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1105237 No. 1105237 ID: f1368b

Jess the fox and Henry the wolf navigate their marriage and friendships. Updates every other day.

Discussion thread: https://questden.org/kusaba/questdis/res/135483.html

NSFW, contains BDSM and casual bigotry
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No. 1105687 ID: f1368b
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>B
Her tuna sandwich is dripping with mayo, relish, and lemon juice. Jess can squeeze a few fishy drops onto her chest to imply far lewder pale liquids, hell it’ll probably happen by accident since she’s not eating at a table. Henry always liked when she put on a show for him while she ate.

“That drive made me hungry, let’s have lunch first.” she says brightly.

They pick a dry spot on the edge of where the waves have soaked the sand a dark brown and open the basket. Jess carefully unwraps their sandwiches and settles into the sun warmed spot, shirt unbuttoned and showing off her painted nipples. At this range Henry can definitely see them.
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No. 1105688 ID: f1368b
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Sure enough, the white bread is soaked through with savory sandwich juices and she feels some gush out with her first bite. All according to plan.

She makes lots of hums and moans of pleasure, because it also tastes pretty damn good thanks to a splash of hot sauce and fresh red onion. Henry’s ears twitch and he quickly lowers his own sandwich.

“You don’t have to do that for my benefit, I know you don’t like it.” he mutters, barely audible above the waves.

“Wuh?”

“I know you’re not into feeder stuff, you don’t have to pretend to get a rise out of me. I don’t want you to do something you’re not comfortable with!” Henry snaps.
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No. 1105690 ID: 7d5b2c

Bro is missing the point, it's not the food it's the show. Ask him to clean you up, or maybe make a bigger mess on your tits.
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No. 1105691 ID: 23cf5d

>>1105688
First off, introspection time! Aren't you? You (had) a (somewhat) solid stance on identity.
Definitely want muscles and large shoulders, but never addressed fat weight; compromise (Musclegut) maybe? Or is it a complete and indeniable nono?

Thoughts aside, tell him you actually do enjoy that sandwich, and were hungry. But you were trying to make things more enjoyable for him but are sorry if that struck a nerve.
Does he want to talk about it, what's going on in there that's working him up so much?
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No. 1105693 ID: 0db8d3

*Deadpan*
Babe, I was eating so much I was starting to hate food. I'm totally fine with food play.

Now then, are you gonna keep overthinking things, or would you rather be seduced by your sexy fox sluttily slamming a sandwich?
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No. 1105694 ID: dbc571

>>1105688
Alright. Finish your meal and get some sun. Can we switch to Henry? We need to get in his head here.
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No. 1105697 ID: 6c233e

Its true, He's going to have a hard time telling when you are being genuine now. All you can do is reassure him you're doing this because you want to. But he doesn't really have reason to trust your word, does he?
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No. 1105708 ID: bfd8fc

Tell him that you're not trying to pretend anything. You're just trying to cheer him up, and she knows this is something that makes him happy. You may not share the kink, but you're hungry, and you enjoy the sandwich you've prepared for yourself.

You understand why he's finding it hard to trust you, but you're going to get through that together if you want to make this work.
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No. 1105797 ID: f1368b
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Jess chews and swallows. “I mean, I was trying to get you excited because I like getting my husband hot and bothered, but I’m also eating a really good sandwich, dude. It’s not on the same level as the stuff we were doing before that made me upset.”

Henry glares at her. There’ve been an increasing number of these looks in the past few months and Jess isn’t sure she likes it anymore. “I don’t know if I trust you.”

“Okay. Do you wanna talk about it?” she offers.

“Yeah, actually. Would you or would you not be on T if you didn’t have to worry about keeping me happy?”

She doesn’t have to think long to answer this one. “On T, yeah. Muscles are cool.”

Henry points accusatorily like he’s caught her in some groundbreaking lie. “So therefore by staying with me you’re doing something you’re not comfortable with for my benefit! Your feminine body causes you some degree of dysphoria.”
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No. 1105798 ID: f1368b
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“Don’t overthink it Henry, it’s the same thing where I have the free will to make sacrifices for a greater reward. Eat sandwich messy to tease husband, don’t take T to stay with very nice and awesome husband.” Jess explains.

She sneaks another bite of the sandwich because she did a great job on it, honestly.

“Yuh can geh sedu’ed or yuh can tell muh ta stop ‘f yuh don like it.” she offers.

>Henry choice check (2/3 in favor of seduced because of previous HATE SEX choice): Failure
Henry hesitates, eyes darting to her messy chest. He frowns and shakes his head.

“I don’t like it.”

“Then I won’t do it.”

“Great.”

“Cool.”

Well that was an abysmal failure. Jess grabs a paper napkin to dab at her fur and proceeds to eat her sandwich normally. She’s not sure what to do next.
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No. 1105799 ID: 202261

Time to hit the Earth's natural bath. Go for a dip in the ocean. Will your fur paint last in the water?
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No. 1105801 ID: bfd8fc

Maybe try to keep the conversation going before trying any more horny shenanigans.

Tell him that you aren't resentful of the fact that you aren't on testosterone for his sake. If it was a sticking point you really couldn't get past, then you would end things there and do it. It's a trade-off, like getting up a bit earlier to make a nice breakfast before work or paying more to have food delivered so that you don't have to drive and get it.

