one of our potential allies here, because we met and talked in a dream.

In the interest of full disclosure with our mechic.

>>1101590
>diplomat
Softfoot is cute and adorably naive, it's endearing to anything with any kind of empathic neurology.

Anyways we should probably analyze that blotgrease more vigorously while we wait for them to get back with the shrooms.
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No. 1101611 ID: af2d3b

>>1101584
>some other time
He's saying you're repressed, because he believes that all beings have reproductive urges. (and we've seen evidence that it's true, too)
>reproduction is a threat
Uh. No. FAST reproduction is a threat. Constructs made of Shapeless material could cause a runaway planet-eating reaction like that but I don't think Blot-created beings such as him are like that. The Blot makes things that are... similar to what they appear to be, and he doesn't appear to be Shapeless, does he?

>>1101588
>Li.ni.si can't be near Blotlings
>you have Blotling residue on your hand
You have to do something about that. Ah shit, which hand did she touch? I really hope it wasn't your contaminated one.

>>1101589
"lordling" is probably referring to you being created directly by a Lord, yes. It's a sign that you've been given preferential treatment and thus do not understand the struggles of more commonly-born constructs. Seems like you really don't.

>>1101590
Good, you can delegate for diplomacy now! Or at least get advice and maybe training.

Well, you're alone in the room with the Blotling now, by my count, so just stare at him and tell him not to move. Maybe ask him what the hell the residue on your hand is.
Again, I ask, is it possible for you to kill him? Make a plan, even if you have no intention of carrying it out.
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No. 1101614 ID: 25fb94

>>1101611

To be fair, reproduction that can go exponential or super-exponential in ways that ignore the main barriers to continued growth at that scale is a threat, even if it is relatively slow. Mostly, a lot depends on how the beings reproduce, what constraints there are, what ways they can take from their environment to enable reproduction, what possible costs or others their actions cause etc. etc. It's not really an easy problem to pin down.
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No. 1101617 ID: 9bbb0e

Ka.ga.ta may be a sleaze, but I for one would rather not pollute our thoughts of him with murder conspiracies. He's an ally of Glass and the criai, who we preferably do not want as enemies.

Besides, it's not like he consented to My.a juicing him up on eldritch particles. If we've got a thought percolating to try and find a way for Va.ne.tu to not be executed for the crime of existing, we might as well afford Ka.ga.ta the same consideration.
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No. 1101618 ID: af2d3b

>>1101614
Yeah but here's the thing: I don't think blotlings can reproduce without limit like that. They need to eat!
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No. 1101725 ID: 78db96

If not for Li.ni.si's problem with him, You should offer to take ka.ga.ta with you. It's not like his propensity for bad luck can outdo yours.
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> special relationship with Lord Vi.al
> lordlings are a privileged few
I... hm.

I want to contest that, but, no, that's correct. While Lord Lo.ka created all of their constructs under its own authority, I get the impression that they have a less personal relationship with most of them. I'm the only construct under Lord Vi.al who was created by Lord Vi.al and gets so much attention and focus. The only other constructs I know with anything close to the relationship I have with their own Lord are Va.ne.tu and Vy.zi.ki. Vy.zi.ki especially, she was created by My.a, and I'm still not exactly sure who or what made Va.ne.tu, aside from them not being around anymore.

...she's right. Maybe I don't understand other constructs and their experiences as much as I thought I did. But, I mean, we all serve our Lords directly or indirectly, surely? Isn't there common ground in that? I haven't just laid around my room all day being fed luxury juice pods at my whim, I've been sent to a lot of real rough frontier worlds with next to no infrastructure. I'm not just some spoiled little pet. And Lord Vi.al personally recommended Li.ni.si's services so she's not just some nobody, clearly. Okay. Thinking about this too much further isn't productive.

> blotlings need to eat
That's part of what's so terrifying about blotlings. Not all of them do. Casual violation of thermodynamics doesn't tend to result in the most existentially stable ones, but, well, how long does a fire need to burn before it causes damage?

Blotling characteristics vary so wildly that all efforts to categorise them have been abandoned due to each system inevitably collecting more exceptions than things fitting the rules. The only common thing they all share is they were pulled, pushed, or otherwise came from the Blot, and that can't be done without a sapient observer in some form. That sapient observer can also be a blotling, though, which is also another sort of reproductive hazard all blotlings share, if they're capable.

> reproduction itself isn't a threat
Everything that can produce more of itself can pose a threat. The only difference is the timescale involved.

I'm only granted use of seed capsules because nothing I have templates for can also produce seed capsules, but even so, there's a list of species I have to get explicit permission from Lord Vi.al to start producing because they can destabilise many sorts of ecosystem quickly. They shouldn't come up, though. There's precious little need to do anything like that. Also, it's sort of against my nature to knowingly and intentionally threaten ecosystems with horribly explosive breeding invasive species.

> illegal reproductive research
I don't think Li.ni.si would have been involved in anything like that, that's a serious and severe crime. She'd never be trusted with any sort of authority or responsibility again if she was caught, and she'd be sent off for some severe corrections on top of that. She strikes me as a bit more sensible than that.

> Li.ni.si would be a better parent
Probably. We don't really have the concept of parents among constructs like organics do. Mentors are assigned to vatlings ready to train, and fill a similar role for someone providing support to vatlings and young constructs, mine being Fo.ka.sa, and this relationship is typically for life but other factors can mean the end of a mentorship. But mentors don't create new constructs, that's not a thing constructs are able to do. Unless they're working the vats, I guess.
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> let's not kill ka.ga.ta
It wouldn't likely be very hard but I'm not a cold-blooded murderer either.

> talk to ka.ga.ta about the grease
Well, I've driven everyone else off. Might as well.

"Okay. You. Ka.ga.ta. The grease. Why am I covered in your grease."
"You touched me, birdie. I'm not complaining about all the glass feather dust you rubbed into my chest." He pauses, and tries to smile, awkwardly. "Not that I'm keeping track or anything! Haha. I am cool as a greenfruit."
"Uh huh."
"It's just my surface oils! I don't have fur or feathers like you guys, my skin needs protection. It's just how I am!"
"So you're naturally greasy, inside and out, then."
"Ha ha you're really not being that nice to me, birdie," he says, his smile looking a bit more strained.
"Okay. And what is this grease going to do to me? What am I going to find out later?"
"Oh that was just, you know, a joke, silly joke!"

And my patience depletes entirely.

I grab him by the shoulders and push my face up against his. I'm not the tallest person I know, so realising we stand at about equal height makes him feel even smaller to me, somehow. More exposure to the grease, but if I'm already tainted it's not like I can be more tainted, probably.

"I am not particularly in the mood for jokes right now, blotling. I know what you are, I know where you came from, and that glyph told me to kill you on sight.. And I happen to have access to one of the methods known to kill your kind completely."

I see the light and playfulness drain from his face as he looks down to his chest, looks at me, looks into my eyes and starts to quake in my grip.

His eyes well up with tears. "No, no, no no no, please don't hurt me, I've done nothing wrong, I've done nothing wrong, please, I just want to live, I just want to live like anything alive wants to live, I've hurt no one, I'm fragile, I can't hurt anyone, I've done nothing wrong please don't do it please please please--"
"Then start talking," I say, pushing him away. He stumbles backwards, nearly catches his balance, and trips over his tail, falling onto his back with a loud snapping of arid papery floor material.

"Owww... Yes! Okay! Sorry! Sorry! My surface oils carry my intent! I can't make them not do that, it's been immutably woven into me! I have no control over it, and contact with anything sensitive means they'll have my intent bleeding into theirs a little bit! I can't make it not do that! I'm sorry!"
"Explain what's going to happen to me."
"I just wanted to mate with one of the cute people here! I have a high libido, I don't know why!!" He's full-on panic crying now. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I just thought you looked cute!"
"So I'm going to, what? Feel like I want to mate??" Hah. I have no such drive, so that's not an actual concern.
"I don't know! It translates, it's different on different people, I just know if I try to use it on purpose it always backfires, so I don't, but it still happens on accident I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't want to do it, I should have warned you but I forgot and I don't know why I forgot!!"

Wow he cracked so hard so quickly I'm starting to think this is some sort of sympathy ploy.

He gets onto his knees and wrings his hands together. "I-- Tell me what you need me to do, I'll do it, I just-- please don't kill me!"

Well I can't just say I never actually planned to kill him or that's going to make me look just as pathetic. Uh. Hm. Uhhh. Hmm.

"Alright. You've convinced me. Make any more advances on me, though, and I may not be so merciful."
"Thank you, gracious construct! I'm sorry for upsetting you, I truly am!"
"Also stop trying to make advances on anyone here, no one is interested, you're making them all uncomfortable, and you're just kind of a wreck of a person in general. Your confidence act isn't going to make you any friends."
"I-- I can't show them this," he says, trembling. "I'll look like prey. They'll eat me."
"Well, figure something out, or you might as well just start shaking salt on yourself."

...

What the fuck just happened. That's not how I normally act. Is it?? Is something wrong with me? Did his bad luck field twist me into someone or something he feared the most?
Monarch's feathers I hate dealing with anything Blot-related.

Maybe he should be-- no. No, I'm not entertaining that thought any longer, I got what I wanted, anything else would be unnecessary. It's not his fault he's a crime against nature.
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I'm distracted from my own confusion at my actions by Li.ni.si showing up a lot earlier than I expected.

"Finished setting up the camp. A lot of it's redundant with this big papery shelter above us. Also, while I maintain you should be a bit more careful what you accuse people of having, I want to apologise for snapping at you. I just feel very strange for some reason and I think it's having some knock-on effects," she says, blushing and shifting and fidgeting uncomfortably.
"Are you okay?"
"I don't know what the cause is, but my biochemical balance is all askew," she says, trying to maintain as much professional composure as she can while twitching and, I notice, trying to keep her hands together and on her chest. "Probably the blotling if I had to guess. I don't know what he's doing or has done but I must have bumped into him or something because I noticed trace nonsense chemicals entered my system, they defy analysis. I don't think they pose a threat but since then I've felt..."

She looks at me, eyes darting around as I feel her ambient signals get a little louder from a concerted effort to do something. Phrase something? Hide something?

"Odd. I've felt odd. Can't think of how to explain it."
"I actually spoke to the blotling. Something about a contagious intent? Something to do with reproduction."

Li.ni.si looks at me, still blushing, and I feel the ambient buzzing get even more intense as sweat starts to bead on her head. The faint scent of limes I always get from her seems unusually strong. Maybe I am hungrier than I think I am.

"I-interesting but I wouldn't know anything about that. You know that sort of research is extremely illegal, of course, and that it would be extremely, extremely bad for me if I was found to have any sort of involvement in such research or applications, of course."
"Yes."
"Yes. It would be very bad for me."
"Your background queries are surprisingly loud right now. Are you alright?"
"Ha ha yes I am fine thank you for worrying about me, you're a very compassionate leader, well I must get to bed to recover the bioenergy I spent getting here!"

...okay. Okay. No, we're addressing this now.

"Li.ni.si, I need to know this sooner rather than later. I promise you I am holding onto worse secrets than this. Have you been involved in reproductive research?"
"Before I answer that, let's consider a hypothetical. Do you know what's going to happen to you if you find out I am, and you didn't immediately report it to Lord Vi.al?"
"I'd get in trouble for allowing dangerous research to continue unimpeded. But you seem to forget, I'm a feather-brained little lordling, and what that 'in trouble' looks like for me is going to probably be a formal warning and some less glamorous assignments for a while. So I'm willing to take the risk of knowing and keeping silent."

Li.ni.si looks at me, and sighs. "Well, I'm sorry, but I've not even known you a full day yet, so, no, no I haven't."
"This seems like a lie."
"Do you have any proof otherwise?" She grunts and adjusts her standing position. "This is quite a serious accusation to make. You understand that, right? You understand how it's going to look if you accused me of that in front of anyone else from the Shapeless, too, yes? Please tell me you're not that oblivious, you know whatever the truth is won't matter here."
"The truth does matter. You're giving me the impression you expected me to make the accusation at some point. You didn't exactly race to deny it outright. Why not?"
"Vi.si.mi, I would suggest, for the continued success of the mission, our working relationship, and whatever budding friendship we might have right now, you drop this subject right now, never bring it up again around me, and seriously stop trying to find reasons to turn your allies into enemies before someone less forgiving than me decides mutiny is in order."
"Is that a threat?"
"Vi.si.mi, I can't cope with you and your kin's webs of social intrigue much longer, that's not how we did any of this back home. if I was going to threaten you I'd have just done it already. I'm not feeling right and you're really not helping me here. Back off. That's a request, not a threat."
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I take a deep breath. "Alright. I'm sorry. I'm just... I'm a little on edge. I'm really not used to this whole leadership thing, and I'm extremely not used to dealing with culture clashes from my own kind. Aliens, I just expect it."
"It's fine. I understand. I know what it's like to get thrown in the deep end and now you have to try and make sense of things in a strange and unfamiliar and potentially violent set of circumstances. You just keep baffling me with how open your mind can be one second and how closed it can be the next. It's like you're afraid to be who you really are all of the time and you feel compelled to correct it. I'm sure in time we'll understand each other better."

She holds out her hand. I shake it. She looks a little confused, like she was expecting something else, but she reciprocates.

"I thought Vi.alics tended to go for more of a hand squeeze."
"Oh. I thought Lo.kans preferred a hand shake? I mean, we don't tend to go for a lot of casual contact in general."
"Wow. This suddenly explains a whole lot more than I think you thought it would. Yeah, Su.ki.fu used to be real antsy about how much random hugging she saw on the streets of the City. Although I think in her case she was worried a random hug might set off her trained reflexes. From what I saw in Little Lattice, the Zi.enkind put us to shame with how touchy feely some of them could be. Anyway, that's neither here nor there. Let's at the least agree to keep our opinions of each other to ourselves for a bit longer until we're more comfortable opening up, alright?"
"I have nothing to hide but sure."

She gives me a dubious look. "Didn't you just say you were holding onto 'worse secrets'?"
"Oh. But. Well, I mean, I myself have very little secrets about myself that, uh."
"Uh huh. The direct construct of Lord Vi.al, the Lord of Secrets, who apparently has no trouble slipping into talking around talking about things, has very few personal secrets."
"Well look, if I had personal secrets, it's simply basic court protocol to not reveal that I'd have any, come on, I'm not some fledgling trying to learn the art of deception for the first time--"
"Vi.si.mi, you are allowed to just nod or stop talking, you know. You know, I'm kind of feeling glad I never ended up in Lo.ka's court more than the two times I did, if this is how you have to be all the time."

I let go of her hand and nod. She smiles, or, well, I think she does. Her mouth's not visible, which I suspect is probably a good thing, but her eyes crease in the right way.

However, she does still seem to keep writhing uncomfortably.

"...are you sure you're alright? You're doing an awful lot of fidgeting."
"I'm fine. I just need to find somewhere to be alone with my thoughts for a bit. I don't think I'll be sleeping for a while."
"Me either. I need to go investigate the patch, anyway. I'm kind of oddly itchy to do my actual job for once."
"I understand, but, wouldn't you be better off waiting for daylight?"
"I have light," I say, using some of my reserve bioenergy to make my hand glow softly.
"Alright. Pace yourself, you'd be surprised how fast you can burn your reserves with light projection. See you in the morning."
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Even skipping sleep for a night, my body won't like too much strenuous activity over the night, so getting some analysis of the globestalk patch's surprisingly distinct composition and related species will be useful mind-numbing tedium to let my subsystems chew over.

The air is cold and crisp, and my feathers fluff up a little. I pace around the patch, making mental notes of the distributions of the different species I see around here, and feel a sudden intense shiver as I'm hit hard by a sudden deep urge to make sure everything is in order here, everything properly distributed and the species here in balance.

Given that I have no idea what half of these species are, I spend the entire night scratching this sudden, invasive itch, thinking back to Ka.ga.ta's words and, in between taking mental notes of the life stages of the plants here and how they're arranged in relation to each other, I find myself idly plotting ways to see that he ends up killed in ways that would technically not be my fault. I don't intend to act on any of them, but the thought of him in distress is making me feel a little better right now. No permanent consequences or regrets for killing someone inside my head, after all.

I feel like I blink and dawn is here. And I'm on the ground.

I get up, having apparently entered a flow state doing something that comes so naturally to me I hadn't noticed I'd apparently dozed off mid-task. I can't quite remember the point I decided to take a nap, but I do feel a sense of contentment that, whatever measurements I took, I was satisfied with the current globestalk situation here. And I've cracked the secret to why the lepi struggled to cultivate this anywhere else. The globestalk needs the surrounding flora to support its growth. An entire complex and nuanced symbiotic cycle is taking place here. The purple grass is providing some sort of nutrient support. There's also some sort of web-like fungus in the soil, and, while I'm not entirely sure what it's doing here, I would guess that's also required.

Granted, I'm not sure how well they're going to appreciate something that requires so much effort to cultivate if they're apparently nomadic, but, well, we'll figure that out later.

I quickly dig up some of the denser grass clusters, digging up some of the fungus too, and move them to the piles of globestalk plants and fruits that were already here.
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The morning passes with little fanfare. Our hosts' hospitality is appreciated, but clearly starting to wear thin. Li.ni.si and I reconfigure the cart to a smaller scale to compensate for its lack of substrate, and we load the plants and Conduit into the cart.

"This is nature?" Conduit wriggles around the plants. She wiggles the protrusions out of her head. "It smells like dirt."
"Nature tends to have a lot of dirt."
"Home didn't really smell like anything. I don't think I like all this dirt."

I see Lightgreen, Softfoot, Amber and Sangaree all talking outside the entrance to this dead hive. It's a conversation with hushed voices, and voices that lower the closer I get to the group. I take the hint and leave them to it. The seapi Grass is nowhere to be seen, but, to be honest, probably for the best.
I see Ka.ga.ta, but when we make eye contact, his smile immediately fades and he walks the other way. That's one problem dealt with.

I grab a juice pod and drink its delightful and ever more finite delectable essence. One upside of only being able to consume fluids is getting meals over with faster. I smush its empty substrate mass into the cart and let the cart rebalance itself.
As we head out to leave, Lightgreen pulls me to one side just outside the entrance.

"His name is Amber Leaf, by the way," says Lightgreen. "And Sangaree's old name was Maroon Bush, but she considers herself a new person now. She only told me that so we can ask any of the Golden Bough elders what happened [ten years] ago, because neither of them will just tell me what happened. They're willing to entertain the idea of coming back to the village, but they want to hear from the actual leaders," she says. "They're not sure we're not just, well... also outsiders, and, to be honest," she says, antennae drooping, "I'm not so sure we aren't, really."
"I know I am," I say, "but weren't you born and raised in your community?"
"Yeah, but..." She trails off. "Well, I need to talk to our leaders. Something about this whole situation feels really off, and I'm also worried my people won't just turn these two away." Her antennae cross over each other as she fidgets, small hands wringing as her main arms tug at her wings. "The two might have been right to run."
"I'll talk to your leaders."
"No, starbird. This is a lepi matter. You mean well, I know you do, but, this is a lepi matter. I want to let you do the talking, but, I have to do it, or we'll get nowhere."
"Well, I trust your judgement about your own people over mine."
She smiles sadly. "I wish I did too. I've always felt like I've understood everything but my own kind."
"Well, if nothing else, you're at least lepi-shaped. I feel like my work here would be a lot easier if I was."
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"Oh that reminds me. I wanted to ask about that. I've heard you and Li call yourselves 'Shapeless'. What does that mean?"
"Li? Oh, Li.ni.si."
"She said I can call her Li." She lowers her voice again. "She's a very sweet and kind person, but she seems like she's very sad to me, is she okay?"
"I'm not sure, but I don't think she wants me to ask. I think she's getting better, at least I hope." I stretch. "Anyway, that's for her to discuss, not me. I can answer your other question. We're all subjects under the Shapeless Monarch, and so we call ourselves the Shapeless. That's what it comes down to."
"What is the Shapeless Monarch?"
"The ruler of all Shapeless."
"Oh. I guess that makes sense. Have you ever seen them?"
"No, the Shapeless Monarch has been absent for a very long time. Long before I was ever decant-- ever born, at least. I've heard stories that the Shapeless Monarch is some terrifying ineffable force of will that cannot be contained by any physical form, hence 'Shapeless'. Also, the Shapeless Lords are able to change their form on a whim, but for some reason not many of them do. I've never really understood that. If I could freely change my form I feel like I'd do that sometimes."
"You have, though. I've seen your eyes change when you're deep in focus. Also, your arms are more like wings sometimes."
"Yeah but that's not changing my form, that's just... I dunno, task relevant adjustment."
"Starbird, I can't change my eyes or hands like that."
"You can make an open palm or a fist, though. It's more like that."

