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Noon Flitter
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I feel like I need to seriously explain myself, as well as my super long absence and the current state of my Quest so here goes.
After the flu fiasco right before I was going to continue, a couple things happened that made it personally difficult for me to continue.
1. I was embarrassed that I failed my readers because of something completely out of my control, and made myself look like I was just bullshitting you guys when I promised the updates.
2. After it happened I felt like I seriously fucked up and needed to re-evaluate how I was going to do the quest, and hard.
In real life I actually do suffer from an anxiety disorder, nothing like it's portrayed in the quest (obviously) but it's there and it fucks with my life in more subtle ways that I've been struggling to cope with since high school. Combined with crippling low self-esteem it makes doing a quest like this a little stressful, especially if I feel like I'm doing something wrong or not conveying things properly, or my art isn't up to a proper standard.
I've basically been really anxious about continuing. I really do want to, but my own personal issues have been seriously holding me back and I feel like if anything I should explain myself to you guys properly.
Eventually I will continue, I still want to do this, but it's gonna be a bit tough until I can push through this personal shit.
Thanks for understanding, hopefully I'll be able to pull myself together asap for you guys.
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