You understand why he doesn't trust you though, because for a long time you thought the same about your gender identity. You thought you'd be okay with presenting as a woman, and you were for a while, but over time it ended up eating at you more than you expected. And no, you can't promise that will never happen with testosterone. Maybe a year from now, you'll want it more than you could have ever expected.

You want to share a life with Henry though, and that's a deal-breaker for him. He's made a pretty strong commitment himself already, considering the missing digit. If you can promise anything, it's that you won't spring it on him, the way you did with your transition. If it starts to eat at you, you'll talk to him about it, and you'll try to find alternatives that'll soothe the desire.
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No. 1105806 ID: 0db8d3

You know, I wasn't like... Quietly Suffering back then, right? Like I wasn't pretending to be happy with you, I actually was- and am. If things aren't ideal then I just find a way to make them fun. It's just... It became so much at once that it became frustrating. Stressful. Un-fun. That's why I came clean when I did. I didn't want to pretend. I knew that would end up sucking for both of us. That said I don't mind compromising on some things... Even if I'm left with a couple holes in my soul, I'm confident in your ability to fill them.
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No. 1105812 ID: 9cf27f

Leave him with his thoughts, Tell him you’re going to sunbathe, if he wants to talk, you’ll listen, if he wants to silently rest and enjoy the sun with you, you’ll be happy with that too.
Maybe he can get a good look at your swimsuit this way and notice something off, heehee
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No. 1105881 ID: 64f2a4

>>1105812
This, is guess. Might as well get some sun.

Can I be real here with everyone for a second? This relationship is bound to end badly if this keeps up. I know Jess loves Henry, but is it really best for them if they are in this relationship trying to make it work if they are both miserable? Jess may be trying to be acting business as usual, but it’s clear Henry ain’t there. And after everything that’s been happening, he ain’t going to be okay for a while now. He misses the person he thought Jess was and is now bitter because he feels this “new” Jess stole them away from him. This will only make Jess feel bad and bound to hurt them even more in the future. So I know we are trying to rekindle something but dudes, at some point this ship may not be salvageable. Sorry for the rant, I am trying to think of what is best for both of them to be happy in the end.
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No. 1105907 ID: f1368b
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>Talk a little more
“Henry, I wasn’t pretending to be happy before–I really was happy to be with you and I still am. I don’t know how many times or how many ways I can tell you that to get you to believe me.” Jess pleads.

“The problem isn’t that I don’t believe you, Jess, the problem is I’m still keeping you from being how you want to be! I’m the barrier and I’m always going to be the barrier because of–because you’re a decent person and want me to be comfortable with your body.”

Henry’s gesticulations get a little wilder and Jess glances around to make sure no one’s paying too close attention to their argument. She doesn’t want some well-meaning lady to come by asking if she needs to get away from her big bad husband.

“It means I’m bad and that bothers me because I don’t like being bad.” Henry explains. “I try really hard to be good, actually, because something in who I am wants to be good. Does that even make sense?”

“Yes it does, but when you’re frustrated with yourself it makes it more stressful when you’re frustrated with me too.”

“Well yeah, I’m also mad that you basically tricked me into getting married.”

“I did lie to you.”

“And that’s more bad energy on top of this whole mess! Agh, I should just shut up.” Henry shuffles his legs so he’s facing slightly away from her and takes a big bite of the food.
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No. 1105908 ID: f1368b
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>Sunbathe
There’s a cool ocean breeze coming off the waves and Jess quickly finishes eating, takes off her shirt and sarong, and stretches out with her stomach on the dry sand to soak in the warmth of the sun. She closes her eyes and listens to Henry working on his sandwich. For the first time, she seriously wonders if it would be better if they got a divorce.

Kids are probably never going to happen at this point and Jess won’t be able to put up with Henry being grumpy and bitter forever, even if the sex is great. Divorce would be agony for both of them in the short run, but they’re young and could find new partners. It’s a natural continuation of the consequences of revealing her secret.

Or she could suck it up and keep trying with the fun date ideas since this is only the first attempt. It’s good that Henry is communicating with her, even if it doesn’t seem like they’re making progress.

A. Don’t give up!
B. This isn’t going to work
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No. 1105909 ID: bfd8fc

A. I don't think this relationship is unsalvageable yet. If Henry ever decides that it is, then sure, he's allowed to make that choice, but you still see potential in staying together.

Maybe ask if he'd want to go to couple's therapy, or if he'd rather keep working out his feelings as he's been doing. I think his natural impulse would be the latter, but I think you should make it clear that you'd prefer the former. Not because you think there's a problem with him feeling bad in response to everything, but because sooner or later he's going to need to finish processing his feelings so that he can feel good again, and so that y'all can figure out where this relationship is going. If he's up for it, it'd be a good sign that he's still open to trying to make this work.

Also, tell him you love him. He probably knows, but it never hurts to repeat the sentiment.
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No. 1105910 ID: d30887

If his actions send you to the hospital, that's the point where you need to cut off.
Until then, though, you're still in a position of power and influence to salvage this relationship. What matters is that he continues to treat you like a person he wants to love, and you can rebuild your relationship from there. If he loses it and treats you like a slab of meat, there's no saving that.
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No. 1105911 ID: 4e436a

Unless one of you is willing to give up a deeply held dream in order to satisfy the other, the marriage probably won't work. Henry would have to give up on being married to a feminine woman, or you'd have to give up on transitioning, and I don't think either of you are willing to do those things or ask the other to do those things. A marriage isn't about power or influence over the other, you cannot maintain a true relationship unless both partners are fully willing to maintain it. To insist otherwise is to place an unequal yoke upon your partner, and that point, are you even really partners anymore?

