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"after a while there's not really any emotional impact." 73-6 lies down on the couch. "if there ever was, anyway. i can't really remember if there was. which probably means there wasn't."
"Does that bug you, at all?"
"not really. uhhh, yeah. killing people is pretty fun, and i'm good at it."
Sara laughs.
"what? it is. they totally deserve it."
"Oh, no. No, I'm not arguing that. I lost a couple friends in the Albany bombings three years ago."
"usually i'm outnumbered, so it's about thinning the ranks as much as possible without them noticing except at the end. it's a game of cat-and-mouse only the mouse has teeth. so, uh, cat-and-cat. i imagine what you guys did out in chad was a lot more noble."
She snorts. "We were shooting at a bunch of coked-out villagers who were just trying to get us out of their country. I think taking down domestic terrorists beats that."
"does that ever bug you?"
"Sometimes." She shrugs. "I'm not immune to it like you are. But then, like, they did blow me up. So I'm not that tore up about it." She sits back. "I don't think you're a very bad person, 73-6. People say you like doing what you're good at. I guess you're just really good at, uh, taking lives. Do you ever wish you were somebody else?"
"like who?"
"Like not a killer zombie."
"oh. yeah, sometimes, i guess. not looking like a corpse would be nice. but the people i shoot gotta get shot by somebody, and it might as well be somebody who's into it and doesn't have the face for a career in the movies, right?"
She giggles and tilts her head. "In a world as morally grey as the one we find ourselves upon, 73-6, a viewpoint like that is surprisingly refreshing."
"well, i am brainwashed. and i have to say, shooting people rules but getting shot i could pass on."
They keep talking and swapping stories. 73-6 loses track of time.
Eventually Sara yawns, loudly. "That was for effect, because I don't have lungs anymore, but dang, what time is it? Do you sleep in that trenchcoat of yours?"
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