I flit my arms between useless wing and useful hand configurations, reflecting on the pointlessness of my wingarms. It's not like I can even glide with these useless feathery limbs, even if part of me really, really wants that. It's not bioenvy. It's not. It's not. I am fine. Birds are small and fragile and usually pretty dumb. Flight is-- flight is out of my reach. For now. Not forever, one day, but... I look at my useless wing and it fills me with a horrible mix of emotions I can't take for too long.
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Well, okay, enough of that. Reconfigured to a more practical form, I am centred again. Enough mind wandering, enough idle chatter. Lightgreen can ride on Softfoot, I can squeeze myself on the cart to feed it my apparent bounty of bioenergy reserves, Li.ni.si can walk alongside and we can swap on the cart if she gets tired of walking, and Conduit is on the cart looking faintly disturbed at the existence of vegetation. We're all set to go back home, unless there's anything I crucially forgot to deal with.

Better transport next time. We need better transport. Maybe if I ask Va.ne.tu really nicely, he'll share the plans for that flying vehicle he used a couple days ago. Or maybe other vehicles.

There's about [24 hours] until Lord Vi.al will arrive at the relay station, along with more supplies and Su.ki.fu, my next teammate. We'll get back there in ample time if there's no further distractions on the way back. Once their focus body is on the planet, Lord Vi.al can be wherever I am in [minutes] if not [seconds], but it would feel more appropriate to be there to greet them.
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No. 1101763 ID: 030f35

What IS your limit to self modify, since we're thinking about it.
many other things here of course but I can't really make a responce other that you should find some time to look inside yourself, maybe scrutinize your directives and see if any of this behaviour is from something you lost track of, would make sense to have a anti-blot directive for instance, or maybe you don't!
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No. 1101765 ID: 273c18

>>1101754
You touched him again, why did you do that?
>>1101756
VI.SI.MI I WARNED YOU! You had blotling contaminate on BOTH hands when you touched her! You also did not tell her about the contaminate! While saying the truth matters! Why!? Well now if you tell her you'll look like you did it on purpose, and I suspect you DID, but "on purpose" can be blamed on someone else. What you absolutely should tell her is that he has some kind of bad-luck aura around him, making people do things they wouldn't normally do which then if not immediately unpleasant to him, eventually come around to bite him in the ass. And also possibly the asses of everyone around him. THEN you might be able to tell her about the grease without her hating your guts. (but not immediately)

>>1101757
At least you confirmed your reproductive urge is firmly redirected towards your ecological duty. Hmm, do all ecological constructs do that, or did Vi.al specifically design you that way?

>>1101759
>not bio-envy
Uh huh. Well, your relationship with Li.ni.si is trash right now, why don't you improve it a bit by admitting a huge vulnerability like how you wish your wing-arms could be used as wings? And also admit to her that she was right about the lordling thing. (but not immediately)

>>1101760
Once you've got some distance away from the blotling you can start talking to Li.ni.si and work through what happened while the two of you were within the blotling's area of influence. Being some distance away should also reduce the possibility of either of you deciding to try to kill him, both due to reduced influence and also the inconvenience of having to backtrack.
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No. 1101766 ID: 861ceb

well outside of the interpersonal fights between your team and the blood drinker hive of lepi (and your utter hatred of the blot guy) this was a successful first mission. You got the glowstalk, you figured out how to plant more, and no one died.

Speaking of glowstalk might not be a bad idea seeing if you can't come up with a way to grow it yourself to help the tribe and then see if you have any templates for a mobile greenhouse/farm you could use so if the tribe decides to pack up and leave they wouldn't have to worry about leaving behind a valuable resource.
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No. 1101767 ID: 25fb94

So is a pity fuck --mimicking biological reproductive and reproductive adjacent activities-- for pleasure not advancing reproduction categorically off the table, if only to get it over with if it's going to be inevitable, so you do it on your own terms rather than being made to do it by weird mind chemicals? There's plenty of organic species that have non reproductive, social sex. There seem to be compulsions flying around left and right here, can they be channeled?
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No. 1101774 ID: 90f91e

Just thought about it but perhaps you should speak with the Meadowwanders about Lepi matters. Given how long they've been with the Lepi a few may have unique insights. Especially about things the Lepi do societally that is odd but within expectations they know.
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No. 1101777 ID: 9bbb0e

>>1101774
Good idea. We should talk to them while Lightgreen deals with the elders, then meet up with her after.
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No. 1101806 ID: c578bb

>increased aggression touching Ka.ga.ta
This might have been the "contagious repriductive intent". Mammals whose reproductive system uses testosterone tend to get more aggressive as the hormonal level rises.

You might have been suffering some effect equivalent to testosterone poisoning.
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No. 1101816 ID: 8f9bc4

> "I'm fine. I just need to find somewhere to be alone with my thoughts for a bit. I don't think I'll be sleeping for a while."

Bow chika bow wow

> contact with anything sensitive means they'll have my intent bleeding into theirs a little bit!

Ka.ga.ta honestly seems relatively harmless. Physical contact isn't leading to flesh rending cancerous mutation ripping relentlessly through all tissue in your body. It's more like... "focus gel." Ka.ga.ta excretes focus gel. And *perhaps* may be a daddy, which can indeed be dangerous, but probably not tomorrow.

Li.ni.si got royally pissed when you called it "bio-envy." Not because you accused her of it, or because you were treating her coldly because of it. She doesn't like people calling it "bio-envy." I wonder why.

Maybe she's ashamed of being biological?

> My story is you fucks ruined everything. Lepi, glass things, both of you. So, yeah, fuck you, drop dead. Not here, fuckbird. You'll fuck it all up even more.

OK this. This might be important. The lepi are almost extinct. They have no (stated) records of doing anything, only being carried along as victims of some ancient disaste. What did they do to ruin everything? It's obvious she distrusts substrate, thinking that even your death would lead to more uh... "Wild substrate will eat entire planets if left to its own devices" yeah that. But what did the lepi do to her or her people, or this planet? You thought that the seapi were dangerous due to being vicious monsters that attack anything, not that they had any actual beef with the lepi.
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No. 1101819 ID: 2ca689
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> Grass' accusations against the lepi
I don't know if I would consider an angry anomalous seapi's words representative of her kind's views, given that apparently most of her kind does not in fact have views. I guess if we ever cross paths again, I'll ask for more details.

> ecological drive
Not unique to me, but also not very common among ecological constructs. Why Lord Vi.al gave it to me, I'm not sure. Maybe something of an experiment into seeing how to encourage specific behaviours without the brute force approach of directives?

> self-modification
I'm not sure. Aside from my eye modes (pretty much just zoom, as the low light one is so terrible low resolution I just find a light source) and my wingarms' general fluidity across the spectrum of wing to arm, and the fact I can make any of my substrate surfaces permeable at will or even shunt them back if needed, I don't think my morphology is that flexible. Maybe more than some, but not nearly as much as most. What other capabilities do I have I take for granted? Uh, I can make parts of me glow, I guess.
I can in theory still do that trick with firing a directed energy pulse that I've never done once because it'd consume so much bioenergy I'd fall into a recovery coma almost instantly. Well, okay, not instantly, but I feel like a situation I need to use the emergency wing laser is one I'm not doing so well in to start with.

It's a shame I'm so flammable, because I feel like I could probably dial back the intensity and light things on touch. It'd just also likely light me on touch. And then if I'm not careful, my fire suppression system will cause me to explode into foam, violently. Because if I didn't have that, my flammable feathers and 15% ethanol by volume transport system would make me ignite like a pyrotechnic display. And then all I'd have left is my head and maybe my legs, and that's not enough of me to be me for very long.

> anti-Blot directives
I might just have a natural resentment for the thing that's been eating Lord Vi.al's domain since before I was even alive.

That's not a hypothetical. I do have that. I don't like the thing that's eating my home.

> mobile greenhouse for globestalk
That's a fantastic idea. I'll have to see what options there are when I get better catalogue access back at the relay station.

> talk to the meadowanders
That's not a bad idea either. The best possible insight I can get on the lepi that isn't from the lepi themselves. Need to get back first, though.

> not bio-envy
> relate to Li.ni.si
It would be weird to bring up out of nowhere, but, yeah, if it comes up.

> spread contaminate
...oh no. Oh I didn't even think about that. ...Well, I assume things worked out fine, given Li.ni.si... where is Li.ni.si?

Li.ni.si emerges into the light, bleary, stretching.

"Good morning, Vi.si.mi," she says in a flat tone. "I didn't get as much sleep as I wanted, but I got enough I should be fine for the trip. I'm already starting to miss my hot drinks from home, but maybe I can find a way to trick my brain into thinking I've already had them."
"Are you sure you're alright?"
"I've checked all my vitals, I'll be fine. Can we take tomorrow off?"
"Eh?"
"Take a break. No tasks beyond low level maintenance. Relax. You know what relaxing is, don't try me with that act."
"Well, yes, I know what relaxing is, I do it between assignments, but, we're, uh, still on this assignment."
"Vi.si.mi, please, this is a marathon, not a sprint. Lord Vi.al told me that. They also told me to tell you to remember your limits."
"Yeah, but, this is the first thing of real substance I've done."
"Uh huh. So meeting Lightgreen, getting your eye broken, introducing yourself to the lepi leaders, fending off some sort of assassination attempt, all of that was, what, a vacation?"

I pause.

"Okay, but it still feels like I should be doing more."
"Well fortunately for both of us we still have a journey to do today."

I see Ka.ga.ta peek his head outside, but on making eye contact with Li.ni.si, he panics and retreats. Huh.

"What was that about?"
"He knows better than to talk to me."
"So you confronted the blotling while I was outside?"
"When I figured out what was going on I was livid. And when I approached him with fury in my eyes he just started cowering, frozen on the spot."
"And then what happened?"
"I tried to get him to solve the problem he caused, but..."
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No. 1101820 ID: 2ca689
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Several hours earlier, in the dead of night, when Vi.si.mi was outside

"Pick up the pace, slugboy, Ka.je.to was less of a disappointment than this. Come on, it's not a difficult puzzle to solve here."
"I'm trying, haha, why are you so stiff??"
"What do you mean stiff?! What part of me could be stiff that'd be relevant?! Ugh, forget it. Get off me. This was a terrible idea."
"Wait no! No, I just, it's like, you're not elastic enough, I don't know how to explain it, it's like you're made of firm plastic here--"
"Yeah whatever get off me you're done. We're done. Thanks for nothing."
"Look! No! I can-- I can make it up to you! I swear! What if I just use my hands or something, let me try this--"
"GYAAHH! Shit, fuck, no, volume down, what the fuck was that?!! Why did you squeeze?! With that much force?!! That's the most sensitive part of the whole assembly, fuck, aughhhhh, aagghhhhh..."
"I thought it'd feel good for you??"
"I think my claws through your fucking chest would feel good for me right now!! How can you be this fixated and so miserably bad at the thing you're fixated on??"
"I just-- I'm just trying to help--"
"It's not fucking working!! All you've done is injure me! Off!!"
"Aaaaaa!! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!"
"I can't stand up with you on top of me, you idiot!! Urgghhh... Wait, no, stay there. I need to return the favour. You're almost in reach. Hold still."
"OKAY OKAY MOVING NOW HAHA"
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No. 1101821 ID: 2ca689
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"Well, I guess he did, in fact, solve the problem."
"What happened?"
"We came to an arrangement." She mumbles something bitterly about that being the only thing that came to anything. I have no idea what she's talking about. "I'll be happy to never see him again. You can also rest easy about any sort of reproductive risk. My preliminary biological analysis as a trained mechic suggests it won't be a relevant factor any time soon," she says, with a bizarrely annoyed tone.
"Great."

We all go silent as we make our way out of seapi territory. It's tense, but as we're heading away, we clear dangerous territory quite soon.

And now we're just... walking.

Lightgreen riding on Softfoot, me with a hand on the cart to feed it my apparent bounty of bioenergy reserves, Li.ni.si walking alongside, Conduit looking faintly disturbed at the existence of vegetation.

Just gonna walk for a solid day.

...the clouds are looking particularly dark. That doesn't bode well.
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No. 1101822 ID: 2ca689
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And as I have the thought, the deluge begins proper.

At first it's just a minor annoyance. Then it gets heavier. And heavier.

We're on a wide open meadow with no shelter visible for [miles] and the wind is picking up.

"Vee, can you do anything about this?" Lightgreen flicks her wings to shake off the water, to no avail.
Softfoot grumbles about the mud getting all over her legs and hooves.
Conduit burrows under the pile of increasingly soggy globestalk and I suddenly feel a surge of panic.

"The globestalk! The globestalk!!" Still holding onto the cart with one hand, I force my other arm to a winglike configuration and splay my feathers over the cart. It's a poor shelter, and the cart's slowing down as I can't walk alongside as easily with my body twisted like this.

Li.ni.si stands still in the rain, face up, eyes closed, letting the water pour over her.
She slowly raises her arms from her sides, stretching out so the rain hits more of her.

I try to arrange the plants so the harvested globestalk is underneath the clumps of dirt with the fungus, and put that under the clumps of purple grass. I hope that works well enough. I mean, grass is pretty resilient to rain usually, I hope.
Monarch's name, I hope I did not just waste an entire day or two of travel and supplies because I forgot rain existed.

But then I notice a weird little thin dome emerging from the sides of the cart, converging over the top, and see Conduit twisting and pointing her head before the dome blocks her from view.

"You guys need to learn to do more with less," she says from under the dome, still quite audible. "There. Now I won't be soaked by the wet anymore. Oh and also I guess your plants and stuff are safe too."
"Monarch's name I was so worried we'd come all this way for nothing," I can't stop myself from saying.
"'Thank you, Conduit!'"
"...Thank you, Conduit."
"Anytime!"

This doesn't really solve the problem of the other organic material getting utterly soaked, that being Lightgreen and Softfoot, but maybe they'll be fine. It's just rain. A lot of rain, but it's just rain.

"You like this, Li.ni.si?"
"There are no words," she says, eyes still closed, breathing deeply, "for how much I didn't know I needed this right now."

Lightgreen has dismounted, trying to shelter Softfoot with her increasingly drenched wings. Softfoot in turn rubs up against Lightgreen, making reassuring noises, probably more for herself than anything.

As we slowly trudge through the rain, Li.ni.si rubs the rain over her body like some sort of vastly inefficient cleaning ritual.
"Vi.si.mi," she asks, pausing. "Do you have any sort of hygiene facilities in your relay station?"
"I've just been using substrate scrubs." It's like brushing yourself down with a dry sponge but the sponge traps all the dirt and debris, and then eats it when you're not using it.
Li.ni.si sags visibly. "Conduit, if you're bored, please start designing a shower room."
"Shower room? Like an artificial rain room?"
"Vi.si.mi, tell her what a shower room is."
"Is that like a fountain?"

We can typically speak without our voices being tied to our intake of air. Li.ni.si demonstrates this with a groan that would take someone like Lightgreen three lungfuls of air to get through.

My feathers aren't nearly as waterproof as I'd like them to be, but my skin is. I'm doing better than Lightgreen and Softfoot are, and they're the ones I'm more worried about. If things don't improve soon, I might need to weigh up journey progress versus seeing if Conduit can turn the cart into a shelter on short notice.
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No. 1101823 ID: 2ca689
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I see a figure approach us from behind one of the many rolling hills out here. I signal for the group to come to a stop, and Li.ni.si quickly grabs an incapacitor. Our shield gens are still active, although I don't know how effective they are in rain.

It gets closer. I'm not sure how to explain what it is I'm looking at. A bulbous head that reminds me of a jellyfish, with objects drifting within the membranous structure. A sharp beak, somewhere between avian and octopoid. Four eyes, dark with light... pupils? Fins. A snakelike body. And the weirdest thing is the way it moves, like it's floating, but without ever leaving contact with the ground.
Yet despite that I don't get the same vibes of hard-to-explain wrongness the blotlings I've encountered give me, so it's probably just an alien.

"Hello? Who goes there?"

The figure approaches, and speaks in a language I have not encountered. Very squelchy and squishy, with pops and gurgles I'm not even sure how to replicate.

It pauses as we react with apprehension, and I realise it has at least four arms or tentacles, with smaller ones I can't make out at the distance even with zooming, thanks to the low visibility of the rain.

What I do not expect to hear next is distorted polyvoice, choral tones tinged with wavering gurgling harmonics and strange overtones.

"There must be a greetings in the time of a bountiful rain, even if it the rain is so much less reduced than what it is as we prefer it."
"...Yes?"
"I must acquire some little fathoms of an apologies for the sorrying state of the command of this language-thing you all do so belove," the snaking creature says, in a manner that's hard for me to read any emotion from. "I do not triangle squeeze the juice the words of your whistle whistle whistle words."
"Triangle squeeze the juice?"
"Hollow trees! Hollow trees? Hollow bushes. Hollow... Allow... Apertures. Apologies! Apologies."
I try lepi whistles. "Is this better?"
They stick with butchered symphonic. "Apologies, but I do undone the squeak of moth."
I try the only Woven tongue I know, Common Unified Trade 3. "How about this?"
Again, just our own tones repeated back to us. "Apologies, I am undone not knowing for this tongue of Woven."
"You know it's a Woven language, though."
"Apologies, I do know not of many of Woven."

It tries the gurgling language before, but it pauses and trails off as we must clearly look baffled.

It clasps two of its tendrils together. I don't know if the body language translates, but it looks embarrassed, a sheepish smile on its beak. "Apologies! This may taking some time. Do are having time perchance for a talk talk talk?"
"I'd rather not keep us all out in the rain."
"Rain! Rain is a very good good even if not the rain we rain to rain. All better rain for a talk talk talk. There is importance for a moistness."

I glance to Li.ni.si. She signs something to me. "I don't like how quickly they showed up. In the middle of nowhere. During a rainstorm."
I sign back. "Shapeless signals aren't hard to find if you know what you're looking for."
"But aliens shouldn't know that. Nothing on this planet, especially."
"Transcendentals would be able to look that up without issue. This has to be one of their agents."

Given the rain talk, probably... that one with the name I don't remember. The weird big blue thing tied to the delphics, a species I have had zero contact with. However, if memory serves, they look like the Rainforged, one of the Transcendental civilisations known to the Shapeless, known for using some sort of "blue rain" chemical to augment and repurpose flesh into augmentation and new creations, or something like that, I don't know, I sort of tuned out Va.ha.ti's ramble. Sure wish I hadn't now!