Also,
> It’s a natural continuation of the consequences of revealing her secret.

Yes, marriages formed under false pretenses don't tend to be healthy, lasting ones. This is supposed to be a lifelong partnership, not something built on a foundation of sand.
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No. 1105924 ID: 6c233e

B) If two people want different things out of a relationship, its better to break it off now rather than drag it out over years. You thought you could fight through dysphoria, but it clearly got to you. That will only grow into resentment over time.
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No. 1105925 ID: 2065e1

>>1105911
All this was triggered by a bout of edging where jess could not admit that it was to much for her beacuse of the competative spirit and henrys confidence has been sort of damaged by the shock collar thing.
Also been thinking if this continued i had basically planned for becca to be the surrogate or birthmother and jess gets to be dads with Henry
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No. 1105928 ID: 23cf5d

A)

Wanting different things from your partner is natural.
The question is how much different; is the difference way too much, and how much of it is insurmountable.
If Henry is internalizing the whole situation, and actually attempting to accept some of it, that's his choice of how to cope with the situation and he might come to term with it, or decide it is way too much and ask himself if breaking is unavoidable, so its at least worth a try, he's just saying he needs time.

You did lie, but then you told the truth, stop beating yourself over it being a natural continuation of anything, it really isn't, you tried to right a wrong and you did, having a relationship while continuing to hide behind a lie would've been much more hurtful in the long run for yourself and having a relation that started with a lie but then was rebuilt on trust is already a step in the right path.

Now Henry knows what this is about, everybody knows what they want, and believing it can or cannot work is completely up to both parties willingness to accept things for what they are and compromising, or deciding if things aren't worth the effort and giving up.

If you still ask yourself the question then you're unsure, and if you're unsure then you're not yet ready to give up, now you could always just enjoy the date the best you can, let Henry come to term with his own choices, eventually time will heal the wounds and he won't be grumpy forever (this is practically impossible) and ask him later if he thinks breaking up is something he'd want, because it's not like your entire marriage was build around your gender, there has been other factors and reasons that led you both to decide it was something you wanted.

This sort of decision isn't something you decide yourself without asking your partner, and maybe find some counseling somewhere.
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No. 1105933 ID: 0db8d3

A.
Henry is overthinking this so bad. Like. If you're happy then he's not preventing you from being... well you, right?And that kinda makes sense. Marriage is the sort of partnership where your identity gets wound up with someone else, after-all. That aside, if you're happy then what's the problem in the first place?

In fact. Tell him that.
If you're happy, then he's not doing anything wrong or bad to you. It doesn't need to be more complicated than that.
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No. 1105935 ID: 81f1c7

Alright heavy shit aside, you didn't go through the effort of preparing this outfit for nothin', right?
Flick that tail, wiggle that butt. He's close enough to notice if his eyes land in the right spot.

Yeah the mood's weird now, but goddamnit maybe this date can be salvaged if you can short-circuit his brain and drag his mind back to the present instead of... Wherever the fuck it is right now.
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No. 1105937 ID: 99a466

A

I recommend against repeated attempts at seduction. Henry has made his position clear, and he's not in a mood to be tempted. If you keep trying, you're showing disrespect for his feelings and boundaries.

He's a big old softie! He's only mean to you when he thinks you'll like it, or maybe when there's no other way to get through to you. You gotta show that you get the message. The date was supposed to be fun, but it's also a break from routine; a new venue might be a good opportunity to talk things over from a fresh perspective. If you can find a stretch of beach to walk along that's private enough, or a deserted corner near an ice cream stand, maybe try broaching some of the big topics.

The two big ones he just cited are 1) that he wants you to be happy, and he doesn't want to stand in the way of your happiness, and 2) he feels like he can't trust you. This is a thorny combo: if he feels like he can't trust you, then he won't trust that you're really satisfied when you say you are. You have to tell it to him in a way he'll believe, and that might be hard for you. You've been telling him that you're happy enough, and that you see it as a worthwhile compromise to forego some things that would be nice to have in your life to have him, but that hasn't worked; it's not what he's looking for. He's a softy, he's sensitive, and he loves you--he doesn't want you to have to compromise, and every time you tell him he's worth a few sacrifices is a reminder that because he's here with you, you're not the person you wish you were. Your psycopathy might make it difficult to understand, but Henry doesn't want to negotiate or make a deal with you--he wants desperately to be able to help you live the life you want to live, and he's frightened and hurt at the idea that he might not fit into that life.

