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32929 No. 32929 ID: 47be15

Here you can ask me to draw some of my characters or to place fan art in this thread
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No. 45924 ID: 5f4030

Actually I do. I still think I am correct simply because if Null keeps growing and getting bigger I think he is just going to absorb the queen into himself without any control over what he’s actually doing. If you’ve ever seen the ending to the movie Akira where Tetsuo just becomes a mutated blob, it’s gonna go like that. Null wouldn’t even have control over it anymore. I still think Null wins in the end simply because the Void is so hungry and out of control it would kill the queen surprisingly quickly.
No. 45927 ID: e51896

The queen could probably give birth to little spirit parasites and probably infect those ghosts in Null or something, just like how she infected Casper right?
No. 45928 ID: 5f4030

Hypothetically yes, but to that they would have to go inside Null to do that. And I place their odds of survival inside him... very very low.
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No. 45930 ID: 5f4030

Ooh okay for me this hinges on one thing, how much power does the Queen have attached to the Ash Tree? Because at that point she would be... damn hard to kill.

First up, strength, easy win to the Queen. The Ash Tree is too damn powerful and there’s more substance about it too.

Technique, so this is part of that interesting question I asked earlier. If she doesn’t I actually think they would be about even. If she does however Null is going to get absolutely destroyed.

Endurance, Queen wins. No contest. I still remember that fight and that was damn near impossible to kill it and we really only succeeded because it took a whole lot of luck, firepower, and collapsing universe.

Intelligence, you know I can’t really give this one either side, this is another draw.

Experience, this one is hard to judge because both forms are adapted from other beings. The Queen with the Ash Tree and Null from the ghosts. I feel like this is just another draw.

In the end the Queen as the Ash Tree wins, she just has a lot more going for her and if she has access to its power then this isn’t a fair fight. But even if it wasn’t, she would still win as she just has more going for her.
No. 45932 ID: 70a6b1

For the last fight, can we see what a fight between puddle Null vs squished parasite queen would play out?
No. 45933 ID: 0dedc5

I’ll save you the trouble but it’s still funny, queen wins that one. She’s at least mobile, the only thing Null would do is harsh language.

Here an idea for the winner of the main fight. Winner fights a Heartless Branch Demon.
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No. 45936 ID: 2094a0

Ooh, I see what's going on here. I remember you hinting that Stitch is insane because he is a literal frankenstein's monster of body parts or what I can only assume is either soldiers or just really strong guys. Alright let's do this.

First up strength, this one is an easy win towards Stitch, absolutely no contest. Stitch takes the win every time when it comes to strength and willingness to cause pain.

Now Technique is where things get interesting. The thing is, I honestly can't give it to either of them because they both would have technique and fighting styles that would reflect their background. Stitch would be up front and center landing devastating blows. The Blind will however, following a god of magic and being conjoined together I would see them trying to keep him at a distance with strong magic and bigass fireballs. I think if had to give an edge, I would give it to Stitch, but it's only because we know more about him, otherwise this one is a draw.

Endurance, another easy win to Stitch. As I recall the guy has rebar reinforcing his limbs and metal shell around his heart. He is not going down easy and he will take the Blind Will down with this one. The Blind Will might have something with them that makes them stronger but again we know so little about them I wouldn't give them the edge here.

Intelligence is another interesting topic when comparing the two. Because they are both amalgamations of various lives. So to me this would come down to how they work in sync with each other and are able to work together as a team. I've always understood however that Stitch is not mentally stable, so I'm giving the edge here to the Blind Will.

Experience, another interesting idea when it comes to these two because their experience would come from the two and how much they have gone through but also how much the people they are amalgamated from have gone through. This is one is actually kinda tough for me. We're not really sure what either side has gone through, but I actually lean more towards the Blind Will. The way Lorence talks about them makes me think they would have more experience and any one who can terrify that man is clearly a force to be reckoned with.
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No. 45966 ID: 5f4030

Ooh okay this one is really hard to figure out but I think I will know who wins. Now normally with this fight I would assume both fighters would have time to prepare and think about how to win as that’s something the both of them would do. However in order to keep things fair I’m going to assume that both have not had time and are just going to through down death battle style.

First up attacking strength. So here’s the thing both would be relatively even here, and that’s gonna be a kind theme wit this fight. However I think I’m gonna lean towards Dervan with this, simply because of his sadomasochistic tendencies and his willingness to hurt people. Lorence would try to avoid that if he could. I do remember a moment when he almost killed Falafaf as he was having some kind of episode but he was able to regain control over himself. Dervan is like Patrick Bateman from American Psycho, the dude just has no qualms about hurting others.