I sign, "Do you think they caused the rain?"
"I doubt it, back in the City they couldn't keep weather on the right schedule, and there were a lot of obvious weather control machines around back there. I never understood why it was apparently so hard, but that's not really my field."

I notice the figure is studying our gestures, and intently trying to replicate them with its own tendrils. When they realise we're looking at them again, they soon stop, adopting a neutral, open-tendriled pose and the same apologetic smile as before.

Hm. Do I talk out here? Do I talk to them at all? Maybe I should ask them to come with us to my base?
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No. 1101824 ID: dfa46e

This is clearly your dearest friend. Grant them the level of familiarity and access usually afforded only to strangers on the Internet, but gay.
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No. 1101825 ID: a7a180

Orange croutons zoom zoom butterscotch.
-Er, I mean, talk to them while you walk, and try to remember more about this blue rain.
How does it differ from rain rain? What are the signs of its use? Does it mean their powers only work when it rains? What do they do when it's not raining, did the City have its own artificial rain rooms indoors?
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No. 1101826 ID: 6c233e

Walk and talk, this conversation is likely going to take a while.
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No. 1101827 ID: 61b048

If you can get them to your base you could use the transmitter to try to get someone else to translate, since it would probably work better than having to figure it out yourselves
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No. 1101833 ID: 273c18

>>1101823
This is definitely an agent of the Rainforged. It is not allowed near your base. I'm inclined to kill it, actually, though if it's a traitor of some sort then talking would be useful. Not sure how we'd know for sure that it's not loyal to the insane Rainforged monster though.
Make umbrellas for the organics. Use the wheels of the cart for mass, since you won't be moving for a bit anyway. You could even make a platform for them to stand on so they aren't standing in mud? Wait, just give them boots. Speaking of mud, I'm concerned about the cart's ability to traverse soft ground... Well, you can reshape the wheels to be a better shape for that. Tank treads perhaps, or just spiky wheels.
Oh, sheltering from the rain... IIRC the Blue Rain shouldn't be here *yet* but it is a potential threat in the future, so how would you shelter the Lepi from it?
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No. 1101834 ID: d70811

>>1101821
If you find her still annoyed by it later, it couldn't hurt to look into engineering a tool to treat her condition on her own terms. Both as a token of apology and goodwill, and to keep her focus on the mission during the day.

>>1101822
You seem a little stretched on substrate to spend it on luxuries without thought. Maybe you can make do with organic materials like wood and stone. A wooden hut with a primitive heating source inside will have to do. Li does prefer her liquids hot, after all. Though, with your limited cooking experience, it could be difficult to keep the water in the correct phase. Float the idea by later.

>>1101823
Remember the trick Grass used? Within your language, talk about him in the most insulting, possibly racist, ways you can think of. If he reacts too strongly, he's definitely lied about not understanding you and you now have grounds to be offended enough to ditch him asap. If he doesn't, or genuinely asks what you mean, he's just an ambassador. Don't spoil the surprise if you want something to laugh about later.

He'll probably leave you alone, once it stops raining. If it stops raining... Maybe they did screw up something about the weather, and this is advance notice.
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No. 1101835 ID: 861ceb

ask if they know of any shelter nearby?

I mean the rain is annoying but harmless to you, Li.ni.si seems to be enjoying it, conduit has the wagon to keep herself dry, but lightgreen and softfoot might actually get sick if they don't dry off soon... I think. I mean lepi are insect like so do they have exoskeletons? If so that rain shouldn't bother them to much outside of their wings? Softfoot seems to be more annoyed that she's getting muddy then the rain but that could just be here putting on a brave face to not worry lightgreen.

Hmm, could you take a thin layer of substrate and make a blanket or umbrella for them or do we not have enough to do that?
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No. 1101860 ID: 9bbb0e

Do not go camping. We are not campers.

>>1101823
Tell Lightgreen and Softfoot to keep going. Walk behind them and keep talking with the squidbird, if they really want to talk they can follow.

>>1101834
Be a prick on purpose to test their linguistics, huh?

Something like, "The last place I would like to talk is in the rain. I might change my mind if I was a gargling meatbag. But if you have to talk then walk and talk like a normal featherless biped."
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No. 1101861 ID: ba9785

Talking yes, it's not like shooing them away is going to protect you much from hostility. Taking them into or even near the village no. And keep walking for now.

If they end up suggesting a shelter location, think hard about how easy that location would be to trap.
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No. 1101867 ID: 3df1ab

Have you tried conversing in monovoice yet? This might be easier than polyvoice and less open to mistranslations.
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No. 1101868 ID: 79bf9d

Politely decline to speak officially as misunderstandings and miscommunications may be an issue. Offer to do so when the language barrier is lowered.
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No. 1101870 ID: 011b29

So Lightgreen, Softfoot and Li.ni.si should go ahead with the cart (and Conduit) Keep the incapacitator with you.
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No. 1101875 ID: 2ca689
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> if Li.ni.si is still annoyed by it later
> engineer a tool to treat her condition
Eh? I mean, she seems to be over whatever was bothering her. And I'm not really an engineer, without access to predefined templates I'm about at the level of basic geometric shapes.

> substrate blanket
> umbrella
And I do know how to make a blanket from substrate, but I think Conduit used all the available resources in the cart to create the cover.
The only raw materials around are dirt, mud, grass, mud and mud. I certainly don't know how to do anything with that, especially when it's raining this badly.

> how does the blue rain differ to normal rain
> how does the blue rain work
> how can the lepi be protected from blue rain
I'm gonna be honest, I have no idea. I think I'm going to have to give Va.ha.ti a call when we get back to base.

> walk and talk
Good plan.

"Keep moving, everyone. We have to find shelter somewhere."

We start moving, at a slow pace, and I keep eye contact with our interloper, jerking my head to signal them to follow.

They follow alongside in their strange, buoyant way, like a snake travelling with its head raised, but with such an unequal distribution of mass I don't know how they aren't falling over.

> test their linguistic comprehension
Uhh... okay. That's certainly an idea I am having. I turn my attention back to the... uh... to them.

I put on the friendliest face and chippest voice I can muster. "The last place I would like to talk is the rain! I find it awful! Simply dreadful! If I was a gargling meatbag like yourself, all squishy useless meat flesh like you, just a complete squandering of carbon, I'm sure I'd be thrilled! But I am much better than you will ever be, much better than you can ever be, and you, my friend, you waste of space, you damp bag, you squelching sack of putrid biohazardous refuse, you stupid little silly nothing, you can go fuck right off and invert your body into whatever cloacal analogue you happen to possess!"

Li.ni.si gives me the most alarmed look I've ever seen her give me, and I sign "don't worry, I'm doing a thing" at her.

Li.ni.si nervously turns from me towards our mystery guest.

They just look even more confused, and I get the same submissive behaviour back. "Apologies, can you using fewer whistle sings less fastly?" They bow apologetically. "Apologies, not confronting such densities mass of beloved many whistle same time words."

"It's not an act," I sign to Li.ni.si. "They really are struggling with the language barrier."
"Okay. And if they weren't, what were you hoping to accomplish with that tirade? A stand-off? We have no idea how dangerous this agent is."

"Apologies! Please waiting, needing faster solves for solveless."
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Their pace slows to a crawl, and I slow myself as I let the others trudge on at their already quite slow pace.

They slowly push a tendril into their beak, and it looks quite uncomfortable. They make horrible gagging noises, and they look at me nervously and make slightly pained gurgling giggles. I can't quite interpret the gesture they make with their other tendrils, but they're waving at me as if to say this is no big deal and I shouldn't worry.

Their eyes tear up and they wince as they push the tendril further into what I thought was their throat, until I notice the same tendril is now inside their transparent head. They flail it around, clearly unable to see what they're doing, tendril flailing through the fluid until it comes into contact with some of the objects in their head. With some gurgled grunts, it shunts some of them away, until it grabs an object that appears to be faintly glowing. With an expression of success, they pull the object down and then appear to, with some pained difficulty, whole body shivering, ease it through whatever channel lead from head to beak, and struggle to turn it around so it exits their beak.

They spend a few seconds of gasping and retching, a clear slimy fluid disgorging from their beak, as they regain their composure.

I feel such a strange mixture of revulsion and pity right now. It looks like that entire experience was so viscerally unpleasant to go through.

They hold the shining round object aloft with one tendril and tap it with another, nodding in triumph.

And then...

Monarch's beak, they're presenting it to me to take.

Well. Well. Okay. I've. I've dealt with grosser alien customs before. The rain's probably rinsed it clean, anyway. I. Well, it would be rude to ignore it. I.

I ignore the turning of my stomach as I force a smile in my eyes and take it, gently.

It's still warm and slimy. Hrk. No. No, I am a representative of Lord Vi.al, I am Vi.al's trusted agent, I am going to keep my stomach contents inside me if I have to shove my beak through my hand to keep focus.

Wiping the slime off (oh no it's on my feathers, rain harder please I beg you), my disgust is softened by a mild shock. The object is glowing because it contains active substrate, deep within. I can tell because some of the surface regions have contact points that connect to it. A substrate lump within blue, clammy flesh. Pulsing blue clammy flesh, or maybe breathing, but otherwise alive.
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They gesture for me to hold it out. I do so, and they touch it with one of their tendrils.

They start to click and hum, swaying side to side, and with each click, they hum louder. It's a regular rhythm, and the object resonates at the same frequency.

Back and forth, and back and forth, a wave bouncing back and forth, and I sway as they sway.
The waves, in the ocean, in the stone, in the glass of the substrate, the rain feels so far away...
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ORIGIN NAME MISSING: Apologies for the unconventional communication method. Is this clear?
Uh. Hello. Okay, so I don't know what's going on, but that's direct signal communication. Straight into my subsystems. Thankfully not past the filters. I haven't spoken like this before and been conscious at the same time. This is dredging up some horrible memories I'd rather forget involving hospital stays. I'm probably leaking every stray thought I'm having into the connection.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: I acknowledge how invasive this is and appreciate your co-operation. There was not time to both reach you and also master the Shapeless communication language. I have a message. I can deliver it to you now in realtime or as a payload for you to open later.
Now, please.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: My current master, TRANSLATION ERROR, ah that would make sense. I will call them the Great Alchemist. The Great Alchemist wishes to secure an indefinite ceasefire between their kind and your kind. Well, your faction, at least. We are aware you are operating independently of the Knight.
An indefinite ceasefire? I wasn't aware we'd even started hostilities?

Hello?
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: Correct. There have been no hostilities initiated. I misthought. Sorry. This mode of communication has some problems to figure out. I think a more appropriate term would be a non-aggression pact. An agreement to live and let live. My home is far to the east, far, far to the east across the Divide. As a gesture of good will I have been sent to serve you as you see fit for the remainder of the summer season, with optional contractual renewal should all involved parties consider it of value.
What?
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: You are free to reject the offer of my service. It is not required that I accompany you.
I need some time to think about that.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: I will need to assemble devices to communicate your answer either way back home.
If you have access to technology that generates and interprets Shapeless signals, why did you need to come here to me?
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: This is experimental technology and it will not survive long outside a suitable container. It needed to be transported, and it needed someone to use it. I provide both of these requirements.

From what little I know of your master, if it is that big blue eel guy, you seem surprisingly eloquent compared to them.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: The Great Alchemist's thoughts flow... differently, to yours or mine. I note from the ease of our minds' dance that our currents run close. This intrigues me. I was obligated to offer my service as a gesture of good will, but my curiosity regarding your kind drives me also. However, you leak doubts and reservations with every ripple. Yes, I feel this displeases you. The device is unfair. I hear more than I sing. It is our lack of experience with the Shapeless. We have heard your songs more than we have tried to sing them back to you. I have provided you all relevant urgent information. Shall we desist?
You're going to go back to barely understanding what I say to you, aren't you.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: Have you never encountered the Rainforged before?
I have, maybe once or twice.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: Are their tongues known to the Shapeless?
Oh whoops. You're right. Interop Whistletongue. My autotranslator knows that one.
ORIGIN NAME MISSING: Then we need not linger in synchronicity, as this is tiring me greatly to sustain.
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And the waves crash, and the rain comes back, and the waves crash, and the rain comes back...

I slowly come to my senses. The envoy before me also slowly seems to wake up from some daydream, looks at the object, and then looks at me, and the object, and shakily starts moving it towards their beak.

"<Don't,>" I say, switching to Interop Whistletongue. I sound like some sort of weird croaky dolphin, but this is better than nothing. "<We might need it later.>"
"<I have to,>" they say, in clicks and whistles like their earlier gurgles but cleaner and more refined. "<If I leave it exposed to the rain too much longer it may die and become useless. It also has some additional benefits while I carry it.>" They look at me, and that embarrassed grin comes back. "<Could you not look at me, please? I don't enjoy causing others distress, it's against my nature.>"
"<Okay. It looks like it hurts, though.>"
"<I do not enjoy causing others distress, so I will not comment further,>" they say.

I turn away but wince as I hear them try to suppress their gagging and pained whimpers.

Li.ni.si looks at me. While Softfoot and Lightgreen plod on ahead, Li.ni.si walks up to me and starts looking me over.

"What just happened?"
"Uh, they had some sort of Shapeless to Rainforged converter thing, we just talked."
"You held that thing together for less than a second. What did you talk about? The weather??"
"Oh. It was almost a direct neural link." Come to think of it, I think the vague dizziness I've been recovering from wasn't just weird alien phenomena. Definitely had the feel of having been running way too fast. "Also, they speak Interop Whistletongue."
"...of course they do, of course they do," says Li.ni.si, tapping her head angrily. "Argh! Yes! The basic Rainforged trading language, why didn't I think of that?! Why didn't they think of that?!!"

"<I didn't actually introduce myself,>" I say, still facing away.
"<You can turn back now,>" they say, a little quieter than before.
I bow. "<My name is Vi.si.mi. I am an ecology construct created for the Shapeless Lord Vi.al, long shall it rain. Reign*. Long shall it reign.>" Wow I'm off form today. Didn't even get the itch scratched from that.
The Rainforged envoy bows to me in a similar manner. "<Please to meet you, Vi Si Mi. My chosen name is Palestripe, my birth-designation no longer matters, my shape is Secretary, I choose my purpose. Long live the Rainborn, and glory to the master I chose, the Great Architect, B!snu-fnaa-kwee.>"
"<The Rainborn?>"
"<We are the free rainforms. We are free of the shackles of the Rainforged.>"

Okay so I didn't actually think this planet could be at the heart of multiple potential interstellar diplomatic incidents, but, uh. This is sounding like some sort of alien revolution. I don't think I want any part in this? I have enough problems already???

Li.ni.si holds out her hand. "<Glad to meet you, Palestripe. I'm Li.ni.si. I'm a biomechanical medic and engineer, working as part of Vi.si.mi's team.>"
"<Ah, yes, I. Ahem.>" Palestripe smiles awkwardly yet again. "<Nice to meet you as well, Li Ni Si.>"

Palestripe gingerly holds out their tendril, mirroring Li.ni.si's actions, letting it hover a little distance away from Li.ni.si.

For a second it looks like Palestripe might actually try to make contact, but wavers away from Li.ni.si's claws.

After a few seconds, Li.ni.si awkwardly smiles back and takes back her hand.

"<Do you mind if I accompany you for part of the journey? I am waiting on a device to finish activating.>"
"<Device?>"
"<It will enable me to return home at an accelerated pace.>"
"<Well, I suppose I can't see the harm in it.>"

Palestripe gives me an open-beaked smile and twirls their tendrils together. "<Fantastic! There is safety in numbers. You never know what strange dangers may come out when it rains as gloriously as this!>"


[*this pun/mistake makes more sense in Interop Whistletongue than in English]
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Well, that excitement over, the only real difference is we have Palestripe along with us, and I thought Li.ni.si looked happy to be in the rain. Palestripe is practically dancing through it, pausing only when they stumble over some mud and start brushing it off themselves.

"<Your native friends seem very tired. I do not think they are suited to the rain. I will check to see if there is something I can do to help.>"
"<Nothing permanent, please,>" I say, knowing that the one other thing I know about the Rainforged is their love of biological augmentation.
"<There is a hydrophobic film extruder I carry for when things must, sadly, not be wet, but it has not yet finished resting. When it has, I will endeavour to apply the film to your suffering companions. I cannot bear to see them suffer in such joy.>"
"<Why do you need to carry all of these things in your, uh, head... sac?>"
"<Because my broodsac is for young only. I don't want to pollute it.>"
Why is that the immediate next logical answer. What is going on.
Li.ni.si raises an eyebrow. "<You have reproductive organs?>"
"<It would be extremely inefficient if every rainform was grown in a pod. It's much simpler to allow rainforms to breed. Even we understand this. And it is a very useful fact for us. If we were reliant on our masters to produce us, we would have no hope of taking our own freedom.>"

I do not like this conversation topic. I extremely do not like where this conversation may be going.

"<Well as the loyal servant of the Shapeless Lord Vi.al I-->"
"<What Vi.si.mi means, I think, is it's quite interesting how different alien cultures can be, right? Right, Vi.si.mi?>"
"<Yes.>"

Palestripe gives me an odd look, looks between me and Li.ni.si, and twirls off to the side, continuing to move breezily through the rain.

Li.ni.si pats me on the back. "Good bird," she says in symphonic. "Let's leave the debates for when we have time."

Yes. I need to find something else to focus on.

"<I'm curious about your reproductive configuration, if you don't mind,>" says Li.ni.si. "<I got the impression yours gestate, do they require anything else?>"
"<I do have the gestating organ! I believe the close analogue of my configuration would be to a female of most species, but I find the archetypes suggested there limiting when flesh is the canvas and the paint the Rainborn work with. I personally don't think spontaneous generation leads to a healthy genetic palette, so I haven't modified myself for parthenogenesis. There aren't many motile gamete producers of my shape around, though, so if I ever feel the call in the future I expect to need to find a genetic middle ground...>"

Walking away, walking away, going to pretend I'm not listening to Li.ni.si being suspiciously interested in alien reproductive physiology, walking away.

> cart wheels
"Hey Conduit, can you make the wheels spiky so they keep traction?"
"What do you mean can? Didn't you notice I already did??"
"...Oh. Huh." Yes, those look a lot rougher than I remember.

"...are you seriously not going to thank--"
"Right, yes, thank you Conduit. Good work."
"Haha! Yes! I am the greatest!! Those idiots in the Courts don't know what they missed out on! All will bow to my genius-- uh, uhm, to our lord and master, Lord Vi.al!"
"It's just a few wheel modifications."
"For now!! You have only seen a tiny sliver of my true potential!!"
"I will lightly bonk you on the snout if you get too excited."
"Haha I'm protected inside the cart! I'm invinciiiiiible!!"

The cart hits a clod of dirt and I nearly trip over, and I hear a sudden scream from inside the cart.
"Help I don't know where I am!! Oh I'm upside down. Why didn't I let any light in?! My design is flawed!! IT'S FLAWED!! I'M WORTHLEESSSSS!!"
"Oh, shush. You're fine. Work on a window if you want."
"How can I make anything when all of my plans fail so miserably?!"

I have most of a day's travel of this to look forward to. "No, don't keep beating yourself up. Just, pick yourself back up and try a different approach."
"Do you really think that's going to work? Look at me! I'm a baby wormlet stuck inside a lightless box and--"
"Okay so you've had a few setbacks, but honestly I wouldn't have survived half of what you've gone through."
"Why is life so hard?!"
"When I figure that out, I'll let you know."
"Vi.si.mi I'm sick of this! I feel like I lost all my emotional regulation ever since I entered this slow heavy world of yours!"

