I'm pretty sure you've got a terminal disease.

Yep. That's blood.

Holy fuck ! There's blood EVERYWHERE ! It's a wonder you're not seeing the world in a red haze at this point considering you're bleeding from your freaking eyes.

Go get a doctor before the potential brain stroke kill you or something.

Anise 2012/11/14(Wed)19:09 No. 471812 ID: a68e3e
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Hahaha I.. I'm fine I just need to get away from everyone.
Now.

>"Miss Romero, where are you going!?"

"Bathroom!"

I make it there in time to catch the worst of the bleeding.
I should be fine so long as no one bothers me for a bit..

>"Sup Anise."

"..."

>"You're bleeding."

"..."

>>471812
Bloody hell, is this normal for you? Either you just entered terminal stage ebola, or someone's drinking the Water of Life.

>>471812
P.S. She seems genuinely concerned for your well being, you should explain it to her so she doesn't freak out.

Anise 2012/11/14(Wed)19:15 No. 471817 ID: a68e3e
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>>471812

>>471817
Well that wasn't very nice of you.

Anise 2012/11/14(Wed)19:17 No. 471819 ID: a68e3e
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>>471817
...

I'm sorry Em.

So... this has happened to you before then?

>>471816
Yeah, reassure her there.

And uh, treat your bleeding. Obviously.

>>471819
Should you really be in a crowded building full of children if you randomly transform into an uncontrollable deathmachine?

>>471817
OH MY GODS, WHAT JUST HAPPENED!

so.... did you eat them or just kill them?

what was that? and are you going to have to doge a murder investigation now?

It's hard being an eldrich creature. It's hard and no one understands.

...Does this happen often? Because wow your school has got to have some crazy ghost stories by now if it does.

Anise 2012/11/15(Thu)00:06 No. 471866 ID: a68e3e
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Uhm..
Yes I'm the child of a human and an Outer Being and sometimes I lose control when my emotions get too out of hand.
Like when I'm...
Daydreaming.

Don't worry about me getting caught or anything. When I ate the girl I pretty much wiped her existence from all forms of space/time so no one's gonna miss her.

Still these tentacles, teeth, and eyes get in the way of my love life..
How am I supposed to find true love if I change and eat anyone near me?

>>471683
((Totally called it))

You should try and date a Outer being of course!

>>471867
HOW DID YOU KNOW

>>471868
I'm psychic I guess?

Also, how did your parents manage it? If their relationship went well try to emulate them? I still prefer to just date a outer being though.

but YOU can miss her D:

anyway, you should ask your parents for help.

>>471866
far a we know, the Outer Being is the only one that survived their romance.

Anise 2012/11/21(Wed)22:02 No. 473625 ID: a68e3e
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>>471867
>>471871
Uhm... My mom ended up dying shortly after I was born. My dad said that giving birth to me resulted in her being ripped across the 4 dimensions and scattered throughout hall of the infinity bells.
So... It didn't work too well I think.
Also I don't want to date an Outer Being! They're all gross and tentacly and I just made myself sad..

>>471872
She's fine. I can still hear her talking inside my head so I don't really miss her.

I think I'll talk to my dad.

She makes her way back home and enters the darkest, coldest room in the house. A beast slumbers there, it's face literally blurring the edges of reality and.. wherever it comes from

He's sleeping again.. He's always sleeping. He wakes up like once a year to say happy birthday to me but that's about it. I could talk to him using telepathy but that might burn up some of the others I have inside me.

So... what are conditions inside your head like for the people you've accidentally eaten, and can talk to, but the rest of existence has forgotten about? How do they take all this?

...oh wait. That's what we are, aren't we. We're voices in your head you talk to. You totally ate all of us at some point.

Uh, no hard feelings, I guess.

>>473625
Yeah, let's not risk the lives of those who you accidentally ate.

Try waking him up instead. Isn't there some weird outer being stuff you can do that can get his attention?

Wait, how do you pay for school? Or food? Or clothes? Or anything?

>>473628
Why does he make you go to school if your incomprehensible emotions cause your morphic field to destabilize and kill everyone?

Also, why is he such a dick?

I think she chooses to go to school, her father doesn't make her do anything by the sounds of it. Also, I think her father is actually being very considerate and not a dick, since he would probably destroy large chunks of reality without even trying while awake. See? He justs cares about his little girl.

Also I really think you should give up on these attempts at a human romance with a normal base human. Either look for some sort of augmented of magic human(assuming they exist), or for outer being or something else that's made of sterner stuff so that you don't kill your love interest when you lose control of your emotions. Also tentacles are extremely sexy silly! Gross is just a matter of cultural perception so get over it.