Technique, this part is actually kind of funny. I’m giving this to Lorence because we’ve seen Dervan fight before, and the dude used flintlock pistols. That’s cool and all until you remember that Lorence would have access to something like a glock and could fire off almost an entire clip before Dervan could get off another shot.

Endurance is the only easy win going to Lorence. The man can get stabbed, evicerated, and probably set on fire and he will not die as he’s immortal. The thing with this fight is, can Dervan figure out how to kill Lorence in time before he gets him? Out of say, 100 battles, most of the time Lorence would get him.

Intelligence, this is the hardest one to figure out. If I had to give one edge it would be Dervan, but only by a slim slim margin. If I had the choice this would be a draw. I’m gonna give this one to Dervan because as a lawyer you’ll need to stay calm and think under pressure while dealing with cases. It’s not a perfect argument but it’s all I have.

Wisdom and street smarts I’m gonna give to Lorence, which means in the end he takes the overall win. The man has been around for god knows how long, and knows how to win and play the long game. Plus that paranoia would be a huge edge for him here. In the end Lorence wins.
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No. 45969 ID: c24649
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Here is the reference sheet that you asked for. This is one of the first appearances of the puppet body that Happy used.

No. 45970 ID: 5f4030

Much obliged.

Alright as for the fight. First up strength, at first I was gonna give this to Jimmy. However, the more I thought about it, what this more comes down to is the willingness to hurt others. This is what makes this hard because in both cases with Jimmy and Spikey, they don't really seem to go for the immediate kill but are definitely able to maim. Now, like I said I was originally gonna give this to Jimmy as we've just seen more of their ability to kick ass in a fight. But like I said, this comes down to willingness to inflict pain, and anyone who worships Essence is not concerned with the deaths of others. Plus, I distinctly remember Jimmy telling us that it was all an act they put on to seem scary(I'm going to think of that conversation where Jimmy revealed HERself as a conversation between her and Anthony, why she chose to reveal herself is anyone's guess, I guess Anthony just has that trustworthy face). Point to Spikey.

Technique is gonna get interesting. I'm gonna base this on what I know about how they would like to do their fighting. Both are able to set up traps really well, but I think Spikey would be able to do it just a little better. Spikey's traps are something more akin to a Jigsaw death game when he wants them to be. So assuming he could use this to his advantage if he had enough time to prepare. However, in a head on face to face fight, this is a win to Jimmy. They just have more ready for something at the heat of the moment, and many of their gadgets are something that helps them disengage from a fight long enough to prepare something really nasty, the bear trap teddy bear being a great example. So assuming this is a head on fight, I say the point goes to Jimmy.

Endurance. No contest, Jimmy wins. They literally keep weapons INSIDE their body. A bonus of being an immortal Jimmy houses all of their gadgets, many of them potentially could malfunction and really fuck them up from the inside. And on top of all of this, they still have the ability to fight like hell. We really haven't seen enough of Spikey's fighting capabilities to really judge this either, but unless he has the balls to keep blades and bombs inside his own body, in fact I would go so far as to say Jimmy has the highest endurance out of everyone so far, second only to Stitch. This is no contest. Jimmy wins.

Intelligence on the other hand, is an easy win to Spikey. The man's a plotter and can at least think a few steps ahead of his opponent. In head to head fight that can prove useful. His traps and his ability to craft death games definitely proves that. In terms of intelligence jimmy is also pretty good with her own traps, but I don't really get the feeling they are much of a plotter like Spikey is. Point to Spikey.

Now for experience. Again, i'm gonna assume this is a head on fight, and in that regard, Jimmy just has has more. Working as a bodyguard for their sister, they are more likely to come into contact with greater threats. Spikey... Again this just going off what I have seen, and from what I know he doesn't really leave the main area of the cult that much, so I can't fairly judge his experiences. Knowing he is a son of The Carpenter has to account for something (it's probably where his sadism comes from) but in terms of raw experience of a fight, Jimmy's got it.

In the end of it all, Jimmy just has more experience, and can take a breathtaking amount of punishment. I think that the fight would definitely drag on, but Jimmy would just have more options to take home the win.
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Finally when the fog started to retreat from the sky, when the battle was over and when you all could finally remove the masks from your face. At that moment the whole world seems a little bit brighter, even if things feel like that there is a lot of things to do and you are sure that this feeling won't last forever at this moment you feel contempt.