You need to feel out new boundaries. Ask him how he feels about the situation, and just listen. Have you talked much about what your transition means for you(pl) as a couple? I get the sense that it's been happening mostly on your own initiative, and he's been on the outside looking in. Talk about your plans and wishes, and ask how he feels about them. Don't try to make offers to him right now, he's not looking for concessions; and don't try to discount his concerns, he wants to be heard and respected. And if you can think up any broad romantic gesture, doing something that will remind him of your first date, or when your proposal happened, or some event that made you two decide you were right for each other, lean into it. That's the sort of thing that will help him understand that you really do value your relationship, and want it to continue. Treating your relationship as an exercise in haggling will not speak to his romantic heart.
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No. 1105985 ID: f1368b
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>A
Henry is a big softie who’s super cute and loves her for who she is, in all her unnerving glory. It would be a terrible waste to give up on him so quickly. As she bakes in the sand, the sting of rejection evaporates in the sun and Jess feels ready and eager to dive back into Henry’s brain. He probably needs a break though, so she’ll plot for now.

>What if Henry loses it and hurts her badly?
Hot, but very unlikely. Henry is notoriously sober apart from a few drinks now and then and would literally never forgive himself.

>Couples’ therapy?
A good idea if things get too thorny for her to fix by herself. For now she’d like to save a couple thousand bucks.

>Speaking of money, can they get a surrogate?
Prohibitively expensive, and they’ll lose out on all the fun of lactation and impregnation play. A lot of good things can come of this, the Double Income No Kids lifestyle will help them pay off the townhouse in no time and they can start putting money into fun stuff like vacations or a second car.
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No. 1105986 ID: f1368b
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>Henry’s thinking about it, which means he can process and move past it
That’s right! And he wants what’s best for her, even if that tangles him into a logic knot. She can try more romantic gestures and thoughtful talks for their next date.

>What about the dysphoria?
It only bothered her before because the combined weight gain and orgasm denial mental funk was pissing her off. If they avoid that she should be happy with her modest gains.

She flicks her tail as she thinks and perks up when she feels Henry scoot closer.

“You know, It’s really easy to see your pussy when you spread your legs. Aren’t you scared some poor kid is going to notice and get traumatized from the indecent exposure?” he asks, not bothering to whisper since the waves stop their words from carrying.

“That’s why I’m facing this way, all the kids are playing near the water, which is the fun part of the beach.”

“Well, what happens when your husband gets jealous of all the men getting an eyeful of his wife?” His hand creeps onto her thigh and squeezes gently.

Jess wags her tail harder. Food play is off the table but it sounds like general horny behavior at the beach isn’t!

A. Ask to be fingered
B. Give him a discrete handjob
C. Other (suggest lewd activity that won’t draw too much attention)
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No. 1105987 ID: 6c233e

A) well if he's worried about your bikini bottom situation guess he'd better "adjust" them
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No. 1105988 ID: c438a4

A. "If you're so worried, why don't you put your hand there and cover it?"
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No. 1105993 ID: cfbe63

>>1105986
Both a and b at once, quid pro quo and all that.
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No. 1105995 ID: d30887

C) Time for the dog to bury you in the sand!
(With a vibrator)
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No. 1105996 ID: 0db8d3

C.
This is a perfect time for Public Sexy H O R S E
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No. 1105997 ID: c5529d

A. From his actions, it looks like he wants to be in control of this. Let him

I wouldn't do it both, would make it too obvious
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No. 1106020 ID: 9b24ca

A
Scope out a discreet place to escalate things. If nothing stands out, there's always the car.
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No. 1106027 ID: f1368b
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>A
Jess lifts her hips a little to press into Henry’s hand, which goes rigid.

“Wait, fuck, I’m sorry, I meant husband. All the men getting an eyeful of my husband.” Henry blurts out.

Jess rolls her eyes at the ocean. “It’s fine, that sentence would have been a nightmare with two ‘husbands’ in it.”

“Partner, then.” Henry puffs. “I’ll stick to saying partner from now on to avoid any confusion.”

“Very modern, dear. Why don’t you cover up your partner’s pussy? Clearly I can’t be trusted to keep myself modest.”

It’s fun having Henry and potential random beach goers outside her range of view so her imagination can run wild with voyeuristic fantasies. In reality, she doubts anyone who’s noticed cares. What are they gonna do, file a complaint about hot perverts to the beach police? Nobody’s got time or energy to give a shit about normal people’s business these days.
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No. 1106028 ID: f1368b
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She feels Henry run his big hand up her thigh to tug at the base of her tail, before dipping between her butt cheeks to push the cheap fabric of the black bikini bottoms to the side. Jess rests her head in her arms and sighs with delight.

The loose grains of sand rubbing into her mucous membranes aren’t exactly pleasant, but they add novel texture and make it hard to resist squirming.

“Don’t move.” Henry tells her sternly. “Do you want everyone to see you with my hand between your legs? You want an audience for your little stunt coming to the beach with your nipples and cunt out?”

“Y-yes.” she whines.

This earns her a third finger as a reward–or maybe a punishment because she has to hide her face to muffle her squeals.

Henry makes her cum within half a minute of concentrated fingerblasting, before wiping his hand on her butt and pulling her modified bikini back into place as best he can.


“I smeared a lot of that paint, it’s pretty obvious there’s a hole now.” Henry comments.