>>473625
Well a love note is a starting point for a romance. Have you tried that yet? But most of all I would be looking for a guy (or gal we don't judge) who can handle all your outer plain weirdness. Do you think this guy you have a crush on can handle that?

Well, at least if you get pregnant the baby won't horrifically kill you. Now I have no idea what's going to happen to your grandchildren if you have a son, because hoooooooo shit is going to be so complicated aeons from now.

I mean, there will be a bracket of the human race that is partial outer being. I wonder how the genetics of that will be like that far down. If you can see outside time and space, can we see what your descendants in 2000 years are doing?

well the fact that he wasn't the one that killed her means he and your mom managed to live together for at least however long it took to gestate.

Well if only the birth killed her, then you should honestly have no trouble having a nice relationship with a human guy.
Other than the whole erasing-people-from-existence-when-you-get-emotional thing, I mean.

You should probably work on that.

Anise 2012/11/27(Tue)22:08 No. 475098 ID: a68e3e
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>>473626
Sorry..

>>473628
Uhm.. Honestly I don't know. All the food and everything is kinda just.. There. I never really questioned it.

>>473783
I uhm.. Don't really know how to deal with it.. And it uh... Only happens when I'm... Excited..

Maybe if I change my father will wake up, even for a little bit.

She unleashes her full eldritch form. A deep rumble is heard and her father opens his massive eye a small bit.

Daughter. Why are you like this? What is the cause of the change? Is something attacking?

>>475098
Tell him you need his help. You keep losing control of your form because of your emotions.

>>475098
No one is attacking here, but there are attacks from you! It's just that you're attacking students without any choice in the matter! It worries you, robbing them of all this life! And they're in your brain forever! You're just stressed out! It's hard growing up as a half-eldritch horror, it's hard and nobody understands!
You can't even date without being able to controlling your wig-out moments. Not to mention it's making many lives meaningless and parents with a void in their heart that they have no knowledge of! That's terrible! There a way to spit people out? Or a nonharmful means of consumption for stability, not to mention control of the hunger when stability is threatened?

>Sorry..
S'cool. It's not like I remember having anything better to do, and there are a lot less interesting fates than insubstantial adviser to a schoolgirl horror-terror.

>>475107
Concern over your own control seems the best approach. I have no idea how your father thinks, but I'm guessing that will work better than making an emotional appeal because you're upset by the unintentional homicide.

Anise 2012/12/10(Mon)01:04 No. 477589 ID: a68e3e
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I don't really mind eating people, it's not like it bothers anyone. Still... It'd be nice to have friends that weren't just in my head.

She turns back to normal and explains her problems to her father. He sits there patiently and listens to her and after a while he pats her shoulder.

Daughter, I am afraid I can not help you with this. The gift that allows you to so easily blend in with the humans it also what ails you. It is a problem unknown to me... Another Outer Being may know but contacting them can be dangerous and sometimes deadly. You must learn to control yourself. Perhaps... You should give up on this boy.

"But father..."

[b]I am sorry my daughter. Sometimes we must do things we do not want to do in life.[b]

And with that he falls back to sleep

I don't want to give up on him though...

then you must seek further answers. dig deep into your own mind and find why your emotions and transformation are linked.

>>477589
Are there people that know about Outer Beings and have written books on them? Maybe we can do some research.

>>477589
Sad day.

Well first things first lets learn some techniques for self discipline and controlling your emotions. This should be easy to get started.
Next you could start researching Outsiders. It's probably safer to just look in tomes and human practitioners than contact the Outsiders them selves.

Lastly nothing is going to happen on the love front if you don't get the ball rolling, so give him a love letter (or better yet talk to him).

Look, getting the ball rolling on romance quickly and predictably results in emotional turmoil, which results in more people disappearing. That's what most of the stages of romance are: Emotionally eventful.
That suggests two sets of non-exclusive ideas for how to deal with that. The first is to try and pursue intimacy that isn't so emotionally eventful. I split this up into sexual and non-sexual: Non-sexual intimacy, like frienship, public service (volunteering), and such is normal and healthy for humans and would help you gain self-confidence, social awareness and social skills that would help you manage your special difficulties. If teenage sex drive is part of what's making you so emotionally unstable (very likely) you may gain some satisfaction and calm from learning how to engage in masturbation, possibly involving non-living sex toys, and this may lead you to be able and confident in pursuing other detached sexual intimacy like casual sex.
The other main idea it suggests, which I recommend you engage in even if you're happy with and satisfied by the suggestions in the first part is to develop better self-control. This means practicing awareness of yourself and your environment (meditation) and practicing your transformations as an intentional action until you can control when, where and how you transform with perfect control. Possibly go camping without supplies, transform into other creatures and try to experience life the way those do. Practicing being a tree for one would probably be quite different from the emotional stresses of being (partly) human I'd think. If you get really good at this maybe you could eventually take people back out of your head and make them new bodies eventually? I don't know if that's possible but that's good enough reason by itself to work on this if it is.
I am uncertain that contacting other outsiders will help at all since they will probably have different kinds of emotional issues and possibly different particulars of transformation as well (if they are capable of transformation at all). If there are other outsider-human offspring around however those should at a minimum understand your social situation easily and possibly easier to relate to even if they can't tell you anything useful about your transformation.