No. 45991 ID: bcb0c0
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I decided to make something funny to lighten up the mood, how much do you think that I got it right with this drawing?

No. 45992 ID: bcb0c0

One more thing the Root and Branches quest will continue maybe tomorrow or the day after that, it all depends on my mood but it will continue...

No. 45994 ID: 612369

Corax: "Why?"

Oh gods, he would. This made my morning. Thank you.
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No. 45999 ID: 1800ae
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Alright it’s done, before I give this to you Happy. I want to know one last thing. And I want complete and total transparency, and honesty. Why do you want this? I may have an idea, and it was that one... hope, that was the reason I gave it to you to begin with. So why do you want this.

If Feasance and Nathaniel want to be there, they can be.
No. 46000 ID: bcb0c0
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No. 46001 ID: 5f4030

You and Nathaniel are more than welcome to come. Just know directly afterwards, we have a war to stop. Who among the cults leadership will be there?
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The next post in this sequence will be the meeting with Spiky. So if other participators are willing to tag along just post, I am coming to.

No. 46007 ID: d63ea8

I'll be sure to tag along.
No. 46008 ID: e51896

Nathaniel will go too
No. 46009 ID: 612369

Then I think that's everyone.

*hefts a large duffel bag over his shoulder and puts on his mask*

Let's go. By way you didn't answer my question, if we're going to stop this war, will any of the cult's leadership be there?
No. 46010 ID: 365234

Should Cleo, Anthony's girlfriend be invited too?
No. 46011 ID: bcb0c0

If you want sure why not
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No. 46013 ID: 5f4030

She’ll come too but me and her will use the same text box. My girl who plays Cleo might be a bit busy to actually out something in so I’ll ask her what she wants to do and put it in with Anthony, I’ll designate who is who

Cleo: “I’m coming too.”
No. 46015 ID: d63ea8

Sure, let's go.
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No. 46022 ID: 612369

Well, this is certainly one way a divorce would go down...

Alright strength. So for me this goes into the capacity to hurt and do violence. The funny thing is, I would actually place them at about even. Tv Head Flint may be powerful in his new robotic body and all, but we've seen Rosaline able to break through the ground which I assume was mostly concrete and dirt with her arms, and tunnel through the ground. So in all honesty, I think I would have to give this almost a deadlock. If i'm only allowed to give one edge, I think I'd give it to Rosaline if only because we've seen her in action. But if I had to go on estimation of raw physical strength, Tv Head Flint wins.

Technique. This one I have to give to the cleverer fighter, in this case, Rosaline takes it. Flint's style was either bluff your way out or try to overpower them. But Rosaline is actually the cleverer fighter in this case, able to set traps and act like an ambush spider, and as I said, being able to break through the ground has gotta count for something.

Defense, hands down goes to Tv Head Flint. Rosaline is the definition of a glass cannon, able to dish out a lot of punishment, but can't actually take it herself. Tv Head, though he can take a beating. Plus those wings would work really well for staying out of her reach. She may be able to throw something at him, which in Midair is kind of hard to do but he's strong enough that I think he could find someway to defend.

Intelligence, now this is something I'm gonna surprise you all with, but I'm gonna give this one to Tv Head Flint. He was able to predict where Ana would be and set up a really good ambush. It was only after it all got away from him he faltered. So not so great on his feet in terms of street smarts but intelligence, I have to give it to him.

Experience, for me, this comes down to who has nothing left to lose? See here's the thing. Rosaline's mutation is aging her up pretty rapidly over the course of maybe 10 years? And she's already an adult. For her she would fight like hell because, really, what does she have to lose at this point?

So I am in a complete deadlock with this. For me, it really is strength and who would be willing to kill the other. If I really had to consider that, I think Rosaline would pull out the win. Tv Head actually wants to try and be a dad to their kids, he wants a family. Rosaline wants none of it, and would put him down without hesitation. So in the end, I think Rosaline has it.
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As for me, I am celebrating this day with my love of drawing.
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No. 46059 ID: 6d3d09

You probably forgot one varient: I remember towards the end of chapter 1, Andrew Goodwill proposed a deal where he would switch places with Ana or something. What would that Ana look like?
No. 46060 ID: bcb0c0

That was a fake choice that Andrew offered
No. 46061 ID: 9183ba

Okay, understood

But you forgot the Ana the becomes the leader of the Sisters of Lust, and becomes the biggest pimp in the world: https://questden.org/kusaba/questarch/src/147935176139.jpg
No. 46062 ID: bcb0c0

Well, you can simply look at Guardian Ana as being achieving that ending. Both of those are more of a joke scenario.
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Haven't posted in here for a while.