A. Retrieve the sarong and walk along the beach
B. The risk is part of the reward! Play in the water
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No. 1106029 ID: c438a4

That's gonna be a big ol' B for me, play in the water!
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No. 1106034 ID: 5d5b47

A. We have our little victory. Let's walk off to a quieter corner to really celebrate.
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No. 1106050 ID: 1e7dd3

B!
Let's see if he can protect that "modesty" of yours while you're making a dash to the water!
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No. 1106071 ID: 6de63e

>>1105985
Oh interesting jess is interested in pregnancy and lactation do they have a MPreg and Male Lactation for the bara content?
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No. 1106078 ID: 99a466

B

Escalation.
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No. 1106178 ID: d30887

Look into adoption after you pay all your debts.
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No. 1106212 ID: f1368b
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>B, make a mad dash toward the water
Jess stealthily lifts her weight onto her feet and elbows, then leans back on her haunches and shoots forward as best she can on soft, dry sand.

“Wha–? Jess!”

She doesn’t wait for Henry as she charges into the glittering water, meeting the nearest wave as it breaks against the beach. Only then does she turn around to look at her husband.

“C’mon honey, let’s cool off!”

Henry stumbles to join her, boner barely noticeable against his right leg under his swim shorts. Jess holds her breath and immerses herself in the chilly sea, soaking her fluffy fur and washing away the slime between her legs. The paint is supposed to be water resistant, but she doubts it’ll last in these conditions.
She emerges to smack her hands against the surface of the water, sending a shower of cold drops at the wolf. Henry yelps and hugs her around the middle, covering her body with his bulk. Jess revels in the feeling of a bigger, stronger body holding her in place.

“You, you–” Jess waits for Henry to find a word that isn’t ‘minx’ or ‘vixen’ or otherwise female associated. “You naughty brat, don’t go running off like that.”
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No. 1106213 ID: f1368b
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Henry lets her go and she bends over to waggle her butt at him. Henry splashes her hole in retaliation and spanks her ass with a light slap before wading into deeper water, up to his hips. They play in the waves for an hour before Jess admits defeat and starts leading Henry back to land.

>People notice her nips check: Success
A passing horse mom stares at Jess’s chest before snapping her gaze back to the beach. Jess’s cheeks heat up and she glances down to see her pink nipples are pretty obvious surrounded by the damp black fabric of the bikini top. It might be time to put on a shirt.

Henry shakes himself with a big spray of water and they towel off back by their picnic basket. The sun feels great after the cold ocean.

>Mpreg? Male lactation?
Absolutely. Most of the fictional content with those fetishes is fujoshi created, although there’s been a rise in transmasc works in recent years. Jess is a refined connoisseur of such things, always on the prowl for rare bara pregnancy.

>Adoption?
Adopting out of foster care could work from a financial standpoint, though Jess doesn’t think that’s what Henry had in mind if they were to start a family.

Once they’re mostly dry, Henry says he’s ready to go home and rest. Jess decides to drive so she’s not tempted to practice her road head.

A. Talk (suggest topics)
B. Stay quiet
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No. 1106214 ID: d30887

B) Remember that therapist who got into an argument with his wife on the road and almost got themselves killed? Wait until you get to bed before you start a pillow fight.
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No. 1106218 ID: c438a4

B. Enjoy a comfortable silence for the drive back.
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No. 1106220 ID: 6c233e

B) today went well. don't spoil it
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No. 1106227 ID: 6d5273

A: turn on the radio and sing along to whatever is playing!
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No. 1106238 ID: 0db8d3

B

Let a hand do the talking instead. A road handy while driving might be a little much, But a good ear scritch might be in order.
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No. 1106239 ID: d30887

>>1106214
>>1106227
No see
that was what started the argument that led to the crash
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No. 1106248 ID: cb76eb

Say this was fun and you hope to do more like this in the future. Otherwise turn up the music.
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No. 1106323 ID: f1368b
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>B, but scratch Henry’s ears and put on the radio
Jess cycles between three stations to dodge as many ads as possible. It’s not long before Henry is slumped against the passenger door, snoozing, and Jess leans to the right and reaches out a hand to pet his saltwater sticky head. What a sweet guy. Her guy. She’ll keep doing her best to take care of him.
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No. 1106325 ID: f1368b
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>28 months after the wedding
Objectively, things are good. He and Jess have been going on fun dates, the fox seems stable, and they have nice things like jobs and food and healthcare.

Henry sighs and taps at his fingers on the keyboard of his laptop. He’s been trying to write and give closure to the handful of vocal fans of his feeder stories, but the words don’t come. His brain feels tired from the thorny mass of hypocrisy that seems to fill most of his spare mental space, prickling under his skull.

It’s frustrating and after half a year, he’s sick of it. He’s not as mad at Jess, true, but more needs to change in his own head for him to be happy again.

None of the options below are a guaranteed success:
A. Go to therapy
B. Start taking SSRIs
C. Initiate advanced rationalization protocol (suggest how Henry CBTs himself)
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No. 1106326 ID: c438a4

A with potential for B. Talk to a therapist first to get some profession takes on if drugs would be good for you.
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No. 1106335 ID: 6c233e

A) always good to have a navigator for your stormy relationship sea

also I don't know how cock and ball torture would help
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No. 1106338 ID: d30887

C) Jess will now get to twist her pussy around you without bringing you to orgasm.
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No. 1106344 ID: 78bd3b

C!

As in Cee a therapist by choosing option A. It's been a long time coming.
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No. 1106365 ID: 53b30a

A. you need therapy son.
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No. 1106374 ID: 223773

A, depending on how it goes it might lead to the other two anyways. Nutting in your partner could help.
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No. 1106388 ID: 0db8d3

Honestly?
B.
Yeah, it might be annoying to find the right formulation, and once you do it'll prolly only work for a couple years cuz your body will continuously get used to it...
But that's a couple extra years you have to figure yourself out *while* being happy.