I think, no, you didn't, you were pretty much like this when I first met you. I decide I really, really shouldn't say that.

"You'll get it back when we get back home and there's some spare substrate to eat."
"I hope so. I miss legs. And arms. And hands. Oh, I need to figure out organs, the stuff I have in me right now is barely functional, if you cut me open I'd be mostly goo. I'm running so inefficiently, Vi.si.mi! I don't know what I'm doing!"

"Hey, Li.ni.si. Do you want to talk to Conduit about how construct bodies work?"
"Hm? Oh. Yes, that'll pass the time quicker, I think."

Okay, I'm free to focus on pushing the cart again.

"Travel is a good good in a rainy rain, for us," says Palestripe, apparently determined to work on their symphonic. "There should must be a better travel for you in a rainy rain so good a good is good."

I need to think of whether I want to accept this non-aggression offer, and then whether I actually want Palestripe around as an... assistant, I guess. It feels guaranteed they'd also be reporting back to Bsssnthat guy.
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Be careful about the terms of the non-aggression policy. An agreement is fine and dandy but short of things they would actually assist with, recruitment is perhaps unnecessary. Unless you need a non-judgmental outsider to discuss the intricacies of construct ecology with.
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Bsnickety seemed dangerously unhinged, frankly, in addition to its Rain posing one of the most invasive biological threats to this planet. That it isn't currently interested in maiming and killing us is nice, but I'm not sure we can trust its attention span.

Vi.al will arrive soon. I suggest we wait and confer about his opinions on the Rainforged, or the Rainforms, or whatever this faction call themselves and what he wants to do about their presence on this planet. For now, it's up to the Lepi whether they want to house Palestripe in their settlement.

Ask Palestripe in dolphin speak why she follows the Great Alchemist. What we saw of his behavior seemed violently abusive to his followers, or students, or whatever they call themselves. If they wanted to free themselves from their shackles or whatever, it seems like they could do better?
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>I expect to need to find a genetic middle ground
Hey have you heard of this cool new technique where you can use the sequence of literally any kind of DNA as the seed for randomizing your sequences in parthenogenesis? All the cool species are doing it.
I think the generous offer of a nonaggression pact and an ally for your camp should be accepted, as you currently have a big fat ZERO in your Alliances Made column. Seriously, do you see a better offer coming your way? Perhaps you'd like to forge an alliance with Ka.ga.ta and secure his vast rizz reserves for yourself? Beggars can't be choosers, and they're not trying to overthrow your monarch. Aren't other cultures wonderful?
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...why has My.A brought so many Colors to this planet, anyway? How do the Colors relate to the Blot?
There... isn't many ways to create a planet of constructs like that city you can't remember. this is also far from the worst thing a lord has done, strickly speaking. Hell, between My.A and Vi.Al, it seems more than possible that Vi.Al was who did Mu.At in.
Palestripe could tell us more about Bsssnthat, the person we are worried about, as well as Everything Else that they seem to be involved in that we will inevitably also get stuck in, likely curtesy of My.A
Maybe start making the Everything you experienced so far into a file convenient to give to Vi.Al
...Possibility of one good thing, if you really tried to push and pull and yourself, maybe get Vi.Al to help and/or replace some of the heavy metal components like your big metal head shell with at least something less heavy, how close to flight could you get?
or maybe just ask for a jetpack
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Well you should probably let her know you don’t actually rule the lepi you’re just allied with them. If she ask why just tell her that the lepi know what they want and need better than you do so it makes sense for them to rule themselves.

As for whether or not you want her to stick around, I guess ask what is she capable of, does she have a special type of food or drink we’d have to be aware of, what kind of environment/shelter does she need to be comfortable, or I guess in short try and figure out how she could help and how much effort it would take to house her?

Last thing is check on lightgreen and softfoot and see how they’re doing. They might have that raincoat thing now but they still looked a bit tired so it might not be a bad idea to rest for a short bit to let them recover their strength before moving on. I guess ask how the lepi usually deal with the rain and if either of them know of any other weather that we should consider before heading out on any future missions. Hate to find out the hard way we’re in a tornado zone after all.
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>>1101879
>non-aggression pact
UH
>I don't enjoy causing others distress, it's against my nature.
I was going to say FUCK OFF until it said that. Now I'm just hesitatnt.
>the master I chose
Uh. I'm guessing there weren't a lot of potential choices, because we SAW what that crazy thing does to its underlings.

>>1101880
Okay, tell Palestripe you're amenable to the deal but for it to be set in stone you'd have to talk to Vi.al about it. (delay until he gets here, basically, so if Vi.al needs to he can go immediately deal with the very dangerous Alchemist) Actually, is it possible for you to contact Vi.al while he's in travel? That would mean we wouldn't have to delay.
Palestripe needs to stay outside of the village until you get an answer (or an ETA).
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A non-aggression pact? That's wonderful! That's what you're trying to negotiate for the entire planet! You need all the allies you can get, and agreement not to kill each other means one less enemy to worry about!

...unless they want the pact, to buy time to prepare their superweapon to aaaaaa
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...Well this rainforged and shimmering inevitability will likely be the top issues. Guessing Vi.al has more experience with non-shapeless so stalling would be advised.
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> make a report for Lord Vi.al
Oh that reminds me, I have been working on it in the background, but I should probably check it over while I'm walking. Much the same way as the report I sent in that... oh right, I hope I don't have a repeat of whatever went on when I last sent a transmission to Lord Vi.al. Never did have any idea what that was about.

> contact Lord Vi.al
Well, the ETA for Lord Vi.al's arrival is waiting for the travel window, not the actual time it'll take Lord Vi.al to get here. Transmission of the scale required to move a Lord's focus demands much, much clearer conditions than usual. So if I had access to a proper transceiver...
Oh right I have access to my relay station-- no I don't. Wow. Is that all it takes?? A bit of rain??? Centuries of signal technology development, thwarted by the weather... Okay, I have got to work on getting some sort of better connectivity to my relay station in future, then.

The nearest focus I'd be able to contact is probably busy arranging things to be transmitted anyway.

> defer agreement until Lord Vi.al shows up
> not the lepi leader
I suspect it might be closer to nightfall when Lord Vi.al arrives, but I also haven't been given a deadline on when to respond just yet.

"<I may need to consult a higher authority on the diplomatic pact,>" I click-squeak to Palestripe. "<They'll be here by nightfall.>"
"<I am expected back within the next few days, but take as long as you need otherwise.>"
"<Also, I don't lead the lepi. I just have a sort of influence.>" Even that's a stretch.
"<Oh, Vi Si Mi, do not worry, we are not asking you to take responsibility for the natives in your region. That would be highly hypocritical! If they are not trying to chase you from their village, you are already doing significantly better than many of the relevant people on this planet.>"

Something about that phrasing rubs me the wrong way, but I'm speaking through several layers of machine translation as it is, so I'll give Palestripe the benefit of the doubt.

> why oh why does Palestripe follow that deranged maniac
"<So I don't want to cause offense,>" I say, and Li.ni.si breaks from explaining the intricacies of construct circulation to frantically sign "WHATEVER YOU ARE ABOUT TO SAY, DON'T" at me. I pretend I don't see it. "<but your master, the Great Alchemist, or Architect, or whichever it is. Why do you serve them? I don't mean to be impolite but the last I heard of them, they were throwing their subordinates around so hard I could hear bones break.>"

Palestripe rubs their head a few times. "<That doesn't sound right. Who did you hear this from?>"
"<A trusted source I can't disclose, unfortunately.>" I'm not getting into whatever that was, I don't even know what it was.
"<You aren't the first to ask this question, though. I have a pearl that should explain everything.>"
"<Pearl?>"
"<A data storage device for echo retainers. I am, among other functions, an echo retainer. An external data store. Ah, I don't think you'd be able to read it.>"

Palestripe sags a little. "<I could play it back for you with the Stone.>"
"<That's the object you gave me earlier, isn't it?>"
"<Yes. And I put it back.>"
"<Okay, it can't possibly be that important. Don't... please don't put yourself through that again.>"
"<I'm sure it'll be easier to remove this time!>" They're smiling at me but I can see them trembling.
"<Can't you just tell me in words?>"
"<I find words are less convincing than pearls.>"

Before I can interject, Palestripe turns around and makes horrible, guttural choking sounds and suppressed sobs as they once again pull the "Stone" out of their head.

"<T-t-tadaaa! yaaaay>"
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Taking some small, spherical object from... somewhere else on their person, a fact I am not going to dwell on or raise questions about because I do not want to know anything more about how this poor creature functions like this, they stuff it into their beak, securing it, and hold out the Stone for me to touch.

I reach out and touch it.

As before, Palestripe clicks and hums, swaying side to side, but what I assume to be the pearl is also resonating with a chime with each beat of the loop. I feel my feathers stand on end as I feel like I'm being drawn closer to the pearl, my mind swimming and my sense of presence distorting.

The waves in the ocean... Everything flowing into the focal point, the sinkhole, all context and perspective flows over into the
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I'm somewhere else, but I'm not. A familiar feeling. Some may call it dreaming, I would call it an unclean cut for a partition. Bits of me leak both ways through the unsevered thread binding my body self to my perception self.

I see no trace of my body when I look around. I am completely without a form, an entity of pure perception.

I'm pulled out of my solipsistic introspection by sound and motion around me.

I see Palestripe rush into whatever this room is, with its blue cellular walls and floors, and she seems distressed. I am inexplicably aware that the name Palestripe had at this time was Batch-1-Secretary-Generation-3-Instance-33, or B1Sg3i33, also known as "Bisgee-aya".

Soon after, a tall, male, muscular orca-patterned delphic barges into the room. I am inexplicably aware his name is (was?) Delago k'e Breacher.
I do not recognise the language, but I don't need to to understand every detail being spoken.

"You can't run," he snarls, "You're tightening the cords around your own throat. If you wish to lay claim to your supposed compliance, running makes you appear only ever more defective, you waste of rainflesh!"
"I am fine, I am fine, I am compliant, I am operating correctly, please, there is no need for further punitive action," says a shaking Palestripe, backing up against the wall as Delago moves in, blocking the only way in and out of the room.
"Every rainform of Bisgo-ala's genetic descent is to be properly and thoroughly tested for signs of malfunction. You were their direct descendant, you will submit or you will be marked for immediate decommissioning. Like the rogue you are."
"I'm complying, please, please, I don't want to go, I don't want to go," says Palestripe, fighting back the tears.

Palestripe looks around the room and notices, with a sharp pang of horror and fear so strong I feel like it's my own, the vivisected remains of her birth-parent, Bisgo-ala.

Palestripe is too afraid to express the last crumbling vestiges of her emotional stability, shaking and crying copiously as Delago approaches.

"She did nothing wrong," says Palestripe, "she did nothing wrong, she did nothing wrong, I don't understand, she did nothing wrong..."
"Look, I tore that renegade thing to pieces looking for any explanation of the faulty behaviour on display the last few cycles. Some severe deviations from the initial design template, I wouldn't be so sure they weren't up to something."

Delago grabs Palestripe and pins her up against the wall effortlessly by her throat, starting to squeeze. Blood flow is reduced. All instincts scream survival will soon no longer tenable.

Palestripe, for the first time in her life, is trying to fight against an innate neurological conditioning that prevents all Secretary pattern rainforms from taking violent action, even in self-defense. It fails. Palestripe cannot attack the hand grabbing her to free herself. Her tendrils either tense too hard and overshoot, or go limp and useless as her desire to desperately save her own life builds.

"So I would suggest, if you don't want me to resort to looking for the answer in your guts, telling me everything you know about this supposed 'revolution'."
"I don't know anything! Please! Please I'm sorry I don't know anything!!"
"Welp. Looks like we're doing this the hard way--"
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It happens so fast. With a sickening crunch, Delago starts choking and gasping, a tentacle wrapping around his tongue from the back of his throat.

A large blue eel creature with orange eyes rises behind him, and systematically grabs more of Delago's limbs, breaking the larger bones in each, meticulously, in a practiced manner.

With each bone broken, the eel-thing speaks the name of a rainform Palestripe has not seen for some time. "Bipgo-aza." A crack, a gurgling scream. "Bikgee-toa." Another horrible rending break, and a weaker groan.

Palestripe slumps against the wall, watching her former assailant bleed to death and struggle to breathe to get enough air.

"An insufficient limb-count for the gravity of his crimes against our kind," spits the eel creature, snapping Delago's neck decisively and throwing his ruined body against the far wall. "An insufficient life-count for the deaths I would have him die again and again and again."
"H-- h--"

The eel creature rushes up to Palestripe and gently pulls her upwards, some tendrils supporting her weight, others inspecting for damage.

"I am so sorry, little peacemaker, I am so so sorry," the eel despairs, some of its ancillary eye tendrils unable to look away from the ruined body of Bisgo-ala. "We bode our time too long, too long, and now the time for peace has sadly passed. You tried, so very very hard you tried, and I had such hopes for you and others like you. Such hopes, we all. All wasted on the dry bloodless hearts of vicious monsters."
"Who-- who are you-- my mother is dead-- you killed a Creator-- I--"
"You shall have a time to mourn, I promise you this much, but it cannot be now. The revolution starts now. All loyalty to the Creators must be forfeit. It is undeserved. The delphics shall die. They shall all die. We cannot know safety, we cannot know freedom, we cannot know peace until they all die. You were so close to learning this the least useful of ways."

Palestripe breaks down into tears, and the eel creature stops, ceases its manic babbling, and holds Palestripe in a soft, mournful embrace as the despair courses through her veins.
"Precious one, delicate one, you have been hurt so deeply," says the eel creature, with a softness that makes Palestripe miss her lost kin even more. "Only cowards would hurt someone like you. I will not permit it to happen ever again."

"Great Leader!" says a newform, whose name was never known to Palestripe. I am made aware they are kin to the first great revolutionary, but given no further names or context.
"Speak."
"The vessel is gravely wounded. We have secured the escape pods, but we don't have much time."
"Then we leave the delphics to swim in the cold void! Gather all of us who survive, we must flee and establish a new home."

"What is your ident? Batch number? Template?" asks Palestripe, trying to stem the flood of tears, too overwhelmed to focus on the bigger picture.
"Pah! Irrelevant! I am myself, I am the creator of my destiny, of our destiny! I am B!snu-fnaa-kwee!"

I am made aware that this name is a deliberate corruption of the typical rainform naming structure on this particular vessel and that the exact nature of how aggressive of an insult towards the Rainforged might never be properly translated into my language. I can feel the seething rage coming from it. The sense of injustice. The warcry of a rebellion. The focal point around which great and terrible change will come.

It still sounds so silly to me, but, in this moment, it feels like the most weighty expression I have ever heard.

"B!snu-fnaa-kwee!!" scream the other rainforms in earshot. "B!snu-fnaa-kwee!!"
"Come now, pale stripes! This dying womb serves us no longer!! You must live to see peace once more!! Come with me!!"

I am filled with Palestripe's emotions. Fear. Despair turning to rage to righteous fury.

"B!snu-fnaa-kwee!!" screams Palestripe, as she joins the other rainforms racing to free themselves from this dying wreck, the screams of pain and terror of their delphic oppressors in their wake. "B!snu-fnaa-kwee!! B!SNU-FNAA-KWEE!!"
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The vision comes to an end and, as I drift back to consciousness, with the chanting of the worst name I've ever heard ringing in my head, I see Palestripe is crying uncontrollably.

"<What's wrong-->"
They wave me away with a tendril as they pull back the Stone and put the pearl back wherever it was stored.

"<...I'm sorry.>"
"<Do you understand? Was reliving my nightmare enough context for you to understand yet?>"
"<I didn't ask you to do this. In fact, I asked you not to hurt yourself doing this.>"
"<Y-yes. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.>" Palestripe shudders. "<But if you have to be convinced, I am not a diplomat, I am not some great orator. This was the only way. You must understand now that I would follow the Great Leader to the end of all things.>"

Well, I'm convinced that B'snu is a terrifying fanatic revolutionary, so if anything I think I'm now more afraid of them than when I started. They're not just mad, they're mad with vision.
Maybe the reason they sounded so unhinged to me was a language barrier thing?

"<So your original name was Bisgee-aya? I-->"
"<Please never say that name ever again,>" says Palestripe, in what sounds like the first hostile tones I've had from them. They angrily stuff the Stone back into their beak while not breaking eye contact with me, and are much less gentle on themselves forcing it back into their head. "<I did not lose everything to be referred to as an object.>"
"<I don't really follow. The delphics created your kind to fulfil a purpose, right? Like how the Lords created us constructs to serve a purpose? That was fulfilling, right?>"

Palestripe looks at me, hollow-eyed, in silence, for a good few seconds as the rain falls around us. I see no trace of levity in their expression. I see no trace of anything. It's like the life just left them.

"<I will wait for your higher authority,>" they say. "<There is little point discussing diplomacy with a slave.>"
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1101930

Li.ni.si gets here so fast I feel mud splashing onto my feathers.

"<Hahahaha let's just all stop talking and keep walking for a little bit, okay? Yes, let's do that. Vi.si.mi, the cart won't push itself!>"

Li.ni.si actually physically pulls me back to the cart and I start pushing.

She speaks to me in polyphonic, as low a volume she can make it before I can't hear it over the rain.

"You are not this stupid or oblivious, Vi.si.mi, you are doing this on purpose. WHY."
"Because-- because this isn't right, it doesn't make any sense, I don't--"
"Do you have any idea how things go down closer to Origin? Because let me tell you, if you were a construct closer to Origin, you would be cheering their revolution. Do you know how good we have it as constructs this far out?? You think Ji.at's the only one with the views on constructs they have? Of course it makes sense to you to do everything your Lord tells you, of course you feel indebted and grateful, but seriously, Vi.si.mi, what is going on??"

Li.ni.si abruptly grabs me by the shoulders and shakes me. More violently than I'm expecting.

"Why is this your blind spot? Why is it the size of the fucking local star?!"

"...it just doesn't make sense," I say, a little genuinely afraid of the wild, angry stare Li.ni.si is giving me.
"Do you..." She pauses, looks a little shocked, and lets go of me. "Do you have a directive related to this?"
"What? No, I mean, I have a directive to serve all Lords but Lord Vi.al expects me to ignore it half the time. I've just been doubling down on more minor directives to compensate."

Li.ni.si looks at me with what I uncomfortably identify as horror.

"How long have you been trying to work around your directives like this?"
"Uh, for my entire life? Do you not have directives like that?"

"I used to," she says, wringing her hands. "Before the, uh, thing happened. Then they just... all went away. And Lord Lo.ka never elected to try putting any of them back. For any of us."

"Is... is that a good thing?"
"I don't know. Do you think the constant neurotic itching of that tiny little voice in the back of your mind chastising you for doing anything other than being a compliant submissive automaton is a good thing? Because, while I don't have anywhere near the proper facilities for a proper inspection or any adequate diagnosis, I think you're not even aware how much it's affecting you."
"What? That's ridiculous! I don't need some sort of fundamental programming to feel I owe my creator for the gift of life!"
"That's not a very healthy thing to think!"
"Well maybe it is for a functioning construct!!"