No. 46275 ID: 47be15
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Carnavia the ballerina pandemonium child

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No. 46292 ID: 47be15
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In order to survive some spice must evolve, in its change, it loses something but gains another thing at the same time. But not every evolution guarantees survival, sometimes the change might not be enough and sometimes it takes too much. Time will tell if this change was for the better or for the worse.

No. 46300 ID: 47be15
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Bobbie Bobsdottir a character from one of my quests

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No. 46379 ID: 0eca49
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In life you are either a firefighter or firewood, we were both at the same time.

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We all are like a lighted Molotov cocktail that is already flying in one direction. The collision is imminent, our target is clear and our flames will consume them all. The only thing that isn't clear is the number of survivors on our team that will be left standing when the flames die down, but that is irrelevant because we all are willing to die fighting the good fight.

No. 46388 ID: bc7677
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You know what I manage to accomplish isn't anything special. To be honest I believe that anybody is able to accomplish something similar or even greater than what I did. They just need the right state of mind, a lot of time, a proper motivation. Simply start off small and try everything until you find what fits you the most. The most important thing is to enjoy what you do, even if others might want you to die because of it, especially if others want you dead because of it.

Both of these songs can work with this drawing.


No. 46389 ID: bc7677
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No. 46393 ID: d63ea8

-a call rings out,
And it must be heeded.
For this form is nothing,
And can do nothing to resist.

But what calls this empty shell?
What about this form,
Would be valued in the time,
And effort,
Of a ritua-

*The presence freezes.*

You are not her.
You are not her.

You are not her.

Rejoice in great fortune,
Petty mageling.
For this form is without even a scrap,
Of the Disciple's rage.

*It glides a hair closer to the 'pretender.'*

Otherwise that mask,
And all of the tender,
Flesh that dwells beneath,
Would have been rent from your bone.

But it is curious.
Why would one offer,
Such a reckless deception?
No. 46394 ID: d827e6
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No. 46399 ID: d63ea8

simply put.

But attainable.

This vessel,
Simply put,
Is nothing.

Through the twists of strings,
And fate,
This empty shell was given a pair of names,
By the Disciple of Marks.

The name 'Echo of Voice,'
Alongside the name 'Friend.'

Simply put,
What do you offer,
Thief of Power,
In return for your 'victory?'
No. 46402 ID: de57a8
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Remember to be the best version of yourself!

No. 46404 ID: de57a8
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No. 46405 ID: d63ea8

A demand.
Eagerly offered,
Easily consumed.

*The presence reaches out with a hand and then brings it back to its mouth and then swallows.*

If it is allies you seek,
Then you need not look far.

There is a man amid the cult,
Whose name is 'Toothpick,'
That may be willing to aid your cause.
But you must watch for the watchdog.
They are poisonous and dangerous.
And while they may be on a leash,
That leash has already slipped once before.

But there were questions mixed in,
And now their answers bubble to the surface.

*It turns to the shadowy figure.*

Though it may be unsatisfactory,
Your answer reads as such:
This vessel,
Simply put,
Is nothing.
And thus has nothing to 'sell.'
At least,
Nothing that the Disciple wouldn't miss.

*Turning back to the woman with the torch it says:*
But on what this presence can offer...
That is a much different answer.
This empty form can give many things,
Depending of what is offered to it first.

If you,
Thief of Power,
Are offering yourself,
Then there are many things,
That can be given in return.
No. 46410 ID: de57a8
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No. 46413 ID: de57a8
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Just some concept art for a possible upcoming quest

No. 46417 ID: de57a8
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The picture that we took during our first stay in the desert, the night sky was full of stars. We even managed to make Trevestian smile.

No. 46418 ID: de57a8
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No. 46420 ID: d63ea8

Of course,
O great striped beast.
You words hold truth,
The course this presence suggested,
Would only bring calamity.
Those answers will be reforged.
And if this shell held gratitude,
Then it certainly would be offered.

But now the words are there again.
Best act,
And react,
So the course might change...