Plus, at your age the side effects could be amazing.
There are a lot of formulations that make it really hard to cum. This means you could have PORN STAR levels of stamina! Assuming you keep up your cardio, of course.
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No. 1106416 ID: f1368b
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>A, all the cool kids are doing it
If Henry does end up needing drugs, the therapist can recommend a psychiatrist to get him a prescription. He can also go through his general practitioner if need be, but it’s more official this way.

Aw man, but he doesn’t even have childhood trauma to psychoanalyze. Henry’s a normal, ordinary, horny guy. Hopefully he can find someone who doesn’t mind him glossing over his nonexistent sad backstory because Henry’s read more than a couple horror stories about therapists who were completely off base in their suggestions, or just not helpful at all.

The wolf closes his feeble attempt at writing and starts researching nearby therapists. Since he’s always been pretty healthy, he’s on the high deductible plan so he doubts insurance will end up paying for anything.
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No. 1106417 ID: f1368b
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1106417

Describe Henry’s new therapist. They will be randomly selected from all the suggested options and if Henry doesn’t like them after a few sessions, another randomly selected therapist can take their place.
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No. 1106420 ID: 6d5273

(edited)

Most therapy animals are dogs, would make sense if this one was a dog too.

Otherwise, maybe an aardvark

name is Fredrick.

besides the species, Fredrick is a soft spoken old man, a good listener, and is the type of therapist who will not judge or demand their patients to do things, but instead help lead their patient to the source of their issues by asking thought provoking questions about themselves.

His flaws he's a bit behind on what the younger generations are into, and he won't upright give his patients the answers to their problem as he would rather help his clients figure it out themselves
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No. 1106424 ID: 6c233e

A high-strung little quail woman named Levy. She almost seems like she needs therapy herself, but all the reviews said she was really good.
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No. 1106427 ID: 2a9446

>>1106417
It's a Capybara. Capybara are chill with everyone. Should probably also be a dude, female therapists are pretty bad at relating to men.
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No. 1106430 ID: 710f83

>>1106424
Ironic. She could save others with therapy, but not herself.
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No. 1106431 ID: d30887

Dr. Machine
Species: Robot Tiny Mouse in a large body
Seems profoundly absurd and only has 4-star serious reviews at best. However, most of the reviews are profound, detailed, and show a healthy balance between positivity and ethics. This machine is good at what they do... even if what they do can't be described easily or sanely.
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No. 1106432 ID: 0db8d3

She's a super cute and curvy hippopotamus. Obscenely hot in Henry's opinion, whether or not hippos are his normal cup of tea.

She's entirely non-judgmental and known for being very sex-positive. She's legitimately a good therapist.

But she's also young, early twenties. Always the over-achiever she graduated high school early and went straight into college. She got her degree last year (A year faster than most, at that). As such, despite being a natural at her job, she can often miss the line between being friendly and unprofessional. She can sometimes be a bit too hands on, even flirty without realizing it. Given the right situation she might get caught up in events and end up making some... Serious decisions without fully thinking them through.
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No. 1106441 ID: 6b8094

A German shepherd with a thick accent and thicker glasses.
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No. 1106445 ID: 99a466

Henry lands on an older therapist, a bespectacled rat with a very blank, if not grave, manner, who generally tries a Rogerian approach.
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No. 1106447 ID: 930a7b

>>1106432
Ohhh drama potential but also someone who is hyper compitent wonder if we will open up about our self doubt and lack of confidence
Support +
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No. 1106458 ID: 2965d0

>>1106441
This. Her name is Dr. Linda Hoffman. She is entirely professional at her work, and actually takes time to hear her patients out. Not only has she done therapy but is also a fully licensed psychiatrist.
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No. 1106530 ID: c438a4

I had an idea that I fully forgot to post, so I'mma write it up now:

Name: Dr. Madeline "Maddy" Richards
Species: Horse
Appearance: Tall, but very traditionally pretty with long luscious hair and an hourglass figure.

I think it'd be neat if Henry's therapist was a traditionally feminine girl who might actually be Henry's type. She shows up to sessions in casual but pretty dresses rather than something more formal, reflecting her methodology of making therapy seem approachable. Her light approach can leave some sessions a bit light on deep discussions, as she tries to let Henry feel in-control, even when that means steering the ship away from deeper topics before he's ready.

The reason Henry picked her specifically, is because she's a trans-woman. He figured she might understand Jess' perspective better, and maybe she could help him bridge the gap between his feelings and hers.
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No. 1106543 ID: f1368b
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>Random selection from 8 choices + 2 supporting votes: Dr. Machine the Telehealth Mouse
Virtual therapy puts a bad taste in Henry’s mouth, even though he knows it’s more common than ever between rising costs for in-person chats and the convenience of never leaving your home. Well, Dr. Machine is the first person he’s found who has availability that fits Henry’s schedule, so he might as well give it a try.

