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>About how your co-worker was talking about dating someone else in the company you think is a bit of a creep, and it reminded you of how alone you were.
Let's tone down the specifics. Specifically, intraoffice courtship. One of your co-workers was talking about how they were dating somebody else, a bug-less person who, frankly, freaks you out, and she found the guy a bit odd too. It made you think over your own situation, and triggered an anxiety attack.
>...He didn't do what you did to Diego to you, did he?
Let's keep this thought to ourselves, no need to sound crazy to the lady who determines just how crazy we are.
>>584413
Seriously, DON'T bring this up. This is a personal hunch, very probably guided by our bias against him. We don't like him, so of course we're going to think bad things about him.
>he didn't have any wasps on him at that point so Doug couldn't have touched one.
Even in the case that the bugs appear for others when they don't for their host, Nate's emotions would have guided wasps away from the contact, anyways. He feels uncomfortable in the presence of that guy, and that would manifest as the wasps retreating from him.
Maybe you should bring up to the doctor that you're having some suspicions about a co-worker, but think it's just you being biased against him for invading your personal space. You might be willing to talk about it when you come in for a face-to-face appointment, but for now you can surpress that malicious prejudice. Or whatever you wanna call it.
>We're also a little curious that my neighbors also might be patients of yours
"But I'm not actually asking, since that would be a breach of confidenciality." If you want to verify, you could let them know about it, and ask them directly.
>It caused the first episode today.
Might be worth bringing this up before you mention thinking they're her patients and saying that you aren't actually asking. Let her know "If he is a patient, go ahead and let him know about me." If he isn't, no harm in asking, and if he is, it can only help him to at the very least give you a clear path and stay away from you, if not be more friendly with you for having a connection.
>>584415
On second thought, rather than mentioning anybody specific as suspected of being another patient, just let her know that if there's any other patients who live near you, you don't mind at this point if she mentions that you're another patient. You trust her to know who would be bad to tell that and who could maybe even help out. She knows you approximately as much as you know yourself. Maybe somethings better than you, and somethings not as good, but approximately equal.
>Ask if she'd be willing to test this bug thing with you
Whoa, let's hold off on this until our next face-to-face.
...Well, no, I suppose you can bring it up, ask if she can put up a mental block when you try. If she lets you. It's still very awkward, unless a bug happens to be on her hand during a handshake. Actually, that's another thing to ask about, if she can focus on an area for them to go to and see how well you can get it right. A form of ESP, y'know?
...I still say it sounds crazy to even suggest, especially over the phone, but she did bring up a subconscious sense of the vaguer thoughts people emit, it's something worth testing.
>We're just tired of being alone but can't help feeling safe alone... and that's probably what might be why the safe place isn't safe anymore.
OH. Mention that you brought his memory cube into the Lagrange. It seemed to be perfectly safe from the new danger of your safe place, is it possible that it's because it's not your own personal construct, and is instead a construct supposedly belonging to a friend?
We may be losing the safe zone, but bringing in new friends should help reinforce it again. You carry their burdens and they carry yours. ...Maybe you'll be able to observe something interesting happen to the malicious construct by making a space station out of their burdens.
>Oh, and the wasps have made us into a hive, so we've got parasites permanently now too.
DEFINITELY bring this up. Once you were in the mental zone, the wasps requested permission to form a hive in you, which, when granted, it felt like you scratched yourself open and released a whole nest of wasps, which defended you. I'm very curious as to what her take on this is.
>We're not sure how to deal with that situation as it's bound to only get worse.
He did seem surprisingly friendly today, and even said he'd be sure to keep an open path to let you through. I don't think it's going to get worse.
>How do you ask that without being rude?
Like I said, ask that she lets other patients who she thinks could help know about you. You can't pull to see who's on the other side, so push and let them know you're there instead.
>>584421
>a jam. In space.
You could say, it was a Space Jam.
I've had slam jams stuck in my head man.
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