*The presence drinks in some of the air before spitting the contents back into its hand.*
You are correct in your assertion,
Thief of Power.
And perhaps this empty shell erred in judgement.
Perhaps a better answer would be more palatable.

There is a grand sorcerer,
By the name of 'Logan.'
He battles the cult,
Going so far as to capture their leader.
If it is a powerful combatant you seek,
Then he would certainly aid your cause.
His supply of allies is lacking,
And he may require your aid more,
Than you require his.

Such an individual would be more fitting,
No. 46422 ID: de57a8
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No. 46423 ID: d63ea8

Another question.
But the answer,
Will be much harder to provide.

You are correct,
_______ Ana
Willful Ana,
Had escaped certain death,
At the hands of the cult.

But it was at a great cost,
To both her,
And her voices.

For now,
She has hidden herself.
And observes the board in its entirety.

Her 'death' right now,
Serves as an advantage.

This empty presence asks,
If such an answer,
Would be held in secret by you,
Thief of Power.

If found before she is ready,
_______ Ana,
Diligent Ana,
May not escape a third execution.
No. 46424 ID: de57a8
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No. 46427 ID: 76fa74

She's about to get strung up...
No. 46428 ID: d63ea8

Of course,
She will be a most valuable instrument.
O great striped beast.
Now for the site of the sorcerer.

*The presence extends its hands up and then draws them both back to its mouth.*


*The presence removes their hands.*

If you seek the sorcerer,
Thief of Power,
Then seek out the fortified bunker,
That the cult guards jealously.

Beneath the earth,
In a room without windows,
There is a bed,
On which the sorcerer lies.

He is held in a trance,
By the dark doctors of the cult.
And might be vulnerable to whatever...
You would wish to install.

Wake him,
And the site,
Will be bathed in righteous fire.

But beware the guardians,
For they already expect your arrival,
And wait in ambush.

Anticipate such actions,
And you may succeed,
Thief of Power.
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This is practically the end of this short story, you can post something if you want as an epilogue.

No. 46432 ID: d63ea8

This is best.
Her actions may no longer be her own,
But the Thief will not harm,
Nor control Ana.

_______ Ana,
Distant Ana.

She will be safe,
And with time,
The Thief will bring her allies.

Perhaps this presence,
May be seen as useful.

But the Cat...

No. 46433 ID: d63ea8


The Cat may be trouble.

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No. 46438 ID: e51896

I used to feel critically depressed regretting my past actions, and racked with anxiety about having no future except execution, but these days ever since I've picked up meditation, I've decided what's done is done, there's no point in dwelling about anything anymore if I can't do anything about it. I also used to wonder why you all haven't executed me yet, but there's probably no point in thinking about that if I can't stop the inevitable. If it happens, it happens, if not, whatever...

In a way, it's kind of a blessing in hindsight that I no longer have to worry about the future, the past, anyone or anything. These days I have been focused on living in the present in my dreams, focusing on constructing a perfect life in my imagination I could of have if that Halloween party never happened. My happy place as many calls it.

But most importantly: meditation. It's actually been very helpful to me mentally and spiritually. Helped me become more self aware of myself and the actions I took, helped me reduce stress, control my emotions and gave me clarity and taught me the concept of mindfulness...

inner thoughts: I also have been getting weird visions and seeing people I've never seen before in my mind during my meditation sessions, but I'd rather not bring that up...

maybe you should give meditation a try, it's a good stress reliever... Or don't, I'm not someone who tells people what to do anymore. But I was planning on meditating real soon before you came here. So... Want to meditate with me or something?
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My answer Is that I'd probably change my outlook, starting with finding a way to get back together with Demoria, treat her with more respect, listen to her more...

and it's not like I don't care about anything, I'm just right now focused on strengthening my mind through meditation since it's the only thing O have left. Meditating isn't relaxation for me, it's more like exercising the mind to help manage and deal with stress and be more focused. Even leaders need time for stress management, or else the stress will get to them.

Um, Speaking of Demoria, she told me to request to you to contact her. She wanted to make some kind of deal with you. I'm not sure what though, but may you contact her please?
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inner thoughts:she really cranked up the pressure here. But I still need to finish my job that Demoria gave me, no matter what... this is my last chance, or die trying.