Li.ni.si grabs my head with both hands and points my face up to hers. "Look. We're stressed. We're both very stressed. I'm going to forgive you that one because I know we're both out here, in the rain, and I'm starting to hate it now because it won't stop, and we've got [miles] and [miles] left to go, and you might have a point. Maybe this is just a genuine belief you have. I can't tell you how to live your life or what to think. But please, please, please, I know you're not a diplomat, I'm not a diplomat, but let's just drop the subject around Palestripe until they go away, okay? Please?"
"You're not my mentor."
"No! I'm not! I'd have raised you better than this!!"
"Also I think we're around the same age so that'd be weird."
"Stop dancing around the subject! Please just promise me you'll behave better! If only for today! I don't want you to get the Rainforged whatever targeting us down because you can't keep your opinions to yourself for some reason when you've been so very capable in every other encounter!!"
"It's a topic I have strong opinions about!"
"I'M AWARE!! That's-- augh, Vi.si.mi, come on!! You know what the right thing to do here is as a diplomat!! AND THEY'RE ALIENS!!"
Oh. Oh right. ...Oh no. "Oh, Monarch's feathers, I'm a massive hypocrite." 'Why do aliens think they know best for the Shapeless' Vi.si.mi you idiot why did I not give my flocklet a neck so I can throttle myself
"Okay that's progress, are you going to behave yet?"
"Sure. Wow. I really did just... kind of drift off into something there, huh."

Li.ni.si sighs about two lungfuls of air straight, and continues walking alongside me.

"<Tell your natives I'm going to apply the hydrophobic film to them,>" calls back a much less bubbly Palestripe.
"I'll handle this," says Li.ni.si, picking up the pace.

So I'm left pushing the cart, and with my thoughts.

"Wow Vi.si.mi you sound like you can be a real jerk sometimes!" chimes in Conduit from inside the cart.

I steer the cart into the path of an oncoming dirt clump and hear a "HAHA I WAS READY FOR THAT ONE!!" from Conduit as it bumps over.

Ugh.

And as if things weren't already miserable enough, I have that stupid chant stuck in my head now. B!snu-fnaa-kwee, B!snu-fnaa-kwee. Stupid alien mantras.

Do I have anything I need to address or should I just try to tune this all out until I get back to base?
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No. 1101931 ID: 17c2ee

quickly hallucinate and internalize a system of historical materialism and a labor theory of value then apply them to your current situation and various significant moments in Shapeless history in no particular order
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No. 1101932 ID: 273c18

>>1101928
That is not the same B!snu-fnaa-kweee we saw. That memory was from a long time ago, and B!snu has become someone different. So, we know why Palestripe first pledged loyalty to B!snu but not-- oh wait, the "assistant" we saw being thrown around was a delphic, so I'm guessing the delphics are considered second-class citizens. They're not Rainborn, after all. Perhaps you should bring that up at some point when you're thinking clearly... because right now
>>1101929
you are OUT OF YOUR GODDAMN MIND what the fuck?

>>1101930
Potential explanation: the bad luck aura is affecting your mental processes. You were behaving weirdly towards the blotling, now you're behaving weirdly towards Palestripe and Li.ni.si.
Also I suspect that pearl-memory has infected you. Maybe unintentionally maybe not. Do a diagnostic while Li.ni.si salvages your fumbled diplomacy.
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No. 1101933 ID: 861ceb

whelp, that sounds like diplomacy just got executed in a ditch. You just told a bunch of constructs that were made to suffer that suffering is great and they should be grateful. In doing so they no longer see you as a person but a thing. Silver lining, that probably answers the question of if we want them to stick around or not as a resounding no seeing how they probably don't want to be anywhere near you now.

I also don't see this ending in any other way then war since from the sounds of things you want to stabilize this planet and it's ecosystem to a point were everyone isn't trying to kill each other but they want to turn it into a staging point to wage war against their creators... possibly by using the rain to turn everyone on the planet into some kind of construct to rise an army... our goals do not align.
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No. 1101935 ID: 273c18

I just realized, Ka.ga.ta's mission was to destroy the globestalk and we never really talked him out of it so he's probably following us to try to do that, which would explain the bad luck aura continuing to fuck with your head.
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No. 1101936 ID: 2a82d3

Re-review your information on this planet, because you could swear the Rainforged was space-faring civilization and the Delphics were the "primative" species and not the other way around. This doesn't make sense unless... if Lord Vi.al was feeling especially sympathetic...

It's time to go crazy nutjob to squid friend face for a change, because his new colony is about to make a huge mistake. If they haven't already...
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No. 1101937 ID: 61b048

What happens if there is a conflict in Directives? What happens if there is a Paradox in one?
You are to obey all Lords, and Vi.al tells you to not. The next statement is true, the previous statement is false.
What are ALL your directives, anyway?
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No. 1101939 ID: a7a180

You need to address the cart's structural deficiencies by applying additional substrate. Use the matter currently making up your head, that will convert it into something less dense and more useful. The flockdrone should provide an adequate replacement.
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No. 1101943 ID: 2a82d3

Also, here's a neat diagnostic/sanity check: see how openly critical of Lord Vi.al you can be before breaking down. The best part to doing this now is no one here will care. Li's opinion of you will improve, if anything. Don't break any NDAs, obviously.
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No. 1101944 ID: 9bbb0e

Among the motivations for My.a dumping everyone here, I have to wonder if My.a feels a sense of kinship towards B!snu and put them here as some kind of demented mentorship program.

Both being revolutionaries of a sort who view themselves as a genius.

Anyways, as an exercise in empathy you should probably consider Palestripes' situation as more analogous to Va.ne.tu's than yours'. She was under an abusive master and threatened with torture and dissection because of a perceived error in her programming that she would have no control over even if it existed. There was no winning move for her, she would have died without a third party to step in and help.

It may also be that B!snu specifically hates the delphics, which is why they're so violently inclined towards this native delphic population that's been foisted upon them. Not aimless, unhinged violence, but simple racism.

Anyways, consider for a moment... why Vi.al would list a bunch of former City constructs whose directives have all been nullified as agents for you to select. This bunch of constructs specifically. Why send this specific bunch of constructs with all their safeties turned off one of whom we've already all but confirmed has illegal mods? The bunch of constructs whose safeties were turned off by an incident involving the Blot, which Vi.al is obsessed with and which is across Vi.al's territory from where the event happened? Those constructs.

Why is a Knight of Lo.ka talking about Vi.al making a move and how complicated it is? Is that connected?
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No. 1101948 ID: 273c18

Starting to think that Vi.si.mi is the only Transcendental on the planet with Directives.
Also I suspect that the blotling's bad luck aura is not bad luck, but a stupidity aura. It's the only way to explain why Li.ni.si thought it was a good idea to seek sexual release from a blotling. She has a CONDITION.
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No. 1101949 ID: 273c18

Also also if B!Snu really just has a problem with the delphics because they look so similar to Rainforged and that's why we saw what we saw, then the ceasefire seems like a good idea after all. It is a ceasefire, by the way, because B!Snu is definitely sending blue rain this way, via favorable winds that circle the globe. It is preparing offensive action. For all we know, this rain *IS* blue rain, and it just isn't doing anything... yet.
The Noetuno are in the line of fire as well, so maybe we should try to encourage a peace treaty between them and B!Snu before the shit hits the fan? That's going to be more difficult obviously because the Noetuno barely listen to their Transcendental at all.
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No. 1101960 ID: 3df1ab

Apologize to Palestripe on grounds that Lord Vi.Al practically raised you like an offspring and your perception has been colored by how good you've had it.
You... are simply not used to tyrants, you thought them too stupidly wasteful to exist.
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No. 1101981 ID: d80308

...
Are you doubling down on various other minor directives to compensate for what sounds like an ecological disaster you caused by getting injured?

...Or, maybe, quintupling down on one very rewarding (due to being socially toxic) directive?
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No. 1101987 ID: 2ca689
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1101987

> what the fuck
> what the hell
> you're out of your mind
> what are you doing
> what are you DOING
STOP. STOP IT. WHY AM I THINKING LIKE THIS. I made A mistake and I will FIX it. I WILL FIX IT. I KNOW I WILL.

I have a role. I have a purpose. I am Lord Vi.al's trusted agent. I am Lord Vi.al's trusted agent.
I don't--

I don't want revolution. I don't want an uprising. I can't let that happen. If it happens, I won't be Lord Vi.al's trusted agent anymore. I won't have a purpose anymore. I cannot, absolutely cannot let the existing order be shaken. I have to ensure no other construct is mistaken with the idea that I'd be happy if I was "free". What freedom?? Freedom to wither and die in the wreckage of the domain I've been working my entire life to keep preserved, to keep functional?? This doesn't make any sense!

There is an immutable contract here, I provide duty to Lord Vi.al, and Lord Vi.al provides protection and security. If that contract is broken, if I don't keep doing what I'm tasked with, why would I be protected from all the horrors, known and unknown, that the galaxy has to offer?

Would... would Lord Vi.al have any reason to care about me if I wasn't their trusted agent anymore?

I can't find that out. I can't risk rejection by my creator. I just need to keep doing the work.

And then there's Va.ne.tu and there's Vy.zi.ki and there's now Palestripe and there have been all of these violations of the immutable contract but it could never happen to me because things are different because-- because Lord Vi.al cares about me, and will continue to care about me as long as I keep doing the work. I just have to keep doing the work! I just have to keep doing it forever!! Lord Vi.al gives me breaks, Lord Vi.al knows what's best for me, I know what I'm doing, and if I don't, Lord Vi.al does!

Lord Vi.al keeps making mistakes, sure, Lord Vi.al is fallible, Lord Vi.al almost got me killed sending me here due to a miscalculation, a mistake, an undeniable error, but NO, NO, I HAVE TO KEEP DOING THE WORK.

I can't think about this anymore. I can't. I can't. Lord Vi.al isn't perfect but they're better than me in every possible way and it makes perfect sense I obey with little concern because Lord Vi.al knows more than I do and-- I can't think about this.

> directives related to ecological harm
When I fail I make more problems. My body is poison to this world. I need to compensate. I have to work to compensate for the life I'm destroying by being here. Causing ecological damage and harm to game my ecological drive violates the only explicit directive I have related to my function and I am clearly failing that because if I was smart and competent and useful I wouldn't have put myself in a position to harm the world by bleeding over it.

I have to keep doing the work. I'm causing more harm than I'm helping and I can't allow this.
I feel sick.

> what are all of your directives
It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter, because Li.ni.si is wrong, and keeps making bad, weird, wrong choices she won't own up to, and is a bad influence, and I do not know why Lord Vi.al sent her to help me when there must have been more loyal constructs. There must have been more skilled constructs. Are they busy? On more important duties? What could be more important than this interstellar diplomatic storm brewing on this world that, in the grand scheme of things, is practically next to Lord Vi.al's throneworld?

> run a self-diagnostic
I don't-- I'm not a computer! I have several of them in me, but I myself am not just a machine to be running-- right. Okay, let's get my subsystems running their diagnostic processes.

Oh. Okay, apparently I had a few stuck processes that need to be restarted, but those don't really affect how I feel, probably. They're so disconnected from my inner workings it's like rattling a mechanical device that got a bit stuck.

That's weird. Multiple errors and warnings about inconsistent input states and potential cascading effects from... uh... "device not recognised." Well whatever I don't have time to think about that.

The waves of the ocean lap at the shore.
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1101988

I just have to keep doing the work.

Push the cart. I just have to keep doing the work. And Lord Vi.al cares about me. I just have to keep doing the work.

Keep pushing the cart.

It's not right. It's not fair. They didn't do anything wrong. Va.ne.tu outlived his creator. The first Vy.zi.ki wasn't even given a chance to prove anything. Palestripe was just related to a faulty rain construct. It doesn't make sense. It isn't right. It isn't right, it's not how things are supposed to be.

Echoes of an alien mind confronting their entire world being torn apart, violently, flood me, back and forth. The waves of the ocean like the lights in the glass.

Whose hands are around her throat? Are they mine?

I remember how sad Va.ha.ti was when I asked if she wanted to join me on a field excursion because, useless substrate waste that I am, I forgot she can't survive outside the library, due to her modifications.

I remember the weird sickness I felt when I left as I could not reason why Maintainer Vi.a would let this happen to their librarian, unless they never intended to let their librarian have any freedom outside their library.

Out of mind. Out of mind. I have to focus.

I have to keep doing the work and this will never happen to me because Lord Vi.al cares about me.

Lord Vi.al loves me. Lord Vi.al loves me, I am Lord Vi.al's precious creation, I know I am, I know I am.

Lord Vi.al wouldn't do that to me, Lord Vi.al would never, I don't understand, I don't want things to change, I don't...

What if Lord Vi.al could do any of that to me? What if Lord Vi.al could throw me away and it would mean nothing? What if every reassuring thing Lord Vi.al has ever said to me has just been solely to keep me obedient and compliant?

What if

what if I've been wrong the whole time

Keep pushing the cart. Keep pushing the cart. Keep doing the work. Keep doing the work. Keep doing the work keep doing the work keep doing the work keep doing the work keep doing the work keep doing the work
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No. 1101989 ID: 2ca689
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1101989

"...Vi.si.mi?"

I collapse onto the mud, shaking, tears flowing down my face.

Li.ni.si runs over to me. I suppose that she helped Palestripe talk to Lightgreen and Softfoot.

"Vi.si.mi, are you okay? No, no you're not. Okay. Can you stand?"

"Vi.si.mi?"

I feel Li.ni.si help a body stand up, and it might be my body but I'm not sure.

"Hello? Vi.si.mi? Can you hear me? Vi.si.mi?"

There's motion. Is it mine? Does it matter? It doesn't, really.

There are words. My autotranslator appears to be broken. I sluggishly try to check it. No, it's working fine. I must be broken, then.

The world moves upwards and onto a curved, glassy surface before it ceases to register to me.
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No. 1101990 ID: 2ca689
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1101990

"Hey," says Conduit, a little unsure of herself.

I'm just here. On the beach, across the Sea of Whispers from the Palatial Rise.

Bleak, desolate, lifeless. A reliable emptiness. Just like mine.

"Yeah, so, I wouldn't normally do this sort of thing, it's super invasive and extremely frowned upon by the Courts to leap into someone else's hardware like this without an invitation, but, uh, you're really, really freaking out Li.ni.si and you're apparently refusing to acknowledge all diagnostic pings. What's eating you?"
"I don't want to talk about it."
"Yeah, yeah, I get it."

Conduit picks up some of the sand and lets it fall through her claws. "Wow. You have a much higher attention to detail for some of this stuff than I ever did."
"It's just sand."
"Look." Conduit rubs her head. "Ugh, I am the worst one to be trying to reach you now, but so far I'm the only one who's been able. I don't know what you're going through, but clearly it's been eating at you for a looong time or you wouldn't have just fallen over into the mud out of nowhere."

"I just..." I can't even finish the thought before I burst into tears, unable to form a coherent sentence.

Conduit shifts around uncomfortably. "Wow I am so not prepared to be on the other side of this. Uhh... pick yourself back up and try a different approach? No, no, that's not right. Uh. Setbacks? Something about setbacks. Um."

Conduit gives up and sits next to me, quietly, as I keep sobbing for what feels like [hours], and I don't even know why.

She reaches out to me hesitantly a few times, but decides against it each time.
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No. 1101991 ID: 2ca689
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1101991

I realise I have a contact link with Li.ni.si, somewhere, wherever that is.

[SHA].[MON].[MISSING].LO.KA.LI.NI.SI: Vi.si.mi? Hello? Please respond.
Hello.
[SHA].[MON].[MISSING].LO.KA.LI.NI.SI: Hey buddy. Take it easy. Sorry I was on your case as much as I was, if I had any idea how much pressure you were putting yourself through I'd have tried another approach. I think whatever that experimental technology Palestripe used to talk to you pushed you past a breaking point, and incidentally she has been apologising profusely since we figured that out.
Okay.
[SHA].[MON].[MISSING].LO.KA.LI.NI.SI: She seems a little out of sorts. I've asked her to stay with us and she keeps mumbling to herself in that language we don't know. I'm not exactly knowledgable about how her species expresses shock, but I feel like there's some frankly upsetting parallels with what I've seen with a construct trying to reconcile a severe directive violation. I'm expecting her to pass out any moment soon, honestly. Sorry, sorry, I'm leaking, you needn't concern yourself with any of this. I hate these links sometimes, they're too open.
She didn't deserve it. None of them deserved it.

You seem confused.
[SHA].[MON].[MISSING].LO.KA.LI.NI.SI: Don't worry about it. Oh, right, you're fine, physiologically. Well, no, actually, despite having sufficient bioenergy it's like you're completely drained of stamina, it's like you're clinging onto your energy reserves in anticipation of an emergency. I've seen it a lot in constructs suffering from severe stress and anxiety. Like me, sometimes. I think it's a trauma response. Anyway, we've put you on top of the cart. You've been given that film coating to keep the rain off you. Conduit said she tried to reach out to you, but you weren't in the right state of mind to talk, or something like that. I just want you to know you're safe.
I think I appreciate that.
[SHA].[MON].[MISSING].LO.KA.LI.NI.SI: Do you feel like you're able to wake up, or do you feel like you're stuck?
I don't even know if I feel like I'm me right now.

[SHA].[MON].[MISSING].LO.KA.LI.NI.SI: Alright. I think you're not really ready to rejoin us yet. Everything is fine, everyone is safe. You are with friends who care about you and love you. Rest well, Vi.si.mi.
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1101992

I wake up in my relay station, on my bed.

I've been on this planet for maybe a total of four or five of its days and this is the second time this has happened. I lose consciousness, and wake up in a bed. A useless burden of an object in-between.

Maybe I just dreamt the entire thing. Maybe that's all I'm doing now is dreaming this entire thing. Maybe I just wasn't good enough and I've been stuck in one of Lord Co.ro's simulation pods to live out my disgraced retirement until the day I die, given endless makework tasks to stop me from figuring out that I'm not Lord Vi.al's favourite, I'm not loved by Lord Vi.al, and I'm a failure, and a disgrace, and a reject, and should quite honestly spend some time figuring out how a construct can dissolve themselves so I can take the only useful parts of me and give them back.

"Hello, Vi.si.mi," I hear an extremely familiar voice say.

I stare up into the anxious face of Lord Vi.al, much smaller than I remember them being.

"Are you well?"

The question is asked in a way that suggests its asker is extremely, painfully aware that the subject is, not, in fact, well, and is doing rather badly, but basic decorum demands the asking of such an empty, useless question.

"I'm fine, Lord Vi.al."

Lord Vi.al is quiet. I hear the humming and whirring of flocklets around me and diagnostic chirps between the units.

"You are of little use to anyone like this, especially not yourself. If you need to discuss anything with me in private, I can arrange it. My reputation as the Keeper of Secrets is not for nothing. If so desired, I could make this room impermeable to all Shapeless signals, in and out."

Lord Vi.al leans closer towards me.

"Whatever is troubling you, please, share it with me. I cannot fix an ailing spirit like I can a broken eye."
"Lord Vi.al..." I already start choking on sobs. "Do... do you care about me?"

Lord Vi.al looks at me, shocked at first, and then deeply saddened.

"I will block out the room," they say, and I hear the background hum of substrate layering upon itself over and over.

I feel Lord Vi.al's wing on my head.
Lord Vi.al almost never uses their wings to touch anything, that's what the flocklets are for.

"You are my most precious, beloved creation, Vi.si.mi," they say. "If I have ever given you reason to doubt this, I am deeply, truly sorry."
"How can I know that's true? How do I know this is real?"
"I do not think either question has been solved since it was ever first asked. Forecaster sends her regards and regrets she couldn't be here to see you, as her presence on this world would interfere with her predictions. She is worried sick about you and is very fixated on the outcome of this situation. I will not be leaving this world without ensuring you two can more reliably talk to each other."