Henry paws weakly for his cellphone to make the call to schedule an appointment. Maybe he’ll end up liking spilling all of his woes to a lit-up square after he gives it a chance. Henry’s lucky he doesn’t have to look at a computer all day for his job so a little more screen time won’t hurt.
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No. 1106544 ID: f1368b
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>A few days later…
Jess seems happy when Henry tells the fox that his first appointment is later this morning. Woo. Making Jess happy is good, right? He feels like he’s slowly drowning in the demands of daily interactions. Go to work, be professional, help the sick and dying, come home, exchange pleasantries with his partner–it’s all so heavy now.

>Dr. Machine gender roll: Male
When Henry opens the video chat link, he sees a short, fluffy mouse with large pink ears. Dr. Machine lacks the bitter world-weariness of Mahan, but otherwise kind of reminds Henry of the pika.

“Hello there Henry! It’s nice to meet you, I see you marked depression as the reason we’re calling today, tell me what’s been on your mind.”

Henry scratches his cheek self-consciously. The reviews had said this guy was a bit eccentric, and he’s not sure how he should phrase his marriage troubles to get the most bang for his buck.
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No. 1106549 ID: 99a466

You've had patients that beat around the bush before, right? Annoying. Don't be one. He's the professional, it's his job to figure out the best approach. Just give it to him straight: your marriage seems good on paper, but it isn't what you want, and you want to stop feeling like you're going through the motions and get back to a place where you feel happy.
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No. 1106553 ID: 6c233e

He's a stranger, might as well just tell it like you see it. An outside perspective will help
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No. 1106561 ID: 2a9446

>>1106544
Well your wife entirely lied about the very basis of who she said she was. Pretty much entirely just changed all your life plans. Went back on her word after you sacrificed your finger as a show of thanks.

Not good?
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No. 1106569 ID: d30887

Explain that you already feel toxic while your wife feels manipulative.
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No. 1106571 ID: 123033

You want to work up to honesty but like, lay the groundwork first, make it easier on him. Start with that sentiment about how nothing feels easy any more. That there's nowhere you feel like you can relax, or not have to watch yourself, it's all heavy, and that's what you want to fix. That'll be familiar to him, and it lays out the end goal you want to reach.

As for describing the marriage situation... well, basically, it was good for a long time, it's good on paper, but your partner has recently been honest about something that changes a lot and you feel deceived. But you also feel like maybe the dishonesty was because of pressure you put on without really realizing it, the dishonesty was an attempt to please you. Now it's all difficult and you want to make it work, you invested a lot into the marriage and you do still like your partner a lot, but it's all painful and difficult.

Don't be afraid to ask him like... meta questions about answering his questions? What he wants to know or where you should start or how deep into complications or details. You're paying him to provide guidance, so get your money's worth.
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No. 1106587 ID: 891ae1

>>1106571
This
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No. 1106662 ID: f1368b
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>Be direct
“My partner is a trans man who I thought was a woman and it was great until a while ago when I found out he lied about his gender identity so that I’d marry him. We get along well otherwise, I gave up a finger on our honeymoon because he likes that kind of thing, and I don’t think I want a divorce–”

“Sorry to interrupt, but could you repeat what you said about your finger?” Dr. Machine says brightly.

“Oh, I mean you can see it here. My friends say I was stupid, I cut it off as a romantic gesture.” Henry holds his left hand up to the camera. It feels weird being honest about his finger with a stranger.

“Hm, yes yes, you do know that I’m supposed to report any harm or threats of harm to yourself or others?” At Henry’s expression, the mouse chuckles and waves his hand. “Oh don’t worry, I’ll make an exception. Do you regularly engage in masochism?”

“Yeah, sometimes. We’re both pretty kinky.”

“Go on with what you were saying.”

Henry struggles to find his train of thought again. “I guess I’ve been feeling like a bad person? Because Jess was pretending to be a woman because of me and he’s still pretending so we stay together, so I’ve been doubting all of our interactions. He can be kind of manipulative, though it’s usually for what he thinks is our benefit, that’s just kind of how he is. The other thing is I thought we were going to start a family but that’s not going to happen. Got my hopes up for nothing.”
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No. 1106663 ID: f1368b
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“So you don’t have a history or family history of depression?” Dr. Machine confirms.

“Yeah, this is a first. I get anxious sometimes but it’s manageable. That’s a good thing, right? What kind of strategy are you thinking of for me?”

Dr. Machine sits up straighter in his chair and waves his tiny paws excitedly. “I think we can try some shadow work, Henry. It’s based on the teachings of Carl Jung, we identify what feelings you may be suppressing in your unconscious and work to unify the self. Tell me something you dislike seeing in others, or describe a facet of yourself you think is shameful.”

A. Political conservatism
B. The desire to harm Jess
C. Other (suggest from observation of Henry’s behavior)
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No. 1106667 ID: f0ab0d

>>1106663
How about a slowly broiling anger at how this "identity change" took a sledgehammer to your entire lifeplans and how the only reason you haven't hit a boiling point is by having bouts of hate sex?