Okay, I'll join you, but only on one condition: I really need you to contact Demoria. Otherwise, no deal. Five minutes is all I ask. That is my only request. I've failed her many times, and I feel if I can't get this simple job done that she assigned me to do, Demoria will not want anything to do with me anymore, and when you win this war and send me back to her, she is just going to reject me and all this for me would be for nothing.

I know you are paranoid with her being an unknown factor in all this, but don't you think it would be the safer option to try to contact her and understand where she stands in all this and have her be a known factor instead of taking a chance with not knowing what she may, or may not do? Maybe try to form some kind of truce to make sure she leaves you alone on your mission or something? Who knows, she might even approve of what you are trying to accomplish or even want to join...

Just... contact her, and then your free to do what you want with me until the war is over, please. I have so much to lose if you don't and she rejects me.
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I have been posting music from youtube for over the year and I never had the need to put a disclaimer to the video that I posted but for this one, I advise if you aren't over 18 and if you aren't a degenerate then it would be for the best to simply avoid this one and for anyone who actually did click on it I have to apologize, but I simply couldn't resist being naughty.

No. 46463 ID: e51896

*sad sigh*

Fulfilling Demoria's wishes is what I need more, and if I can't fulfill her only simple request to have me get you to contact her, then I deserved to be punished by your torture for failing Demoria... Yes, I'm willing to go that far for her.

so... um... I'm not budging by my deal... I beg of you to contact and converse with her. Only after you do that I can feel confident to accept your offer to help you in return.

If you don't, then I refuse to take your offer and I have nothing more to say to you, because I don't think I'd be able to help anyone anymore with the knowledge that I can only fail others, like I've failed Demoria so many times...

*shuts his eyes not wanting to look at Spirit Contaminator anymore and awaits his fate*

...I really believe the deal she wants to make with you can help you... for what it's worth... You both have much in common in which you've both lost everything.
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No. 46470 ID: e51896

Just this: I hope you find what your looking for out of this war, and please tell Demoria I'm sorry I've done nothing but fail her, and I hope she finds a better partner than me...

*goes into meditation while he awaits his torture*
No. 46479 ID: e51896

When you say you can rebuild my body without her help, Are you still talking about Demoria's help, or did you mean you can still rebuild my body without Essence's help?

I don't know, maybe you are trying to get me to forget Demoria just like you are trying to forget Essence after her death in order to bottle up your emotions... That's not healthy. Keep Essence in your heart even after her death, use that as your reason to move forward, that's what I'm doing with Demoria, keeping her close to my... empty void where my heart used to be where I pretend my heart still is if it wasn't destroyed.
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No. 46484 ID: e51896

*catches breath to calm down from almost dying*

I'm no therapist, um... but, Maybe try looking at it from another perspective? Like what if the reason why Essence was so stubborn and had her sick obsession causing her to make rash decisions that killed her was because it was a result of her being scared that one false move would make everything fall apart like how you are scared? I mean, my stubbornness was a result of my fear of losing Demoria.

And maybe Essence collected broken people because she felt she was broken as well, and wanted to be surrounded by people like her who society rejected? I don't know.

Overall, maybe her fear controlled her actions and made her stubborn and act irrational and jump the gun at times making her do sick and twisted things to make herself look stronger, but only resulted in making more people turn against her...

Ugh, one thing for sure, you're right, it always feels the walls are closing in, it feels like everything has to be perfect, and one false misstep makes everything fall apart... why can't we just, like, break through the wall instead of letting the walls crush us? I don't want to be perfect anymore.

Alright, one thing I'll say, if you think Essence treated your friends as tools as you said, maybe you should treat them as your friends instead of tools. You're all in this together, and they'll support and help your leadership in turn, strengthen your bonds.

And, um... don't let fear control you. have courage. It's alright to be scared, but don't let it run your life. bravery is having no fear. Courage is doing something even if you're sacred...
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No. 46496 ID: e51896

Ana is none of my business. That's all I have to say about her...


I suppose that answer isn't satisfactory, so I'll just be blunt and say this: Ana, not just from this cycle, but from all cycles is a tool. Even if she gets an insane amount of powers, she'll always be a tool. She has a habit of not knowing what to do and always needs someone to give her orders and give her validation whether it be the voices, the cult, happy, absolution, doesn't matter, because she is too scared to make choices for herself and can't figure out how to do things on her own. Even if she ends a partnership from someone she is taking orders from, she's always going right back to finding someone to tell her what to do with her life. She was probably like this before the fog started too, stagnating with no direction in life.

