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Huh. Looks like your changed your father's worldview a little. After losing you, he decided it was better to let your little sister do what she wanted than lose her too.
I think he cares, Saisai. He just has a hard time showing it, or coping with the decisions you made. I think it's time to forgive him a little, at least to yourself.
>Chevre
...yeah, talking to exes is never easy. I mean, it would be wrong of you to get his hopes up at this point, but he did come through for you in the end and support your decision. And he obviously still cares what happens to you. He doesn't deserve to be spurned or ignored. Awkward as it might be, I think you can give him a few minutes of your time.
*Cough* I don't think it would be terribly polite to bring up your other... exploits though. Awkward, embarrassing and uncomfortable all around.
>shallow
Eh, not really. I mean, yes, I can see how one could view it that way- but it was important to you that you be in control and make your own decisions. You didn't want to be with Chevre because it meant giving into other people's goals, and putting aside what you wanted for yourself. And you found it hard to trust or think well of a person who (deliberately or not) put you in that situation. Alcarin was someone you chose, and already trusted, and who wasn't entangled with all those complicated personal consequences the way Chevre was (not that there weren't emotional consequences). Rejecting one and reaching out to the other were both expressions of personal freedom.
You do have the right to want that, and you shouldn't feel ashamed of it. Although there's nothing wrong with recognizing how your actions might affect others, either.
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