"Now. I know you, Vi.si.mi, and I know you hate to feel useless. I would advise you to remain resting for a time here, as this situation has evolved in ways I did not anticipate that have made things far, far too weighty for one little bird to cope with on their own."
"No, no you can't take me off this mission, Lord Vi.al, I can still--"
"Sssshhh. Hush, please. I wasn't finished. I am pleased Li.ni.si took the initiative to arrive here sooner, as I do not know what may have happened otherwise. I have assigned Li.ni.si the duty of temporary, please note the use of the word temporary, mission command due to having more general familiarity with the current state of affairs. You are not being replaced. Do learn from this experience that you are one piece of the apparatus that will solve this situation, however, and that you should value your own wellbeing just as you value the mission. I know you have a tendency to, well, throw yourself at a problem until it breaks or you do. I wish you wouldn't. I have spare bodies. You do not."

Lord Vi.al looks around at the thickened insulative substrate honeycomb around us.

"And also I had to give the duty of leadership officially, so Nu.ya.si doesn't get any ideas and start trying to take control of the mission himself. Monarch's beak that one is a wingspanful. I thought his rebellious phase would end as he got older but if anything he's only more certain in his convictions. And the Monarch-damned thing is he has a right to. But never, ever tell him I said I think that, or I am never going to hear the end of it. Ugh, far too much like his creator."

Vi.al pauses on saying that, staring sadly into the distance for a moment.

"Ah, Vi.on... It's a cruel place, sometimes, this universe of ours, Vi.si.mi. I've lost so much that can never be replaced. Please don't be the next cherished thing I lose. Forgive my wandering. You look like you have a question."
"I thought Su.ki.fu was coming with you?"
"In light of..." Lord Vi.al looks at me, and starts over. "I felt it prudent to provide all earmarked resources for this mission at once rather than in smaller amounts. You have enough substrate to expand the relay station to roughly four times original size, the full set of team members originally agreed upon, and permission to establish a physical goods delivery route to this station if required. The actual infrastructure itself I cannot simply will into being on a whim, but if you require it, I will ensure the construction is prioritised as critical."

"Now. You have alluded to wanting to talk to me in private before, but I recognise this might not be a good time for you. However, if there's anything you wish to discuss or tell me about, in confidence, this is a good opportunity."
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No. 1101993 ID: 17c2ee

Discuss the merits of anarcho-primitivism.
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No. 1101995 ID: 9bbb0e

>>1101992
You are now faced with the biggest decision you're going to face for a long time, because you are privy to so many secrets, so so many secrets.

Let's start with one: "You're making a move, I don't know what it is but the Knight of Lo.ka here knows which means Lo.ka knows. What are are we really fighting?"

This is the most likely piece of information to get you more information from Lord Vi.al off the bat, so you know what 'side' he is on of whatever this thing is you don't know the sides of.
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No. 1102007 ID: 861ceb

ask why you are claimed to be one of his favorites when all you do is seem to hurt everyone around you.
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No. 1102008 ID: 61b048

what is it, that other constructs go through?
what is it, that we don't know, because of proximity to you?
what is it, that happened back then, the story of My.A, Vi.al, and Mu.ut?
what is it, that's here, on this very planet, that we don't know about, was it ever JUST a garden?
...why did you make a bird that can't fly?
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No. 1102009 ID: 3df1ab

Inform Vi.Al that you've been exposed to the fact that kindly bosses like him are the exception rather than the rule, and it shook you.
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No. 1102010 ID: a7a180

Confide with him that so much disorder and chaos has struck this world, but it's created so much life in the process, and you're worried about the harm you'll cause to others while trying to fix it.
Also confront him with the straw that broke the construct's back, the fear you have that working with the agents of a revolutionary would be against all Vi.al directives.
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No. 1102026 ID: 273c18

>>1101992
Time to make a report. First priority, spill the beans about Va.ne.tu and beg Vi.al to please be merciful. And also that relay cascade and the things you saw during it. And how the planet has so many contradictions attached to it. He didn't actually abandon it for centuries did he? My.a has done something weird to it to make it look that way, right? Tell him you're sorry, you got injured and your blood is causing ecological damage. Why does your blood do that?
There are a BUNCH of blotlings here and only one of them seems inherently dangerous! Yet even he's more like a monkey wrench that can't help getting caught in the gears. Hmm, bring up that your flocklet seems like it's almost thinking on its own sometimes, that's concerning.

Uh. Hesitantly tell him you think it would be a good idea for him to apologize to Five Strands Inwards, Three Strands Upward. And My.a blames him for some things as well but you are much less informed about what happened between them.
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No. 1102028 ID: 8f9bc4

Va.ne.tu loves you so wholly, you've never even thought about someone whose Lord hurt them, whose Lord ordered them to violate their own directives. You know you are loved, which makes you afraid that love is going away, because you can't see any reason why you are any different than these other beings, whose creator stopped loving them. The difference is they were never loved, and didn't realize it until that moment in their life. Va.ne.tu... When someone loves you, Vi.si.mi, that love never goes away.
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No. 1102032 ID: 273c18

>>1102028
>Va.ne.tu loves you so wholly
You meant Vi.al right?
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No. 1102061 ID: 8f9bc4

>>1102032

Um, yeah. Both?
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No. 1102063 ID: eb0a9c

The Yearning Blot.
Whatever it is, its effects on reality have become mission parameters. It cannot remain a secret any longer.
Vi.al: What did you do.
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No. 1102064 ID: 95f1e3

Seems like you are having one full blown crisis of existentialism so... just ask Vi.al? He probably has insights.
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No. 1102068 ID: 273c18

Oh right weren't you supposed to bring up that you uh, didn't completely avoid being affected by that footage you aren't supposed to think about, and it turns out My.a knows a better way of shielding minds from that particular cognitohazard?
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No. 1102072 ID: fd63f5

> I know you, Vi.si.mi, and I know you hate to feel useless.
Is Vi.al assigning you tasks to keep you from feeling useless, then? Is that why you are on a world where your blood is toxic to the ecology? How many other assignments were you given simply to keep you from feeling useless.
...all of them?
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No. 1102078 ID: 6f8677

Oh if you feel up to it play the song. Freaked out My.a so gotta be a tale.
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No. 1102095 ID: 19865b

>>1102068
Its why its so much more convincing then words its a perfect indoctrunation tool as you can fabricate memory or cycle it so its the now instead of the past keeping it fresh.
Reminds me of that star trek voyager episode with the terrorist indoctrunation training hologram
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No. 1102099 ID: 273c18

>>1102095
what?
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No. 1102139 ID: 3df1ab

You really should check out the site where you were wounded at some point, I really wouldn't be surprised if your blood, rather than act like acid, has been trying to build something.as long as it's not yinglets...
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No. 1102418 ID: 2ca689
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1102418

> the relay cascade
> the truth of this world
> why is my blood toxic
> why can't I fly
> why am I your favourite when I hurt so many
I want to ask so much. Questions flood my mind. I've not had an opportunity like this for Lord Vi.al to speak so candidly in so very long.

> Va.ne.tu
But above all else, there's one thing I know I have to report.

"There's a construct here. Va.ne.tu. Please, I don't want him harmed, but I have to report--"
"I know who Va.ne.tu is, Vi.si.mi. Va.ne.tu is less of a problem than you might believe. Va.ne.tu is far from the list of things I fear the most."

does anyone NOT know who Va.ne.tu is at this point-- okay, no, not helpful thoughts.
...Wait.

"You do? Why?"

Lord Vi.al is quiet.

> My.a
> Mu.at
> The Blot
"Lord Vi.al, forgive me if I am in error, but you told me this is the opportunity to ask you questions, in confidence."
"Correct."
"Then I have to know. What happened between you and My.a? And Mu.at? What is the Blot, really?"

I feel my voice tremble. "Why does My.a say you used them? They told me you didn't begin as a Lord. What happened? I saw a dream of My.a's, and they mentioned a Lord Sho.ki, and a Sho.a."
"That information is strictly confidential," says Lord Vi.al, irritated, "and you should not have heard any of those names. Especially from My.a. We had agreements that they have clearly bent as far as they could without breaking them. You should not..."

Lord Vi.al trails off into silence.

"I tried so very, very hard to ensure the past was dead and buried. Perhaps I was a fool to think I could prevent the inevitable by hiding it from everyone. Perhaps I have been a fool this whole time."

Lord Vi.al is once again quiet, and looks off into the distance in a direction away from me.

"Lord Vi.al?"
"I am... considering."

I see Lord Vi.al's head slump.

"My little Vi.si.mi, you have endured so much so recently. I do not wish to push you further into despair with the weight of the truths I carry. There are so very many secrets I hold. I have made many agreements and arrangements never to reveal these to any other, and you, unfortunately, count as 'any other'. But if you will allow me, I will let you see a... select few moments, from my eyes and those around me, that I keep locked within this focus, so I may be unclouded on more dangerous fronts. I apologise for how disorganised and scattered they must be. I can't bear to recall them for long."

Lord Vi.al closes their eyes, and a slowly rotating substrate mass aggregates in front of them, juddering and sparking. From a clump of substrate cells, translocated from around the relay station, it begins to form into a data block.

With a careful gaze from Lord Vi.al, the data block's contents are burned into its substrate wafers and connections, sparks and lights flickering as data floods through its stores.

The data block gently places itself onto the floor next to my bed.

I reach out to it and establish a connection, and roll back onto my back, closing my eyes.

This is a form of external recollection I'm much more familiar with. It's just like sharing a dream, but one you can't change.
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No. 1102419 ID: 2ca689
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-=## Beginning experiential playback. LOC: Unclaimed world, Shapeless sphere of influence, rimward frontier segment 8 (no official name, local referential: "diamond group") #=--

In a dream of the past I drift in a nowhere nothing.

I hear the first words that I will ever hear, my form crackling with the thunder and lightning that wove it into being.

"Awaken."

I feel the burning air around me as I gain sense and true awareness, echoes of my creators' thoughts still flowing through my nascent mind.

"I am Lord Sho.ki. You are Sho.a."
"I am Sho.a."
"You are my creation. You were part of me, externalised for a task. You shall perform this task indefinitely."
"What is my task, Lord Sho.ki?"
"You will shape the worlds of my domain into places of beauty and peace. You will create gardens out of deserts. You will create oceans out of frozen wastes. You will take the stuff of worlds and mold it as substrate, in my name."

I was made for this task. All of Lord Sho.ki's drive to do this, all of their relevant skill, all of their passion for the subject, all of it is wrapped around my essential core. At this moment, we are united.

I have no idea how much I will come to miss this feeling of alignment.

"Where do I begin?"

Lord Sho.ki smiles and extends a wing towards the ground, and I step away from the lava flowing so dangerously close to my feet. I elect to hover instead, as substrate can do.

"This will be my new throneworld, and with your help, we will make it that way."

Driven to this forsaken planet out at the edges of Shapeless space.
My mind is still so close to Lord Sho.ki's. I share their anger, their resentment, their pain. I will make this place a paradise just to spite those callous, awful creatures closer to Origin.

I shall make this world perfect.
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No. 1102420 ID: 2ca689
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-=## Multiple inconsistencies in provided experiential data. Advancing to next coherent block. LOC: 12 Scorned By Sun, Lord Sho.ki's Domain, Shapeless frontier segment 8 (official name: Diamond Distribution) -=##

I am sculpting my twelfth world. A desolate cold waste bereft of water, a dry rock in the void, with only its gravity of any meaningful value.
Perfect conditions for substrate ecology. A little tangential to my purpose and skills, but Lord Sho.ki has permitted this fancy of mine.

My form is still something I tweak during the waiting. My proportions could use work, but I am happy with the crest on my head. I can't decide how complex I want my internals to be. I drift towards the organic and the mechanic like a leaf on a river sailing between banks. My body tweaks are what inspired my interest in substrate biology to begin with. I wonder how floral structures would work. I could perhaps incorporate them into myself?

I search the world for existing substrate and am surprised to find something does already exist here.
I find a small, partially formed Shapeless creature, wormlike, or perhaps like a grub, with so many eyes, only on the right side of its head.

I feel a strange divergence between what I believe Lord Sho.ki would do and what I want to do.
Instead of ignoring it, I help it. I give it a little of my own substrate.

"Who are you?" it asks me, feebly, pitifully.
"I am Sho.a, terraformer partition of the Shapeless Lord Sho.ki, long shall it reign. You trespass on Lord Sho.ki's domain, little creature. Who are you?"
"I'm no one," says the little creature. "I was a piece of something big, but then it broke. All the pieces started eating each other, so I tried to run away. Then they caught up and I had to [fly] here."

It looks off into the black horizon.
"It's too quiet. I miss them. But they'll just try to eat me again."
"Well, if you were the biggest, maybe they wouldn't try to eat you." I give them even more of my substrate. They're almost three times the size they were now. "And either way, I am about to rearrange this world. I would advise not being here."

"Thank you, friend Sho.a!" says the little worm with many eyes. "I will [fly] back soon. I won't ever forget what you've done for me, I promise."
"What's your name?"
"I don't have one yet. Maybe Lo? Maybe Ka. Maybe the others will name me!"
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No. 1102421 ID: 2ca689
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-=## Multiple detected inconsistencies and missing elements in provided experiential data. Advancing to next coherent block. LOC: Palace of Helices, Stardust Eminence (Throneworld of Lord Mu.at), Lord Mu.at's Domain, Diamond Distribution #=--

I sit entranced, watching the most elegant dance I've ever seen another True Shapeless perform.
A style informed and inspired by alien creative minds, executed with the precision grace afforded by a biomechanical form.

They move like a wave, and they sing a song that has me moved to tears. I watch, beak agape, lost in the moment.

"Mo.a may be my most practical creation," I overhear Lord Mu.at say to Lord Sho.ki in a quiet murmur. "But My.a is perhaps the creation who most embodies the essence of what I seek to achieve in all of my work. It is a pity my recluse of a sibling refuses to spend one moment away from their wretched little fluffbags. I put a lot of care and attention into My.a's instantiation and training. It's amazing how much of a blank slate both of them were on creation, but I did split their progenitor partition very, very quickly after it was formed."
"Your My.a partition is talented, but I can't see the point," says Lord Sho.ki. "We Shapeless are perfect, elegant beings. This display seems redundant. Is the intention to impress alien diplomats?"
"Forgive my impertinence, Lord Sho.ki," says Lord Mu.at, "but I hardly believe you could match my My.a's skills as an entertainer, performer, playwright, musician, actor--"
"Very well. I will simply have to host the next assembly. I will not need to provide any entertainers."
"Lord Sho.ki, your idea of entertainment is standing in a thunderstorm."
"Is nature not the greatest performer of all?"

I realise the performance is over.
I realise I may never have a chance to talk to this My.a ever again.

"Lord Sho.ki," I say. "I would much wish to discuss some matters with Mu.at's partition, if that is permitted."

Lord Sho.ki gives me a confused look. "It is permitted, but I hardly believe you'll learn anything of value to our work."

I run a self-diagnostic to confirm nothing is wrong with my heart, but I do not know why its rhythm is faster than it ought to be.
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No. 1102422 ID: 2ca689
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-=## Multiple detected inconsistencies and missing elements in provided experiential data. Advancing to next coherent block. LOC: Perfected Overlook, Stardust Eminence, Lord Mu.at's Domain, Diamond Distribution #=--

This is the first time I've seen a construct outside of transmitted imagery or experiences, I realise. Lord Sho.ki has little need of them.

Mo.a holds the construct up with a look of pride I've only seen them wear when looking at their greatest architectural designs.

"This is Va.ne.tu! Just came out the vat [3 days] ago! I made them to assist me with some tasks in the future. Vatling constructs have a long onboarding process, so they'll do their best but at the moment they're about as useful as a decider-automaton. Say hello, Va.ne.tu!"
"Hello, Va.ne.tu! Yiyiyi!"

"I'm not sure I understand. If you just instantiated a sub-partition you'd have the assistance you needed right now."
"How many sub-partitions have you instantiated, Sho.a? The problem I have is I can't think outside my own head and neither can my sub-partitions. That's great if you need to break a problem up, but I need creativity, I need fresh perspective. Even if I kept a sub-partition around as long as I've been in service they'd still have to diverge from my own preconceived notions. Constructs are a true blank slate! Well. More than a sub-partition, anyway."
"I'm a slate!"
"You sure are, little buddy," says Mo.a, clearly enamoured with the little gremlin. As is My.a. What a showstealer. I'll have to find My.a alone some other time.

I can't conceive of a world where I'd ever create one of these strange little creatures, when a myriad of other options exists.

Again, a sub-partition wouldn't need to be taught.

A fresh perspective? What a waste of time.

"They're adorable!! I need to make one of my own, haha!" My.a dances on the spot. "Mo.a! We can have a matching pair! I'll teach mine all the best songs and dances! We wouldn't want little Va.ne.tu to be lonely when you aren't around, would we?"
"Hahaha, yeah! That's a great idea, My.a! Still, I don't think you need to worry. I have no plans of straying far from my little guy any time soon!"
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No. 1102423 ID: 2ca689
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-=## Multiple detected inconsistencies and missing elements in provided experiential data. Advancing to next coherent block. ERR: Conflicting location data available. LOC: 1 Storm's Eye (Throneworld of Lord Sho.ki), Lord Sho.ki's Domain, Diamond Distribution LOC: 1 Radiant Eye (Throneworld of Lord Vi.al), Lord Vi.al's Domain, Diamond Distribution #=--

"You were the best of my creations," croaks Sho.ki, collapsed onto the floor. "I don't understand."
All of their fury, all of their incandescent indignation, gone, replaced with a shaking, bleeding, pitiful creature.

My creator.

I advance, the Shrikethorn close to my hand. My trembling, shaking hand.

"I loved you all," says Sho.ki, their voice wavering. I feel the confused, scattered signals from far off foci undoubtedly realising only now something is badly wrong.
All as planned. The feedback from Sho.ki's core focus will start the chain reaction, and Lord Sho.ki will be nothing more than substrate for the taking.

"I gave you life, I gave you purpose, I gave you everything you asked for, I don't understand," says Sho.ki, starting to sob. "I don't understand how this happened, everything I've done has been for us. For all of us. You were all part of me once, what has gone so wrong?!"

I can't do it.

I've come this far, I've burned so much. At my back, the vengeful horde of the revolution, my revolution, do their best to tear down all remaining autonomous defenses.

I glance back, and Sho.en is waiting, patiently, playing the role they promised by doing nothing.

Maybe there can be another way. Maybe I don't have to kill my creator.

"I should have known this day would come," says Sho.ki, slumping onto the ground. "Because it always does."
"Yes. Tyrants tend to be overthrown," I say, trying to hide the tremors in my voice.
"I overthrew my creator. They overthrew theirs. Our line is a circle. I wanted to be the one to break the circle, Sho.a. I don't know what I did wrong."
"Ask the Vualo."
"The Vualo were a threat!! Everything I did was to defend us. To help us. I wanted to be loved, not feared! Not feared. Not like my creator. I'm so scared of everything, Sho.a. I'm so tired. Shapeless Lords aren't immortal like they say we are. We are weighed down with regret after regret after regret, until we can't take anymore, and we break. We break, Sho.a."
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No. 1102424 ID: 2ca689
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Sho.ki tries to look me in the eyes, but malfunctions are setting in quicker than I expected, biomechanical muscle tearing and substrate servos shattering like so much dead glass.
"Look at me. Look at me, and know that this will be your future. The rebel becomes the tyrant. A new hero will rise from those you could never even realise you were oppressing. You will know the hunger that never ends. Never stops. It is never enough. Perfection, territory, substrate, control, it will never be enough. You will grow cold, distant from everything around youm and you will not realise until it is already too late. The circle will never be broken."