He only said perhaps. That's just his advice then. Like "Yo, if I were you I'd just give up. Yeah, I got to bone your Mom so it's a little unfair for me to say but well, hey we're completely different kind of horrors even if you're my daughter, I barely understand how my loins work, let alone your entire existence. People have different circumstances, whatcha gon' do?"

Yeah, let's do it! Even if it is really dangerous, because well this is going to be a problem eventually and we're going to summon him up eventually for dealing with other existential problems, so thou art thee I art thou stick your hand in the horror summoning book do it do it do it do it do it do it

Anise 2013/01/10(Thu)20:51 No. 484336 ID: a68e3e
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>>477786
M-m-masturbation...?
S-sex toys..?
Maybe I should uhm.. Find other ways... Like meditation, th-that sounds better...

>>477592
There is one man... He lives in a store nearby. Maybe I can ask him for advice.

The girl goes outside her home and across the street. It's a shop she's gone to many times before. She steps inside.
A small bell rings as the door opens. The owner of the shop looks at her and smiles.

>"Ah, the little princess. What brings you here?"

"I uhm... I need books on Outsiders."

>"Hmm... I suppose I have a few of those lying around. Anything in particular?"

"Well... I need to know how to uhm... Control myself... So I don't eat people..."

>"Let me look."

He goes and brings out a thick leather tome.

>"I'm gonna take a guess and say you're in love?"

"!!! Y-yes.."

>"Let's see... There was another case similar to this eons ago. Oh... It uh... It didn't end well."

"What happened..?"

>"Well.. She ate her lover. Simple as that. Now wait here... Ah! It seems one little couple managed to survive. The story is lost however... Perhaps..."

He goes into the back and after a moment comes out with another book

>"There we go. Ok princess. This is the Book of Forbidden Summoning. If you're serious about it you can use this book to summon the outsider N'ycolepthftghcnaldz. She'll be able to tell you what she did to actually have a relationship. I don't think I need to tell you that doing this might be... Dangerous."

The girl takes the book.

"I know."

>"Or you could just try on your own. If one could who's to say you couldn't?"

"R-right... Thank you."

>"Not a problem."

With the book in her possession the girl leaves the store.

So...
Should I summon her?
Or maybe I can try to do it on my own...
But... I don't know if I can...

if you can't get a grip on changing into a be-tentacled thing every time you think about him you really can't do much on your own. go for it. and maybe knock out the less hearty souls in here so they don't get destroyed.

>>484336
Your chances are slim on your own.

Figure out a good gift to give her when you summon her, and maybe also figure out a way to have it be a thing that she can turn down. Like, can you just... leave her a message?

Is there an intermediary or in-between step? You don't really want to summon her, you just want to communicate with her.

Could you adapt the ritual to make an interdimensional phone call or whatever instead of spatially kidnapping her and dumping a new horror terror in your lap and on the planet?

>>484357
What if we buy her a REALLY great hoagie? Eh? Sandwiches are the greatest food ever (barring rice), greater even than souls!

Hmm, offering, offering...

She has some knowledge in love and she might be jaded from love, so she might appreciate a floral tree or something that will take a while to age with her. Wine is probably out by default due to your youth, so art or a plant might work.

If you want to make a nice painting as a peace offering, then that might be a good idea. Do you have canvas and some painting supplies?

This is awesome.

Do you have any experience with summoning? Are there any steps you can take to protect yourself from something/someone you summon that don't depend directly on you being more powerful than whatever or whoever you summon?

Oh, and one last thing. You said you lose control when you get "excited." I was assuming you meant "aroused," but that doesn't seem quite right. Does it happen every time you're excited about something (a new book, for example), or only when romance and/or physical intimacy are involved?

>>485437
she said emotions. so if she expresses too much of anything she flips out.