That sounds a bit unhealthy to me.
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No. 1106671 ID: d30887

A) You were raised to think that conservatism is... okay?
More like you were raised to believe that it had a minimum limit to how much damage it could do, compared to flagrant liberalism.
... That might be wrong, but you don't know how to disprove what your community taught you.
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No. 1106673 ID: 0db8d3

How about the fact that even though Jess is clearly putting in the work for things to work out, ever since his confession you've had a lot of difficulty talking and interacting with him. Sure there's small talk but the connection isn't there. You snap at or get paranoid towards Jess randomly when yall try. You don't know who he is anymore. It's like living with a stranger who loves you. Almost everything you do with him feels wrong, almost like you're taking advantage or abusing him but there's no way of knowing for sure. Feelings that are doubly frustrating because you know this whole thing is FUCKED and you should be pissed but you can't even seem to do that right.
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No. 1106690 ID: 89fddc

>>1106673
>>1106667
These.
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No. 1106705 ID: 6c233e

Jess embracing his gender identity is what's right for him, so you feel you should be supportive, but you're still angry. If you can't accept this does that make you as bad as Mahan?
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No. 1106726 ID: 11e2c3

>>1106663
I also lost a friend due to my partner getting them into a threesome and she never wants to see me again i felt weak i could not even touch the door knob to be there for her i drove home to her beacuse i was so worried.
It sometimes feels like Jess ignores my feelings thinking its done instead talking about how they want to eat the placenta when we have the baby.
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No. 1106730 ID: 11e2c3

>>1106726
Just a feeling of cowardice never being able to help even if it only would cause minor discomfort, never fully honest or driven beyond the needs of others, its what i do at my job but its also my life i am a people pleaser but i cant comfort or comfront.
I cant even be angry, i am only angry if allowed to be angry if thats what jess wants for sex.
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No. 1106736 ID: d30887

Also you're worried about Becca, your friend (and polygamous third-wheel, who you and Jess enjoye your open marriage with). You want to reach out, but she's not responsive.
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No. 1106778 ID: f1368b
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>C, anger
“I’ve been angry about all this, but the emotion isn’t helping or going away, it doesn’t feel like I’m being angry right, if that makes sense, because I know I’m supposed to process stuff and move on. I shouldn’t be angry at Jess because it’s good for him that he’s being honest and embracing his identity. I don’t hate trans people or anything, it’s just sometimes I wish I wasn’t married to one.” Henry nibbles on the tip of his finger between sentences as he rambles. “I know it’s important to have an outlet and we’ve been having aggro sex whenever I feel like it, which is fun, I guess. Jess reallys enjoys it when I throw him around.”

Dr. Machine nods. “Men are socialized from childhood not to express anger, which makes it a common source of distress when going through a frustrating or threatening situation.”

“Oh, one more thing, the marriage stuff started a bit before I found out one of my close friends Jess and I were hooking up with doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. She hasn’t reached out since then and it really hurts.” Henry sighs and puts his head in his hands. “I know she’s still alive and stuff but I feel like a douche for…for taking advantage of her emotionally.”

“ Hmmm…” The mouse strokes his chin. “Have you tried going into the woods and hitting trees with a big stick?”

“Huh?”

“And raging and screaming and crying? A proper violent outburst without the worry that anyone is judging you for it would do wonders, I think. Take a friend, if you’d like. That’s your first assignment.”
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No. 1106779 ID: f1368b
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“Alright.” Camping sounds like a lot of work when Henry’s so tired all the time, but he already has the basic gear and he could invite Mahan or Victor.

“Second, I’d like you to write down your most deranged, psychotic thoughts on paper. What you’d like to do to Jess, your friends, your boss, society, the world, any and all of it. When you’re done you can keep it or tear it to pieces. The point of the exercise is to acknowledge your shadow desires instead of feeling shame for having them, which stifles your ability to embrace your anger.”

That makes sense, even if it kind of sounds like Dr. Machine wants him to become a Sith Lord. They finish the 45 minute session with more therapy speak before the mouse cheerfully waves goodbye and leaves the call.

Ever the good boy, Henry fidgets for a few moments before grabbing a notepad off the desk to start his homework.

Suggest some of Henry’s socially unacceptable urges and thoughts. These could be things Henry would probably never do because of the repercussions or physical restrictions, but occasionally fantasizes about.
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No. 1106780 ID: c2976f

>>1106779
Forcing his "husband" to drop the identity and accept her place as a woman and wife? Physically if necessary?
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No. 1106783 ID: c438a4

You can definitely think of a couple desires you know better than to act on...

You want to make Becca to talk to you, even though she doesn't want to. You want to force her to discuss her feelings and hear you out.

You want to slam a baby in Jess and make a woman out of him, whether he wants it or not.
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No. 1106785 ID: a4a329

You know what? I'm not opposed to hitting up a rage room, or maybe actually going out into the woods with a big fuck off axe or stick, some place where we can scream, rage, turn our anger towards something just as an outlet and really just go fucking berserk. Fuck it. Why not?Keeping this pent up is not good for us and hey you know, if we can get a video tape of it, I bet it would do something to Jess.
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No. 1106786 ID: 5e7485

>>1106779
Here's a fantasy to go with all of this, how about mating pressing Jess while keeping your teeth around their throat. Embracing the wolf side of you.
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No. 1106787 ID: d30887

Write up a surreal short story that blames the supernatural - Heaven, in particular - for almost everything wrong with society, and how your supervillain protagonist wages war against them. Emphasize that the worst thing you could do to Jess is force the bill for your violent terrorism upon her.
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No. 1106810 ID: 23183b

>>1106779
Waiting until Jess is out of the house, throwing all your shit in the car, and just booking it over the horizon.
No messages, no warning, not even a forwarding address. You're there one minute and gone the next.
Cutting all contact with your old life and calling it a wash.
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