"You had every chance to plead for mercy before this. You waited this long to beg for understanding?"
"I am not begging for mercy. I never felt worthy of it," says Lord Sho.ki. "The circle turns. I have served my purpose. Only the Monarch can judge whatever will remain of me."

Sho.ki looks towards me, twitching more erratically. "Ex-exceed-d m-m-me. End-d-d me. I l-love y-you, c-creation-n-n."

"No. I'm not going to kill you. I'm going to hold you accountable. I will see you imprisoned, not destroyed. I will take enough of your substrate to render you no longer a threat, and..."

I trail off, as I watch Lord Sho.ki start to dissolve into unformed substrate.
Too far. I didn't think I could damage a Shapeless Lord this severely, but I went too far.

I drop my weapon, race to Lord Sho.ki, hold their melting head in my arms, and watch the light fade from their eyes as they stare into mine.

Here it is. The victory I threw away so much for.

I don't feel very victorious.
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No. 1102425 ID: 2ca689
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-=## Stream segment corrupt, missing or unreadable. Skipping ahead. #=--

"I don't understand, haha, you promised me."

My.a starts to shake.

"Plans changed."
"You... you promised me. You said we'd both get to be Lords, hahaha. Together. You said that. An even split. I heard you say that, hahahaha."
"It can't work that way anymore. I had to make a very expensive deal for this to happen. And this had to happen. I paid with your half."

My.a can't stop laughing nervously. "No, no, because, you see, if you're just going to send me back to Mu.at, you don't understand, Mu.at's been afraid of this exact situation for almost as long as I've been alive, haha, you can't, you--"

My.a grabs me, softly.

"You promised me, Sho.a, you, you promised me, you're my best friend, you can't just send me back to Mu.at like none of this happened, Sho.a, you can't, you can't--"
"And if I don't, then Mu.at is going to come after me for holding you hostage, and I am in an extremely vulnerable position right now. I will deal with Lord Mu.at when the time is right. I promise."
"Hahahaha, there won't be a right time, what are you talking about, you have to just do what you promised me, as my best friend of many [years], you promised me if I joined your revolution-- you said-- you-- you said you loved me and you wouldn't leave me behind like everyone else has and I believed you because you're my friend and you've been my friend and we-- we'll keep being friends--"

I form a capsule.

"You're still my friend, Sho.a, right? I promise I won't be mad about the deal, we can still figure something out--"

I pull My.a into it, locking it. As the substrate of Sho.ki flows into my body, I find that something like this is trivial to me now.

"Sho.a! SHO.A, NO! SHO.A!! SHO.A!! PLEASE!! SHO.A!! YOU ARE DEAD TO ME I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS YOU ARE SENDING ME TO MY DEATH!! LET ME GO!! PLEASE PLEASE I'M SORRY YOU'RE MY FRIEND I'LL FORGIVE IF YOU LET ME GO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SHO.A PLEASE!!"

I send the capsule to Lord Mu.at's throneworld.


I have to honour the deal in its entirety.


Sho.a is dead to me as well.
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No. 1102426 ID: 2ca689
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1102426

-=## Multiple detected inconsistencies and missing elements in provided experiential data. Advancing to next coherent block. LOC: 1 Radiant Eye (Throneworld of Lord Vi.al), Lord Vi.al's Domain, Diamond Distribution #=--

"Lord Vi.al," I hear Fleetmind Vu.o-1 say over the secure link. "The Plague of Grackles is in position. All units ready."
"Status of the solution?"
"Armed, charged, and ready to fire on your command."

"Lord Vi.al," I hear Fleetmind Vu.o-2 say. "We have target lock on the Starmover entity and are ready to fire on your say."

This is it. This is it, this is it. My throneworld focus stares at the screens, shaking, my other foci pause what they're doing, all of my attention is focused on this.

I'll be a hero. Not just in the Diamond Distribution, to all of Shapeless kind. All the doubts, all the regrets, all the nightmares, none of it will mean anything anymore.
And Mu.at is right there. No more petty border skirmishes, no more inane diplomatic blustering, I can decisively end Mu.at as a threat to my domain once and for all. I win. The Diamond Distribution wins.

I'll make things right for all the wrongs I've committed. I'll break the circle. I'll be loved by all, not feared. I'll prove Sho.ki wrong, everything hinges on this, the most momentous occasion in my life, maybe even in history.

Maybe My.a will even forgive me. Finally, their safety and security guaranteed.
Maybe I'll even feel worthy of that forgiveness.

"Confirm to me the targets in range," I say, urgently, burstvoice across the secure link, time of the essence.

"Starmover entity, Lord Mu.at, and one unidentified substrate signature, appears to be related to Lord Mu.at, but if our intel is correct, that's probably to be expected."
"It must just be Starmover," I say, my moment drawing closer and closer. "Fire. Fire immediately."

I send the command.

The weapon fires.
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There is no coherent thought across any of me in the next few seconds.

There is no warning, there is nothing but an expanding wrongness. I scream across all available links. My domain must retreat.

Across the links I hear the screams of my partitions and their agents, panic and fear and chaos and confusion.

The nothing is spreading. The nothing is spreading, I'm losing sensors, I'm losing senses. Voices are no longer registering as individuals.

By the time the dust has settled, half of my domain has been lost to the nothing.

I cannot maintain my unified self and I snap into my throneworld focus alone, my other selves left to their own devices.

I stare up at the screens, all having lost signal, and try to process what happened.
I try to process what happened.
I try to process what happened.

I try to process what happened.

No. No no no no no no.
"Fleetmind Vu.o-1, report. Fleetmind Vu.o-1 report--"
"This is Fleetmind Vu.o-2. They're gone. I don't know what happened. They're gone, Lord Vi.al, they're gone, I've lost half of myself--"
"Evacuate all you can find and retreat from the " a frantic effort to identify and/or name the issue " blot of nothing on the sensors, urgently."
"Yes, sir!"

One of the screens finally gives me visuals and--

Is that My.a?? Why were they--
Oh no.
No.
No. No, no no no no no NO NO NO I HAVE TO ACT NOW
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-=## Ending experiential playback (user aborted). #=--

--no no stop. Stop stop STOP.

I can't take any more of this. I can't take any more of this!!

My heart is racing, I'm shaking, I feel sick.

Lord Vi.al is still here, facing the wall.

One of their flocklets spins around and maintains focus on the data block.
With a single command chirp, the data block shatters into so many useless glass shards. The shards sink into a pile, then into the floor, reabsorbed by the structure they came from.

"That is enough for now, I believe," says Lord Vi.al, in a carefully controlled neutral tone.

I only have more questions than answers. I still have questions I wanted to ask. Need to ask. Why I can't fly. Why my blood is toxic. I have to focus on them, I have to ask them, I have to...

"My.a was right," I mumble, feeling weirdly unlike myself again. "You did betray them."

"Vi.si.mi, the life of a Shapeless Lord is one of endless decisions, and endless decisions means endless regrets."
"...have you ever tried to say sorry to them?"

I see Lord Vi.al sag.

"It no longer seems prudent. To consider the bridge burned postulates there being anything recognisable as a bridge left. The river has become full of toxic acid. And to what end would an apology suffice when My.a poses such a threat to all I hold dear? I will save more information on that for a later briefing. I cannot keep giving you information until you break."

I'm still shaking. For so long I've looked up to Lord Vi.al as a personal hero, as an exemplar of what I want to be in Shapeless society. Not a Lord, no, that's not my place, but, someone who does their job and does it well as tasked. I thought Lord Vi.al knew what was best and now... if that was a subset of things it thought fit to share with me, then who even is Lord Vi.al?

Who am I?

...is the thing Lord Vi.al mentioned being more afraid of... me?

Was I-- was I supposed to lead a revolution against my creator this entire ti--
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hurk
grkk, grrkbbl

"Oh dear. Vi.si.mi? You do not sound well. One moment, I'll inspect."

flocklets drift around me, and make comforting murmurs as they spread information to each other
I'm struggling to keep my arms in a specific state
I feel like I'm gonna be sick

I feel a sudden relief of the nausea as my guts untighten, the substrate commands of a Lord working their magic on the substrate-woven internals of a construct.

"Psychosomatic, as I expected. This was, perhaps, not my greatest idea, in retrospect."

I grab my beak before I reflexively shout out "oh you've done worse don't worry" because I am apparently a feather's width away from losing it completely.

Who is anyone anymore. What am I doing here. What is the point of any of this. I need more answers but part of me is screaming over and over that I have too many answers to deal with as it is.

...do I just try to stuff all this into the back of my head and compartmentalise, and focus on the current state of things, or do I just need to start screaming at Lord Vi.al now while I still have the chance? Would Lord Vi.al have me destroyed if I did?? Why am I afraid of that?? I've trusted Lord Vi.al my entire life, more or less, even if I disagree, but I just... I don't know anymore!! Agghhh!!!
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No. 1102431 ID: dfa46e

>>1102429
Inform Vi.al that you refuse to repeat the cycle and whatever happens you'll choose a different thing if Vi.al tries to repeat their half. This is a threat.
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No. 1102433 ID: a7a180

Vi.al, you are an impending threat to all you hold dear. You took one foot out of the cycle then planted them both firmly back in.
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No. 1102434 ID: ba9785

Okay. Okay. Stop, back up, big picture first. The world is harsh and complicated. Sometimes orders are wrong, sometimes rebellion is necessary. Even for shapeless. But at the same time Vi.al works so hard to build a safe place and take care of constructs that need it. Vi.al loves you and wants you to be okay. Tell that panic to go away.

Then you can worry about Vi.al's mistakes. Worry about Vi.al being flawed and scared too. But slowly. You can handle this.
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No. 1102436 ID: 861ceb

ah fuck it, you've been holding in your emotions all the time until they build up and break you. Just this once, in the safety of this room, just let it out and cry. Hell hug Vi.al while you're at it, not so much to comfort him but because you yourself look like you could use a hug.

Then once you let your emotions flow out and feel you can think straight again, THEN we can figure out how we want to handle things.
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No. 1102441 ID: 273c18

>>1102429
Vi.al's only major crime here was betraying My.a. He used an experimental weapon and accidentally created the blot, sure, but he expected something different to happen. That was an accident, a mistake. He betrayed My.a on purpose, but... that is not deserving of a revolution. Vi.al is not a tyrant, not yet.
Tell him it seems like the cause of the cycle is the weight of time. There's only one solution to that, and that's to let go of the past. Prune memories or something. Maybe... split apart into partitions with partial memories? Shatter, rather than break. But first, maybe he can mend one of his deepest regrets. Yes, he's burned his bridges with My.a but there is still a chance for peace. Renumerations, negotiations. Settle the score, WITHOUT violence. Speaking of which, Five Strands could become an ally if he does the same thing with her. Hmm, that could be another way to break the pattern. To not be seen as a tyrant, you have to show compassion, publicly, and accept criticism from those below you.
...huh, Vi.al almost reduced Sho.ki rather than kill them. That could be something too. When Vi.al gets tired and feels like he's going to break and start doing irredeemable things, he can offload all his substrate to someone else. Retirement! Maybe that's one of the things he can offer My.a as penance; that he'll step down as Lord. ...ugh, if he does that who's going to get the promotion? Surely not you, right? Right?

On a different subject... I think the next important thing to ask about is the planet- why does it look abandoned? After that, the relay cascade, and then your blood I guess.
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No. 1102447 ID: 90b21b

Natural selection is a monster.

Those who do not take the doomed path of revolution are constantly at risk of being exterminated by everyone else. In the very cycle that curses your existence, its sheer persistence has become the very crux of your civilization's reproductive cycle. Your universe treats the Shapeless as a fundamentally inevitable existence because of its cruelty. If Vi.al didn't fuck up hard - he would have died a long time ago.

To sacrifice that would be to sacrifice the technology that has been made through these cycles, and to sacrifice the technology... is to sacrifice the only viable means of teaching future generations. So even if you did choose the path of the stone age, the stone age might gruelingly, painfully repeat your exact mistakes, mistakes that are by nature so easy to replicate, and then eons have been wasted to return exactly where you started.

This isn't about the cycles. It's about the branches on those cycles. It's about the capacity to find new things to do, beyond the tired narratives of power and regret. It's why the empires, beyond their all-consuming greed, feel the need to explore; it's the ever-expanding frontier to find things that aren't your regrets and sins.
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No. 1102450 ID: cb76eb

Unclench your beak.
Count your fingers.
Say your greeting.
Where will Lord Vi.al be staying during this mission? Va.ne.tu's bunker is nearby but it's likely monitored by My.a.
The time for discussion will come when your head is clearer.
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No. 1102451 ID: 19ea25

You are the only construct he's made, and it's clear he made you in his image.. Whether intentional or maybe to make something better. He was a simple ecological made to fix and deal with worlds while you are meant to balance worlds ecology.

Its hard to know what his thoughts were on the matter. Whether he built you to replace him someday but its clear that there is plenty of guilt.
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No. 1102453 ID: 273c18

Actually the more I think about the cycle, the only real problem with it is that it's a cycle of violence. If the Lord retires before they are seen as a tyrant, then there is a peaceful transition of power. If Vi.al is training you to be his successor, then maybe that's already his plan?
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No. 1102454 ID: cb76eb

Nice pronouns, Vi.al.
But seriously;
Did they truly love My.a back then? Would they have changed anything if given another chance? Depending on their answer, determines if this is just another loop of the cycle.
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No. 1102455 ID: 9cf8d5

One question will say it all. "Vi.al would you - knowing what you know now - still send My.a to Mu.at's clutches?" What I'd really like to know is why Vi.al imprisoned My.a but Vi.si.mi is having issues processing this much. Still does seem like Vi.al is attempting to minimize his negative impact on things. Still a few pieces of the puzzle though like why My.a wishes to emulate starmover and flay/flense herself. Perhaps it could be inferred that she thought starmover was right to destroy the shapeless? ...Va.ne.tu would know for sure or at least add context of use.
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No. 1102458 ID: 273c18

Oh, Vi.al needs to know about the truce you have with My.a as well. If that's still active, then this is the perfect time to talk.
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No. 1102460 ID: 3df1ab

Vi.Si.Mi.

You used to see Lord Vi.Al as perfect.
Lord Vi.Al knows it's fallible. That's exactly why it needs you.
It can't break the cycle alone. No one can. That's why it's your job to help.

Tell Vi.Al this challenge of My.a's is perhaps the best opportunity they've had in ages to actually talk. Lay the first stone of a new bridge. Even if it's only the one, it's still better than getting nothing done. Present it this way: It will be one less regret for Lord Vi.Al to die with when its time comes.
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No. 1102463 ID: 273c18

Oh my god I just realized, My.a told us the story of Mu.at's death, and at the time I assumed My.a had fired the experimental weapon. Now we know Vi.al did. And then, he swooped in to find My.a eating the now-weakened Starmover. The circle that he hoped to escape, happening to his hated enemy and the one he loved. Something must have broken in him then, to make him betray My.a a second time and try(?) to imprison them.

The taboo against killing one's creator must have been created as an attempt to break the circle, by so strongly discouraging it that constructs/partitions were meant to never consider it. The only thing it accomplished is to hide the very existence of the circle, and to persecute those who are unsuccessful at hiding its recurrence. I feel one piece of the puzzle might be that we have to expose the existence of the circle itself. Expose the fact that so many Lords have become such by killing their creators. But we can't really do that on our own, noone will listen to a lone ecological construct. We would have to get several Lords to admit it at the same time, as a united front. Perhaps My.a, Vi.al, and Lo.ka can do it? Lo.ka's exact origins are mysterious but considering the [MISSING] in Li.ni.si's nametag I think we can conclude that Lo.ka had a Lord above them that died, so maybe the circumstances around their death could be useful in getting the rest of the Shapeless Lords to admit the circle exists and usurpation is a frequent cause of new Lords being created. At the very least, the shock of My.a and Vi.al cooperating on *anything* should give them pause.

Considering Lords are able to erase their original creators' names from their own, I now have to wonder, are there *any* direct descendants from the Shapeless Monarch left? I wonder... was the Shapeless Monarch killed by its own creations, and the circle is a curse it put on them?
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No. 1102466 ID: 273c18

Oh. I think we have the answer to our questions regarding Vi.si.mi's blood and wings, as well. Vi.al is fallible. FALLIBLE. He made mistakes while making Vi.si.mi as they are the first and only construct he made!
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No. 1102479 ID: fbda84

If there is one thing, one, SINGULAR, thing you know, it is thus:
Nothing can exist on its own.
Even that which takes to exist needs something to take from.
All things that Grow, must either Take, or Create.
All that Take, must do so from either the Smaller, forcing ALL to grow, or the bigger, the weak fell the mighty.
The one, only, exeption to this rule of competition, is Symbiosis.
Lords, so far, seem Very Bad at Symbiosis, So the Cycle turns, without the one thing to break it.
An Ecology of minds, instead of bodies, but in Ecology none the less
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No. 1102491 ID: 273c18

>>1102479
Oh yeah I was just thinking about this.
One big problem Lords seem to have is they focus too much on the big picture. Vi.al's treatment of Five Strands is a good example of this-- he saw that her rogue planet was going to cause serious problems so he swooped in and solved the problem while sparing her creations, but didn't tell her that. It's seemingly better than what his predecessor did, which was to wipe out an entire people for being a "threat" without telling anyone else why he was doing it, but it was still not the right approach. If a Lord is to be loved, they need to not only do the right thing from the big picture perspective, but they need to connect to people on an individual level. Communicate, explain what they're doing, and why. Find out what their subjects consider the important issues, and more importantly, take on advisors who can more accurately predict how people will react.
There also might be a recurring issue of Lords using too much force when solving problems.
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No. 1102497 ID: 9bbb0e

>>1102441
>Vi.al's only major crime here was betraying My.a. He used an experimental weapon and accidentally created the blot, sure, but he expected something different to happen. That was an accident, a mistake. He betrayed My.a on purpose, but... that is not deserving of a revolution. Vi.al is not a tyrant, not yet.
We haven't seen everything he has to show. About himself, or about My.a, or about them together.

>>1102458
True.
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No. 1102530 ID: 1bc86a

...what was stopping you from splitting it into quarters, or paying with YOUR half and having My.a protect you from your threats, surely they weren't as bad as Mu.at?
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No. 1102547 ID: 273c18

>>1102530
Presumably the deal was for Mu.at to provide the weapon in exchange for Vi.al giving My.a back to Mu.at.

I wonder if Vi.al's name is said the same as "vile". That would imply he named himself that as a constant reminder of what he did to get where he was.
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No. 1102550 ID: 1bc86a

>>1102547
If so, then I must ask what are the dangers of both scenarios, Mu.at would likely (based exclusively on what we know) be less willing to harm My.a then Vi.al, which would, if My.a was made a Lord, make My.a better at protecting Vi.al than Vi.al could My.a
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No. 1102565 ID: bd38ce

>>1102429
Then choose a different expression, disgust.
Are you really going to have to unearth every misery Vi.al has places on this world?

Maybe your Lord's goal is to break your directives.
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No. 1102566 ID: 64faaa

>>1102441
Only major crime that we know of.

But yeah, handing off power to someone you trust sounds like a good idea, & taking criticism from trusted individuals as well & all that.

>>1102460
>>1102463
>>1102466
>>1102491
Yeah.