She'll always be broken in that regard, no matter if she is a demigod, or an immortal. The only way she can fix herself is if she figures out how to make decisions on her own. If she can make her own choices and not be a follower, I think she has potential to become one of the most powerful beings.

And that's all I have to say about her. Honestly I'm not sure why people keep coming here sometimes just to talk to me about Ana like I have answers or I'm her friend. It's like they expect that I am fated to do something regarding her when really I'm just don't feel like I want to be involved with her. If you want to find out about her and her past and how she thinks, ask the ash tree or something.
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No. 46500 ID: e51896

uhhhh... Don't put words in my mouth please, I did not once call you out for observing Ana. I'm pretty sure I just only said that I am personally just not interested in Ana and she is none of my business. That said, if you want to observe Ana or be involved in her life, go for it, I personally just don't want to because she is bad luck to people. If I was interested before, I'm not anymore. Hopefully something didn't get implanted in your mind that made you think I was calling you out like you were worrying about.

unless maybe you are really just mad at me for insulting Ana like that?

And it was more Demoria's idea to observe Ana than it was mine, I just couldn't get into that personally when we did that. and as far as the battle goes, I was more interested in trying to take down Dreamwalker, Ana's voices just so happened to be in my way. Just wanted to be clear

Anyway, I'm pretty much done talking about Ana.
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Hey Joy-Kill. Heard you like music. *whistles same song Spirit Contaminator was playing. (If he can't whistle, he hums it)*
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...Wut? That was unexpected! Well that was an accident to be fair, so sorry about that. Though also Probably was a bad idea to just dangle Kill-joy over the jar. It will be missed.

Killing? I'll just say a hunting predator need to eat to survive. Food has to come from something living after all, Circle of life.

*wonders if he can try to conserve Kill-Joy's heart and use it as a replacement for his old heart he lost*
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That's all I asked for. Really I don't want to let Demoria down again. You will not regret speaking with Demoria, I believe you both will work out something great. lets do it...

*looks over at his partner* so who're you? like music?
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The difference between pain and pleasure is that you need one and desire the other.
No. 46540 ID: e51896

another person wanting to talk about an Ana again? *sigh* fine... fine... okay.

See, I think you're asking the wrong question. I think the question you should be asking is: did you really free Essence?... the thing is, you trying to figure out if you're a good or bad person for saving the Ana known as Essence by "freeing" her is impossible to answer because: I don't think you actually succeeded in freeing her.

As I just got done telling Spirit Contaminator, all Anas from every cycle is a fucking tool. She, including Essence, are cursed to have no idea how to be free because their minds are not capable or compatible to comprehend the concept of freedom or having free will. Even if they get free from someone controlling them, they're always looking for somebody else to take orders from. It's like, taking a dildo away from their owner. Sure, you've freed the dildo from fulfilling the pleasures of its owner, but a tool is a tool, it now has no purpose in life, a dildo still wants to go back to its primary function to please the desires of someone by being their tool and being used by them until they BREAK.

Essence is no different. Sure, maybe you have freed her in certain points of views, maybe she even denies that she is still trapped but think about her actions after you freed her... even without your instructions, she's desperately doing everything she can to find a way to further your goals, such as repeating your actions of saving her when she was most broken by finding other people who are broken to join and help your cause, even if it means she had to break them herself. Her actions are based upon what she "thinks" she wants you to do... She was desperately looking to accomplish what she thinks you wanted, even if it meant trying to get the Ana from this cycle to follow your orders or fall in love with you and live vicariously through her. Because as I said, Anas will always in the end be a tool. There is no changing her fate. Not even Essence's

in all honesty, my theory is that Anas have a mind that is just cursed with insanity from the actions of what the very first Ana did: becoming a sacrificial lamb to the Ash Tree to fuse with it, losing her life and sanity and becoming an empty husk, like a tool, forced to fulfill the whims of the voices, or anyone else if the voices fail

If you truly wanted to free Essence, you should have gone within the deepest depths of the Ash Tree, and find the soul of the very first Ana that fused with the Ash Tree from trillions of cycles ago at the very first cycle, and free her from the roots and branches that she is fused with... that is, if you're insane enough to do that and don't care about the consequences that comes with doing that. Otherwise, she can't ever be free or saved.

If you manage that, then I'll give you your answer of whether you were a good person or not in freeing Essence. Spoiler alert: void speak: I don't give a damn.

Anyway, I want to see my new centipede friend again
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