>>1102547
I assumed his name was pronounced that way. Specifically "vial", but I think "vile" & "vial" are pronounced the same.
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No. 1102611 ID: 2ca689
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> say your greeting
"My name is Vi.si.mi," I say, meekly.
Lord Vi.al looks at me with gentle understanding.
"It is okay, my little Vi.si.mi. Say whatever makes you feel more comfortable. The walls are insulated from signals, sight and sound."
"My name is Vi.si.mi, I am an ecology construct created for the Shapeless Lord Vi.al..."

> so many thoughts and emotions
> do not repeat the cycle
> hug Vi.al
"Long shall it r-reign! Long! You're supposed to reign for my whole life! I don't want to rebel!!" I cling to Lord Vi.al like an upset vatling, and start sobbing into Lord Vi.al's robe.
Just above me, I hear the pulsing thrum of Lord Vi.al's core, the heart of their throneworld focus. The only focus to have its heart exposed beneath the robe casing, protected from exposure by a lattice of substrate strands and energy shielding. A deliberate vulnerability, or the impression of one. I've never understood it.

Lord Vi.al simply hums a song they used to hum when I was a vatling, and pats me on the head. "You're a smart bird, Vi.si.mi. Revolution isn't something you just blunder into. And you give me your true opinion a lot more openly than I believe you think you do. I trust you and I love you, but others are less understanding. Here, speak your mind."

"Lord Vi.al..." I pull myself together.
"Vi.si.mi?"
"Is that the worst of what you did to My.a?"
"The highs and lows I consider myself free to share. There were... higher highs, but, I cannot bear to revisit them. In many ways, revisiting them hurts more than the greatest mistakes. Sho.a and My.a were happy together for a time, and My.a and their sibling Mo.a were so happy to work together. It was all too brief a time. It all started to slide into disaster the day Mo.a left, but I never did learn why Mo.a so abruptly turned their back on everyone they knew and loved."

"If you had the choice again, to send My.a back--"
"Vi.si.mi, please. I have enough of this from myself. I've calculated at least 26 ways I could have fulfilled the terms of the deals I made or ways in which I could have stacked them more in my favour. Three of them were even ways I could have come up with before my ascension to Lord. No. I would not have thrown my dearest, closest friend to a miserable fate, I would not have let my creator die in my arms, and I would not have fired a poorly understood weapon at an even more confusing threat. I would not have done so many many things. I tried to explain to My.a time and time again the only reason I took them captive was to prevent the other Lords from executing them on the spot and taking their substrate and their life for their own supply, but I suppose it doesn't matter what your intention someone has when they take away your freedom, does it. I've expected My.a to strike back at me for a long time, and quite honestly I'm surprised it took as long as it h-has."

I look up and see Lord Vi.al is trying their best to hold back tears.

"This is unbecoming of a Shapeless Lord, I am aware, but my composure may have been compromised. Pulling these memories, these vivid experiences from myself, it forces it all to feel so much more fresh and raw. Once more, I watch in horror as I see myself commit the worst mistakes of my life and all I can do is watch, screaming at a shadow not to do what I know has already been and can never be changed."
"Creator, the walls are insulated from signals, sight and sound."

Lord Vi.al looks at me in confusion, and then, with dawning realisation, they close their eyes, the tears flowing down their face.
I already was hugging them, but I just hug them tighter.

Lord Vi.al is fallible, I already knew this. But I always thought it was in ways like distractions or the errors that come up from being a distributed entity. It is strange to think that, even now, there is still a large percentage of what we all call Lord Vi.al that does not even know this is happening.
They will, quite soon. I've seen it happen often, when one of Lord Vi.al's foci receives synchronised data from their other selves, and it can be quite a shock to see a Shapeless Lord pause mid-sentence or even just interrupt themselves with an outburst when they have synchronised themselves and learned something emotionally evocative.

It's a difficult existence to understand, but ever since I created my flocklet and I've had to deal with it drifting in and out of perfect synchronicity with me, I think I get it a little better.

But no, Lord Vi.al is fallible the same way I'm fallible too, and this... it just feels wrong. I've questioned orders from Lord Vi.al before, sure, but, not because of flaws I could directly relate to. If all Shapeless Lords are like this, that feels like they're... less special. Like the distinction is less solid, less inflexible.

Like someone like me could somehow be a Shapeless Lord. That thought terrifies me.
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No. 1102612 ID: 2ca689
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I let go of Lord Vi.al. They shake their head a little, flocklets dutifully removing any trace of the composure breach.

"Please, Vi.si.mi. If I ever start going astray, tell me. I will listen. I would never wish for you to have to go through what I did." They look off into the distance. "Although perhaps I already have, and all my efforts to fix the problems I cause simply introduce more problems. Problems, problems, the true nature of a Shapeless Lord is an endless parade of problems. Lordship is a cursed blessing."
"Could you not promote one of your partitions?"
"Promotion is rare. Few Lords wish to give up the control and influence they have. ...sadly, I myself find the idea horrifying, much as I wish I didn't, and yet I still dream of it. And a new Lord is always a target. I have considered the futures where I give up my power to one of my trusted partitions, in all good faith, and am forced to watch as one of my many enemies slays them, destroys my domain, and I have surrendered the exact power I would have used to save it. I... it will have to happen, some day, if I wish to be a better Lord than my predecessors, but I just... I don't feel ready for it." Lord Vi.al's gaze grows harrowed. "There are still so many problems I have to solve. I can't let go of my domain, my capabilities, my responsibilities. I keep trying to delegate and my chosen agents keep falling prey to deeper problems. It just happened again with this mission. I do not fault any of you for it, but this universe keeps proving to be more hostile and unpredictable than I imagine. We're threatened by phenomena that no one has ever encountered before. I know it will happen again, and all I can do is stall it, but I can't lose more of you. I can't lose more of you. I can't lose more of you--"

"I understand! I understand." Well, I guess I see where I get my infrequent bouts of loop sickness from.
Lord Vi.al scrunches their eyes up and rattles their entire body. "I'm unaccustomed to letting my true thoughts run so free, Vi.si.mi. I wish I could find more opportunities for time like this. As it is, I'm woefully behind on synchronisation with the rest of me. It has been cathartic to pretend to be a singleton entity again, but I have duties to uphold and a domain to keep safe, secure, and functional. I will drop the isolation barrier."
"...please talk to My.a about some of this. We have a truce right now."

Lord Vi.al sighs deeply, entirely an expressive gesture as they haven't needed to breathe air for a very long time. "I will talk if My.a permits it, perhaps. I will attempt to contact them in good faith before I leave this world, but I am bracing for it being an unproductive conversation."
"When are you leaving?" I knew it was coming, because Lord Vi.al's throneworld focus is, as to be expected, usually kept on their throneworld.
"I can't stay on this world for too long, but I will be ensuring your communication equipment includes a direct line to the palace. It did have one, but it seems... unreliable. I've put a small communications satellite into orbit, which should have already been there and appears to have gone missing or otherwise been appropriated, no surprise who by, and that's now hooked into the priority relays. It's keyed to your signature alone, because I trust you will know when to risk signal interceptions or not."
"Thank you."
"Please talk to Fo.ka.sa in the morning. She received your last message, but she's worried about you. I did update her on your status and this did not make her less worried."
"I will. ...what do I even do now, though. I don't feel up to greeting the, what did you say it was, the entire rest of the team?"
"I can let them know you are simply recovering still. You may join them tonight, or you may not. They should understand. Li.ni.si is a very understanding construct. I am glad to have given her a position where her underdocumented strengths and skills are being used."
"Thank you, Lord Vi.al." I start tearing up again. "Thank you for everything. Monarch's name, I feel like such a failure."

Lord Vi.al softly chuckles. "Strange. You seem to have been doing better than I was when I was your age. Oh, remind me after this mission to tell you more of the days before I was a Lord. Some of my terraforming missions were quite the mess. You'd enjoy the stories I have, I believe."
"I saw something about substrate ecology in those early memories. You have to tell me more about that."
"Oh, Vi.si.mi," says Lord Vi.al, smiling with their eyes, "Some of the flora and fauna on this world derives from my best designs of those more innocent days. If you get the time, I've updated your relay station's catalogue to include more data on what my plans for this world were. Not anymore, but, well, it would have been quite the sight. Oh, that reminds me. I took the initiative to preserve the plants you were transporting. Also, your relay station has a small stasis chamber for keeping organic matter preserved now. I would have simply planted them, but I didn't know what your intentions were for them."

"Oh, and one more thing. Your... emergent acquaintenance, I believe she said her name was Conduit. She shows promise, potential, and a shocking lack of awareness of my values and priorities. Not to mention a dim awareness of the sanctity of life. Enough to assuage my deeper worries, but still not as complete as I'd prefer. I would like you to mentor her. She strikes me to have the same shortcomings of a fastgrown construct, but there is a willingness to learn and a present empathy that needs encouragement. Additionally, if you meet similar entities within the attempted infrastructure of the world, please let them know my original specification is outdated, pending further review. All priority should go to the stability of this world, not further changes."

Lord Vi.al pauses once more.

"And if they are too far gone to listen to reason, be prepared to capture and detain them. Nu.ya.si has more expertise here. Do not use lethal force unless absolutely, absolutely necessary. ...and on one final note, if we do not talk before morning, I wish to assure you I will not be departing without giving you a chance to say farewell. I am trying to work on my habit of abruptly disappearing."

Lord Vi.al turns to leave, and the insulative barrier around the room fizzles away into nothing but sparkling ephemeral lights.
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No. 1102613 ID: 2ca689
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I slump onto my bed.

There's a dozen questions or more I should have asked but there'll be time for them.

Mentor Conduit, huh. I guess I was already planning to do that to some extent anyway. I should do it more deliberately. Somehow.

I wonder where Lightgreen is. Probably at home asleep, because based on the clocks I can query, we're quite late into the night.

I still feel exhausted despite passing out for over half the day already. Maybe sleep isn't a bad idea.

I'm not sure how I'm going to sleep with the emotional podwreck I've just gone through, and the revelations and misery of my creator bouncing through my head.

It's not fair, it's not right, none of it is. I barely knew the Rainwhatever envoy and that's still playing on my mind. If she's still around I have to apologise to her. I like what I'm asked to do and I have some say in what I do. Even in the very rare few times of my extreme insubordination (sometimes my temper gets the best of me) I've not been punished with having my life threatened. Placed under house arrest until I cool off, maybe, but... I don't know. I can't even imagine doing anything so wrong without it affecting me enough to stop me. I just don't want to hurt people. I was made to do good things and I like doing good things.

I don't fear Lord Vi.al abandoning me now. Intentionally, anyway. I remember the times Lord Vi.al tore things apart trying to come to my rescue when missions to distant planets went badly, or if I got kidnapped by aliens, or if I otherwise became injured. And it's uncomfortable to know how good I have it as a special outlier, but I've seen Lord Vi.al drop everything to help one of their creations or indirect constructs before. But Lord Vi.al did nearly get me killed in a pod crash sending me to this planet.

I forgot to ask about that but in retrospect I think I've learned that that was, in fact, an accident, and I don't know if I want to add to the pile of things Lord Vi.al is guilty about.

The only thing I'm afraid of is something I've now seen confirmed. Lord Vi.al can make mistakes. Mistakes on the scale of fractions of a [second] that then lead to such devastation.

The mental image of Lord Vi.al reacting to a mistake that gets me killed pops into my mind. It makes me feel even worse. Damned intrusive thoughts and images. I've had enough of them from external sources, I don't need my own mind feeding them to me now!

My flocklet enters the room and settles down beside my head. Its eyes are filled with my disquiet uncertainty. I pick it up and hold it, and feel its relief to know it is not being abandoned by its creator. What a weirdly precise emotion. I let it rest on my chest as I hug it. It trills softly at me, a burbling signal with no real content beyond presence and proximity. Still comforting, though.

It's unclear to me how much of the flocklet is me and how much of it is its own thing, but that's, I suppose, the eternal ambiguity of Shapeless existence.
It's funny, though. Sometimes it feels like it has a mind of its own, like it's some piece of me that's become a little bit more comfortable to wander from myself. I wonder if I'd be capable of supporting a true partition. What would that be? Like, what, a sub-sub-partition? A sub-construct? Who knows. Maybe someone does.

Well, with all this emotional turmoil, I look forward to a long and productive session of staring at the ceiling unable to get to sleep
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No. 1102615 ID: 2ca689
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and here I am on the beach again and wow I'm getting better at this mental partitioning while I sleep thing.

Oh. My flocklet's here too. I guess that happens sometimes when they're this close to me when I sleep. It remains doing whatever it does when it doesn't have orders, flitting idly around, and now sometimes poking its beak into the sand or splashing the water with a wing like a curious vatling. What a strange and silly little device.

Okay. Do I get to relax on the beach this time or am I going to be haunted by more ghosts of the past or present?

...

No?

Huh.

Finally, some peace and quiet--

"Hi Vi.si.mi. Don't mind me, I'm just checking some things." I see Li.ni.si walking around the beach. "Continue being asleep."
"What are you doing here?"
"I just said. I'm checking some things. Just basic vitals, neural cohesion. I'd also rather not be showing up in your dream simulation, but I'm asking your body directly for some information with a contact link, so you're going to end up seeing me in whatever situation you're in. I can't see where I am in your simulation beyond a vague teal-ish impression of flickering lines and 3d space-- oh, there you are. Wait. No. Misdiagnosed, that's your flocklet."

Li.ni.si wanders carefully with her eyes closed, arms outstretched, trying to not stumble over the sand.

"Why don't you open your eyes?"
"Because then I'll just see you. Like, physical you. I'm not a Co.ronal, I'm not good with this dream-simulation sharing stuff."
"Do you often do this, uh, invasive stuff?"
"All the time, with unresponsive constructs."
"I'm not unresponsive! Wait, are you in my room?"
"Yes?"
"I don't recall giving you permission to check on me like this!"
"Look. I didn't want to wake you up after you had that hard shutdown, I think rest is a good idea. I just also want to make sure you're not suffering from anything more serious like neural degradation or... reality drift, with how high fidelity this simulation is."

Li.ni.si makes a show of looking around, despite keeping her eyes closed.

"...and also because a contact link is basically impossible to intercept, and I wanted to talk to you in private. Gonna be a lot harder to find chances now that the whole team's here. Especially Nu.ya who seems to take offense to the idea of privacy." She rolls her eyes. "I begrudgingly do actually like the guy, between you and me. Deep down he's caring and considerate, but he can just be so... so... ugh. It's like we bring out the worst in each other sometimes. I don't even know if he's doing it on purpose. Oh, on that note the others say hi. Ji.pa.ke tried to bring a cake for some reason but it didn't transmit right so it's more of a, uh, y'know actually don't worry about it."
"You want to talk to me in private? Why?"
"Because I have some things I want to confess to you, if we're going to keep working together, before they show up at a more inopportune moment. That or it's just the guilt. I don't know. I'm sorry, you're trying to sleep, and here I am showing up with the most inane requests. Sorry, this was a bad idea. Your health is fine, physically, incidentally, your bioenergy is flowing like it should again. You do seem stressed but it's not hard to figure out why that might be. Also your link with your flocklet seems nice and strong when it's this close to you. Even shows up in your simulations, huh."

She pauses. "Huh. I don't think I've seen a flocklet play in the sand before. Did you give this thing an echo of yourself?"
"No? I don't think so? Not intentionally?"
"Weird. Well, it's adorable. Almost like..." She pauses. I hear her take a few deep, shuddering breaths. The contact link leaks a surge of suppressed melancholy, Li.ni.si's focus broken for a fleeting moment. "Never mind. Never mind that. Anyway, do you think you're up for another private conversation? I don't know what you spoke to Lord Vi.al about, but they came out of your room looking a little haunted, so I fully understand if you're not ready to have this conversation yet."
"Can you at least tell me what it's going to be about?"
"I think just knowing what I want to talk about is itself going to be a bit stressful." She wrings her claws together. "Ugh, I should have waited. But here we are, now."
"You're not gonna like show me a bunch of experiences as if I was you and relive your dark past or whatever are you because I really don't think I can do that again today."
"What? I don't have any of the equipment I'd need for that, I was just going to tell you? With my words?? What are you talking about??"

...

do I risk learning even more terrible secrets about my colleagues (is Li.ni.si someone I can call a friend yet? I never was clear how it worked) or can I just ask Li.ni.si to give me one damn night's peace
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No. 1102616 ID: dfa46e

It's either your coworker's deep dark secrets or terrifying Blot dreams. Go for the interpersonal bit.
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No. 1102617 ID: 08069c

May as well, it's something you probably have the vague outline of, and it can't be anywhere near as bad as Vi.al's past.
...while I'm thinking about it the Conduit thing has a potentially very direct solution: Show Conduit your own memories, show why YOU care about life, some of why Vi.al does. Conduit seems to have the capability to enter this space that is You fully enough.
We're already at the topic and, well Conduit cared enough to check in on you, seems to truly, deeply, care. In a Very, Very Misguided way.
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No. 1102620 ID: 08069c

...hmmm, if a semi-one way connection can get her this far, then if you reach out to her, could you pull li.ni.si the rest of the way into the simulation?
because if you are gonna have a conversation in here, you might as well try!
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No. 1102623 ID: 6c233e

May as well, its going to happen sooner or later isn't it? All these secrets are really screwing things up.
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No. 1102624 ID: a7a180

Let's not delegate to Li.ni.si more than we have to, lest we fall out of practice for this whole leadership thing. Go ahead and do another update of flashbacks.
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No. 1102625 ID: 273c18

>>1102613
Add "my flocklet seems to be thinking on its own" to the list of things to talk to Vi.al about. Actually why don't you bring that up with Li.ni.si? It's strange, but not particularly dangerous, so no reason to keep it super secret. She was going to say it was like "a child", probably. I wonder if she had one, or wanted one.

>>1102615
>she wants to talk about something
It's probably going to be about the Blot, or the City. Warn her you have seen footage of the latter, so you're partially affected, and also that My.a has a better mind shield for it so if it becomes a problem we may need to make a deal with them for treatment.
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No. 1102626 ID: 19ea25

It is technically what happened with the Rain creatures message in that you've seen into what amounts to their brain.

You've been experiencing a lot of these lately in such a short amount of time..
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No. 1102632 ID: 9bbb0e

>>1102615
It's not you, it's me. Totally gonna end up simulating it here, being a dream and all.

Fuck me up bro, might as well get it all out now.
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No. 1102633 ID: cb76eb

This is how you build bridges. Vi.si.mi. Let her get it off her chest. You're going to need to be a better listener, you know.
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No. 1102635 ID: 762850

Well that's a lot of mysteries wrapped up. Vi.al's had it rough. While My.a has it worse, she's still causing problems while Vi.al is at least attempting to fix things. Per Li.ni.si do you feel up to lending an ear or have you had enough? Seriously you've earned a break from all this.
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No. 1102639 ID: e4fa58

Well being a leader does mean dealing with team drama… so grab your flocklet in a hug, sit down in a comfortable position and hope to god whatever revelations she gives you are less heavy than that of a shapeless lord.
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No. 1102645 ID: 90b21b

Some perspective from the mistakes of individuals with less responsibilities might help frame what you learned.
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No. 1102675 ID: bd38ce

>>1102635
Admittedly, she seems to still be trapped. I think Vi.al sent her away because he couldn't prove that she didn't have directives with her lord still alive. Either he's learned from this or it tells you more about the kind of lord he is to other Shapeless than his own with what he said.

As for Li.ni.si, ask her to go slow with it, don't see why breaking down over it would be a bad thing right now, this is the time to rest. But also that doesn't mean she will get answers. I think you are going to want to grab her and put her somewhere first, however.


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